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 When we started to blog there were a number of people that inspired us, helped us, advised us and generally we really very good to us.

It can be hard to get started and to be motivated.

In some cases other bloggers will give you points tips and advice.  Some will leave comments to your posts which helps to motivate and some will reach out when you go quiet just to check that you are OK.

Someone that fits a number of those areas is Naughty Nora, she has a great blog and when we lost the old blog page we lost a lot of the contacts here on Blogger and also on WordPress where our very original site was.  Thankfully I managed to get back into some old accounts and find some of the old links and it was fantastic to find that Nora is still blogging. 

This is the link to her blog:

https://ourmarriageanddomesticdiscipline.wordpress.com/

Please go and have a look at what she is upto and have a read through some of the archive there is some really good stuff in there.  I’ve also added her page to our blog list on the side so new posts should appear there.

Regards

billie

 From Madam Alice:

Good Evening everyone I hope that you are all well.  It is Thursday night and that means that at 8pm billie will present himself at my study for his weekly review. We decided that we would do the review in the study as normal but the punishments would be delivered in the “photo area” that billie has set up the utility room and we would take a couple of snaps for you to see billie and her uniform.

Over the last 12 months we have formalised the different uniforms and outfits that I want billie to wear.  previously I would decide what I wanted billie to wear for the review and it was often in one of his maids uniforms or a fancy dress school girl outfit – tartan miniskirt, stockings etc.  I decided that this wasn’t really appropriate and that I should formalise it to billie being in the School Girl uniform.  

On one of the days that I was travelling to work, having been held up by traffic I notice a number of kids going to school and I realised that their uniforms were more about knee length skirts and dark/ opaque tights or socks and not a tartan skirt to be seen.  So I decided that we would ensure that billie would have an proper school uniform for doing his review and for doing his punishments, and particularly when he is required to write lines.

On one Saturday we went shopping for a proper school uniform, so in August last year we mixed with other parents and grandparents and went and purchased a grey pleated knee length skirt, A plain white shirt.  we spotted an appropriate tie in a charity shop and we found a shop that sold Grey opaque stockings.  Marks and sparks were visited for a plain white bra and I had decided that I ordered on the internet a plain white 6 strap suspender belt for him.

As for knickers we had a few pairs of white knickers that needed a job as billie the little tramp has a liking for black underwear (so do i for that matter), but I wanted white for this outfit (it shows off a spanked bottom far better in my opinion.)  So we now have a uniform.

billie in school uniform

For those that aren’t aware billie is required to keep a record of any tasks or items that he feels went wrong or where he did not achieved an appropriate standard.  billie may also put forward any points that he thinks he did particularly well.

Once he has finished with his points, as he stands infront of my desk I will check his points against what I have recorded in my book.  Woe betide it that I have a point in my book that does not match the points that billie should have picked up.

To be honest we have been doing this long enough that billie normally has all of my points and some others that I wouldn’t have spotted when I wasn’t present.

Once all of the points are discuss then I will allocate a punishment or a in the case of a positive point I may allocate a treat (and they do happen occasionally).

The non physical punishments  can be:

• Writing Lines
• Corner time
• restriction of privileges – such as no watching of myself and John, limitations on what clothing can be worn etc.
• A verbal telling off
• A humiliating task

The physical punishments can be:

• Spanking by Hand (by myself)
• Spanking by Hand (by John)
• Spanking by old table tennis bat (we rarely use this now)
• Ruler across the palm of the hand
• Ruler across the bottom
• Paddle across the bottom
• Riding Crop across the bottom
• Belt across the bottom (Note – The belt belongs to John and it is always referred to as “Sir’s Belt” and hangs in my wardrobe in the bedroom – If I decide to use it I will tell billie to go and fetch “Sirs Belt”)
• I also have a old leather tawse but I rarely use that as it is a vicious item and it is easy to get carried away and do some serious marks with it!

18″ Old Fashioned School Ruler

my current selection of punishment riding crops, they are ones that I have formerly used when horse riding

Leather paddle

Having carried out the review I awarded billie with 10 strokes with the ruler on his bum and 6 with the paddle. I also used this opportunity to take some posed photos at different stages of the punishment, here  is a few for your review.

I started by having billie bend over, lift his skirt and show his satin knickers. I then told him to remove these and replace them with his sheer white knickers

The sheer white knickers are really good for billie to wear as once a punishment is done , he can pull his knickers up but his punishment marks are still on full display. As you can see they are very sheer.

The first punishment will be 10 strokes with the wooden ruler.  I had billie place a chair to lean over for support and then pull his knickers down to his knees.  You can see the results in the photo below and also his plugged hole and his chastity cage just on view.

Next was 6 strokes with the paddle, I have to confess I didn’t lay them on as hard as I did for billie’s punishment night a few weeks ago!

And then finally I told billie to stand up and turn round and lift his skirt to display his chaste little clit, we are currently using a small “Cobra” chastity and also an waist strap added to the back ring. He is taking a rest from the metal cages at the moment.

We’ve found a grey wig that seems to suit billie quite well, it matches his normal hair and it looks rather nice with it hooked behind his ears, billie has added a hair band.  we have also taken the feed back that was provided by Poppet Sub Slut about coordinating accessories with the outfits so billie found some grey, red and black face masks with some added sparkles that seem to work (the masks are purely to keep our anonymity, a lesson learned from the previous blog unfortunately).

You have now had an insight into a Review night with the bonus of a few photos of my darling husband.  We hope you like them. Let us know what you think?

 Last weekend Madam and I were invited to a christening of a Grand Child of a long term friend, Madam knew her when she was growing up and I got to know her and her husband when I started courting Madam.  The invite arrived a about 6 weeks ago and originally we only planned to go up on the day, stay overnight in Leicester and then back the following day.  

However the offer of the use of a Chalet/log cabin near to the friends place and an invitation to go for dinner on the evening prior to the event made Madam re-think the plan.  So with Madam having a few days of holidays to take from work it was decided that we would go up on the Thursday night, spend Friday catching up with old friends, the event on the Saturday and then use Sunday catching up with Madam’s family and have the Monday with Madam’s mother. So basically we go up, see everyone, get it all done and dusted and we are all good for the next 6 months……It didn’t quite go that way…..

We travelled up Thursday evening and got to the Chalet, very nice, not far from our friends at Ashby De La Zouch (Yes it is in Leicestershire, not in France) got settled in. As I was on punishment I had brought the camping mattress and laid it out in the living room area, while Madam would have the bedroom to herself. There was a pub near by, so we went down there to have a drink, well Madam had a drink, I had soda water as Madam had banned me from any alcohol, so I would be the designated driver for the weekend.  The pub was reasonably busy and it was quite nice to hear local voices again.  Madam had a couple of Gins and then we headed back for the night. 

I thought that I may have been required to help Madam to get off to sleep with some gentle oral on her, but once she was ready for bed I was banished to the living room  with instructions for Coffee at 7.30am.  Madam reminded me that I was on punishment and as such I would not be needed until the morning.  As I bedded down on my mattress I could hear Madam pleasing herself with one of her toys, so it was a slightly frustrating start to my nights sleep.

Friday was not a bad day, cool and overcast  but dry so we took the opportunity to go for a walk in the morning before the potential showers arrived.  While we were out Madam received a call from our eldest niece, Ellie, she wanted to know when we were coming up.  So Madam told her that we were already up and staying near Ashby and that we were going out tonight with our friends.  Our Niece asked if we would like to meet up for lunch with her and her Boyfriend, her treat.

Now, alarm bells should have gone off at this point. We are very fond of our two nieces, we brought them up for about 4-5 years when they were youngsters, so we do look at them as our kids (sort off) and when they were teenagers and at college/ uni they will occasionally come to us when their Mum and Dad have said no to them and play us off against each other.  We’ve not had this for a number of years and my 6th sense felt that there was something afoot here.  I wasn’t far off the mark….

Eldest niece is a lovely young woman, good looking and with an attitude and temperament that definitely reminds me of my Madam.  She dresses in a way that just says Confidence and Femininity but with subtle authority .  I would say that her early Goth phase at Uni has developed and matured with her clothing style.  I’ve seen the way she has developed over the years and I’d say that she is definitely a dominant personality.  The question that I occasionally ask myself is has this happened due to Nature or Nurture?  Did spending time being brought up by Alice rub off on her?  Don’t know, but there is a lot of similarities.

As I couldn’t drink we suggested to meet at a pub for lunch near to where they lived.  Now I was curious that both of them had a working day off, something was definitely going on.

The boyfriend, David, is a nice lad, they have been together for quite a few years, having met at University.  he must have been keen on our niece having been with her for a few years when she was down south and he move up to Leicester not long after she moved into her house. He’s about the same height as her and a bit on the lean side (says the short stocky submissive!) and a bit quiet but the one thing that is with him is he is definitely the subordinate in the relationship with our niece!

We arrived at the Pub, part of a national chain, so you know what you are getting and the pair were there already, we went across to say hello and both got a fairly warm and tight hug from Eldest Niece. My suspicious mind always thinks that she gives a tight hug just to check to feel what I might be wearing, We have mentioned before that both myself and Alice believe that she either knows or suspects that there is something “different” with our marriage and the way we live. She is a smart lass and spots things that others would miss.  David ordered drinks for us (a white wine for Alice and a soda water for me) and we chatted while we looked over the menus.

The conversation was all very light and very much to catch up.  Ellie was doing well at her work and David had just moved jobs, same company but a change of location and a promotion.  Overall this couple were doing OK in the grand scheme of things.  The food arrived and we continued to chat.

When we finished the food Alice suggested that we move to some of the more comfortable chairs and get another round of drinks, to which I said I would get.  As I stood at the bar, the boyfriend appeared next to me, looking a bit sheepish, I assumed that he was going to help carry the drinks, well I assumed wrong….

“Mr Luff, would you mind if we had a chat?  I could do with some advice?” Oh fuck here it comes….

“Whats up lad? and it’s Mick, Mr Luff is a bit too formal or work related for me”.  Spending most of my time as billie or Ms Watson tends to make me a little bit uncomfortable being called Mr Luff.  I dispatched him off with the drinks for the girls and he came back and we stood off from the bar.

He started to faff about and clearly nerves were getting the better of the poor sod.  I wondered what was the problem? I told him to just settle down and get to the point.

“Alright,”a bit of a pause as he seemed to build some courage,” Ellie says you buy most of Auntie Alice’s underwear…her lingerie.” I almost choked on the swig of water I had just taken!

Where the f**k had that come from? “She does does she?and what has this to do with you?”

“Sorry, sorry….I need some advice, please….Ellie wants some lingerie for Christmas….not the type that you get from M&S, She wants some items like what you get for Aunt Alice..” and then he blurted out “and I have to go and buy them in person, not ordered over the internet!”

“Mick, where do I go to get what she wants…?”

I’d gathered my composure and had stopped coughing. The first thing was to just settle him down before that he blurts out something that he shouldn’t.

“Ok Sunshine, what is Ellie after?”  

Now I’m assuming that during the summer of 2020 when Ellie stayed with us while waiting for her house purchase to be completed that she had spotted the quantity of stockings and retro underwear that was being washed and dried.  As for why she thought I purchased them wasn’t clear until I spoke with Alice on the trip back – Ellie had asked Alice where she shopped for her Lingerie and stockings and Alice told her what she knew but to ask me as I generally purchased most of her Lingerie.

So we had a bit of a chat and it was clear that she was after some of the retro lingerie and some Fully fashioned or reinforced heel and toe stockings. I also got the impression she was looking for either a basque or corselette, his descriptions were a bit of a mixed bag.  He obviously knew about companies such as “What Katie Did” (link) but they were down in London and he wanted something nearer. At that point I thought he was going to ask me to get them for him, however he seemed quite determined to do this himself.

“Ellie, has given me this as a task, and I’m going to do it, I’ve just never bought underwear for her or anyone before…” when I heard him say that, the billie part of my brain almost removed the name “Ellie” with the word “Mistress”, it was said in that type of way. 

So I passed on some Uncle advice.  Don’t worry and to calm down. he would need to take a trip to Nottingham and Derby as there were two companies up there that would help him, he would need to do a bit of work and ordering via the internet but certainly one of them would allow him to go and pick the items up, possibly both would.  It is just the nature of the companies, they manufacture on site and sell via the web. (The women at Revival are brilliant and very good to deal with – David would be in good hands with them!)

But I warned him to do his homework first – 

• stick to basic colours- whites and blacks, don’t get distracted by reds unless Ellie tells him directly that she wants red underwear.
• check her knicker drawer for the right sizes and check a few of them just to confirm the sizes.
• check her bra sizes
• Understand what size she is in stockings, and does she already wear stockings? and if so how high up her thigh does she like the top of her stockings. (as it transpires she wears stockings the whole time, definitely takes after her Aunt (and uncle!).
• once armed with the information then email the companies and talk through what you are after – if you are after girdles or the corselette they may suggest a size larger/ longer in the stockings as the garter straps are shorter.

He soaked in the information and if he had had a note book he would have been scribbling the info down like a man possessed.  I got out my phone and pinged up the websites for  Revival lingerie (Link) in Nottingham and Cosmic Girl (Link) in Derby and emailed them to him. I advised him to get the stockings from Cosmic Girl and the Lingerie from Revival.  (unless Ellie wanted a Teddie, in which case Cosmic Girl should be the first shout – Madam has one of theirs and loves it!).

Tiffany Teddy Playsuit from Cosmic Girl – highly recommended by Madam!

Corselette from Revival Lingerie – highly recommended by billie

Revival Lingerie Bosselli Stretch satin full brief – recommended by both of us!

So having armed him with 2 good suppliers of suitable undergarments in a reasonably local (ish) distance and a guide to keep him out of the poo in terms of ordering the wrong sizes I thought that was us all sorted.

“There is another thing I’d like to ask….” 

Oh God where is this going now?

“what is it?” I asked guardedly.

“Could you ask Alice to come over here as the question is really for both of you, without Ellie if possible?”

I gave the lad a bit of a look, perhaps a paddington bear type of look  of “what are you upto?”

I nipped over to the table and asked Alice to join us, while reassuring Ellie that we would be back in a minute.  We both wandered over and when we got back to the Lad, he looked a little sheepish, but what he said next had us rocking on our heels.  

“Aunt Alice, Unc…Mick, Can I have your permission to marry Ellie? She’s my world and I love her so very much!”

a few minutes ago this was a lad that was almost crapping himself to go an purchase some fancy underwear for his Girlfriend and then bold as brass comes out with that!

Alice was quicker off the mark than I was, “David, that’s more of the questions that you should be asking my Sister and her Husband, not us, it’s normally the parents or the father, to be more precise, that you ask.”

“I know Aunt Alice but Ellie actually views you two as her parents.  You are the ones that she goes to for advice and she knows that you have always looked after her, so I felt it would be wrong not to ask your permission”

Ladies and Gentlemen, I had just watched and listened to a young man melt my wife’s heart and she started to cry.  We both said “yes”, Alice gave him a bloody big hug and I shook his hand.  

we were not expecting what happened next.  David left us, walked over to Ellie and went on his knees and proposed to her, there and then. (Please note he didn’t get down on one knee, he went down on both…just saying).  He had the engagement ring in his pocket. 

To the few folk in the pub that noticed it looked like a man getting on his knee to propose, perhaps I was looking too deep, I saw a young man willingly submitting to a Young Woman that has the air of a Dominant and asking to commit himself to her.  If they are not already a FLR, I am very sure that it will develop into one.

David offered the ring and she accepted it and leaned forward and kissed him.  It looks like we came up for a Christening and we now had a wedding!

We both joined Ellie and David at the table and Alice was drying her eyes and then went into tears again when she hugged Ellie.   We chatted and offered our very best to the engaged couple, we had another drink and then went our separate ways, us back to Ashby to get ready for the evening and them back to their house.

Well as an afternoon, neither of us was expecting any of that.  As we drove back I joked to Alice that she would need a suitable hat for the wedding as it appears that she would be the viewed by the Couple as the “Alternative Mother of the Bride”, to which she gave a laugh but countered with that it won’t be pinks and “bloody peach”, something Dark and Vampy! Ellie would probably approve!

I suspect this style of outfit would be to Madam’s liking for the day

“And you billie, will probably get the task of purchasing some suitable wedding Lingerie for your niece!”

Overall this made our weekend, meeting friends and the family was very nice, but that afternoon’s event with Ellie and David just topped it, particularly seeing how Alice reacted, she could not have been more pleased (or emotional).

Afternote – On the way back home on Monday evening Alice told me about what she had been chatting about with Ellie while I was at the bar with David.  It would seem that Ellie has been regularly giving young david “tasks” of a specific or intimate nature, to see how he reacts or to push his “boundaries”.  Alice hinted that they talked about this in a bit more detail over the weekend, but she wasn’t going to go into details with me – I didn’t need to know, but I get the impressions that my Mistress may becoming a very subtle mentor to our young Ellie.

I wonder if david knows what potentially is in store for him? If I’m right he is going to love it!

 For many of us in the FLR/ Sissy/ cuckold world there was a blogger that we would all wait with baited breath for new posts and that was Sara of Saragirl’s Sissy Confessions.

While she posted lots of images with short story lines the ones that related to Her and her wife Emily were very much the ones that myself and Madam would love to read.  her whole website was just simply brilliant, unfortunately it was taken down by the powers that be and disappeared with no warning.

It left a lot of us regular readers all very worried about Sara.  People do care about each other in the blogging world, which is nice as we’ve been there.  

Thankfully Sara is OK and still blogging but via her Tumblr and Bdsmlr blog sites.  these are the links and I’ll also post them on the side bar.  If you followed her on blogger go and catch her on the other sites.  If you haven’t seen her original site then you missed a real treat but please go and follow her on either or both of her current sites, I promise you will love it and not be disappointed.

Saragirl’s Sissy Confessions on Bdsmlr

Saragirl’s Sissy Confessions on Tumblr

billie xxx

 From Madam Alice:

Do you ever get stuck for Christmas Gifts for those special people in your life?  Then perhaps I may have found an option for you to consider.  I seriously think that billie will be considering it.

I do like erotic art and we have a couple of Jack Vettriano prints around the house. but it also means that I like finding other artists that deal with fetish and erotic drawings and pictures.

I have a number of fetish and sissy artists that I follow on Deviantart and every now and again I have a look at their favourites, one of the artists that I found via that route was this individual, 0formant0 , I really like the artwork and the story lines that go with it, some examples are here,

But as I looked through more of their art I came across these “Gift Cards” and my mind took a trip to the idea of having a set of these created for billie to give to John as a Christmas present, he/she often struggles to come up with an idea on what to get him and these seem ideal.

So the questions now is 

 Evening Everyone, At the moment Madam is fully occupied with Sir, so I’ve been given some time to provide another blog post, Madam is keen that I catch up for with the blog after my period of not posting.

After my punishment on Thursday and having completed my blog post, I was sent to strip my bed and to get the camping mattress, which would be my bed until Madam says otherwise.  The mattress used to be used regularly when Madam was seeing her previous Boyfriend before Master John, that individual was a different type of individual and had a different take on the cuckolding relationship –  Not in a bad way, he just wasn’t into having the husband interacting or around so I would be banished to the room that we had in the loft area until he left.  Thankfully Master John was more than happy to embrace the FLR and Cuckolding relationship that Madam wanted. However back to Thursday night.

With the mattress in the utility room I was allowed to have  my sheet and the single quilt, all the other bedding was stripped and locked away, the mattress from my bed I carried up to the spare bedroom upstairs next to Madam’s room, just to make sure that I didn’t try to sneak back into my room and sleep on the bed.

With my bottom rather sore from the punishments I actually wrote the blog post standing up in the kitchen. sleeping that nigh was a little bit uncomfortable as Madam had be quite sharp with the Riding Crop and I could feel the bruises forming.

I did managed to get some sleep during the night but was very much awake prior to my alarm going off at 5.30am, so I was actually quite glad to get up and start my day.  I took the opportunity to check my bum  when I went for my morning shower and while some of the red from the Ruler and Paddling was still there is was less, or perhaps it was just over shadowed by some of the bruises from the crop.  I washed, showered and shaved, and then got dressed to start the day.

there would be no maid uniform today but it was the black and white cleaners smock  with the addition of a small white apron, make up was minimal and underneath was a black corselette,  black knickers and plain top stockings.  I put my heels on and then went to start Madam’s breakfast.

Breakfast would be a mug of filter black coffee, 2 rounds of wholegrain toast, buttered, a small bowl of muesli but with the milk for it in a small jug.  I went a collected Madam’s tablet, turning it on so that it would be ready for her to start looking at the news or reading emails.  I picked up the tray, checked the time and headed up to Madam’s room ready to enter at 6.30am.

I will be really honest, this is a routine that I have been doing for years for Madam, even before the FLR started I would take my wife breakfast in bed every morning.  this morning I opened the door with an element of trepidation.  The previous evening Madam had been really pissed with me and expected she didn’t hold back with the punishments.  I had no idea how she would be this morning, so I was definitely on the timid side as I entered the bedroom and bobbed a curtsy, being careful with the tray that I was holding.  I genuinely didn’t know what the response would be.

I was greeted by a just waking/ half yawn but friendly “Good morning billie, I’ll have the coffee and the toast now and then go for the Shower”.  I probably was a bit too eager with bobbing another curtsy and “Yes Ma’am”.

On some mornings Madam likes me to crawl in under the bed clothes and help her become fully awake by providing oral sex for her, this morning I just wasn’t sure.  I think Madam sensed my nervousness and told me to put the tray on the bed, and she then took one of the spare pillows from the bed and placed in on the floor next to her. I was told to kneel on the cushion next to her.  Madam had now propped herself up in bed with an extra cushion and told me to lean forward  and place my head on the bed next to her thigh, looking down the bed, and to just relax.

Madam started on her coffee and opened the tablet on one of the news sites, as she was doing that once her left hand was free she just started to stroke my head, just petting me while she had her coffee and ate her toast.

Madam, usually takes about 15 minutes to have her coffee and as she finished I was directed to move back a little so that she could swing her legs out of the bed, and as she sat on the edge of the bed right in front of me she said “Have you forgiven me for punishing you?”

“Yes Ma’am, all ways.”

“Good then give me a small kiss to prove your forgiveness”

I quickly rose and moved the tray to the side table and pulled the quilt straight (I would change the bedding later) and started to lay out the clothing for Madam.  I picked out a set of Charnos Bra, suspenders and knickers, along with a set of black lace top stockings.

As Madam got out of the shower I asked if she needed assistance, which she didn’t and I was dismissed to carry out my morning duties.

Madam was dressed ready and down to go to work at 7.40 and I met her at the bottom of the stairs, I handed her the laptop bag and also her coat and was rewarded with a peck on the cheek and as Madam left to go to work her parting comment was “I’m in a meeting at 10am, do your corner time at 9.20, so that I can watch before I go into the meeting, BYE!”

The early session of corner time would work to both our advantage as it would mean that I would be complete by 9.50, this means I could go and get changed ready to go for the shopping and hopefully be back by 12.30.

The corner time went OK, I had set my phone up in the opposite corner of the living room and also set an alarm to go off at 9.50am.  I made the call and Madam answered  with a simple “Of you go!” and I responded with a simple “yes Madam”. I headed off to my usual corner of the living room and placed my self in the corner looking at the wall.  It doesn’t take long for the legs to start to ache, particularly in the calves, I was on 4″ heels and while I am used to them, they do make  corner time uncomfortable.  The knack is to do small movements, particularly to stop the knees from locking.  Madam will tolerate these so long as they are only occasional to ease my knees.  My hands were placed behind my back so Madam could see them and to show that they were not figgitting.

I was really glad when the 30 minutes was up and I turn round and took a few steps to start my circulation again and then faced the camera and bobbed a curtsy to it.  I went to the camera and saw Madam smile at me, give a short wave and then she closed the call.

the rest of the day went almost to routine.  Madam’s bedding changed, ready for Sir coming over, the en-suite cleaned and Sir’s wash kit laid out ready, fresh towels put on the rails.

at 10.15 it was off to do the shopping and then back just after 12.30, all groceries put away, grab a quick sandwich and then make sure that the living room and the downstairs are neat, tidy hovered and dusted. 

My afternoon corner time was at 3pm and as I was about to finish Madam told me that she would ping me a couple of messages as Sir had booked a table at a local restaurant, normally they go out on a Saturday, but from all accounts a double booking had occurred and Sir had been asked if he would be happy to change to the Friday, which he was.  Madam whatsapped me with what she planned to wear for the evening out so that I could find it, Iron it if required and lay it out ready. 

The clothes would be one of her Basques, a Thong that would go with the Basque and a pair of her Fully Fashioned stockings.  Foot wear would be her Stiletto heel ankle boots, She also wanted her knee length leather skirt and one of her red or blue “Tops with the flouncy sleeves”.  I found both tops and looking at them the Red one was probably the better choice.

The first part of the evening went as normal, Madam texting that she was leaving work, so I ran her bath ready for when she arrived home. I welcomed her home and let her know that all of her clothes for the evening were all laid out. Madam went straight to the bath as the dinner booking was for 7.30, a little earlier that what they normally go for so Sir would be arriving sooner than his usual 6pm.

Sir arrived at around 5.40pm and I opened the door for him, Madam was still in the bath.and I was going to take his bag but was directed to the living room.  Sir wanted to see what condition my bottom was in after my punishment.  the marks could still be seen, particularly the bruises from the crop.  Sir asked if I had learned my lesson, which I confirmed.  I was then ordered to get on my knees and get Sir ready for meeting Madam.  

(Point to note – if there is one thing that Sir doesn’t need is any preparation or fluffing to get him Hard for Madam, he can readily get and maintain an erection but the act of kneeling and submitting to Madam’s Bull Boyfriend continues to create my needed desire for humiliations and my emasculation as I suck on what is a cock that is significantly bigger that I would have been even on a good day).  

When Sir felt that I had done enough, he told me to stop and then turned and headed up the stairs to meet with Madam in the Bedroom.  I picked my self off the floor and went on with my duties.

Madam came down the stairs at 6.40 and called me to the living room and told me to go to my room, remove my domestics smock/ dress and my knickers, fit my ankle and wrist cuffs and come back to the living room.  I was also told to make sure that I went to the toilet before coming back. 

When I came back in one of the dining room chairs with a towel on the seat had been placed in the middle of the living room facing the TV, I was told to come to the chair and Madam gave me a quick once over.  I was told to bend over and she applied some lube to my arse and then picked up the vibrating Butt plug and eased it into my arse-hole. She turned it on and told me to sit down in on the chair, to which the pressure of the plug and it’s vibration became very clear.

Madam took some short lengths of rope and secured my ankle cuffs to the leg of the chair and my hands were tide behind the chair (not pulling my arms together but secure to make sure that they wouldn’t come forward.) She then took my posture collar and fitted that around my neck so that I fixed towards the TV.

The last thing was that she when out of the room and reappeared shortly with my over the ear blue tooth headphones, she popped them into place on my ears and turned them on.  They connected to the TV and I sat there watching the screen with the noise coming direct to my ears.  Madam asked if it was too loud and said probably too loudly that it was ok.  Madam then went and closed the curtains and the door to the kitchen and then went to the stairs and shouted for Sir.

A few minutes later I saw Sir and Madam come back into view and Sir was holding one of our gags and something else, he handed the gag to Madam and then went over to the TV, reached round the back and did something that became clear when he picked up the remote and changed the AV source that showed there was a USB drive attached.  Sir worked the remote and a list of files came up and he selected “Play all and just as it started he paused it.

Madam came forward with the gag but also produced a condom that looked recently filled, I was told to open my mouth but not swallow yet and the contents were poured into my mouth and then seal with the penis gag which was strapped in place. “Give everything a good coating billie and then you can swallow”.

With that Madam kissed my cheek and told me to enjoy my “Movie Night” evening.  Sir pressed play and they both left the room, turning out the lights and pulling the door closed after them.

I was now in the dark, facing the TV, with a buzzing butt plug, a semen smeared cock gag and after a very intro of a blank title screen a film started of porn. For the next almost 4 hours I was faced with Cuckold porn and in between each of the films there were short clips of Sir and Madam or Images of Madam in her Lingerie (obviously taken by Sir). The evening was frustrating, humiliating and a significant turn on as well. I know that I was leaking and it was apparent that the butt plug clearly had been fitted with fresh batteries prior to it being fitted into me, and I was actively sucking on the gag in my mouth (as well as drooling).

Sir and Madam arrived back at what I found out later as nearly 11pm and quickly untied me from the chair and turned off the TV.  I was ungagged, unplugged and made to walk round the room , I saw that there was a big damp patch where I had been sat and I’m sure most of it had come from my caged clit.

Madam checked that I was OK, went and got me a drink of water and they both asked how my evening went?  The best reply that I could give was “frustrating.”

Madam kissed me again and told me to go get a shower and go and get some sleep and with that I went off to my room to undress and tidy up and Madam went upstairs.

As an observation while the evening was lonely, frustrating and designed to create a humiliating turn on for a caged and plugged submissive, it was quite enjoyable in an “after the event type of way” and both Sir and Madam were keen to check that I was ok as soon as I was released, which says a lot about this relationship that we have. I  wouldn’t swap it for anything!

billie xxx

I need to start with an open apology to everyone for my tardiness in having been so slow in providing a post or an update over the last 6 weeks. I aim to resolve this, to be more specific I am under orders from Madam to correct this.

Also Madam is upset with me over a number of other issues as well so I am not looking forward to my Weekly review tomorrow night, I am already aware that I will be receiving 2 formal punishments and I can realistically expect at least one further punishment, but I will explain more of these as we go through this post.

Please do not view this post as excuse making, it is more for context and scene setting rather than me trying to excuse my poor administration. Madam has every right to be “pissed off” at me and I am very glad that she has taken me to task over them.

I recently was asked to take on some work for an Education Organisation to review some of their working practises, their structure and also quite a lot of their online teaching content. While this wasn’t full time work it was a contract with some regular quantity of work on a regular basis, which having done OK work wise through Covid, this contract would give a good guarantee of work and income for the next couple of years. The aim was that this job would take up 2 days of the working week with a bit of occasional travelling to various training/ Teaching/ Education facilities (please excuse me, but I’m being deliberately vague). 

I started in August and spent most of September reviewing and auditing some of the training material and found some major issues so October became a month of going back to the bosses with initial findings and explaining that they have a problem, so the last few weeks have taken up more time than was planned trying to fix the most pressing problems to meet the start of the academic year, it has also involved delivering training to some teaching/ Lecturing Staff that are somewhat reluctant to change to meet modern technology and training/ teaching practices.

So what? – Angry Mick was back on the work front and coming home at the weekend was taking time for me to switch from my work personality back to my submissive personality. I didn’t notice but Madam did and so at the start of November I was ordered into Madam’s study and given a very strong dressing down and given 10 days to bring my work schedule back into line. Madam’s anger is justified as she explained it is her concern over my mental wellbeing and that she would not allow “Angry Mick” to become a feature in our lives again. I am always touched by the way that she has my interests and health at the fore front of our relationship, even when she is tearing a strip off me.

This is the important part of everything for us, this Female Led Relationship that we are in was set up for my benefit and to provide a structure for My wife and I/ Alice and Mick/ Madam and billie to exist in a healthy, stable way. Our FLR is about both of us and involves both parties looking out for each other and I am very grateful to Alice my wife and Mistress.

So Madam has every right to be pissed at me. Over the last 2 weeks I have now brought things back into balance and work is far more stable and managed. Most of it is now back to being run from my home office in the garden by Ms billie, “my secretary”.

The second thing that has upset her was the fact that I had not provided an update to the blog.  It was made clear that posting the occasional social media post does not count. The blog is the important part, as we spent so long to reestablish it, Madam rightly feels we should make more effort with it. Madam asked me on Sunday when was the last posting the site and it was the 2nd of Oct, the fact that this was a post from Madam made it more of an issue. So for my tardiness I will receive a formal punishment on Thursday evening.

Madam had also asked if I had received any feed back from our Blogging friend – Miss Poppet (https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com/ ) with reference a promise that I had made at the start of September. I confessed that I had not started the task at all. This really pissed Madam off and I thought better that trying to argue (you can’t argue when you are in the wrong – Hey Kids there is a life lesson there for you!). Madam made it clear that I would receive a punishment for this serious infraction and that it would be very appropriate.

So what is the punishment? Well Madam contacted Miss Poppet explained the situation and requested that as she was the injured party that she should select my method of punishment and also the quantity of the punishment.

For my poor personal administration of not fulfilling a promise I have put a fellow submissive in a difficult personal position. So the following have been my punishments:

• Miss Poppet has selected that I am punished by 16 strokes of the paddle.  

• Madam directed that I fulfil my original promise to Miss Poppet and accompany it with a very grovelling apology, which must show my contrition. Failure to be suitably contrite would result in a doubling of my punishment.

• Also Madam has imposed a lowering of my submissive status and that I must consider Miss Poppet my superior and address her as such for an unspecified period. ( this is a punishment method that Madam learned from Mistress Carol who uses it on her submissive husband – kerri, and I have been subject to it on two previous occasions over the years). Hence why I have been using the title of “Miss” in front of her name. 

• Madam  will apply some changes to my routine for the period of my reduced status, Madam will inform me of these tomorrow evening at my review.

 So…..I can fully expect a significant dressing down tomorrow evening with a very painful set of punishments.  While I know that Madam will not pull any of the strokes, my gut feeling is that the punishments for putting myself in a position to allow the unhealthy “Angry Mick” side of my personality to reappear will result in Madam applying that extra bit of vigour into my correction.

It will be a lesson that I needed reminding of, and it will be a piece of tough painful love but I know that Madam is administrating it because she loves me and I love her.

To that end, everyone have a good evening, look after yourselves and look after the people that you hold dear, but most of all don’t shed a tear for me as I deserve whats coming….     

17 Nov 22 – Update:

From Madam Alice.

This weekend has been a bit different, John has been away visiting one of his daughters, so there has been a chance for some quality Mistress and sissy time and also some Alice and Mick time as well.

Friday night I took my sissy husband to my bed and had his wonderfully useful tongue entertain me before I used one of my strap-ons to make sure that he didn’t feel neglected.

Saturday was a rather vanilla day for us, which was nice as we haven’t done that for a while.  We took a drive out, heading up to Leicester to do a very quick visit to my Mother and then a drive round Rutland Water.  A pub lunch was very nice and then it was back home by 6 pm and by 6.30pm Mick had changed and billie was back in the kitchen in one of his maids uniforms preparing some food for our evening meal.

As it was cooking I suggested that billie go and change from the maid to Ms Watson and she could join me for dinner and share some wine with me.  I had ulterior motives, I planned to get Ms Watson a little tipsy so that I could take advantage of her.

When billie returned he was in a burgundy satin blouse with a short black skirt which only just covered his stocking tops. We sat and chatted while having a glass of red wine each while waiting for the food to become ready.  Billie doesn’t have alcohol too often so by the time we were finishing dinner she was 3 glasses in and I was ready to claim her. I told her to leave the dishes for the maid in the morning and we moved to the sofa for a bit of intimate girl time, lots of kissing, fondling, touching, moving to sucking and rubbing.

Don’t worry Ms Watson stayed in her cage but the rubbing of her caged clit, the diddling of her sissy hole was certainly making her very damp and drippy. With lots of deep french kisses were were like a pair of horny lesbians.

It always surprises me how responsive billie’s nipples get when we play like this, part of me thinks that it is a way for her body to compensate for the locked clitty, other parts of her body need to react to being turned on.  They were very suckable and I must admit that I was a little bit rough on then with my gentle biting, it was her own fault for moaning so much when i started to do it.  Also on Sunday morning I noticed that I had left a few love bite marks on her.  I’ve not done that for a very long time.  I’m hoping that they will still be there when John comes over on Wednesday evening!

Having got my dear sissy husband all hot and bothered I suggested that we take the wine to the bedroom and continued things up there.

We shed our clothes down to our lingerie and I pushed billie onto the bed and got her to lie flat out on the bed, I picked a small vibrator from my bedside drawer and then climbed on top of her in the 69 position. I didn’t need to tell her, as soon as I was over her face she put her face straight into my rather wet pussy and started licking. I settled down to use the vibrator on billie’s balls and the area between her balls and her sissy hole.  Occasionally I would lick her leakage as it oozed out of her caged clit.

She was very horny and very frustrated by the time she had brought me off and I collapsed exhausted onto her.  She is very good with that tongue of hers.

We rested for a little while and then decided it was best if we went for a shower, which we did together.  We dried each other off and I went and put on a teddy and billie disappeared to go and get one of his night dresses.  She reappeared with a black see through baby doll and sheer french knickers and black hold ups, my husband can be such a slut….this is a monster of my own creation and I love it!  I told her to turn the light off and to come to bed.

In the morning I stopped billie getting up at his normal 6am ( even with a thick head from the red wine she still wants to get up at her normal time) and made her stay in bed for a little bit longer with me. I fell back to sleep until I was woken up by billie’s tongue gently bringing me back to life at about 8am. It is always a good way to start the day with an orgasm provided by your sissy husband.

As for today it has been a slow day for us both, which has been nice, we don’t do this often but when we do it is really lovely. I’m very blessed to have such an attentive maid and such a slut of a Girlfriend in the form of the very prim and proper Ms Watson ( we all know that the prim and proper is just a show…)

I hope everyone has had a good weekend, we certainly did!

 From Madam Alice

Hello everyone it is good to be back blogging. I appreciate that it has been a bit slow but we are going through a little bit of change.

Now don’t panic, the changes are OK but what it does mean  is that our normal week routine has had to be amended.

Earlier this year my mother had a fall and we had to look after her for 6 weeks, the reality is that Mick stepped up to the plate and spent a lot of the time up at my mother’s being her carer.  Now it was Mick doing that job and not billie – I think my mother would have had a “dickie fit” if I had sent billie to look after her.

While up in Leicester at my Mother’s Mick took on some online work for a university looking at some of their training and teaching.  The result is that he has now been asked to do regular work for them. That will involve Mick being away for 3 days every fortnight (1 day one week and 2 days the next) so we will be adjusting our domestic routine a little.

John has been keeping busy with his work but still a strong and important part of our relationship for billie and I, so no change there for us.

My work was very quick to get back to normal, but we are still able to do some work from home and I do the occasional visit into the London Office (thankfully less than it was before COVID hit). 

So what are we planning to do going forward with the blog?  Well we will try to get back into a regular posts of at least one a week with billie taking the lead for posting as he did before. I will continue to add in my perspective on our lifestyle and the fun that we will be upto. Also we will to continue with our short posts on twitter and elsewhere.

So for everyone, keep safe, keep dropping by the site and let us know what you think.

Alice xxx