Month: February 2019

Looking forward to my husbands Retirement

Posted on by sissie billie

From Madam Alice:

Today at work we had a fairwell lunch for one of our team that was retiring after being with the company for 23 years.  he had been on part time employment for the last 2 years but it was now he had decided that with approaching 60 he would retire.

having chatted with him I asked what he had planned and it was simply that he was going to become a full time house husband.  his wife was still working and he felt that he should support her more, so he would become the “home bird” for his partner.  he joked that he already had the apron and rubber gloves .

this made me think about what we would do when Mick finally decidied to fully retire.

currently Mick may seem to be part time working and filling the role of the House Husband/ wife for the majority of the time, and that would be how it may appear.  Mick does a lot of hours with his work but it only seems part time because previously he was working a ridiculous amount of hours.

we have spoken about when would we both retire – that’s what happens when one of you hits 50.  I’m enjoying my work and at the moment I can see me continuing to work until a point when I have to retire.

Mick on the other hand thinks that he will be looking to retire near 60.  To be honest I can see him retiring earlier.  we have good stability and the house is paid off and I’d him to cut down on his work as he is still doing a lot of specialist work – he has had a couple of spankings to remind him not to over do things..

but that isn’t what this was making my over active imagination work.

So what will happen when Mick retires?

We’ve spoken about this a few times and the we both have agreed that billie would become more of the focus and more permanent.  My house Husband would become my housewife.

I would like to up Billie’s feminisation – not massively, nothing surgical.  I’m talking about the following:

all body hair removal – waxing
ears pierced – at least 2 each ear.
head hair  –  the wearing of a feminine wig at all times.  the option of growing our Billie’s own hair isn’t realistic now to create a female cut.
subtle shaping of eye brows
change his spectacle frames to a more feminine style
more wearing of make up – not whore-ish, but more feminine.
a belly button piercing – I’m not sure why I just fancy seeing billie with one.

we will look at getting some proper breast forms for my sissy to wear each day – probably a C or D cup.

Reduce down the male wardrobe to an absolute minimum and where possible swap out the last items to unisex or female items that would pass for male.

we have spoken about a tattoo mainly in jest and the surprise that I got from Mick/ Billie was that he would like to have a tattoo showing that he is my partner and submissive.  now that was a surprise but I think we’ll wait until his retirement and we’ll look at that as being a marker of his start as the move from being my submissive house husband to submissive house wife.

It does give me a warm tingle thinking about having billie transformed to my sissy home maker!

it’s something to look forward to.

A week of being reminded of my place, the start of valentines week

Posted on by sissie billie

This week will be a busy period as I will be made to be reminded and admit where I am in my relationship with Madam.

This started on Friday evening when Sir arrived at 6pm.

Greeting Sir at the door and welcoming him to Madam’s Home, bobbing a curtsey and showing him to the lounge and to Madam.

The difference on this occasion was that I was required to present my self in from of Sir and remove my maids dress and stand in my underwear.  with no panties on I was fully exposed and displayed.
Sir moved behind me and quietly started to speak.
Look at your Wife, she loves you so much but you just don’t measure up do you billie?
Since I’ve started looking after Alice’s physical needs, you’ve been placed in smaller and smaller chastity, why is that sissy?
I provide her needs and you provide for her wants, that’s the difference here isn’t it.  you just can’t give her what she needs.
What kind of man stands before his wife in women’s lingerie, who wears that every day?  No Man does that do they?
my only response was to keep my eyes down and mumble “Yes Sir”.
Master kept this verbal emasculation going for nearly 30 minutes,  my responses were to admit that I was inadequate, unable to satisfy Madam, that I was no longer a man, if I had ever been one, that I was a beta submissive and that my place was to serve my betters and on and on.
The last part was to show my Mistress Wife that I wasn’t a man, and to kneel and to beg to emasculate myself to my Wifes lover and to ask if I could serve Master’s cock.
  

I knelt and complied, Madam sat on the sofa watching me, smiling.  I undid Master’s trousers and found that he was “commando” underneath and was now staring directly at his cock.

my wife then spoke “go on dear, take it in your mouth and show me and John your submission.”  it wasn’t a command or an order, it was a gentle statement and I complied.

I gentle touched Master’s cock and took it into my mouth and started to suck on it, my hand started to stroke.  “No dear, mouth only, no hands”

“that’s it billie, you heard your Mistress, just your mouth to get me hard”.

I started to suck and lick the cock that was now starting to grow and swell.  Madam had moved forward and was leaning forward watching me. “that’s it dear, get it good and hard, and work it.  Johns had a busy week and he needs you to show your submission and to help him relax”

At Madam’s comments I realised that this wouldn’t just be a case of fluffing Sir, I would be expected to work this through to completion.

Madam watched me carry out my cuckold duty to my Master, encouraging me where necessary and Master added his comments about how I was ideally suited to this role.  how it pleased both Madam and him that I understood my purpose to make Madam happy and to support her in our Marriage.  As things progressed and my shame grew Madam’s comments move onto how I was clearly turned on as there was drips coming from my cage.

Yes there is shame but it is a real turn on emasculating myself and in turn knowing that I am turning on my Mistress. – Confusing isn’t it?

as things started to build with Master he started to increase his pace in my mouth and a set of hands were placed on my head, not Sir’s but Madam’s.

“Good boy, suck him, make John cum! suck him harder….” and on it went until he held my head still and then came in my mouth.

“Swallow all of it husband, show my lover that you are grateful for his gift, swallow all of it down” and I did as Madam instructed.

“Good gurl, well done billie, you are quite an accomplished cock sucker aren’t?

“Yes Sir, thank you Sir” was all I could say.

and as I looked up Madam and Sir were sharing a kiss.

“Ok Billie, gather up your clothes and go and get tidied up and dressed, you may want to reapply some lipstick dear.” and with that I was dismissed to sort myself out before starting my normal weekend duties serving Madam and her lover in our cuckold household and relationship.