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Valentines Day at Home

Posted on by sissie billie

 Normally I don’t get to have valentine’s evening with Madam, normally that occasion is an event on Sir’s calendar.  It’s one of the dates in the year that he has specified as being one of his.

The lock down period sort of changed that a little bit, where we ended up with the 3 of us having valentines evening together – which was very nice and fun.

But this year, with it being on a Tuesday it didn’t land neatly to fit into the schedules.  So Sir laid on a romantic evening over at his house on Saturday night for Madam.  With everyone having been out with Mistress Carol and kerri for a meal the previous weekend it was felt that it would be too much to have another night out so soon.

The result was that Sir came over on Friday evening and had the night here, I was in my cuckold maid role for the evening and served both Madam and Sir before being dismissed from Madam’s room at about midnight.

Saturday afternoon Sir went home to prepare everything for the evening at his house, and to get the cooking done – he is quite a good cook- and I was given orders to deliver my wife to his home at 7pm, which was duly complied with at the allotted time.

From all accounts they had a lovely evening.

I used some of my free time on Saturday to have a call and chat with Kerri to see how she was doing and also how Mistress Carol was getting on. Both are in better form and kerri has now had a firm job offer so will be starting that in Early April.  That change has made her sound a lot better and happier.

On the Sunday the plan was to go and visit a Garden centre as I wanted to get some daffodils plants and bulbs for the front garden to replace the ones that I think one of the squirrels has taken – Yes I know, just how Rock and Roll do you want.  Sir and Madam met me at the garden Centre and we had lunch together – It’s not all kink you know, there is some vanilla stuff in our life.  

There are times when I sit in places like that and look round at everyone else and wonder who else in here is in chastity? who else amongst the men is wearing wearing stockings and lingerie under their street clothes?  Next time you are out and you have a moment, just have a look around and give it a thought?

The rest of Sunday was spent at home, I was back in Maid mode looking after Madam and Sir for the afternoon and evening.  Sir went home about 9pm that night.

Madam spoke to me once Sir had gone and let me know that her plan was to have valentines night with me and that I should prepare something for us to have at home.  So I put some thought to it.

On Tuesday morning I was up and made Madam’s breakfast for her and took the card I had for her and placed it on the tray along with the small present that I had got her.   (we tend not to give big or fancy gifts at valentines, it tends to be something like a pair of knickers or stockings – there has been the occasional exception in the past where I have got Madam some matching lingerie as she was going away for a weekend and I wanted her to feel special.)  On this occasion I had got her a pair of lace top stockings.

(Just so you are aware I had also sent a valentine’s card and a present of some black satin knickers to kerri.)

  Madam was very pleased with her card and gift and gave me a card and a small packet.  My valentine’s card was a “Happy Valentine’s day to my Wonderful Wife” and was addressed to billie.  My present was also a pair of stockings.  Madam told me to join her in the bed (just kick off your heels) and to cuddle in next to her. while she had her tea and toast.

Madam explained that for this evening she wanted me to be in blouse and skirt when she got home and to have my Pink PJs up in her room for later.

Once Madam went to work I cracked on with making the bed and getting the bathroom squared away, nothing too drastic as I had done a full clean the previous day.  The rest of the day was with me working from the office dealing with a project for a rather difficult client (and I’m being kind to the client as they are particularly difficult!).

The evening meal would be a small buffet of party finger food (we had a number of packs of things in the freezer from when we were expecting more people for Christmas and new year, I also had some profiteroles defrosting as I know that Madam is particularly fond of them).  With a bottle of wine in the fridge chilling things were all set.

Madam arrived home at her usual time and I had her bath ready for her, while she had a soak I laid out our evening buffet ready for when she was finished.  I could hear her upstairs getting dressed  as I laid out the last of the food and went and opened the bottle of wine for her.  I poured her a glass when I heard her start to come down the stairs and I waited with the glass on a small tray for her to come into the living room.

when she entered the living room, I bobbed a short curtsy and said “happy valentine’s Madam” and offered her the glass.  I got a look from her and thought that I had messed up and then she smiled at me, “It’s a night off for the maid, go get a glass and join your wife, Dear.”

I came back with a glass and Alice poured me a glass of wine and gave me a full and very passionate kiss and then asked “will you be my Valentine?”

the simple answer from me was “Always!”. With that we kissed again.  

It may well be the extended periods in chastity, or may be just an age thing (I’m not a pup any more -haven’t been for a long time!) but it is moments of intimacy that really do get me turned on, I really enjoy and get a lot from kissing, hugging and cuddling my wonderful wife.  That does not detract from being fully sexually intimate with her, in all forms, but I am now more aware of the parts of the relationship that feed my emotional needs.

For the next hour and a bit we basically grazed on the food, chatted and cuddled with each other.  once we finished eating we were more like a pair of frustrated first daters, there was lots of roving hands, going underskirts and rubbing fronts of knickers while we were lying on the couch necking with each other.  Looking back at it now, after a few days of reflection, it felt like the time we were almost caught by Alice’s mother making out on her couch when I was courting her many years ago!

I clearly had got my Madam a bit worked up as she called a halt to the activities and ordered me to ‘get my arse up to her room’ and get dressed ready for her.  I scuttled off in my heels to the bedroom and quickly removed my blouse, skirt and stockings.  I had preempted things by having my pink bra, suspenders and knickers on, so it was a case of just putting on the pink stockings, satin french knickers and cami and then putting on the satin PJs over the top.  I finished it off by adding my red heels.  I was making a fair assumption that we were not going to be going to sleep just yet.

photo taken on Thursday evening for another photo session

Alice came into the room having already taken her blouse and skirt off down in the living room and was in a black bra, knickers, suspenders and stockings. As she came into the room she undid her bra and went to her drawers and got a satin chemise and put that on, with it coming to mid thigh.

The two of us were now very much dressed in slippery satin, Alice in black and me in pink. We got onto the bed and continued on from where we had been down stairs, just with more room.  The risk of falling off on to the floor was significantly less on the double bed than it had been when we were on the couch.

I don’t know if it was by habit or if by gentle direction but once Alice was starting to get worked up with all of our kissing and roving hands, I found my self moving down her body.  I could see her nipples pushing against the satin so I started to lick then through the material.  As I kissed and licked one, I would gently brush the material over the other with one of my hands.  Feeling them get hard, taking my time on them.  There was no rushing this evening, plenty of time to make sure that my wife was slowly building up her arousal.

I slowly worked my way down to between her legs and slowly rubbed the satin that was covering her legs and stockings.  Regular readers will know that stockings are my kryptonite, so feeling them and rubbing my wife’s nylon covered legs was making my tight caged confinement even tighter and more uncomfortable – but in a really good way.  (last statement will seem really odd, unless you have spent an extended period in chastity and or get turned on by being teased and confined, it’s difficult to explain but having chatted with other chastity wearers they have similar feelings – Yes seems odd but it just works, trust me on this!) 

From stroking her legs I pushed the chemise up and then started to kiss the tops of her stockings and her thighs, while doing this I eased her panties down so that I could then kiss and lick my way up to her lovely sex.  I love giving Alice, my Mistress and wife, oral pleasure, to slowly work my tongue around her pussy is divine and to work her towards an orgasm is a fantastic feeling, especially as you listen to the changes in her breathing, the changes in her body and if she has her hands on my head to feel the pressure applied and released and then reapplied to push my face into her pussy, absolutely delightful! To worship her and bring her to orgasm…well I’m a very lucky submissive.

Madam released me from her thighs once she had calmed down, I move up to cuddle her and to hold her as she got her breath back. 

She told me to take my PJ bottoms and the knickers off and to get her strap on.  I duly complied.  I was told to come back onto the bed and to lie on my side facing the wardrobe with the Mirrors on the door.  Madam adjusted the Strap on and once she was happy she applied some lube to my sissy hole and also to the shaft of the strap on.

what was under the PJ jacket and trousers

I was told to get comfortable and adjust the pillows, Madam did the same and then wriggled in behind me and eased the dildo into me.  Everything was very slow and comfortable, nice and gentle.  Once she was fully in me she started to kiss my neck and rub her hand over my stocking covered legs and the satin of the PJ jacket.

I was told to keep watching the mirror, as she very gently fucked me. She had one hand free to wander across me and the other supported her. The one place that her hand never went was anywhere near my caged clit. 

All through this Alice was whispering into my ear, telling me how much she loved me, how special I was.  She made it clear that if I started to feel that I was going to cum (dripping was fine but no assgasm!) then I must tell her.  Twice during the evening I almost reached an orgasm as she fucked me and whispered love  and dirty talk into my ear.  This was one of the most erotic and frustrating edging sessions I’ve ever endured, but I would do it again! (I haven’t been milked or allowed to use my dildos for nearly 6 weeks now so this fucking/ love making was very frustrating – I’m normally milked every 2 weeks if I haven’t cum from being fucked). Each time I told her that I was about to cum, she would slow to a stop, focus on kissing me, bite my ear, rub my legs, enough to keep me aroused but enough to allow the feelings inside to subside and then she would start again very slowly. 

The pace was very pedestrian, and we were coupled like that for just over an hour.  The thing that made us stop was actually that Alice’s other arm was starting to go dead and becoming uncomfortable 😆😆. Alice withdrew from me and I rolled onto my back while she straddled me and I watched her trying not to chuckle as she worked feeling back into her arm!  I sat up and held her close and kissed her.  

That had been a very special valentine’s fucking.  While I was incredibly frustrated it was totally fantastic, I’m not sure how to better explain it.

We kissed and cuddled for a bit and then I helped to take the strap on off her and we got into the bed and spent the night cuddled together.

In the morning I woke at my usual time and went to sneak out of the bed so that I could get dressed and prepare Madam’s breakfast.  Alice caught my hand and told me – her husband – to get back into the bed and keep her warm until her alarm went off, it would appear that the maid was getting a late start.  When the alarm went off we were both up and Alice told me to join her in the shower.  As much as we would have loved to have spent longer in the shower together, Alice had to go to work so when she got out the shower I quickly dried myself, wrapped a towel around myself and went down to the kitchen to make some coffee for her and put it in a travel mug for her to drink on the way to work.

I met her at the bottom of the stairs, with just the towel on and handed her the mug.  she put on her jacket and then gave me a very passionate french kiss. Just as she went to leave she pulled at my towel, pulling it off me and stepped out the door.  Her leaving comment as I stood naked in the door  was “Make sure to stay there to wave me off Dear!” She then through the towel out onto the grass on the other side of her car.  

So I stood naked at the open door of our house waving Madam off to work, as she drove out passed the gate and as she waited to turn into the road as a couple of cars came passed.  I kept waving until she pulled into the road and disappeared down the lane.  I have no idea if any of the passing cars saw a naked bloke waving his wife off to work that morning or a naked person wandering out in the front garden to collect a discarded bath towel!

I worship my Madam Alice

I started this post by saying that I don’t normally have valentine’s day/ evening with Alice or Madam, well I’ll be honest this valentine’s day made up for it. I think I spent the rest of the day with quite a spring in my step.

billie 💋💋💋   

The Maid’s Panties

Posted on by sissie billie

 As requested by Sara,

A short post on some of the types of panties that get worn with my maids uniforms, principally the French and the cuckold maid uniform.  This is not some definitive list of the different types of panties that must be worn with maids outfits, only what I have and use specifically with my maids uniforms.

First off is my routine maids knickers/ panties.  These are all satin with white lace around the legs and the waist band.  The lace is soft and not too much.  these are very comfortable to wear and the Satin is very kind when wearing chastity cages, particularly if your foreskin pokes out.

They hug the bum really well and allow the suspenders to be shown. 

The next ones look very similar, as an all satin panty with white lace at the leg openings, however these ones have a Ruched Back to them, that is when the rear of panties are gathered in to the centre of the back and they really hug your arse, following the crack of your bum.

These don’t have lace on the waist band, just on the leg opening.  The seamstress who made these had the Ruched Back as an option on most of her panties that she made.  If you are buying from a Ebay seller that makes their own outfits then give them a call/email prior to ordering to see if they can customise the items for you.

These are very similar to my routine knickers, very comfortable and supportive of the cage.  The lace at the legs isn’t scratchy so pretty good.

With the rear view you can see how the ruching pulls the satin onto the curve of the bum and the centre seem is snug in on my crack of the arse.  These are really comfortable and I don’t feel the need to try and pull them out of my bum.

Another view of the front.

The next pair are again a satin pair of panties this time with more white lace/organza edging.  A bit more fancy, but with the added feature of being fully open crotch – front to back.

All of the openings are elasticated, the satin has a nice feel to it as well – but there is no support as I’m fully exposed. 

These tend to be worn with my short Maids uniform (my cuckold uniform) so that Sir can see that I am caged.

These don’t have lace on the crotch opening, you can get them like that and I have had a pair in the past but a point to note, unless the lace or organza is soft then it can be rough around where it meets your cage, Also Sir wasn’t keen on the lace edge of the crotch opening, as he put it ” very nice to look at but a bit uncomfortable when fucking your arse! take them off!” -just a practical thing to note, so that why this pair doesn’t have lace at the crotch.

The next set is a must for all sissy maids, the ruffled panties!  These can come in a whole variety to types from satin with fully covered in ruffles or just the bum or as these ones they are a sheer black nylon with ruffles front and back.
Madam wanted these so that she could see my cage as I worked about her.  These seem to be a particular favourite of hers when I bring her breakfast in the morning.

As you can see they are quite high waisted, but I think that is so that each layer of the ruffles can be kept separate, you do get some where the ruffling does overlap a lot, if that is your thing then go for it!

The nylon on these is quite soft and doesn’t cause a problem with my chastity and any exposed clitty skin.

You can see that the lace layers are narrow and well spaced apart.  The knickers hug the bum quite nicely.

Something to note – when you go looking for these types of knickers just check that they are maids knickers and not Adult baby knickers otherwise you will end up with a rather baggy bum as the AB versions are designed to take a nappy – not our type of thing, we like things to be snug and well fitting!
Lastly we have a Sheer Organza pair of panties but with the addition of a lace edged cock and bum hole.  Again you can get these in satin or nylon.  there are plenty of Ebay sellers that make sissy items that will add then the openings to the panties.

One of the things to point out to who ever makes them is to make sure the hole is sized to allow your balls and chastity to get through. one pair that we had in the past was only sized to allow my clit to poke through.

The rear hole should line up with your sissy hole, so you might have to send over some measurements to the seamstress and also you may need to tell her what you will need the hole for, Adding or removing a butt plug or if your Mistress or Master plans on using you through the hole, if it is the latter then don’t be too small with your opening size.

This pair is to allow Madam or Sir to remove or add one of the buttplugs.  These tend to be worn with the short maids uniform, again it is because it has me fully exposed and on display.
 I’ve inserted a bit of white paper to highlight the lace around the openings.
There you go, a bit of a rummage through my knicker drawer.  Hopefully that was useful and hopefully the rationale behind each type might be a help to someone.
Regards
billie xxx

  

Friday Night Driving and Sunday Photos

Posted on by sissie billie

In the grand scheme of things this weekend has been a “quiet” one.  Now before you stop reading, just remember that is in relation to some of the weekends that we have had, so please bear with us…..

Now that we are into December it is the start of the “festive season” in terms of parties etc, and having endured 2 years of being arsed about with lock downs and lacking a social life, the works party is back.

Friday night was Madam’s works Christmas function, the company has a venue booked for a meal and some music and drinks, its with Partners so as Madam and Sir are the couple that are seen locally so they were heading out for the “Do”.  I would be tasked with carrying out Driving Duties.

Madam was home at 4pm on Friday so that she could get ready  as the function started at 7pm and we had at least a 30 minute drive to the venue.

So I knew what she planned to wear so it was pressed and laid out/ hung up. I was given free rein to chose appropriate underwear for her, but she planned to put on her stilettos with the 1″ platforms that gave a heel height of 5″.

So in my role as Ms Watson, House Keeper for Madam, I laid everything out and selected a Black Balcony Bra, a black deep 6 strap suspender belt and a pair of satin fronted full briefs with a lace back (they show of Madam’s bum very nicely!) and then to complete the set a pair of black cuban point fully fashioned stockings – well she is going “Out Out”, so that should have the right effect on Sir.

When Madam got home, I welcomed her and then ushered her up to the bath that was waiting, gathered up her discarded work clothes and then down to the kitchen to return back to Madam with a Glass of Wine to have while she soaked.

while I pottered around downstairs I got a message from Sir that he would be later than he hoped, he was aiming for 5.45pm but I suspected that the traffic would probably delay him, so this evening was going to be a case of quick turn around.  I texted back to him to ask if he wanted a bath when he arrived or would he use the shower? (so long as I got a call when he was on route I could get the bath ready for him), the response was that he’d go for the shower. Madam was informed of Sir’s delay and I suggested that once Sir arrived that I would lay out his clothes but unpack his back once I had dropped the pair of them off at the venue.

My job for the evening was to be Driver cum Chauffeur, I would drive Sir’s Car with Sir and Madam in the back to the venue and drop them off, come home, do a few jobs, have something to eat and then wait for their call to come and collect.  this would mean that both of them could have a drink and unwind with out worrying about driving or trying to get a taxi/ Uber.

As suspected Sir was closer to 6pm than the expected time and he got the ushering treatment up to the bedroom to get changed and showered.  I took his suit cover and checked that everything was neat and tidy (I recognised that I had ironed them earlier in the week for him) and then picked up the car keys.

So with Sir in the shower, Madam busy applying her “war paint” as she calls it, I went to get changed for my driving duties.

For evenings like this where Madam wants an “official driver” the outfit is blouse (white or blue), dark blue pencil skirt, black or barely Black stockings/ tights, heels and my dark blue blazer.  It is pretty much one of my office outfits with the blazer added.  The change wasn’t too difficult or time consuming, but I put on my grey wig that I’ve recently got and have started wearing quite a bit, I spent a bit of time putting in some hair clips and a hair band so that it would stay in place when I drove. Once I was ready I went outside and turned Sir’s car around and parked in front of the front door ready for the couple to come down.

“Evening Sir, Madam, I’ll be your Driver for this evening.”

The two were ready and Madam looked fantastic and I gave a quick check of her to make sure her seams were straight and I then went out and opened the rear door for Madam and once in I went to the other side to let Sir in. Once everyone was in and settled we headed off.  I knew where the venue was but knew that the trip could be tricky if the traffic was still busy, but as it turned out it wasn’t too bad with us arriving just a few minutes after 7pm.  I pulled up at the front of the venue and Sir and Madam let themselves out – it probably wouldn’t be seemly to for me to get out in my skirt and heels to open the doors, it might cause the wrong type of questions at Madam’s work!

I returned home and had some food and waited for the Whatsapp message to tell me to come and collect them.  It was a phone call from Sir at 11.30pm asking me to head over and pick them up.  So at about midnight I collected 2 rather merry party goers, Madam was slightly more merry than Sir!  They seemed to have had a good night and chatted with me all the way back to the house.  As we got back I asked if they wanted anything to eat or drink and both declined – not even a night cap! None! they were off to bed and I was dismissed for the night. 

Saturday was a slow day as I had 2 slightly hung over people to deal with for the morning.  So after a lay-in to 9am, a good solid breakfast was provided with plenty of coffee and orange juice.  The living dead started to come to life about 1pm!

The rest of the day was a very relaxed easy sort of day, I was told that I could go and change into something less formal or get actually go and be Mick if I wanted.  I went took off the waist clincher and changed into a bra and suspender belt combo and a knee length skirt and added a polo shirt top with it, so very much a relaxed chilling out outfit for a chilling out afternoon. The evening was just as relaxed as the three of us chatted, watched some TV and took turns to make tea/ coffee or to get the wine (later in the evening).

Sunday would be a different day as well, Madam stated on Saturday night we would all have a lie in, (unfortunately) I would be in my room and not spending the night with Sir and Madam. There would be no early morning call from the maid – as Madam put it she was giving the maid the day off. So we would all have a Brunch rather than a breakfast at about 10am.

Over breakfast myself and Madam had a chat about a number of things and one of the things that came up was future blog posts and things we wanted to do, that we had done and some topics to explore.

The discussion of photos and images was discussed and did we want to publish some?  The view was that for the majority of the photos that we take and have taken we would not publish, for a number of reasons privacy would be the number one reason, but we decided that we could and should do something.

A corner of the utility room has been used before as a photo area and was used for the photos in our recent blog post.  we all agreed that it ticked the boxes and allowed for an element of discretion but also for us to provide some personal content.

Now a couple of boundaries were checked – Sir did not want to have any photos of him published, The fact that he appears in quite a lot of photos with Madam for our personal enjoyment is another matter.  Madam wants to be very discrete and may appear in the occasional image but it would need very careful work to ensure that it was discrete.  As Madam puts it there are a few people at work that would have a field day if they knew what we were upto and as she put it a couple of the senior management that would have a heart attack!

As for me, some of the ones that we have done in the past have been fine and as with Madam, discretion is the watch word.

The decision was that we would look to take the occasional photo for the blog post, principally of me but possibly with Madam or Madam on her own, with the idea that it would add perhaps a little bit of context and make it interesting with the other images that we add into the posts.

With that all agreed and discussed we had a chat about what we wanted to do and what blog posts would need something adding to them. The view was that we could start with this post by adding some images of my outfit from Friday night and get things going from there, it was decided that Sunday afternoon would be a bit of a photo shoot.

So…….Myself and Sir went to set up the corner of the utility room, the first thing was to get the camera tripod and also the Camera. We have 2 cameras, a small happy snapper that does some pretty good photos and we tend to carry when out for day trips as it is a handy size and then there is my bridge camera that I use for work when doing site inspections, its very good but a bit big for what we had planned.

The first couple of photos were very vanilla and were more to make sure the tripod was in the right place, we were standing in the right place, where was the light etc, generally a lot of Faffing about. We also realised that the mobile phones we had have a pretty good camera for the the level of light available.  While the ceiling light was quite poor the flash from the small Camera was OK, we found that the flash on the phone and the bridge camera were far better.

Once we were happy I was dispatched off to get changed into what I had worn on Friday night or as close to it as I could. Having come back dressed I was told to take position and the first couple of photos were taken with Sir working the camera and Madam directing how I should stand and position myself.

Everything was going well with lots of direction from Madam…

“Stand side on”

“put your foot forward, shoulders back….” etc, she can be rather demanding can my Mistress Wife, it’s in her nature you know!

We got into a rhythm and we started to get some good poses and Sir kept taking the photos, we were really chuffed with the way things were going until we checked some of the photos and realised that the camera mount on the tripod had been slowly slipping with each photo.

The result was that what we thought was going to be a good photo set ended up with part of my head being progressively cut off!

A photo that Madam liked where I was putting my hair back in place and the camera slipped down!
Madam was not impressed with Sir at the time!

The other problem that this slipping had caused was that the cameras were always adjusting their focus and we had quite a few blurred images with part of my head missing!

However all was not a complete loss we managed to find the part of the tripod and mounting bracket that was the problem and with the addition of some bits of plastic we managed to add in an improvised clamp and the mount was held steady.

so it was a case of start again….

An official/ formal Driver photo with the jacket done up. 
And now with the Jacket open showing off a bit more.

 The next part that Madam suggested was a few photos with the blazer removed and some posed photos of Mick’s secretary.  Madam wanted a few that were a little different rather than just standing there for official portraits, so for the next 30 minutes we had a laugh as I was directed by both John and Alice to stand this way, stand that way, play with your hair, bend over, flash your stocking tops and on and on.

I think we consumed a bottle of white wine between us as we all tried to pull some of these images together.  I’m certainly not going to win prizes as a model and John needs to do a bit more work if he plans to enter any photographic competitions. But we had fun and we all ended up laughing and joking.  We did mange to get a few photos that were worth posting.

So for those readers that are new to the blog may I introduce Miss billie Watson, Mick’s secretary and office help.

Miss billie Watson, with bra in clear view!
Fiddling with her hair, you can barely tell I’m wearing a chastity cage! 

“Crouch down, lets see how that looks?” – it doesn’t look too bad as a pose. what do you think?

“Turn round and lean on the wall, cross your legs, show off your legs and bum!”
Madam particularly likes this one, I should have perhaps put some seamed stockings on for it?

 As Sunday afternoons go, this was a bit different and quite good fun for all three of us, it is clear that we all need to get a bit better at these things.  We all agree that the tripod needs to have a bit of repair work carried out on it and a little bit of practice with the different cameras and photos will let us know what works best for each type of photo.

What do you think?  Do we introduce you to the Maids and Housekeeper?  Constructive feedback is very welcome.

Overall a relaxed weekend with a bit of fun on Sunday afternoon!

billie xxx
 

  

A recommendation from a Friend – Revival Lingerie

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From Madam Alice:

I pointed out to Mick/billie that I hadn’t posted something for a little while and I was trying to think of something to post about.  there were several things that popped up and so I know have a list of topics to look at over the next few weeks.

However, something that did come up on Friday was a recommendation from a friend about a lingerie company and some of their products.

I have a friend who I worked with back in the late 80’s, having left school and managing to get a job in the Administration Office of a company in Leicester, this is a sub division of the company that I still work for.  However when I started I found that I wasn’t the only new girl to start, Beverley was a couple of years older than me and had been doing some part time work and college classes since leaving school when she was taken on at the same time as I was.  As the new girls we quickly found that we were at the bottom of the office pile and quickly became firm friends to hold our own against some of the blokes in the office and also to defend against the battle-axes of sour faced old secretaries that had been with the company for years.

We would go out at the weekends and it was Bev that got me into wearing Stockings and Suspenders for work and for “play” and I have to be honest it’s all her fault that I love wearing them!

Last Friday was a party for Bev’s 50th, it was a couple of weeks after her actual birthday, but the plan was to have a bit of a party and a girls night out near to where she lives in North west Leicestershire.

I had spoken to Mick and the plan was that I would drive up, change at Bev’s and go to the party with her and then drive over to Mum’s in Leicester before coming back home on Saturday morning.

Mick told me that wasn’t a plan and it would mean that I wouldn’t be able to let my hair down and enjoy the night out with my friend.  So Mick offered to drive me up, drop me off and collect me and drive me back, he even managed to get a good deal on a room at a local Premier Inn.  As he put it what is the point of having a submissive husband if you aren’t going to task him to look after his Mistress Wife’s needs.  He did have a point!

So I was collected from work and taken north via the hassle of Friday on the M1 up to Junction 22 and then of to the hotel.  A shower and my submissive husband had laid out my clothes and underwear – the retro lingerie that John and Mick/ billie had bought for my valentines, along with a set of very sheer black stockings.  With a blue dress and a set of 4″ heels I was ready to go on the town with my old best friend.  But, it wasn’t going to be into town on the pull, it was going to be a collection of middle aged women out for a meal and to put a dent into the restaurant’s wine and gin stock!

Mick dropped me off at Bev’s house and I was met by her husband. As usual Bev wasn’t ready, she never is when it comes to these things.  I shouted that I had arrived and Bev shouted for me to come up to her room and chat while she got ready, this was just like old times going to her room while she flited about getting dressed and putting on make up! while chatting about what we’ve been upto.

Well I was greeted by Bev in her underwear, and wow what underwear!  it was almost identical to what I was wearing, the only difference was that while I had on a 6 strap suspender belt she had on a lace waist clincher.  she had gone a bit more classy with her stockings, going for fully fashioned.

I told her that we were almost matching in underwear and after a big hug she demanded to see, so it was a quick squiggle out of my dress and we stood there admiring each other’s knickers, bra and stocking sets!  now this isn’t something unusual and used to be quite common when we were going out in our early twenties.  I’d often turn up in an outfit at Bev’s house, see what she was wearing and she’d see what I had and we’d decide that the other had something that we’d prefer to wear or would suit us better.  No swapping this time but we definitely had very similar tastes in our underwear (or our men had similar tastes in our underwear!).

Bev’s husband had ordered her some underwear for her Birthday and unfortunately what arrived wasn’t what they wanted – wrong item, wrong colour and wrong size! not good, however to fix the problem the order was sent back and cancelled and he found a company in Nottingham that did retro lingerie which is what Bev was after – she and her husband attend 40 and 50’s events, so the underwear needs to be appropriate (apparently).  So with her husband working up in Nottingham on that day he gave them a call to see what they had and if he could collect the items.  they are a manufacturer and online company but from what Bev said you can collect from them directly.

The Bra that she had was made up that morning and when her husband got there and was chatting to the lady that makes the items he mentioned that he had ordered a waist clincher/ waspie for his wife from the other company but it was the wrong size and colour the lady pointed out that they make Clinchers they just weren’t up on the website yet.

so he ended up coming home with a set of underwear that was made locally to them, and at what they both said was very good price.

so what’s the jist with this – I like stories like this, a local company producing good quality products and I have to admit these looked fantastic and Bev was already planning her next set of purchases from them.  I told Mick/ billie that if he is a good submissive sissy I may get him some new lingerie from the company and I now have my eye on perhaps one of their Corselettes for myself.

so here is my efforts to help support local(ish) companies, this is the link to the company, its called Revival Lingerie. and their products:

 https://www.revivallingerie.co.uk/

The Bra that Bev had is:

https://www.revivallingerie.co.uk/product/008-non-wired-lightly-padded-satin-cup-bra-with-contrasting-trim/


The Knickers are

https://www.revivallingerie.co.uk/product/067-italian-boselli-stretch-satin-full-brief/

The waist clincher still doesn’t appear on the web page but it may be worth asking them on the phone or by email if they have them.

Go and have a look at their website and products, having see what Bev was wearing it was good quality and looked lovely.  I’m already planning on putting in an order.

 and this is what I have my eye on for myself:

https://www.revivallingerie.co.uk/product/015-criss-cross-support-open-bottom-corselette/

The question to you dear reader, what ensemble should I get for my dear sissy husband and do I make him go and get it in person?  what do you think?

An Update from billie

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Well it’s been business at usual here in our FLR, with Madam away last week I kept myself busy with my work – the exception being last Wednesday where I was at Master’s house looking after his needs and requirements on behalf of Madam.

I didn’t get home until 1am and I was rather worn out – tired and sore would be a way of putting it.  so last Thursday was a deliberately slow day for me……

Madam was home on Friday evening and as usual I had missed her and as Madam stated in her post last night I was dressed and waiting for her.  While Madam did say that she was a bit rough with me I didn’t see it that way, she was very Dominant and very specific about her needs and wants and I was more than happy to comply with her demands and instruction.

It is one of my best pleasures to bring Madam to orgasm and to do that several times last Friday was an amazing honour for me.  I was fortunate enough that once she was satisfied and I had bathed her that she told me to stay and sleep with her.  so I changed into one of my teddies and fresh stockings and cuddled in her until she fell asleep.

Sir came round on Saturday for the weekend and the main announcement was that the hotel that we would have been visiting in August was finally back open and while they had reimbursed the money for the cancelled visit they has offered a very good deal for a break, which Madam and Sir were going to accept.  So they would be going for a 4 day break at the hotel and Sir had managed to get a good package to Cape Verde for a week, so he and Madam would be getting some winter sun.

Madam called Mistress Carol to see if kerri would be free to look after me  for a week but unfortunately kerri has already been told by her work that she can get a long holiday until the new year.  The good news is however that everyone has agreed that both kerri and I will be allowed to go for a break somewhere in the new year.

We made the most of the reasonable weather on the Saturday but with the rain on Sunday, Sir and Madam spent the bulk of the day in bed with me in full submissive maid mode, serving drinks and food, cleaning Madam and Sir, being humiliated and generally being frustratingly happy to be their submissive cuckold.

On Monday I spent time in the office looking at my programme of works and seeing what I could deal with while Madam would be away.  I knew one of my clients wanted a project review carried out and another was looking for some consultancy advice for a future proposal so after a few calls these have been booked and arranged, so there will be a trip up to York and Newcastle on the cards, that will have me away for a couple of nights each so that will keep me busy while Madam is away.

We are approaching 180 days in chastity and to be honest I’m quite comfortable with the cage and my frustrations, I really do enjoy them, but that is mainly due to the fact that I am probably having more sex now that I did when uncaged.  the only difference is that I am in a different role.  I don’t penetrate, I am the one that is penetrated and serves, The emotional and sexual feelings of being submissive to Madam is difficult to describe, but I know one thing that I wouldn’t swap it for the world.

Still not unlocked

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We arrived back from our holiday on Saturday evening, after a week of pretty good weather we travelled back through showers, so we picked the week just right for the best of the weather.

We haven’t been to Scotland for about 10 years and it was great to have been back. I spent quite a bit of time dressed in female clothing, not always fully Fem but the bulk of the clothing was female.

the other thing was that I wasn’t unlocked.  Madam had brought one of her Strap-ons with her and she used it quite a lot on me.  I’m approaching 100 days in chastity and I have been leaking a lot when I’m being fucked by Madam.

There was also several occasions when Madam was quite dominant and aggressive in her sex with me.  Yes there was a lot of leakage on those occasions, Luckily I packed plenty of panties and knickers to deal with all my leaking and dripping over the week.

so we are back and we had been looking forward to our usual get together at the August Bank Holiday but things may be changing with that – Madam, Sir and Mistress Carol and her Partner normally meet up for the weekend after I’ve spent a few days with Mistress Carol and Kerri.  however there appear to be a booking problem with the hotel so we are waiting to see what happens there.

So at the moment I need to get on with my jobs, I need to make sure that the washing is done and we are all ready for the weekend, I’ll also work out what needs to go on my shopping list for tomorrow.  the work of Madam’s maid doesn’t end, no matter how drippy and damp her sissy knickers get!

billie xxx

Reader Question – what is the plan?

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From Madam Alice:

Just a short follow on post from me, after a email that we received – and we really do like hearing from our Blog readers.

what is my ultimate plan for billie?

Our relationship is on trust and we have spoken regularly about it and we talk constantly – it’s not all Bitch Mistress and Cuckold sissy, our FLR has a lot of equality in it and billie/ Mick want the FLR as much as I do.  so this relation is constantly evolving and developing.

We want to progress further with this and I would like, with Billie’s approval, to move further with his submission and increase the feminisation because over the years I have watched how one feeds the other and the whole submission package does help to balance his life and state of mind.

It also does me good to release me stresses as well, being a Mistress to billie is good for me in the same ways in that is good for him.

so what is my goal. in a few more years,  I would like to have a sissy House Wife, pretty much retired for his stressful work and focussing on keeping home and looking after my needs.  I’d like him to be more feminine and in female attire for over 90% of the time.  And I want (need him) to be a constantly involved part of my and our physical relationships.  because I love him to bits!!

I’m not sure who this sissy is (if anyone knows please let us know as she is lovely) but she is the aspiration that I have for billie, nice big breasts for a mature sissy, good controlling underwear – plenty of girdles and foundation wear, hairless, with a nice feminine hair cut or wig. nicely submissive and her clit almost constantly confined in a small chastity and still very much sexually aroused by her own submission.

Surely it isn’t too much to ask?

Chastity and orgasms – an interesting article.

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From Madam Alice

As part of Billie’s daily tasks he is required to find 10 images, videos, web pages or articles that are of interest.  this normally results in a number of items found from sites such as Pinterest, Tumblr and a few others.  he will also check the numerous blogs that he follows.

where he finds a blog that he thinks I would be interested in he will add it to my favourites on my tablet in a section marked “for review and consideration”.

I have a couple of sites that I regularly read and check and they have all been found by billie.  one site is Missy’s blog which I can’t rate highly enough – go and check her articles out they are a really enjoyable read and great insight to a submissive’s mindset.

https://submissy.com/

As for another site is Sara’s site, she is a submissive cuckolded sissy and we both love what she she writes about.  Her Main page is at this link and also there is a link on the side of our blog:

http://saragirlsissyconfessions.blogspot.com/

but she also has a tumblr blog, which unfortunately has had a lot of the good items blanked and sensored.  but she did have a good article worth a read and which I fully agree

http://saragirlsissyconfessions.tumblr.com/post/177733639283/chastity-you-being-partner-of-a-male-en-femme

“Prostate induced orgasms, penis free orgasms, analgasms, boi-pussygasms, sissygasms, or squirtygasms … what ever you name it, masculine penis orgasm is out of question. For ever.
Whether or not she likes them is really not the point here. That she achieves them is, because it renders the penis completely and utterly irrelevant. Once she can orgasm without his/her penis, then there really isn’t any reason that chastity shouldn’t be permanent. She can no longer complain about how long it’s been since she has cum, can’t complain about “blue balls” or swollen balls. 
Further, once you have emasculated him to the point at which she orgasms by being penetrated, then it is also harder for her to cling onto some of those masculine stereotypes. 
Whether or not she prefers this type of orgasm over the classic male form, or in fact whether she likes it at all, has no relevance.  This is now what is available to her, she can choose to embrace it… or not.  That part is up to him/her. If you are a bit of a creative partner like me, its even more enjoyable when he/she doesn’t.”
I would say that this is the target that we are aim for with billie, and I am starting to see him having far more orgasms in his chastised state.  in the past I would go through a regular “Milking” regime with him but the extended periods in chastity combined with regular pegging from me and his own dildo use, as well as him being used by John has resulted in a far more sexually responsive submissive.

He is my husband and I will continue to release him from chastity and we will make love – remember we don’t have sex when he is un-caged – but the chastity periods will continue to be the longer periods that we have now of 3-4 months at a time and as we are seeing now he is becoming more conditioned to anal and oral as his means of sexual release and judging from the way that he leaks and cums from these activities we may just be hitting the spot!

A Girls Weekend Away – for Alice

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From Madam Alice:

Occasionally all of the women in my family meet up for a weekend, we’ve done it for the last 10 years or so and it has always been a great break and an opportunity to catch up with my sister and my Mum.  Over the last couple of years we have been joined by my 2 nieces and it has almost breathed new life into our weekends away.

This isn’t a FLR get together, I’m sure my Mother and Sister would have kittens if they knew what my home life was in reality –  but I suspect that my oldest niece is moving her life towards a FLR type of relationship with her current boyfriend.  No, the weekend is there to catch up with things, drink wine, dance, drink wine, get pampered and primped, drink wine etc etc..you probably get the jist.

So my bag will be packed by billie on Thursday night and I’ll leave for work on Friday morning and head to the selected hotel on Friday afternoon and have an enjoyable weekend and come home on Sunday Evening.

So John will be left at a loose end this weekend.  frequently he would take this opportunity to go and visit his Kids or catch up with friends but that isn’t the case this weekend, so the arrangements are that billie will look after John in my absence.

Having discussed this with John, and I don’t want him home alone when he can do his usual weekend visit to the house and billie can make sure that he has a relaxing weekend.  I’ve left the details to John but he has told me that he wants billie to come to his office at 9am sharp on Friday so that he can give him some instructions for the weekend and also what meals he would like prepared for him over the weekend.

I’m sure the boys will have a great weekend spending some quality time together……..

Counting the Calories of a Cum Eater

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At the end of last month Madam jokingly pointed out that over the last year I had probably consumed or received more of Master’s cum than she had.

I don’t think so?  Did I?

Having the discussion we started to explore this statement

Do I give Master Oral Sex – Yes,
to completion – Yes
Have I been fucked by Master – Yes
Has he cum in me – Yes

but pretty much Master is having the vast majority of sex – quite rightly – with Madam.  I don’t have a sexual relationship with Sir, I am used to confirm my submissive position and to ensure my continued emasculation.

But that isn’t what Madam was saying.  Had I consumed or received more of Master’s Semen.  Madam pointed out that while here at home one of my main duties is to clean Madam after she has had sex/ made love/ fucked Sir, I am required to orally clean Madam so to that end I will have to lick Master’s cum from Madam’s wonderful pussy.  Therefore I am consuming a considerable amount of Master’s sperm

Also Madam does like giving Master a Blow Job, and often when I’m in attendance she will indicate for me to join her on my knees and when Sir cums she will take his load in her mouth and when he finishes she will then kiss me and pass Sir’s load for me to swallow.  Don’t get us wrong Madam will often keep Sir’s cum for her self so it isn’t every time.
So when it is put in that context then Madam is correct (as she always is!!) I do consume or receive far more of Master’s cum than she does.
There is also the fact that when I’m prostate milked or pegged and my cum drips or flow out it is often caught and either in my hand, in a glass or on a saucer then I have to consume that as well.  but Madam does point out that my cum is significantly less than Master’s – thinner and more clear and significantly less in quantity. 

So Madam has asked me to keep a running tally of my cum consumption.

Oral Direct
Oral from cleaning Madam
Oral, shared from Madam’s BJ with Sir
Sir’s fucking of me,
Anal orgasum – from penetration from Sir or Madam where I then lick my cum
Licking up after being Milked.

Madam has stated that my leaked cum will only count as half points.

Added to this Madam has found out that Semen has roughly 1 calorie per load, so we are now calling this my Calorie programme and I have to keep a note of how many calories I consume this month – I’ll let you know at the end of the month.

billie