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Last week Madam put up a post about the fact that we had to reschedule a get together weekend with Mistress Carol and kerri, the change of dates were an unfortunate circumstance due to work commitments and trying to de-conflict weekends.

Alice had a chat with Carol on the Sunday night and it was really obvious that she was very down and not happy.  When we dug into it it was clear that this was all part of a bigger problem.

Lock down was pretty hard on Carol.  Kerri was actually going into work for the majority of it and Carol was at home, but the isolation hit her hard. Especially when you consider that she had previously had a busy social life, as well as helping out a few Dominant Friends with their sessions.  So going from a full calendar with trips out and visitors to your home to nothing appears to have been quite a shock for her.

While during Lock down we decided that we could create a “social bubble” with the three of us (Alice, John and myself), it didn’t work that way for Carol.  Her long term B/friend couldn’t do that with Carol and kerri due to other commitments to his elderly family members.

Having spoken to kerri it appears that the end of lock downs found that this supremely confident former Pro Domme had lost her confidence, when the social events and visits didn’t immediately restart it just added to the issue.  As kerri put it, by the time she could see it, it was well entrenched.

So the blog post last week was very much for a specific reader – Carol – it was a marker to let her know that even with the changes we were still going to meet up.  Well it sort of worked, but kerri called to say that Carol had a bit of a “moment”. The result was that Alice called her on Thursday and made arrangements to go to her on Friday and stay with her on Friday Night.

Myself and John made arrangements to host her up in the Midlands.  A restaurant was booked for Saturday night and she would stay with us until Wednesday, when I would take her home in the morning.

So Alice had a good night on Friday with Carol, a bit of wine was consumed and I suspect that kerri put them to bed when they were both a bit drunk (Yes the same bed).  He left instructions that they were not to travel north until after 1pm on the Saturday!  

They arrived with us here at home after 3pm and I’ll be honest in that myself and John probably fussed around her a bit too much to make her feel welcome in the house.  She looked tired, how much that was due to the previous nights wine or just the way she had been feeling.

We settled her in and aimed to head out to the restaurant at about 7pm, I would be dressed as Mick (with billie underneath) and I would be the designated driver for the evening.  Just as we were about to leave I got a phone call and it was from kerri, asking if she could come up and join us for the night.  This was a real surprise and I probably said yes a bit too quick.  I told her to head for the house and to park up and I would come and collect her and take her to the pub to meet with everyone.

I will be honest I was expecting her to arrive as Kevin, but the reality was that when I turned up just after 9pm to collect him/her, she was completely enfemme and looking fantastic.

Note – Kerri has been a TV since her teens and knows what looks and clothes she can get away with when in public, she passes easily in public.

So when we got back to the pub/ restaurant I rolled in with my girlfriend on my arm with her looking very nice in dress, heels and stockings.  Kerri took a look at Carol and whispered to me that she looked a lot better and that it was good to see her laughing and smiling again.  We stayed at the pub until last orders, everyone was really enjoying themselves, Carol especially.  I was having a whale of a time as kerri had necked a couple of gins in short order and was being none to subtle about groping me and kissing me – which was very welcome and nice, I was also getting my suspender straps “twanged” by her roving hands.  I get the feeling that kerri needed the opportunity to let off steam as well.

When we got home we pretty much all went to our beds.  Alice and John took Carol up to Madam’s room and I took kerri to my room (the maids room).  We were both still caged and it didn’t matter, there is still a lot that you can do when you are caged

 Just prior to the weekend Alice tried to view a couple of blogs that she follows, both are Adult Content sites on blogger/blogspot.  

What she found was once she got to the “Sensitive Content” screen and clicked accept, she was blocked from seeing the blog.  It basically stated that she needed to verify her age.  Having tried all of the other blogs she found that it was the same.

At the same time we had noticed that SaraE, had not commented on our last 2 blog posts, which was a little unusual as she and Poppet are are regular commentators.

On Saturday I received an Email from Sara explaining that she could no longer see any blogger or blogspot sites, she doesn’t have a Gmail account so is not able to log in .

Having checked with a couple of other friends they also confirmed that they could not access our site or any other blogger sites – unless they logged in with a gmail account.

It now appears that blogger and blogspot have become a closed community.

Is this an issue? – well yes.  previously I would pick up a lot of views of the blog post from people coming from either twitter or tumblr, and it is clear to see that there is a significant drop in viewing traffic on the site.

having spoken with Poppet, she has also noticed a drop in viewing traffic.

Considering we have been slowly rebuilding the blog over the last 6 months this is a bit of a kick.

Here is the real oddity, Alice is a co-author on this blog, she can create and publish posts, having recently set it up and being quite pleased that she could that and also respond to comments without accessing my account.  But now we have the situation that she can create a post, publish it but then is not able to see the post on the blog because she is blocked.

I’d be interested to know if anyone else is having similar problems?

Due to past experiences with blogs being “nuked” we are being just a little bit careful, so backing things up and downloading content.  Hopefully this is just a glitch but I had hoped that blogging would be open for everyone to find, view and comment, not just those that “choose to join the club”. 

Any thoughts or insights?

billie xxx

Folks,

A very short post, but an important one for those of us that followed Saragirls Sissy Confessions blog prior to it being “Nuked”.

Well she is back and at the link below.

https://saragirlsissy.blogspot.com/

Her first post is up on the site, please pass the word out to those that you know that used to follow her.  

Please give her time to get things settled and sorted on the site to the way that she wants it, but in the mean time go and read her post.

I have also put a link on the side of my blog, so either use the link in this post or from the side bar.

billie xxx

 From Madam Alice:

We had a hope to have a get together with Carol and Kerri at the New Year, but unfortunately Carol had taken unwell with the flu and was bedded down so Myself and my husband had to entertain John on our own, and I think we managed to keep him entertained!

We re-arranged to have a new get together the weekend after Valentines Day, just billie and myself, down at Carol’s on the Saturday, everyone out for a meal and then back to Carols house for an overnight stay of girls/gurls only fun.  Unfortunately a change with Kerri’s work schedule has meant that we’ve had to reschedule once again, but as it turns out it will work out better for all of us.

The last weekend in March – the 24th, 25th and 26th, has now been booked by everyone as a long weekend for us to meet up.  Just not all together!

The boys – John and Carol’s B/F Dan have been told that we are having a girls weekend, so John is heading off to see his daughters and Dan will be arranging going fishing probably.

As for us Girls, the plans are already being laid.  I’ll be heading to Carol’s on the Friday morning but I’ll be leaving billie behind at home, I want to have a very lovely weekend with my Mentor and Girlfriend.  Having not seen her for months I can’t wait to see her and to spend some quality time with her.

And what about billie, well that lucky sissy will play host to Kerri at our house.  The only thing is that we don’t know if it will be Mistress Kerri that turns up or kerri his girlfriend.  If it is Mistress Kerri then I can imagine that billie will have a lovely weekend in his short maids uniform serving his Weekend Mistress.  I’ll give her full access to use my bedroom and study with my punishment toys, mind you she would probably bring her own toys.

If it is kerri his girlfriend that turns up then the two of them will be staying in the Maids room together, having some gurlie fun no doubt. I’ve already told billie he will not be unlocked that weekend but Kerri/kerri might be…if he plays his cards right!

I have a suspicion that billie is already REALLY looking forward to it, he has already booked a restaurant for the Saturday night, probably wants to try and impress Kerri with the hope that she’ll want to get into his panties. 

Hopefully there will be no more cancellations or changes, as we’ve all been in need of meeting up and catching up with our Mentors and very special friends Carol and Kerri.  Looks like we both have plans to make for the end of March.

 From Madam Alice:

Currently Mick is travelling home from 2 days away with work so this evening I have been at a loose end and have been doing a bit of tinkering with the blog.  Some of this has been long planned changes and others has been just been a bit of trial and error test.

The first improvement is that we have finally managed to make the blog dual author.  Previously when I did any updates or blog posts it was done via billie’s log in.  That was the reason why I always stated my posts with “From Madam Alice” and then added the same image.  The aim was to clearly show that this was my post and things would be from my perspective otherwise there could be some confusion.

If you look up in the top right of the side bar you will now find that in the “about us”, it now lists both of us.  It also means that I can do my own posts and respond to comments using my own log in rather than having to share billie’s profile and log in. 

I will continue to start my post with my tag line but I can now have my own selection of images to use, The old one, Alice in Weirdland, is back and a few new ones as well, I hope you like them!

Alice in Weirdland

The other thing which I have done is to create another page at the top of the blog, “billie’s Weekly Routine”.  This takes the routine from the Madam’s domestics blog post but also adds a few of the other requirements which I have applied, or is that imposed, on billie? (you will have to ask him).  So if you want to know what my dear husband will be wearing to bed tonight go and have a look at that page – billies-weekly-routine page.  We may have to do another show and tell post on the night wear of a sissy husband, what do you think?

I will finish here as my husband should be home soon and I’m in the mood to tease my lovely caged cuckold hubby when he arrives. 

Everyone have a good evening!

Alice (Madam) 

 From Madam Alice.

Poppet asked an interesting question about whether John is viewed as my partner/ Boyfriend by those that I work with.  The simple answer is Yes, they do.  There are very few people around where we live and work that don’t believe that John and I are a couple in a long term relationship.

This is flipped when we go back upto Leicester to see the family, where myself and Mick are very much the married couple.

To explain this I was going to repost some posts from the old blog but I thought that I could perhaps add some detail that would explain a lot better how this all came about.

We started the FLR when we lived in Leicester in 1998/99 and it really started in earnest in 2000 when I reached out to Carol, with the Guidance and development from Carol I learned to develop and become more confident with myself and to take ownership of our marriage.  This was not a one sided matter, Mick was very much part of the conversation and also very involved in making the decisions – this was not me telling and him doing, it was lots of talking, understanding each other and agreeing what we needed to do and what we wanted to do.

Mick was on the mend from his breakdown and he was the one that recognised that our sexual side of our relationship need to change.  He was really concerned that I was getting sexually frustrated.  At the same time I was learning from Carole that I had a Bi side to myself and also about the cuckolding side of Carole’s relationship with her husband kevin/ kerri.

Mick had already suggested that he would be OK with me having an affair or one night stands of it would meet with my sexual needs.  I want to point out that Mick was not pushed or forced into that, he came to me and we talked it through, he was worried that I might go looking for a relationship else where and this was his way to offering to keep the relationship together.  

Well he got probably the second biggest bollocking of his life (the first was when he was well enough after his breakdown to know that I was angry at him for doing what he did), he was bollocked because if there something in this life that is certain and that is that I love Mick and I had never even considered or thought of leaving him! I get so much from my husband that the physical aspect is way down the list of why I love him and why he is my partner and soul mate. (sorry if that was a bit too sickly and lovey dovey but it is a fact).  Mick was,and still is, a very good and considerate lover, it was just a fact that his breakdown had impacted on him physically as well as mentally and it was going to take quite a bit of time before he was starting to improve physically and sexually.

By creating our FLR and allowing me to become the Alpha and Mick to be the beta we stabilised the marriage and it gave a good base for Mick to recover.

We found that by creating different characters for ourselves we could have a the FLR as our normal routine but also have a vanilla face for the outside world.  So we created billie and Madam and kept Alice and Mick for dealing with Friends and Family.

The chance of getting a promotion at work and the need to move to another branch of the Parent Company threw up a number of possibilities for us.  We could normalise the new relationship, really make it the daily routine.  

It was Mick that made the suggestion that got both of us thinking.  We were moving to a whole new area, this branch of the company were not directly linked to the Leicester company, so there was an opportunity that I could go and have the occasional night out and perhaps have an occasional fling.  

Mick was already negotiating on the house, which while it was a renovation nightmare, it offered a rural location with very few neighbours, the ability for Mick to work from home with his Consultancy business and it was close to work but not too close.  Micks suggestion was that when I start at the new job just drop the Mrs Luff and use Ms Luff, “don’t tell just let them assume that you are single/ divorced or what every they liked”.  As it turned out we didn’t need to do any of that, the Leicester HR department did it all for me.

I left school and started with the company in Leicester in the admin office, so I was registered with the company with my maiden name.  I worked at various roles in the company until I was allocated to one of the Senior Engineers as his department’s admin support, he spotted that I was quite useful with the design and project teams and suggested that I get some training to become part of the Project Teams rather than the admin assistant.  At this time I met Mick and 2 years later we are married.

I didn’t realise that no one in the HR department had updated my details to have my married name. For all of my time in the Leicester company, my department used my married name but the system still had my original surname.  

My boss encouraged me to apply for a promotion and move into one of the Project teams at Milton Keynes, that branch was expanding and they wanted Junior Project Managers so I applied.  The company had a policy that all applications and CVs would have personal details removed and a simple candidate number was added.

The result was that at no point in my application or at the interview was my surname used.  Luckily I got the job and my personal file was moved from the Leicester office to the Parent Company Office in London and then out to the Milton Keynes office still showing that I was a Miss and with my Maiden name.

The details of all of this came to light for us when the company sent out a welcome pack, I showed it to Mick and he just told me to go with it, arrive and be the new Madam Alice using her old maiden name.

Fast forwarding to when I met John, it had been through a dating site that dealt with Married Women to find men for “fun”. we met and I explained from the very start that I was seeing John with the full knowledge and consent of my husband.  John was curious but not shocked, he’d previously had a short relationship with a couple where the Husband liked to watch his wife fuck her boyfriend.  I explained that we were not quite like that and that we were in a Female Led Relationship.  John acknowledged this and our first date together had a very interesting conversation where John asked lots of questions, not in a bad way, but in a very deliberate gathering knowledge type of way. He also liked the fact that I was using my maiden name.

On our second date I found that John had done quite a bit of research and he was well prepared with questions that added depth and detail to what he had learned.  He also told me that If this was going to become longer term thing then he would like to be more public with me.  He made it very clear he was not looking for Marriage  or to break up a marriage.  At this point I was starting to think that we had potential here with John.

Over the next few weeks and months, the relationship was working very well and John made it clear that he would like to meet and talk with Mick, just to make sure that all of this was true.  We  all meet up and the conversation was very good, open and honest from all three of us.

John followed this up with a couple of meetings with Mick on his own, again this showed us that we had a individual that was open to, but also understating, of the way we lived and wanted to develop.

billie’s post from November 2018 covers it rather well from his perspective while focusing on the rules for John and billie’s relationship, The link is below and it is worth going back and having a read of it

https://madamssubhub.com/2018/11/

I’ve also extracted the important parts:

with everyone in agreement and aware of each others wants, needs and limits we started our 3 sided relationship, with the public face being that John and I are a couple.

Some people at work keep expecting that there will be a wedding between us, but we keep pointing out that John has been married before and that was not a good part of his life so he doesn’t want to get married again (which is totally true), but it provides a good way to shut down any marriage suggestions.

The only time that I’ve had questions asked about who Mick is was by a couple of people at work in the early period when I started working there, and we had come up with the explanation that when I bought the property there was a Office and a Storage area on the site that the previous owner rented it out and I’ve continued to do that to Mick to run his business from them, “The rent has helped to pay for the renovation of the house overs the years”.  It seemed to have worked as a reason.

That has been quite a long post just to say that to the majority of people that we know locally see John and I as a couple.  Hopefully it adds some context.

 For those that follow this blog you are already aware that although I have a good career my main job is actually being my wife’s house husband (or perhaps that should be House Wife).

While that isn’t strictly true (as yet), I am her submissive house husband and I fill a lot of that role as her maid and domestic.  This normally in the morning and the evenings, while the afternoons are allocated for me to carry out my business work.

Madam likes that I wear female clothes when working around the house, this helps to keep me in the correct frame of mind as her submissive and it also plays into my need to be humiliated.  In all it helps to maintain the pecking order in our FLR marriage.

When we started out we purchased a cheap and cheerful French Maids uniform, one of the fancy dress types, this was for when Madam wanted me to serve her in the evenings and when she wanted a bit of fun with me.  For doing the actual maid work around the house it was kept simple with a simple blue skirt, a white shirt/ blouse and used the apron from the maids uniform.

Over time we both found that the French Maids uniform wasn’t upto the job at hand, but it had served a purpose and that was that we both liked me being dressed as a Maid and serving Madam.  The result was about 2005 we purchased a better quality Maids uniform, this was a off the shelf item purchased from the Honour in London.  This was a very good quality outfit and served it’s purposed really well, truth be told it was probably the real start of the way that we now do things.

Mistress Carole had also advised on what to get and the uniform that we purchased pretty much matched one that Kerri normally wore at the time.  We used the advice from Mistress Carole, and I had spoken to Kerri about what I would need and we made sure that we had proper underskirts, knickers of different types, a collar/ choker and with this dress there was also a small maids cap.  Our shopping trip resulted in us spending a weekend at Mistress Carole’s home and Kerri helped to make sure I knew how to wear it and more importantly when to wear it.

My working uniform remained as a plain skirt and plain blouses, normally picked up from one of the charity shops in Bedford or Milton Keynes.

Over the next few years we picked up another couple of Maids uniforms but while they were OK they just didn’t last the course.

Around about 2012, I had taken Madam away for a long weekend for her Birthday and the hotel house keeping staff all had a black and white style of uniform.  This sparked interest with Madam and after she spoke with the Hotel Manager she was informed that uniforms were part of the workwear range of a company called Alexandra.  By the end of the weekend a housekeeping uniform had been ordered in my size and Madam wanted me to wear that for my domestic duties rather than the skirt and blouse.  When it arrived Madam was very please with it and it was what it was meant to be – functional work wear for carrying out the domestic duties – hovering, laundry, changing the beds etc.  Madam had me add some white lace to the pockets and the cuffs and wear it with the old maids apron that we still had. That uniform worked really well upto late spring last year when we had to replace it with a new uniform of a similar style.

In 2012/13 Madam decided that she would like to get a made to measure satin maids uniform for me as a birthday gift.  She found a woman on Ebay that specialised in making sissy clothing and after several emails and lots of measurements the dress with matching knickers and underskirt arrived.  This would be my French Maids/ Cuckold Maid uniform, as Madam was on the look out for a new boyfriend, but this time one that would embrace our FLR and also not exclude me from their cuckolding activities.  It was Madam’s plan that once she found the right person that she was going to have me introduced to them in my French Maids uniform and she wanted something that was completely appropriate.  And so when John came into our Marriage as Madam’s new Boyfriend, when he first came to our house to spend the night with Madam, I was presented to him in my Sissy French Maids uniform.  From that point on He became Sir and I became a proper cuckold.

Several years into Sir’s relationship with us, he discussed with Madam about the potential for getting me another maids uniform, Madam still had the details of the Seamstress that she had used for my French Maids uniform and as I was still the same size she passed the details onto Sir.  

Madam and I were perhaps expecting a uniform in a different colour such as Pink or Red.  We were not expecting what arrived.  This was distinctly shorter in length and Sir had designed it so that I would have no where to hide.  Stocking tops and suspender straps would be fully on view as would my chastity.  As Sir put it this was now my Cuckold Maid Uniform and the one that I would wear for his weekend visits. 

Formalising the Dress Routine and Creating the Maid Personas

In late 2020 Madam came up with an idea/ plan and decided to discuss it with me.  Just as she had done with creating Miss Watson, my admin assistant persona, for when I was working in the office, she wanted to create her domestic staff and formalise when and where each of the maids would exist and carry out what duties and roles.  It was slightly more involved than just that, Madam wanted me to have a set structure and formalised “uniforms” and “outfits” for each of what were now becoming the different personas of billie.  

No longer would I look at what the main task or work of the day would be and then pick the outfit that would do for the day, I would now be required to dress for each of the activitys.  

To explain, a typical week day:

0600-0830hrs Breakfast and assisting Madam dress for work – French Maid Uniform

0900-1200hrs Domestic house work – Domestic Uniform

1300-1630hrs Office work – Sissy Secretary

1700- until Dismissed, Prepare Madam’s bath, cook evening meal, serve Madam as required – French Maid Uniform.

Thursday Evening at 2000hrs – Weekly Performance review – Sissy School Girl Uniform

Friday Evening from 1700hrs onward – Weekend service to Madam and Sir – Cuckold Maid Uniform

Uniform Details:

Domestic uniform –  Underwear to be white longline bra, white Open Bottom Girdle, white or black Marks and Spencer full cut briefs/panties.  Black Plain top stockings of a higher denier.  (Tights can be worn). 3-4″ heels will be worn.  Plain leather collar to be worn.

French maid Uniform – Full or Retro style Bra and Waist Cincher/ merry widow/ basque to be worn with plain top stockings of 20 denier or less.  Maid style of panties will be worn, Chastity locked clit should also be in a chastity bag. Stockings can be seamed.  Heels will be 4″ or higher stilettos.  A leather collar or sissy maid choker is to be worn.  Lace fingerless Gloves will also be worn unless told otherwise.

Cuckold Maid Uniform – Retro Style Bra with weighted breast inserts* and Waist Cincher/ Basque/ Corset to be worn with lace top/ RHT/ FF stockings of 20 denier or less. Open crotch maid panties are to be worn with chastity exposed and butt plug fitted. Underskirt to be at a suitable height to ensure that chastity and panties are fully exposed. Sissy Maid Choker is to be worn.  Stiletto heels of 5″ or higher to be worn.  Lace/ Satin wristlet gloves are to be worn.

Sissy School Girl Uniform – White Plain Shirt, White full cup Support Bra (M&S), 6 strap plain white Suspender belt, School Tie tied with a full Windsor knot, white or blue knickers of a full cut style or short bloomers.  Stockings are to white or Grey Opaques 60 denier or higher. Grey Pleated knee length Skirt.  No belt, collar or gloves are to be worn.  Stiletto heels of 4″ or higher are to be worn.

*The weighted breast inserts are nylon knee highs with 500g of dry Risoto rice in each.  these act as cheap breast forms but add shape to my uniforms and also to change my centre of balance when walking in heels. 

In the run up to December 2020 Madam had been watching some repeats of a programme called Heartbeat, based in North Yorkshire in the 1950s and 1960s and one of the characters that struct a chord with her was the Housekeeper to the Lord of the Manor.  She floated the idea that perhaps it would be appropriate that she should have a housekeeper.  

Now before you go “Ooh, there she goes thinking she is the Lady of the Manor!wanting a housekeeper! Ooh laa de da!”.  There is good solid rational behind this:

• this would add another Persona to my billie Watson identity (and with it rules, guidance, Structure and restrictions)
• As I am well into my 50s, a housekeeper image would be age appropriate.
• It would allow Madam to perhaps “test run” an identity that might work for when I retire.
• Our house was originally built for an Estate manager on one of the local Estate during the Victorian/Edwardian period, so it may have been possible that there was a house keeper or maid at the property. 

Madam was keen not have a frumpy tweed clad battle axe of a house keeper and had spotted an image (below) that she thought might work, she also asked the readers of our old blog for opinions The link to where it is now on this blog is below:

https://madamssubhub.com/index.php/2020/12/26/wanted-your-opinion-on-a-new-persona/

With some feedback and some discussion Mrs Watson was created.  Madam wanted a persona of Mature Femininity, slightly formal – not too stiff. No Tweed! To be the head of Domestic duties and staff, a old spinster with strong lesbian tendencies towards her employer.  

One of the first conditions that were set for Mrs Watson was that I would not use the title of Mistress or Madam when in this persona but would refer to Alice as “Ms” with her Maiden name.

My underwear should be shapewear, retro sexy not frumpy, no panty girdles, but Corselettes, Open bottom Girdles, Merry Widow Basque, Retro Bras etc, all with black stockings and heels and I always make sure that I am plugged and accessible should Ms “X”, wish to have a “tryst” in the privacy of her study with her head of household staff. I must wear a collar or a choker as a reminder that I am “Staff”.

Madam told me to develop and create the uniform for this persona and with these 2 outfits I think I have perhaps got it, Madam seems to like, which is a good thing!

Mrs Watson tends to work on Tuesdays and Thursdays, unless Madam/ “Ms X” requires her to be available on other days.

You have now had an insight to the whole domestic staff that are are “employed” by Madam to run her House and the FLR.  I hope that you found it interesting and are it also gave us an opportunity to get some more photos done over the last week or so.

Let us know what you think?

billie xxx (& Mrs Watson)

  

Good Morning Everyone, just a very quick post from all here at Madam’s Home.

We are having a slow morning today, Sir arrived late yesterday afternoon and Madam and I welcomed him back by meeting him at the door both dressed appropriately for him and holding hands, and last night was a lovely evening of fun for both of us with him.