Month: March 2019

Master arrived just after 6 and hearing the gates open, I hurried to the front door, quickly checking myself as I passed the Hall Mirror.  Sir parked his car and I opened the front door for him, bobbing a suitable curtsey for him as he entered.

“Evening billie, my bag is in the car..”  Usually Master would bring his bag in with him and drop it at the door.
“Yes sir, would you like a drink before I get your bag?
“Yes Please, I’ll have a Whisky and Soda.”
I closed the door and then went to get Master his drink.  as I served it to him he told me collect the back and put it in the Bedroom (the Master bedroom) and run a bath and let him know when it would be ready.

I quickly left to fetch the bag and then to run the bath.

I’m quite comfortable moving about outside our house while dressed.  we are at least a mile from the next set of houses and we are screened from the road by trees and the access gate is slightly offset from the house, so the chances of a sissy maid being seen by a passing car is low.

Once the bath was ready I reported to Master and he told me to present myself for inspection.  I stood in front of him, with legs straight and together and my hands behind my back I looked slightly down so that I did not establish eye contact.  Master stood up and even with my 4″ heels he was still a good 2″ taller.

“Look up billie, lets see how you have done with the makeup, Mmnn, not too bad, your not going to pass are you sissy? but it isn’t a bad effort.  Alice wants you to wear more makeup and the wigs, you are going to become more feminised, my dear little sissy cuckold.”

This wasn’t a surprise but I wasn’t expecting it to start so soon.  I expected a more gradual ramping up.

“Show me your nails?”  I presented my hands and then slipped my shoes off so that Sir could see my painted toes through my stockings.

“Nice colour, sissy, goes with your painted cocksucking lips”  this was said almost as a laugh.

He moved behind me and lifted my skirt, “nice knickers” and with a yank pulled them down “but I don’t think you’ll need them for this evening!  You’ll have duties to cover later since your lovely wife isn’t here”.  with that his hand went to the crack of my arse and one of his fingers tapped the base of the buttplug that was fitted in my sissy home.

“Did you get everything you were tasked with?”

“yes Sir, They are all in the guestroom, along with the receipts Sir”

“Good Gurl. now kneel and show me your subservience”

I knelt and undid Sir’s trousers and lowered them to the floor, he didn’t have any underpants on and I was faced with Sir’s cock.

in a quiet voice I asked if I could show my submission and emasculation by sucking his cock.  He granted permission and a took his 6″ flaccid cock into my mouth and started to lick and suck.  it started to harden and thicken and after a short period I had a full mouth of a Master’s cock.  I continued to slowly suck and Master looked down at me.

After a few minutes he made me stop and he with drew from my mouth. He stepped out of his trousers and removed his shirt dropping it on the floor next to me.

“Enough, I’ll go and have that bath now.  I want my clothes washed and Ironed ready for Monday Morning when I leave for work.  Lay out my dressing gown and unpack my bag while I have the bath.  I want dinner at 8 and don’t over do my steak…” and with that he walked naked out of the room and upto the bath.

later I was busy working on dinner and I heard Master come into the living room.  He put on some music and my guess was that he would be reading from his kindle.  He called through to me for a Glass of wine and I quickly brought it through to him and then returned to my cooking and preparations.

Just before 8pm I presented myself at the door of the lounge, curtseyed and informed Master that Dinner was ready to be served.  The table was already laid with the chips and vegetables already on the table along.  As Sir sat down I poured a glass of wine and then went to get the steak which had been resting on the side.  I plated it and served it with a small gravy jug of peppered sauce.  Master thanked me and I was dismissed.  I withdrew to the corner of the room behind Sir and waited until I was needed.

I twice topped up the wine glass and as he finished  his meal I stepped forward and cleared the plate.  I returned to clear the other bowls and then served dessert.

Once Sir had finished he told me to get everything tidied away and washed.  I was to go and get changed into the items that were in the top drawer of the dresser in the Guest room, Madam had placed them there the previous night while I was ironing her clothes and packing her bag.  I was told that I could remove my wig but I should check and re apply my make up.  I was to be back in the lounge by 9.15pm.

with the dish washer loaded and running, the table cleared and cleaned I went to get changed.  I found a bag in the drawer and opened it, inside was a long sleeved opaque body stocking with an open crotch, my black body shaper body, one of our spandex black hoods with the eyes and mouth openings and a black leather collar.  I dressed quickly and re-applied my makeup and added my shoes.  There was also a set of fingerless elbow length gloves in the bag. I added these once I was ready.  I caught look in the mirror and was the very image of a black nylon clad gimp.

I went to the lounge and found Sir stretched on the sofa with his dressing gown laying open watching the tv.  there was one of the seat cushions from one of the armchairs on the floor infront of the sofa and I was pointed to kneel there.

As I knelt he fully opened his dressing gown and placed a hand on the back of my head and pulled me to his crutch and he held his cock for me to take into my mouth.

“nice and gentle now billie, no rushing, I’ve got all night and I’m not in a rush to cum as yet, so nice and slow if you please….The only rule is that you don’t take the cock out of your mouth.”

I settled into my task, slowly licking and sucking.

I had now idea how long I was there for when the telephone rang, I looked sideways at the handset but Master spotted my look and put his hand on the back of my head and forced me down on his cock, I gagged almost immediately.

Master picked up the handset while holding my head impaled on his cock with the other hand.

“Alice! how are you my darling!  You arrived safe and sound?  Wonderful….” Master released the pressure on my head but directed that I should continue to suck, he eventually released my head and I continued under my own direction.

Master chatted to Alice for quite some time and then the conversation clearly turned to me.

“Oh billie is a bit busy at the moment to come to the phone, he has his mouth full at the minute.  Yes he does look like a gimp in his outfit.  No his makeup skills and efforts weren’t too bad actually he clearly has learned but he probably had a way to go yet.  Its alright he hasn’t made me cum yet I’m saving that for later when I fuck the shit out of the cuckold. I imaging that his little clit is drooling fluid at that thought.” and with that Master gave a little laugh. “No baby, he is doing a lovely job of keeping me aroused at the moment, it’s not up to your standards of a blowjob but as you said it will keep me ticking over until you are back on Sunday.  Yes I’m staying sunday night, You don’t think that I’d want to miss fucking your lovely married pussy and arse, do you?  besides I’m hoping you’ll be back randy and horny after your weekend away? Splendid, I’ll make sure that billie has plenty on lube on hand for us…”

The hood hid my shame as they spoke about me and also their sex life and plans.  Madam’s sex drive is high and she needs Sir to keep her satisfied and fulfilled, I help to ensure that they are both able to enjoy that requirements.  Master continued to chat for a time and then the call ended with the usual final parts of a phone call of “Love you! and see you on Sunday!” at the same time my head was forced back down fully on Master’s cock almost as a part of the final humiliation that I was not part of the conversation and that I should remember that I am the submissive in the relationship.

Sir eventually released my head and I caught my breath, Sir’s cock still in my mouth and I continued with my task.

“Ok billie, you can stop, rest for a moment.  It’s your bed time.  go and get yourself washed and bathed and make sure that you are clean (I knew what was meant – douche myself)  Alice put some bed clothes for you in the second drawer.  make sure you are in bed by 11.20 as I’ll be up to tuck you in.  If you are a good gurl you’ll get to appreciate why your Mistress loves my cock so much won’t you?”

All I could say was “Yes Sir, thank you Sir” and with that I was dismissed.

To be continued…..  

Thursday Evening saw me packing Madam’s bag for her weekend away with her Mum, sister and 2 nieces.  She gave me direction what she would need and I ensured that it all went into the bag and then loaded it into the car for her.

Friday morning saw Madam leave for work at her normal time and as I kissed her good bye and hoped that she had a good weekend, she reminded me that I had to go and see Master at his office at 9am – “Don’t be late!”.

I finished tidying up after Madam’s breakfast, checked my watcha and then went and got changed for my visit to Master’s work place.  my underwear was a white bra, white suspender with matching panties and some barely black stockings, nothing fancy or elaborate. over the top went one of my blue work shirts, a pair of dress jeans and a tweed jacket.  I also threw in a light weight jacket so that I could go shopping for the weekend groceries after my visit to Master had been finished.

Master’s office is on the northern side of Milton Keynes, on a mixed industrial estate with a mix of office buildings and small industrial units.  I managed to get their in good time and managed to park fairly close to his offices, which can be difficult at this time of the morning.  I walked into the main office at 8.55 and was met by the woman that acts as his PA/ admin clerk.

“Morning Mick, John should be free shortly he his just reviewing a software package with one of the teams.”.  Joanne, the PA, has met me a good few times from visiting Master’s work place and also from the fact that I’ve done a few bits of real work for his company – mainly audits and account reviews.  The fact that Master was doing a review could mean that I may have a bit of time to wait, but thankfully by 9.10 things had finished and Master was now free.

“Morning Mick, glad you could make it, I’ve got a few things I need you to help with and to get your opinion on, we’ll just grab a coffee each and we can crack on.  Joanne, this should take about half an hour – no disturbances while I go through a few ideas with Mick.  If anything comes in that can’t wait buzz it through on the phone, Thanks.”  and with that I was ushered into the office, with the door shutting behind me and a well oiled bolt locking the door.

“How are you billie?  is Alice all set for her weekend? ”  The change in tone was immediate, not nasty but more firm.  he had now sat down at his desk but motioned that I should stand to the side of the desk.

“I’m fine thank you Sir,  yes her bag was packed and I think that she is looking forward to seeing the girls” (our nieces).

“Good, now first things first, you are still caged – Yes?”

“Yes Sir”

“Good show me!”

I removed my jacket and opened my shirt and dropped my trousers, I was now red faced as I lowered my panties to show my wife’s lover that I was still caged in the chastity device.

“Disappointing billie, why are you wearing white underwear?”

“I thought that it would be alright to wear while I went shopping….”

“Black! you should wear black lingerie, shouldn’t you?”

“Yes Sir, sorry sir..”

“Its alright, I’ll deal with that this evening.  Now this weekend Alice has kindly offered me to use her house and her submissive, Yes?”  I nodded “so put your clothes back on and sit down and we will discuss what the plan for the weekend will be.”

Having sat down I opened my note book and started to write Master’s instructions.

Master would arrive at “His” weekend residence at 6 pm, the maid would be expected to meet him at the door and collect his bag.  The maid should be in her short French Maid uniform with appropriate underwear (I made sure that it was all black!) and that I should also be plugged with one of my metal jewelled plugs.

Master made it clear that I was to make sure that I wore a wig and make up for the whole weekend.  he would tell me when I could go without the wig.

He would like a Steak for dinner that night with a bottle of red wine and would like to eat at 8pm.  I was free to choice what type of steak when I went shopping. Master made it clear that he would be dining alone but he would require the maid to be on hand to top up the wine etc.

He “suggested” that I should consider either a soup or a salad for my evening meal.

I noted it all into my book.

I was told not to bother with anything for Saturday night as he would order a take-away for us both.  but I was to collect an upto date menu from the Chinese that delivers in our area today. I nodded and waited for the next instruction.  Sunday dinner would be on Sunday evening once Alice got back and Master would be staying Sunday night, so I should do a traditional roast for her and Master.

“Now billie while you are out shopping, today I want you to treat yourself.  I want you to go and purchase the following:”

   2 x lipsticks, of different shades of red.
   lip liner
   lip gloss
   eye liner
   mascara
   2 x eye shadow, of different colours
   3 x colours of nail varnish – a black/ blue and 2 types of red.

any other cosmetics you might want such as foundation and also the means to remove the make up and nail polish.

   A small bottle of cheap perfume
   some costume jewellery – one being a choker and some rings
   a silver ankle chain

   2 x light white blouses
   A short skirt – ideally leather or vinyl PVC and it should be above the knee
   a small black clutch purse.
  a new pair of 60 denier black Opaque stockings

“So billie, a bit of retail therapy for you, I don’t care if you go high end or charity shop for these item, but I want you to purchase all of the items and have receipts for them.  you may already have some of the make up but purchase new and again have the receipts for them.   You can put all of your purchases in the guest bedroom for the weekend as that is where you will be sleeping.”

“I want you fully made up when I arrive and that means fingers and toe nails painted matching colours. you can wear your anklet and some of the perfume. you can also wear the “sissy” choker that I got you for Christmas, that should be quite appropriate for you, don’t you think?”

“Yes Sir, thank you Sir.”

“I think that’s enough, you have shopping and groceries to get, a busy morning I think.  Oh one last thing, take your socks off and give them to me.”

Master knew that I would now have to do all my shopping with no cover to my socking clad ankles.  I passed the socks over and replaced my shoes. and with that I was show to the door and as it opened we were back to being John and Mick.  I was waved on my way and I headed to the car mentally working out where to go to start the shopping.

Part of me thought that I should go over to Bedford to do the shopping as it is a bit further from home and that there would be less potential embarrassment and also the potential of being recognised.  I stopped for a moment and then thought about it.  I don’t do a lot of shopping in Milton Keynes and also I don’t have a big social circle locally to accidently encounter in Milton Keynes.  most of my social group are people that I know via work and the rest are in my home areas of Leicester and down in Kent.  so it was a case of sod it lets go sissy shopping in Milton Keynes.

My first choice was to head to the centre of town and get the make up, where does Madam go for make up, well it would be Boots and Debenhams.  but as I parked up and headed to the shops I noticed Superdrug and had a quick look inside and found that it had everything that I would need.

While I noticed that I was get a few strange looks from staff and customers as this “man” was picking out make up, they looked less worded as I consulted my list – clearly I was a henpecked husband doing my wife’s shopping or so it may appeared.  one of the girls came over just as I was finishing “can I help?”
“Eh, Oh yes please, I need to find some foundation.”

“Ok they are just here, what skin type is she?”

“I say very similar to mine”  probably the one statement that may give me away.

The young lady didn’t flinch and simply and professionally continued and pointed out what they had and explained the pros and cons of each type.  once I had the information I made a selection and picked up some nail polish remover and some sponges and cotton pads and followed her to pay for my items, making sure that I had a fully itemised receipt.

I decided to head to one of the several charity shops to try and find my clothing items.  my first 2 shops didn’t have suitable things in my size but did have a  good selection of cheap costume jewellery and allowed me to pick up a couple of rings with sparking cut glass while not being too much of a “Liberace” moment.  I then headed to Debenhams to pick up the stockings.

Leaving there I came out and found the Age UK chartity shop and that was a real gold mine.  I managed to find light white blouse, which was quite thin and also a white satin blouse, both in my size of 18.

a casting eye also spotted a section of pvc/ faux leater.  a quick rummage and bingo! a size 16 faux leather skirt, it looked about the right length and at £8 I wasn’t going to argue.  on the way to the till I saw a batch of handbags and clutches, one was a black suede clutch bag, a little bigger than Madam would have chosen but I wasn’t going to miss it to go looking else where.  so my purchases along with a couple more items of cheap jewellery I was £40 lighter but I had everything apart from the ankle chain.

a high street jewellers provided a plain thin silver chain that would be just the trick.  with the purchases complete it was of to do the food shopping and I was back home for 1pm.

I now had to put my purchase away in the guest room across the landing from Mistress’s Bedroom.  The clothes were hung up  in the wardrobe and the make up was laid out on the dresser infront of the window.  I returned to the kitchen and put the groceries away and did some food prep ready for the evening, preparing Master’s meal and also to prepare something for me.

With things all complete I now turned to get myself ready as I felt that there would be a lot more things to get ready with.

I’ve have to be really honest, I do wear some make up regularly  at Madam’s instruction I will wear some light make up, it was clear that I would be required to wear a lot more than normal, so it would take a lot more time and a lot more effort to get ready.

An enema followed by a shower and very close face shave were the first orders of the preparation.

wrapped in a towel I then sat down to prepare, a wig stocking covered my hair.  Apply the foundation and paint toes and finger nails a rather bright red polish.

then the biggest issue for me would be getting the eye liner on without poking my eye out!  it took me a few goes and then the Mascara followed by the eye shadow which was a real disaster on the first attempt so off it came and reapplied.

The lips were a major problem so I took time to use the lip liner to create the edge to my lip out line.  lipstick was added, removed, reapplied, removed and finally reapplied! and then the lip gloss to help seal it on.

Lastly was one of my wigs, these are not the best quality and Madam has said that in the future we will get more serious about getting better quality or professional wigs for me to wear on a more long term basis.  but for this occasion I went for a short black bob wig.

all of this took me to about 4.30 pm so I went to get dressed for the evening with basque, stockings panties, the velvet choker.  I added the ankle chain and inserted my butt plug and then put on my maids uniform with its underskirts that pushed out the skirt, exposing my stocking tops.

A quick check in the mirror, I was still a beta sissy in a French maids dress but I was clearly not a male.  the make up and wig had changed my appearance and while I would not be female or even a drag act, I was clearly a feminised beta male.  Master had clearly made me achieve his aim of continuing my emasculation.

It would now be a case of waiting to find out what the rest of the weekend would hold for me.

Afternoon Folk, we are still alive and we are still blogging – even after a few issues that appeared over the last couple of weeks.

we’ve now been formally blogging for about 18 months – 12 months on word press and 6 months here on blogger.  We like it, we both enjoy adding our stories and our rants and mad thoughts out into the cyber world for people to read, look at, comment about or to just ignore.

we’ve been using online pages for a while – over 10 years, probably starting with Yahoo Groups many years ago, then onto Flickr and then playing with a few other platforms until we decided to take the plunge and go to a proper blog.  we also rationalised some of the other site that we used and went for Pintrest for photos and image interests/ collections and Tumblr as quick short blog type (short phrases or one liners) with an image.

All was great until Pinterest started to suspend our account and with a bit of a purge (downloading images) we got the account back and running.  Then we had the WordPress issue, which I have ranted about previously, I’m sure that it wasn’t all about the content but more about getting us to move to a pay site.  I’m even more convinced about this now having spoken to several other bloggers with “Adult” or NSFW blogs that were forced into the same position, even after significant content and log purges, one friend went so far as to remove all content and replace with blog entries with pictures of cats and the headlines from the local news paper as a test and still found the suspended blog deleted.

All very frustrating.

Then there was the Tumblr purge of NSFW content, that was a panic to get the blog entries off and the move to another site, we went for Bdsmlr, it was just developing and while it has a few teeth problems it is getting better – it will do as a home for the moment.  we stil have our Tumblr page but it is mainly for keeping contact with some of the people that I talk with via their messenger system – if they haven’t been deleted, we remain under threat to be deleted from Tumblr but we will see what happens next.

So far Blogger has been OK to us apart from being contacted about one of our images that was used in a post and at that point we became nervous but it turned out it was an individual that wanted a image removed due to copyright – not a problem a quick edit and everyone seems happy.

however that little scare has made us just take a moment to stop and look at what we are doing.

while we have several public boards on Pintrest we now have more that are hidden
We are more careful about what we put on Bdsmlr, mainly doing shares and also going for art work images, I’m sure that we will get back to posting good and full range of images with short sharp statements in the near future but we want to make sure that this almost “inquisition” type of crusade against adult blogs and pages has settled down.

We have also been looking at identifying a platform that will support out type of blog – we aren’t going as Blogger seems to be happy with us here at the moment but it is just in case we need a bolt hole.  but if things do change we will let people Know what we are upto –  so that is my cyber frustrations.

My physical frustrations are a bit more “pressing”.  I’ve been in chastity since before the new year and I still have a month to go before my next release.  I’m very much at the “drippy” stage and even the vibrations from hoovering the bloody lounge can set me off (and the fact that I’m doing it in a French maids uniform and stockings???!!!!

However Madam does set me a daily task and this is where I use Pintrest, Tumblr & bdsmlr, I must find 10 images – JPEG or Gif that either turn me on or would turn Madam on.  I need to be able to explain why I chose them or what the reason is that makes them a turn on or makes them of interest.  If Madam feels that I have not be good enough in my selections then I will have entries put in my punishment book to be reviewed on Thursday night at my weekly performance review in Madam’s Study.

Madam sets this task to ensure that I am kept horney and frustrated as it does turn her on to see me struggling with my chastity.

a sample of todays selections is below:

so I wonder if this sample will stop me from being punished, it certainly doesn’t stop me from dripping.

Oh well, it’s just a frustration.

Regards

billie