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Keeping billie occupied for the weekend.

Posted on 01/08/202320/01/2024 by Sissy billie

 From Madam Alice:

One of the challenges that we have had over the last couple of months is keeping an eye on billie and making sure that he is alright.  The problem is that he is very good at hiding his emotional state, also there is a fine line for him where he is thriving on pressure at work, where it helps to drive him and then trying to spot the point where the pressure gets too much and causes a problem.

Things have been building up quite a lot recently and both John and I took billie and sat him down a couple of weekends ago and laid the law down to him to slow things down, to take some time for himself and for us to focus on him.
A few weekends ago (15-16 July) was specifically about that, to get him to forget about work, to get him back into a routine or into activities that have him focused away from work and his troubles.  To get him to be more submissive and immersed back into being billie and not Mick, to create that needed distraction and to stop him thinking about some of the work issues.
The Friday and Saturday where much of our usual routine with billie welcoming John to the house for the weekend and showing his submissiveness to John.  Friday evening saw billie dressed in his cuckolding maids outfit and with his little caged clittie on full display.  
The evening was a mix of John catering to my needs and billie cleaning us both up, at one point billie found himself being pinned down on the bed while John made use of my submissive husband.  That certainly made billie focus on the here and now!
I had already discussed an idea with John on what to do with billie on the Sunday, on the Saturday during a few private moment we refined out idea into a plan.  We normally have a bit of a lie in on a Sunday but this Sunday we were up and going at 8 o’clock ready to start.
billie was summoned to the bedroom at 9am and told to remove his maids outfit.  With the weather being cooler and wet he was back in lingerie and stockings. I took one of the hood that we have and placed in on his head.  
The purpose of the hood is that this one is not lined so you can see though it, but only just, and as such it is very restrictive.  With his very limited vision it meant that he had to focus and at times be guided. For the next hour or so we had him on his knees and then on the bed on his back and then back on his knees, all the time using his tongue and mouth to orally please John and myself.  Each time we finished with him or wanted to change position we would pop his penis gag into his mouth and buckle it in to place, and then move him ready for the next session or to place him on one of the chairs so that he could have a short break.
The whole point of the exercise was to keep him busy, distracted and a little disorientated.  It was a busy morning for us  and both John and I took turns with billie, almost working like a wrestling tag team but only against one opponent, not that billie is an opponent.
By 11.30 we all needed a break and billie was unhooded and ungagged.  billie was stripped naked and sent to take a shower and told to put on his satin dressing gown and then join us for a bit of lunch.
It was a light lunch and taken at a lazy pace, the 3 of us in the kitchen all in dressing gowns, no rushing and everyone relaxing.  Which was the plan, as this was the rest period before round 2.
 With everyone rested, I took billie through to his room and picked out a few things for him to get dressed in.  A quarter cup bra (as I wanted to play with his nipples, one of his deep suspender belts , stockings and one of his sheer tops as I love the feel of it.  I told him to get dressed and that I would be back with the other items that I wanted him to wear.
I nipped up to my bedroom and put on one of my Black Basques and stockings that I know both of my boys love seeing me wear, a set of 4″ heels and picked up the other items that I needed and returned to collect my husband.
billie was now dressed and I was delighted to see that his little clittie was straining in it’s pink cage –  lovely!
I explained what was going to happen this afternoon, there would be a continuation on from this morning and he would again be hooded and occasionally gagged but this time with the addition of the collar.  I explained that this afternoon I didn’t want him to be distracted as I wanted him to focus.  
To focus on my pleasure as I was going to allow him to fuck me.  When I said this to billie I think he was surprised and confused, the look on his face gave that impression.  He knows that I only let him out of his cage rarely to make love to me  and it is “to make love to me”.  I have a boyfriend that fucks me, billie gets to make love to me.
I could see that the confusion was about to have him as something, so before he could say something I brought my hand from behind my back and showed him my Strap on harness with one of my dildo’s fitted.
This was the last part of his outfit, he would be wearing my strap on harness.  I’m not sure if I saw disappointment or relief from him as I help him to step into the harness and then help to adjust it into the right position.  When we were both happy with it’s position I hooded him, added the collar and then put the gag in place.  
With my husband ready I hooked my finger into the ring on the collar and then guided him up to the bed room.
Once in the bed room John helped me guide billie to the bed and he was made to lie down on the bed with his splendid cock fully erect, where I added a little lubrication to the shaft and then I got on the bed to ease myself onto billie’s lovely 9″ cock.  Once I was in place and ready I told billie  to reach up and hold onto my hips while I rode him.
  

As I had slow sex with my hooded and gagged husband my boyfriend popped a pillow under his head so that he could look at me through the material of the hood.  With the pillow in place John then came over and started to kiss me as I moved up and down on the lovely hard cock that jutted out from billie.  John even made quite a show of fondling my breasts, I’m not sure how much detail billie could see but I think he got the idea of what was going on.

I was really enjoying myself but it wasn’t all about just me, we had to make sure that billie didn’t miss out either.

As the afternoon progressed and I was ready for another session of sex with my husband, John indicated that billie should move towards the edge of the bed. When John was happy with the position he indicated that I should once again mount the dildo facing my husband and once I was in position he brought over a small padded foot stool that he had in the bedroom and knelt on it.  he was now at the right height  that he wanted  and with his own erect cock lubed up he now pushed it into my sissy husband’s arse.  There is a certain delight in hearing a muffled moan from your gagged husband.

In this position I didn’t need to do much as John fucked billie I benefited from the rocking motion that he created.  At the same time John was also back fondling my breasts.  I also took the opportunity to torment billie’s exposed nipples by pinching them and a few hard twists just to change his focus from the real cock in his bum.

By the end of the afternoon I would say that we had succeeded in causing him to be distracted.

We finished off the afternoon with taking billie back down stairs – very carefully- and taking a few photographs of billie with his big hard cock, just for posterity.

It does make me wonder if Kerri or some of his other sissy friends would like to make use of his lovely hard cock?  

Just something to note, in both of the pictures used in the blog post billie is fitted with one of his butt plugs, which john put in after he finished fucking him.  Billie had real problems with trying to keep it in place.  It appeared that the weekend’s activities with john using billie’s hole had made him a little slack!  such a slut!

Note to everyone.  I should have published this post a few days ago but I didn’t as billie had quite a rough week and we have been focused on making sure that he has been alright.  He is on the mend but it does seem to be a slow process.  To everyone that has been in touch with him – Thank you, I really appreciate what you do for him, so Thank you so very much.

Alice (Madam and wife of a wonderful husband)

We are still here!

Posted on 16/07/202320/01/2024 by Sissy billie

 From Madam Alice.

Well we are still here but it had been a challenging few weeks and months.  Billie has been having a rough time due to family issues, work and a few other things.  We have been attempting to support and look after him.  So this weekend we have been keeping him occupied and distracted, which I think has done him the world of good.

I know that some of you have been in contact with billie and I wish to publicly thank you for your support to him, that does mean a lot to me, it really does.
At the moment billie is just having a bit of a tidy up of himself as John and myself have been enjoying his submissive nature for most of the day and now that John has gone home it is time to slow things down a little.  So at the moment I think billie is having a bit of a soak in the bath.
I hope that between the two of us we will have a new blog post out  in the next day or so.  billie’s work shouldn’t have him on the road this week so we should have time to tell what we have been up to.
As it is, I just wanted to let you all know we are well here, and that billie is much improved and that I am taking every effort to look after him.
Madam Alice

Punishments and Corner time

Posted on 25/06/202320/01/2024 by Sissy billie

 This month has been rather busy with work, added to this has been the muggy weather so things have been rather relaxed at home in general terms.

That said we are still trying to keep to the normal routine.  Added to which Madam has quite rightly been keeping an eye on me to make sure that work isn’t getting on top of me, which unfortunately is has been regularly.  when she spots it she has reined me in and a couple of time this month she has had to take me to task about.

One of the occasions was early in the month where I wasn’t concentrating and I broke a glass.  while it was clumsy and petty it was because I was trying to do too many things at once as well as having my mind distracted about work tasks.

well the result was a punishment from Madam in the form of a spanking and then being sent to the Utility room for 20 minutes of corner time.

 

At the end of my corner time I was told to present myself in front of Madam’s Desk and received a verbal dressing down for my lack of ability to shut off and step away from my work.  

While this may all seem quite harsh Madam is quite right I do have too much on and I do need to separate my work time from my family time and home time.  Madam does have my best interests at heart and I am am very grateful to her.

So yet again I have been trying to make efforts to manage my work commitments better and to reestablish  that clear divide between home and work.  

I’m getting there, hopefully I’ll be able to manage my time to get back into regular blog posts.

billie xxx

Straightening those Stocking Seams

Posted on 07/06/202303/12/2023 by Sissy billie

 This week has not got off to a good start to be honest, with a number of things all coming together to just make things difficult.

I’ve been physically very tired at the end of each day, despite getting a good nights sleep.  Added to which some of my work clients have made Monday a day of misery while I tried to undo some of the stupid things that their contractors had done over the weekend.  This over spilled into Tuesday and today has been a day of catching up with what would have been originally planned for Monday.

Yes I have been a little bit cranky and some what grumpy!

However that changed with two emails that I received this afternoon.  

Several months ago I was asked to deliver some focused training to a previous client that had 3 members of staff going for professional qualifications.  I went to the company and met the 2 young men and the young woman.  The training went well and all 3 were great students to work with.  I set them some follow on training to do and told them to use me as a mentor to check on their progress.  All of them did and they were all going for their professional exams 6 weeks ago.  It appears that they got their results this week and all 3 have passed – Great! fantastic news.  That wasn’t the good part of the emails I received today.

The emails were from the young woman and she was writing on behalf of all three of them to tell me that they had passed and to thank me for the help that I had given.  That gave me a real lift and made me smile, its always good to be appreciated.

The interesting part was a follow on email from the woman with a very personal thank you.

When I delivered the training it was at their company offices, using one of their small conference rooms, over the 3 days that I was there I noticed that this young woman was wearing each day either seamed stockings or seamed tights.  As someone with a stocking fetish I do tend to pay attention to these types of things.

During some of the breaks we would go to the coffee area or their kitchen area.  I, and several of the other staff members, would notice that this woman’s stockings seams were crooked.  A female work colleague would occasionally point it out and she would quickly disappear and come back with seams straight.  This would be a regular part of each day.

It was interesting to overhear a conversation from some of the female staff talking about the fact that this woman couldn’t keep her seams straight and their view is that she should just wear normal tights.

On my last day I had the opportunity to have a chat with the woman during the lunch break and I asked if she would object to me asking a question and perhaps offer a bit of advice.

“I notice that you keep having problems with your Seams? Are they stockings?”

A slight stunned silence and a answer of “Yes they are”

“Are you using a 4 or 6 strap suspender belt?, I suspect you are using a 4 strap belt”

I got a look that told me to be careful as your next comments might make her scream.

“My wife regularly wears seamed stockings and we have found that a vintage style 6 strap suspender belt or retro girdle keeps the seams in position.”

The change in her expression was great to see. she smiled and she started to explain that she liked the retro look and liked wearing stockings but was having constant problems with keeping seems straight.  I explained that I often help ensure that my wife’s seams where straight and then helped to fasten the suspender clips onto the stockings.

I pointed out that often the twisting of the body to reach the tab and pulling of the stocking to the clip occasionally pulled the seam out of position .

I also told her that rear suspender straps on a 4 strap belt did not normally line up with the seam and would often move the stocking as you sit down and stand up.  I certainly didn’t go into details or the fact that I was sat there with her wearing my own 6 strap suspender belt!

So the second email that arrived today from the young woman was a very personal email with a thank you from her.  She had recently been to a 1940s weekend and her new 6 strap suspender belt had managed to keep everything in place and looking very smart.  She attached 2 photos from the weekend of her with her hair done 1940s style and looking very lovely in period dress and shoes and the second was a rear shot of her and her perfect stockings seams.  It would appear that I have helped to convert another person to retro lingerie, perhaps this is one of my missions in life? 

She ended her email with a small comment that she had even managed to encourage her boyfriend to adjust her stockings each morning before she goes to work!  To be honest I should get a thank you from her boyfriend for giving her that Idea! Lucky Lad!

Overall these emails made me smile but particularly the second email had made my day and drastically improved what had started as a rather crap work week.  It certainly made me feel better.

I hope you all have a good week.

Take care 

billie xxx

ps – here is a good short article on the topic:

how to keep the seams of your stockings straight

A drippy sissy weekend

Posted on 01/06/202303/12/2023 by Sissy billie

 From Madam Alice.

Evening everyone, I thought it was about time that produced a blog post again.  I have been occupied over the last few weeks making sure that billie has been OK after spending time having to deal with his family.

I’m happy to say that he seems to have done very well and seems to be back to his normal self.  after almost 3 weeks dealing with family matters he is has almost caught up with the items of his work that had to be put on hold.

However I thought that it was time to get him back into his usual routine.  

last weekend I set him a few tasks to complete to ease him back to the submissive mindset that I like him to be in.

The challenge was to spend a number of 30 minutes sessions where he has to use his 8″ dildo.  The aim was for him to stick it to a wall, chair, stool or small table and to fuck himself with the aim of achieving an anal orgasm.

The thing that I find interesting with this is that billie is far more anally focussed for his pleasure so this is a task that he enjoys.  It is rare that he achieves an anal orgasm in a single session, it happens as the time builds or in this case as he completes more sessions with his false cock.

With these 30 minute sessions I may tell him that he is only allowed to ride the dildo slowly or to I may set a condition that he does 5 minutes slow and then 1 minute as quickly as he can and then to repeat. I like to mix the conditions up so that as he approaches his next session on the dildo he doesn’t know what type of pace he might get.

If I think that he is building up to an orgasm too soon I will tell him that this session will be slow.

A particular favourite is to get him to spend 5 minutes warming up with a slow fuck, and then to spend 3 minutes sat  fully impaled on the dildo then 7 minutes at a slow pace, then 4 minutes sat impaled then 5 minutes at any paced that he wants  then stop for 5 minutes fully impaled and then he has 5 minutes to try and cum.

The thing with this is that last 5 minutes is rarely enough to make him cum but once he finishes  and gets off the dlido he will start to leak quite a lot.  I like this when it happens as it is almost that he has been edged to the brink of orgasm and just has to be content with a ruined orgasm.

My dear husband spent quite a bit of the weekend being a very drippy sissy.

Well   if you excuse me it is Thursday night and I need to get ready to carry out billie’s weekly review and I think some one may be getting a bit of a warm bottom this evening.

Chastity review and follow up.

Posted on 27/05/202303/12/2023 by Sissy billie

 A few weeks ago Poppet gave a really good update on her chastity that she has been wearing for a few months now and I thought that doing the same since I had changed over to the Cobra Chastity a few months before.  

Poppet’s micro chastity article

To that End I have shamelessly ripped off Poppet’s idea.  I don’t think she’ll mind (She’ll use it as an excuse to tell me off though!).

So having been progressively wearing chastity since 2005, starting with a CB2000 occasionally to spending the bulk of 2 years completely in chastity, I thought that I was fairly experienced with chastity cages.  Oh how wrong can I be!

wearing the Cobra Short.

My 2 years in full time chastity had been mainly using Franckencage and my smaller all metal cage.  Last year we discussed the plan of going down a cage size.  Madam wanted me to try a smaller Resin/ 3D printed cage, while Sir’s preference was to go for a smaller all metal cage.  My preference was more pragmatic – a 50mm back ring that was curved and an internal lock system – I didn’t want to go back to having a padlock clacking against the cage every time I moved.

Frankencage and an elastic band used to prevent the padlock from moving around.

The compromise was that we would get one of each and then see how we got on.  The metal cage arrived first and I spent a few days getting used to it and found that with it’s weight, it pulled away from my body.  particularly if I was being teased or used and I started to get hard.  My confined erection would swell in the cage but also push it forward.  Not ideal, so the view was that a chastity support trap would be needed to use these in the future and that the resin cage would probably be better for regular wear.

A Cobra chastity with a small cage was ordered, along with a support strap that arrived shortly after.

So the cage arrived and we found that the cage was only slightly smaller (by about 5mm) than Franken Cage in length.  it was definitely thinner which was fine to accommodate my reduced girth.  So we moved over to wearing this cage and I found that it was particularly comfortable to wear during the day.  There was some pinching of the ring during the day, but that was mainly due to sitting down for too long.  I would use that as my queue to get up and have a break from the computer screen

The cage was comfortable to wear, far more comfortable that my previous metal cage, the resin made it very light and as I often wear slightly larger trousers, there were times that I forgot that I was wearing it.  I occasionally had to check with a discrete pocket fumble would feel for the cage.  

However there are a couple of issues.  The size of this cage is too long, when I become completely flaccid my clit will retract back.  This creates a problem that when I go for a pee my end of my foreskin could be pointing anywhere so great care is needed to make sure that I don’t end up weeing on my self, my knickers, the floor, my trousers etc  I ended up carrying a small metal urethral tube to make sure that I could reach into the cage and manipulate my foreskin towards the bottom hole of the cage.  

There is also something that found tricky was that the plastic/ resin of the cage is wider compared to the thinner bars that make up the metal cages, this has the problem that it is slightly more difficult to clean when wearing.  with the metal cage I could normally get a way with a once a week deep clean and the rest of the time a good lathering of Shower gel and a “good blast” with the shower head.  This wasn’t quite the case so a small tooth brush (soft brisles) was added to my shower routine.  

I also found that I needed to remove the cage 2 -3 times a week to give it a good deep clean.

As a Christmas present I received a smaller sized Cobra chastity cage – The nub.  This one was significantly shorter than the Small and was definitely the right size.  Very secure and combined with the Chastity support strap very comfortable for long term wear.  

Comparing the nub and the Small sized cobra

Now while the cage was extremely comfortable I was now having more pinching of the skin at the back of my balls.  The ring was the biggest that I could get, it was shaped and in theory it should be just fine.  The addition of lotions, gels, Vaseline etc did not help either.  The pinching became really annoying as it became a regular feature that would wake me in the middle of the night – several times.

The other issue that started to bother me was I was having a bit of a problem when peeing.  

Let me explain.  I would go for a wee as normal, sit down have my wee and then just wait for a few more moments sand give things a good shake to release any further pee that may well be trapped in my clit and foreskin.  Give myself a good wipe and occasionally take a piece of toilet paper and fold it into a quarter and place in my knickers against the head of the cage to absorb any final droplets that my just follow on.  Job done!  Unfortunately not quite….. 

what would happen either as I started to move or even a few minutes later I would get a second release of wee.  Too much to be absorbed by my small pad of toilet paper and I would have to scuttle back to the toilet.  I started to call this my “retarded pee”, it was almost like my compressed clit and the compression back into my body was causing the “pipes” to be compressed or restricted and to hold back some of the wee.

In the early days of wearing this smaller cage there was a couple of accidents and a bit of a wet patch appeared on my trousers.  Luckily on the most public occasion I had a spare pair of trousers in my travel bag in the car and I was able to go grab them and get changed.

You would thing with all of these problems I would have stopped wearing the cage?  The cage was the most comfortable that I’d had for long term wear and the pinching issue I did some research and chatted with others such a Poppet and kerri about their view on the problem.  A visit to the chastity forums revealed that this was not an uncommon problem and everyone agreed that I should look to get a larger base ring.  At this point I found out that the Cobra Chastity actually has 8 different ring sizes.  It appeared that I needed to get hold of a 54mm base ring.

This wasn’t too easy.  I contacted the manufacturer in the US and they came back that yes they could sell me one and ship to the UK but they wanted to know where I had bought my cages and that they wanted photos of it as it was a copy as they and their one official seller had not sold it to me or Madam originally.  While the correspondence was friendly it was clear that they were not happy that my cage was a copy – both of my Cobra Chastity cages were from Amazon – I purchased the small via Amazon UK and Madam ordered the nub via Amazon Germany.  Also the cost of the base ring with international Shipping from the US was going to be significant.  I was going to place an order when I was contacted by a Chastity forum user from Europe that I regularly chat with who pointed out that there was a UK seller of chastity base rings that might be worth contacting.  So a quick look at the suggested seller’s site on Etsy and there was what I needed a 55mm curved back ring.  I’ve put the link to Mr Keyholders site on Etsy below and also to the base ring that I ordered:

Mr Keyholder’s Etsy Shop

Mr Keyholder’s 55mm-extra-large base ring

The base ring arrived very quickly after ordering and there was very good communication from the seller (really recommend using him if you are looking for Chastity items). and with a few minor bits of work with a small file the base ring worked with both of my cobra cages and also all of my chastity locks.
The result was that this now has pretty much solved the pinching issue – I still get a the occasional bit of pinching and only rarely at night.  So a good solution.
Coming back to the problem with the Pee and the retarded or delayed release of pee.  the solution is this, I now carry the metal urethral tube with me at all times and when I go for a wee, I will use the tube to help position/ align my foreskin with the end hole of the chastity and then gently insert the tube into the end of my clit, to make sure that there is a clear pathway for my pee.  This has now reduced/ eliminated the delayed release of any pee.
I’ve also got into the routine that I wear the nub for all of the day and then swap to the small cage for sleeping in.  The reason for that is to allow the nub to “soak” in a small pot of soapy water and get rid of any wee residue and any smell, in the morning I swap the cages over and my small cage goes into the cleaning pot.  This system means that my sleeping routine is better and that I have a good cleaning regime for the cages.
While this does all seem like a real “faff” and a lot of hassle, it is just part of the process of getting used to long term wear of a particular cage.  I am finding that this model of cage is very comfortable for me to wear every day, in all circumstances and looking back at the other cages that I have worn long term their issues where different but they did have issues as I adjusted to wearing them on a regular or long term basis.  
Overall this chastity cage(s) has been no different, solving the problem of base ring just took time and research and the Pee issues have been probably due to the change down in size and learning how to adjust how I do my toilet visits.

So there you are, an update on my chastity cage adventure over the last 6 months or so.  Let me know what you think.
billie xxx  

I’m Back! All is good again

Posted on 05/05/202303/12/2023 by Sissy billie

 Good Evening Everyone,

My apologies for my absence, Unfortunately I’ve had to leave my good home life and our world of a safe and structured FLR to spend time being Mick and deal with a very personal family matter with my family.

I have been estranged from family for all of my Adult life, there has been times when they have tried to drag me back into the toxic pit that I quietly left so many years ago.

The last 2 weeks has seen me forced back into that world, the difference is that the Mick that went back into that world was considerably different from the young Mick that left it 40 years ago.  I’m not proud to say that for the last 2 weeks I have been an Emotionally Hard Evil Twat and not the person that I want my wife to know.  

I made a point of not going home to Alice, and I didn’t want Alice to come to me.  I didn’t want some of my family to have contact with wife, why? because some people in this world are just simply toxic and they get a kick out of trying to manipulate others, unfortunately they would have taken the opportunity to attack the special person in my life just to watch me hurt.  

Well, I played their game but to my rules and on Tuesday this week I walked away from them again but this time I walked away tall and proud rather than slinking away secretly.  It has taken me a few days to clear the anger out of my system.

I have been home for a couple of days know and this weekend is going to see me return to being the husband that my wife wants and needs.

I want to state this, Alice and John have been brilliant in supporting me, and very understanding of the creature that I have by necessity had to be so that I could deal with the problems at hand.

Also thanks to Kerri, Poppet and SaraE, I’m very grateful to you for your support and tolerance of an emotionally confused and angry individual.

So I’m back home but more important I am back to becoming billie.  This couple of weeks have made it really clear that the FLR is so important to my well being.  And all you crazy cats, with your Kinks and different takes on life are just the greatest of people and friends and it is so good to be back into this life.

My chastity is back on, I’m back wearing appropriate underwear and it feels good to be calling the personal that I love and worship “Madam” and “Ma’am”.

I’m back were I want to be and all is good.

Thank you all

billie xxx

Update about billie

Posted on 24/04/202303/12/2023 by Sissy billie

 From Madam Alice.

Dear All, 

At the moment Mick/billie is dealing with an very personal issue with his family.  

John and I are supporting him as it isn’t easy for him at the moment.

We will be back blogging once we get him through this week. 

I know that he has been in contact with some readers and blog friends and I would like to thank you for the support you have given him.

he’ll be back to the blog soon,

Alice

Saturday with Mistress Kerri

Posted on 17/04/202329/10/2023 by Sissy billie

Apologies for the delayed posting of this but work commitments and family life have kept us all a bit busy over the last couple of weeks…… 

As mentioned in the last blog post, the weekend that we all had with Carol and Kerri was a real success for all of us.  I think that with all of the lock downs and then coming out of the pandemic a lot of us “forgot” about reforming our actual connections.

Yes having phone calls, zoom calls and facetime meetings are all very well and good…..but…..the actual going and meeting people face to face is the important thing.  Lets be honest we all have a social media persona which generally reflects the good or the better side of how your life is, so it is quite easy to hide when you are having a rough or a bad day.  I think this is what was happening with Carol and kerri.

Don’t get me wrong, I’d say that their marriage is very solid and good but they had just retreated into their own world and the lack of outside engagement – the lack of actual meeting up with friends in real terms had caused them to become inward looking and a little lost.

However….. We have seen a change over the last month to 6 weeks.  Carol has been going out to friends, friends have been visiting her. kerri has changed jobs and I have seen a difference in her as well.

So having this weekend with them, even though it was in separate locations was a really important thing for them and for us.

Ok enough of that, time to let you know what we actually go upto on the Saturday.

As you may remember most punishments and forfeits from the Thursday night had been allocated to be carried over into the weekend to be carried out by Mistress Kerri.  With here arrival on the Friday she didn’t waste anytime and set about with delivering the punishments, while not all in one go there was a steady set of punishments applied through the day.  Between spankings, corner times, the majority of punishment were done just prior to going out for some drinks in the Evening with my backside being caned.

Saturday had both of us with a late start to the day.  I was up and on the go by 8am and had breakfast prepared for Mistress at 9am.  Mistress Kerri took breakfast at the dining table while I had my first corner time session in the living room while she ate and kept an eye on me.  Ms Kerri had ordered me to remove my skirt and knickers for the corner time and I got the occasional comment about the few marks that were still on my bum from the previous evening.

Ms Kerri’s plan for the day was that we would go out after breakfast to go shopping.  she was aware that I had recently updated my knicker drawer with some added colour knickers and bras – Red and Pink, so her plan was that we would go shopping for suspender belts to complete the sets.

The other thing to bear in mind is that under normal circumstances kerri is similar in her marriage as I am in mine, we are both submissive in a FLR and normally we are both chastity caged.  The difference is that kerri is occasionally allowed to switch to be a Dom, so what we had for this weekend was a uncaged Dominant TV.

With my corner time finished I was was told to follow my Mistress to the bedroom.  Kerri went to her bag and selected some underwear, a creme blouse and a pencil skirt.  These were handed to me and I was told to go and give them a quick press and then to return and to help her get dressed.  In the mean time she would have a shower, the implication was that I should be back before she finished her “Ablutions”.  So off I scuttled.  Luckily I had the Ironing board already set up in the utility room so within a short time the blouse and skirt had been pressed and I quickly scuttled back as fast as I dare on my heels.

Back in good time I saw that she had laid out her underwear of a set of black bra, waspie suspender belt, stockings and a set of full knickers.  A set of court shoes with a 3″ heel were also set to one side.  The surprise was that her chastity cage was also set out next to the underwear.  

As she came out of the bathroom she finished drying herself and I was ordered to help dress her in her underwear.  The waspie was first, then the Bra with her C cup breast forms.  With underwear adjusted and sitting as she required I was told to kneel and to help put on her stockings.  The plain top stockings were rolled up her legs and as she stood to allow me to clip the suspender clips to the stocking tops  was faced with her hard cock clit.  I focused on my task of securing the stockings but kept having the occasional glance at her stiffness.  With stockings all secure and suspenders tensioned to how she wanted she sat down and I reached for her knickers.  I was told to stop, 

Mistress had a problem.  she planned to put herself in her cage so that she would be contained when she was shopping and to ensure that she had a low skirt profile and unfortunately she was not in a position to get the cage on due to a “slight problem.”  Since I was on my knees Mistress required that I take care of her “problem”.  Well it would be rude of a submissive not to assist his Mistress and not resolve her problem.  So for the next 20 minutes or so I provided oral service to Mistress’s strict requirements, finally resulting in a mouth full of my Mistress’s cum which I very gratefully showed her that I had swallowed.   

With my duty done Mistress dismissed me to go and get changed for going out.  I was directed to wear my red bra and knickers and a set of hold ups under my street clothes.  While I was away to get dressed Mistress finished her own dressing and did her make up.

Now the Red underwear is quite a bold red so I had to choose my outerwear carefully, tee shirt and a long sleeved Rugby shirt worked, a pair of moleskin jeans and brown suede boots gave a look of smart casual over my tarty underwear. Mistress looked very nice in her blouse and skirt combo with the 3″ heels.

We travelled a little bit further for our shopping trip that usual, heading to Watford as kerri wanted to do a visit to the Honour shop/ warehouse, she wanted to get a leather waist clincher that she had seen on their website.  So that was the first stop on our list of places.  

As usual the staff at Honour were fantastic (They have recently renamed as Skin Two) and Kerri tried on the first corset over her blouse and wasn’t to happy with it’s size so went a size down.  All through this process we were chatting with the Girl on duty on the counter and kerri made a point of telling the young lass that she was also looking for a red suspender belt for her submissive boyfriend, pointing at me.  To be honest the girl didn’t bat an eyelash and simply asked “what size are you slave?”  “Size 12, Madam.” ( I felt adding “Madam” was appropriate as I had been addressed as Slave.)  Unfortunately they only had Red Rubber suspender belts in that size so we made a pass on that.  With Kerri’s purchase complete  we thanked the girl and headed into the centre of Watford.

The corset that Kerri bought.

Note – If you are based in the UK and the opportunity arises go to either of the Honour shops, the staff are really helpful and they are a big selection of things for what ever your kink might be.

Our trip into shops at Watford was far more productive for me.  A red deep suspender belt was found in Ann Summers in the right size (The reason that I’m a Size 12 for suspenders as that size sits tight enough to my body that it will not be too slack and be pulled down by the stockings or slip down, I’m usually a Size 14/16 in knickers and size 16/18 for skirts and blouses – it helps to know your sizes as one size does not fit all parts!).  

Ann Summers Red Suspender belt

We grabbed some lunch and then Kerri spotted that there was a Lingerie shop and it had a sale on, so with food consumed we headed there.  Kerri immediately clocked that they had a pink suspender belt in the sale and it was handed to me.  She wandered around and picked out a couple of sale items  for herself and then spotted a red satin cami PJ set in the sale, probably leftover stock from Valentines, I was called over and asked what my opinion of the set was?  I told her it looked lovely, to which she announced very clearly so the 2 staff could hear “Good, they have it in your size.  you’ll look lovely in that tonight when I tie you to the bed!” and with that she took the Cami set and her purchases and turned to the counter with them.

Now, the 2 girls in there were not as prepared for that type of statement as the girl at Honour!

With the purchases complete I went to pay for the suspender belt.  The Girl behind the counter asked me if I had the right size, probably standard question for a male lingerie buyer.  I confirmed to her that Size 12 was the correct size.  As she bagged the purchase she popped the receipt in the bag. “If the suspender isn’t the right size or your wife doesn’t like it just bring it back with the receipt and we’ll change it.”  I gave the girl a bit of a smile a said “Oh it will be fine, the suspender belt is for me. By the way she wasn’t kidding she’ll make me wear the Cami set tonight…” and with that I gave the Girl a bit of a smile and headed join Kerri at the door.  I suspect that the two shop girls had something to talk about for the afternoon after that!

Boux Avenue Pink Suspender

With the shopping now complete it was time to head home.  It was was an interesting trip back chatting in the car, we discussed the different reaction between the girls in the shops.  While we both agreed the Girl at Honour probably was quite familiar with the kink and fetish scene so was very comfortable with us talking and being the way we were.  

In the lingerie shop there was definitely a different take on it.  I mentioned to Kerri about the Woman as the Leicester M&S store when I bought the red bra who was nonplussed about it being for me.  We formed the opinion that it was more due to age and probably experience.  We certainly didn’t do it to embarrass the 2 staff members.  If anything it was done to try and embarrass me, the trouble is that I’m now quite used to buying for myself and answering honestly about it. 
Once home we both went to get changed.  I was told to go an put on one of my basques, stockings and heels.  I was told not to bother with any knickers.  Mistress’s comments was that they would only get in the way.  Having got changed I waited in the living room and Mistress appeared dressed in her underwear and he long satin dressing gown.  I was instructed to get her a cup of tea.  With Tea presented and placed on the small side table, Mistress was looking at the list of punishments that Madam had left for her.
We had gone through quite a few of the punishments and forfeits on the Friday night (more details are in this post here ).  I was told to go and get one of my metal butt plugs and a tube of lube and to return in short order.  I scuttled away on my heels and returned with the items and told to place them on the side table.  I was then instructed to get over Mistress’s knees.  My punishment was to be a hand spanking of 3 sets of 10 spanks.  Mistress delivered them with a deliberate slowness making sure that I knew each spank landed.  
With my bum warm and red I was told to stay in position while my bum was lubed with a very large amount of KY, which was worked well into my hole.  Mistress then lubed up the metal plug and eased it into my bottom, where it entered without too much of a issue.  I was told to stand up and told to go to the corner of the room as I would now start my second session of corner time for the day.  Mistress also made it clear that if my plug fell out during my corner time she would increase my evening caning from 10 strokes to 15 strokes.
As much as my bum was smarting from the punishment, I spent my time in the corner completely focused to clenching my muscles on the well greased butt plug, it was a long and tense 20 minutes.  Thankfully I endured and it is surprising how you don’t focus on the ache in your calves when you are trying to keep a metal weight from falling out of your bum!
The rest of the afternoon and early evening was a far more civil affair with my pandering to Mistress, thankfully without the plug in place.  At one point I was kneeling at her feet while she toyed with my caged clit  with one of her stocking clad feet, with each of her gentle taps making me feel quite aroused and very uncomfortable.
That evening I had booked a table at a local Italian restaurant.  I would be “suited and booted” for the evening with a Bra, suspenders and stockings underneath.  While Kerri had a gypsy style top and an ankle length skirt, to which she had added the new leather corset over the top .  However the thing with the skirt was that there was a split in the side that would occasionally allow you to catch a glimpse of stocking tops and nylon covered leg.

However I wasn’t going to be allowed to take her out until I had received my 10 strikes with the cane.  I will be honest my caning on the Friday night wasn’t too harsh, If I was expecting the same level of punishment again I was very definitely disappointed.  Mistress certainly didn’t hold back and by the time I pulled up my knickers I was glad that I had chosen satin full knickers rather than lace.  Yes, I was going to be very aware of the punishment while I was sitting for my meal for the evening.  I have been caned and cropped in the past, experience has taught me that I can take the cane better than the riding crop, well this caning probably made me rethink that view – yes it bloody hurt!

Other than having a very sore arse, the evening and the meal was really good.  Kerri is very good at looking passable. she knows what clothing works for her and the addition of the breast forms makes her have a great figure.  The corset worked really well with the skirt and blouse and she did make a point when we were at the bar waiting to be seated in the restaurant of turning so that the skirt would flair out and give the casual on looker a good flash of her stocking tops.   I would say that the bar man was certainly taken with her, I occasionally caught a look from him that probably said “what are you doing with that old fart!”.  If the opportunity had arisen I would would have probably asked the bar man if he was prepared to pay the price of having Kerri as a girlfriend –  Cock caged and your arse striped with cane marks?
The meal was great  and as always, I enjoy Kerri’s company when we are out, even if my arse hurt like hell.  We took our time with the meal, and spent quite a bit of time just chatting and just enjoy each other’s company and making up for the lost time of the covid lock downs.  By the end of the evening she was slightly tipsy from the wine.  As we were were about to leave the venue Kerri made a point of giving me a very full and passion filled kiss in the bar, probably making sure that the bar man got a full view that we were a couple.  It was time to get her home so that she could have her wicked way with me.
Once we were home I was dispatched to go and change into my red underwear and stockings and to come up to her bedroom.  As I got to the room she was in the bath room and laid on the bed was a leather collar  and a set of wrist cuffs, I was told to put them on  and to get on my knees on a pillow that Mistress had already placed on the floor at the side of the bed.
  I was now on my knees facing the bed when Mistress came out of the bathroom and came up behind me running her hand over my shoulder.  she sat on the bed in from of me with no knickers on but with her stockings and suspenders and bra still on.  I was faced with her clit in front of me and she simply said “get me ready!”  well I kind of knew what she wanted and I leaned in and gently took her into my mouth and slowly started to suck on her slowly hardening clit cock.  while I slowly sucked and bobbed my head up and down she leaned back.  I had a feeling that she was watching me in the mirror rather than looking directly at me.  As I started to get into a rhythm I was told to keep things slow and steady as this was just the preparation work. 

Eventually I was told to get on the bed face down and with my head towards the top of the bed, my arms were stretched out and and the wrist cuffs where clipped to a set of straps attached to the headboard.  Once in position Mistress put on a condom and then lubed up my hole and her cock.
What I didn’t realise was that Mistress had taken half a viagra and her erection wasn’t going to diminish for a while so for the next hour and a half Mistress made very good use of my hole.  I have no idea how long it had been since she had previously been released from her chastity but if my Friday night fucking from her was a sprint, this evenings fucking was certainly closer to a marathon.
One of the things that has happened with me over time, and I think that it is due to the chastity, I have switched my focus from my caged clit to getting pleasure from my sissy hole being fucked.  The feeling of being filled and fucked is incredible and as things progress there is the building of feeling, emotions and while I don’t cum in ropes of cum, the result is significant leakage and an incredible internal feeling.  The slow and steady strokes and then the increase to full fucking and back down to slow and steady had me building internally then that plateauing and then the building up again to the point that I couldn’t take it anymore. I even couldn’t feel my punished arse, I just wanted to be fucked and fucked hard! (Madam and Sir have certainly refocused my sexual pleasure.).  Kerri certainly knew what she was doing.  I know that she came a few times and changed condoms but she could keep me on edge and finally she did push me over the edge and I had my orgasm, but with that she didn’t stop she kept going until she finished herself again before collapsing on top of me pinning me down.  Arms still fixed to the bed and impaled on her cock.

With both of us “completely fucked” Mistress released me from the her cock and from the bondage.  I was told to go and change into the red cami set and to come and join her in the bed.  By the time I came back to the bed room kerri was in the bed wearing a teddie and I was told to turn the light off and join her in the bed, she wanted me to cuddle in behind her and hug her to sleep.  Well that isn’t an offer that I could refuse!  It didn’t take long for us both to fall asleep.  it had been a good and fun day even if my bum hurt from lots of abuse!

Apologies for the Delay!

Posted on 11/04/202329/10/2023 by Sissy billie

 Dear All,

A very quick update, work has been slightly busy for both Madam and Myself, particularly my side and our relaxing weekend was put on hold with another unplanned trip to the family in Leicester.

However this was not a total loss.  Madam’s Mother asked that we come up and a lot of “peacemaking” has been going on with my Mother in Law and Ellie’s sister (our other niece) doing a lot of work to get Alice’s sister to see sense over the Engagement of Ellie and David.

So we went up and there was a lot of discussions, chats and things are now sorted out, so it looks like the family rift has been repaired.

We spent time with the young couple again and I also spent some time having a bit of a detailed chat with both Ellie and David on a one to one basis.  something that may well be worth putting in a post as both conversations raised lots of questions and interesting answers and discussions from both them and from me.  Bear with me I will get round to posting that.

However I will aim to get my “Saturday with Kerri” blog post completed and published ASAP! 

so please bear with me as I play catch up.  If you are waiting for emails or responses to comments They are the priority to get cleared first.

billie 💋💋💋

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