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Poppetsubslut’s Blog site

Posted on 22/03/202522/03/2025 by Sissy billie

Dear All,

On Thursday we got some bad news and that was that Poppet’s excellent blog had been taken down with no warning.

Poppet contacted me to let me know that there was a problem.  Blogger seems to have taken the site down on the ground of “Violence and Gore” with no notice or warning.   Now for those of us that have long been fans of the blog it doesn’t fall into those categories.

Poppet has lodged an appeal and is waiting to see what the response will be.

However Poppet has asked that I let everyone one that both she and Owner are OK, somewhat Annoyed/angry/ confused etc, but they are both OK and hoping to get the appeal approved.

So to everyone, keep your fingers crossed and hopefully poppet will get the blog back.

For those of you that have a blog, please please please do regular back ups so that you have your site saved, so if you do need to move it can be imported to a new site fairly easily.

Should anything happen to this blog please book mark my back up site:

https://madamssubhub.com/

I will keep you updated with progress as and when Poppet passes the information onto to me.  Please keep your fingers crossed for Poppet and Owner and that they get the blog back.

billie xxx

Madam’s Valentines Weekend (and my tasks)

Posted on 01/03/202428/01/2025 by Sissy billie
Having had a lovely valentine’s day with Madam, and being downsized in my chastity, it was now a case of getting ready for Madam going away for the weekend with Sir.  Madam had booked the Friday off  and as directed I had planned to do my normal Friday tasks and to keep my afternoon schedule fairly flexible.


so on Friday morning neither I or Madam knew where she was going or the weekend, Sir had it all organised.  Madam knew it was going to be an AirB&B for accommodation for the Friday and Saturday night and that she would be out for dinner each evening and out during the day. 

I helped her pack her bag in the morning, and then went and changed so that I could go for the weekly grocery shopping, Sir arrived just before I was leaving and came in for a cup of tea, so I said cheerio and headed off into town.

I got back about 11.30, Madam and Sir had left and I found a wrapped present on the kitchen work top, a selfie stick to use with the phone that we use for doing some of our photos.  There was also a note from Madam telling me that she had packed a bag for me and it was on my bed (it was padlocked with a combination padlock) and the note also told me to pack an overnight bag with my toiletries and towel, a change of underwear, some male casual wear and bring the camera and phone, with the self stick.  I was told to wait for more information.

At 1.30pm I received a whatsapp message from Sir telling me to get my bags and head to a hotel near Cambridge (address supplied) and ask for a room that had been booked for “billie Watson”. I was to message him to let them know when I arrived.

I got there eventually, despite the Friday traffic, checked in and was told that a room had been booked by my “Boss”.  The room was very nice, I dropped my bags and sent a message.

Madam sent me a reply, with the combination for my bag and also with my 2 tasks for the evening.  These were to involve taking a couple of sets of photos, both as part of a bigger task.  Unfortunately I can’t go into details at the moment until the whole of the tasks have been completed.  The tasks involved a few sets of photos and a few changes of clothes, by the time I had finished both tasks I was ready for bed. That was my Friday evening.


Saturday morning I got a message from Sir telling me to check out of the hotel and to be at a certain Coffee shop in Cambridge by 10.45am and to get myself a cup of tea and just wait and watch.  At 11am(ish) a couple came into the coffee shop holding hands, and very close to each other. They ordered and went to the other side of the room  and sat down, yes it’s Madam and Sir.  

When Madam sat down you could just see the welts of her stockings. They were sat having their coffees for about 20 minutes and during that time I got a few very cuckold/ humiliation related whatsapp messages from Sir.  I had another cup of tea and just watched them from the other side of the room.  They finished and left and I got my next whatsapp delivered instructions to go and do some shopping and get Madam a pair of black panties and black stockings suitable for her to wear for going out for dinner with her boyfriend.  I was also told to go to a certain pub at 1pm to have lunch, but to order from the bar menu, no alcohol, just soda water.


Madam and Sir appeared at 1.15pm and it appeared that they had booked a table in the dining area. I moved to a seat where I could see them better and they could see me.  Once they had finished their lunch I was messaged to go and enjoy some sights of cambridge and get my daily steps in (I’ve been increasing my walking as part of fitness/ weight loss programme to help with my health improvement.)

At 5pm I got a message that “Madam’s maid” was expected this evening and I was sent an address and where to park – this was the Air B&B that they were staying in – to which I got back to my car and headed there.  I grabbed my bags and went into the building, they had the loft apartment at the top of the block, very nice.  

I was sent to the spare bedroom to get changed down to my underwear that I had on under my street clothes.  Madam came to the room and told me what the plan was for the evening.  I would help her get ready, then I would then drive them both to the restaurant that they were booked into and then come back to the apartment.  Once they were finished they might go for a drink but they would get a taxi back to the apartment. 

Madam had packed my dark blue jacket, my sheer trousers and black shoes in one of her bags, so that I would look appropriate as their driver.  She told me to wear the white sheer blouse that was in my bag. 

The jacket just covered the top of my sheer trousers and Madam made the point that I was not to wear any panties so my new pink chastity cage would be on display if my jacket was open.  Also the blouse was a white “pussybow” type of blouse, so there was no way to try and claim that it was a normal shirt, it was very clear what it was.  Once dressed I was sent to get my car from the parking area at the back of the apartment, I brought it round to outside the apartment ready to pick them up, but I had to come in to let them know it was outside.  Madam had handed me one of my face masks as I was leaving so I suspected that at some point there would be photos taken. As I came back into the apartment block Madam was at the bottom landing of the stairs and took some photos with her phone as I came in and some more at the top of the stairs.


Before we left Madam gave me a particular task to do when I got back from dropping them off at the restaurant.  The apartments had a Lift and I was tasked to get dressed in skirt and blouse and take a set of photos next to the lift, one of the photos had to show my chastity.  (you all have to thank Poppet Subslut for this as she has been badgering me to do this type of thing for ages and Madam had picked up on this and so I was duly tasked…..Thanks P!!!!)

With both of them ready I got them out of the flat and drove them into the town centre to the restaurant and then headed back to park up and get back to the flat.

Now the thing is that the whole experience was nerve wracking as the other flats in the apartment block were occupied and I could hear people moving around.  so the there was a constant risk that one of them would come out into the corridors or landings or even use the lift!.

Once I was back in the flat I got changed for the task   When ready I had to get out of the apartment and go across the landing next to the door of the lift.  I’ll admit I was bloody nervous as there were people coming and going from the ground floor flats, I was very conscious of the sound of my heels on the floor and every noise from downstairs.  The things I do for Madam!  Here are 2 of the photos, I was using the selfie stick and was still getting used to it.  I’m sure I’ll get better with it with more practice!



With the photos taken, and task complete I was safely back in the flat.  

A few hours later I got a message telling me that Sir and Madam had just ordered a taxi and they would be back in 15-20 minutes and that I was to be waiting by the door with some wine for my Mistress and her boyfriend. I was told to be in my pink cuckolding outfit.

I got a message telling me that Sir and Madam had just ordered a taxi and they would be back in 15-20 minutes and that I was to be waiting by the door with some wine for my Mistress and her boyfriend. I was told to be in my pink cuckolding outfit.

I had to rush to get changed and dressed, I was about halfway through getting ready when another message arrived telling me that they were about to arrive and that I was to be ready with my panties lowered so that Sir could see my new chastity (he hadn’t really seen it earlier.) so it was all a bit of a rush to get finished dressing. The message also said that I was to have the door to the Flat fully open so that I could be seen as they came up the stairs (and anyone else for that matter) – I was to be exposed again!

I added my face mask to my outfit as I figured that there would be photos taken.

There has been a few additions to the cuckolding outfit. One of which was the modification of the front of the dress, this was based on the suggestion from Poppet. I’ve added a series of press studs on the inside of the front of the dress so the front can be clipped up to have me on display or dropped if Sir wants me covered.

Madam had found a pair of pink heels in a charity wedding shop in Milton Keynes, I dread to think what the wedding or bridesmaid dress looked like if these were the shoes for it, you can see they are all very pink!.



Madam also got me a pair of pink garters, one for my leg and the other for a choker, as well as a pink wig just to complete things. All very pink! The last addition to the outfit was a pink corset, a gift from kerri.

Knowing that they were on their way into the building made me rush, I got the wine poured, the front door of the flat open and into position with the tray ready for Madam and Sir. I was now stood there with the flat door open and my caged clittie exposed to anyone that popped their head round the corner.

The relief that I had when the sound of people on the stairs turns out to be Madam and Sir! Madam had her phone out and photos were taken.

Yes I know my socks aren’t right and when I pushed down the pantie bloomers it moved one of my stockings, also the bow in my hair wasn’t square on, so all of these errors in my dress were pointed out to me so that they could added to my review book for thursday night, when my bum would be made to suffer for my lack of attention to detail.

Sir, gave me a good inspection particularly the new cage and that resulted in a lot of verbal humiliation.

I spent the evening carrying out maid duties, both in my exposed dress and also later I was directed by Madam to remove my dress and to serve just in my underwear. When not required I was put in the corner of the living room, with the occasional comment directed at me about how pink suited me.

Eventually with the bottle of wine finished Madam and Sir retired to their bedroom and I was dismissed to my room with the instruction to keep my door open so that I could hear what they were up to and incase I was needed. I was also told that they would be having a lie-in in the morning so there would be no need to make breakfast.

My services were called on once during the night, for both Sir and for Madam.




In the morning I was up and on the go for 8am, with having made some tea when Madam appeared, I provided her with a cup of coffee and she sat down with me and asked if I had been alright with the weekend and also with the elements of exposure. It was a fair question and I explained that while I was very nervous (ok I was more than nervous) about the whole thing I did get a buzz from doing it. I explained that I wasn’t sure about doing it too often but I would probably be ok with the occasional bit of exposure.

We chatted for a short while and I made Alice another cup of coffee for her and a tea for John. I asked what the plan was for the day and I was told that once I was ready I could head back home and Alice and John would be back later in the day, they were going to have a bit of a trip out to a few places around Cambridge and then grab a pub lunch somewhere that John knew of.

so once Alice headed back to the bedroom I went and grabbed a shower, dressed and packed my bags to head home to wait for them to come home later on.

The weekend was far more interesting than I had expected, considering I thought that I would be at home all weekend receiving updates by whatsapp, so being involved was great and my forced exposures were nerve wracking but yes I’ll admit I did quite enjoy the element of risk to it (Poppet you have a lot to answer for!). I’ll have to see what my next set of tasks are!

You are what you wear

Posted on 31/01/202321/03/2023 by sissie billie

The last 2 weeks have been busy on the work front for both Madam and myself, we’ve both had trips away and it has meant that we have spent a few days where our paths have only crossed briefly.  So this post is quite appropriate.

For me there are quite a lot  of times when I have to go out into the vanilla world to do real life tasks or for work. When I do, I need to make sure that I’m dressed the part and appropriate. But there is always the need to meet Madam’s requirements of our FLR and marriage.

For example a normal Friday morning is when I take a trip out to get the weekly shop. To the wider world I’m a bloke wandering about the supermarket with a trolley and a hand written grocery list. what most don’t see is under the Rugby Shirt, jeans and fleece Jacket is the Bra, panties and suspender belt holding up the stockings. Come the summer things normally change to replacing the bra for a cami top.

why bother? why not just put on your jeans and shirt and go shopping?

Well because Madam wants me to always have female underwear on, to always have some form of hosiery on my legs.  During the winter these can be opaques, or if they are lighter deniers then I will have opaque knee highs on as well.

I own very few male dress socks now, most have been replaced with 60 denier knee highs.  The same goes with my male underpants, there are a couple of pairs put to one side in a drawer with my male socks.  Most of my male socks are thick socks for when I have to wear site boots, wellies or if I’m going to do some serious walks (which I occasionally do as a way of getting some exercise without annoying my knee too much).

My day to day knickers are normally from Marks & Spencer and will often be a multi pack of Full Briefs or Brazilian cut briefs, and normally nylon or modal material.  That helps to keep my fancy pants for specific jobs at home when fully in billie mode.

As for stockings I continue to use Charnos 24/7 15 denier stockings, they are a plain top and come in a 2 pack.  They are a good everyday wearing item.  That gets matched up with one of my suspender belts.

when it comes to vanilla work wear, I’m at the stage now where I tend to wear Jacket and trousers.  Often it will be a tweed jacket but the trousers will be a suitable type that would match – tweed, chinos, jean cut (but not blue denim – I feel too old for that) and I also have got in to the habit of wearing a waist coat.  The idea is to try and look smart for the meetings without being too formal and stiff (but I do like Traditional and Madam does like her husband in tweed as well as lingerie).  I also try and use coloured or checked shirts.

This whole set up works really well with wearing my lingerie underneath.  The coloured shirts and waist coats allow me to wear a bra, even when  take my jacket off.  The trousers are thick enough to allow the stockings and suspenders to be worn and the suspender clips are not completely noticeable (you’d see them if you went looking for them) and the leg length, even if they rise up when I sit in a low chair is covered by the use of the knee highs and the way they look like thin dress socks.

 The only sort of variation on this is when we head to see Madam’s family, this normally means that I will switch to either tights or hold ups as the risk of being hugged tightly by a family member (Ellie!) is quite high, so no suspender belt or bra.

The last thing to bear in mind is what to wear to hide your chastity as well as comfort, The cut and style of the trousers does have a impact and as I found to my cost with one cage that having trousers that are too close fitting or of a material that is to stiff or unyielding can be painful – I had a CB-6000 cage split on me when we were driving and I had on a pair of jeans, and that I can assure people is bloody painful.  when I was wearing slightly larger cages I tended to go a size up in waist size of the trousers this tended to give more space in the bum and the groin area.  Its more about the sitting down rather than the standing.  

With the smaller metal and resin cages I can get away with my normal size trousers.  A word of advice – Have shirts of a good length (front and back) and wear a belt with your trousers, unless you want to expose the tops of your knickers, suspender belt or tights to the world.  OK I accept sometimes that risk of exposure is the risk that some people want/ crave. For me it is a case of being discrete about my undergarments when in male mode.

It has been interesting chatting with other submissives about what they would and do wear and there are similar variations for what they wear for public and professional/ working life.  

Some of it relates to how public you are with your home life, how comfortable with being seen as a submissive or sissy.

For some it is just a case of just wearing panties is enough to either give thrill or for their partners to have control over them by forbidding them to wear anything other than women’s knickers.

There are 2 particular examples from my working life that I remember.  One chap that I worked with always wore silk and satin french knickers and was very open about it saying that he found them very comfortable and “felt great”.  There was no submissive or sissy aspects, just someone with a liking of silk/ satin underwear and at the time there probably wasn’t a lot of male boxers in that material, added to which he wasn’t afraid to show people if they asked or if he’d was out on the piss.

The other example was a slightly different reason, a bloke that I had worked with on projects for a number of years and had a reputation for sleeping around – which had cost him his first marriage – was required by his second wife to always wear her knickers from the previous day as well as have his toe nails painted with bright red nail polish.  This was her way of reducing the likely hood of  him straying.  I would think if that was today, my fellow Site manager would have been placed in a chastity cage by his wife!

Having spoken with SaraE on this topic is about wearing women’s knickers for her, as she puts it any type from Granny Panties to Thongs are what she likes.

Kerri, tends to be Enfemme most of the time when not at work – She is a TV not TS  – but for work she needs to be a little bit more conservative with the way she dresses.  Jacket shirt and tie are a requirements, so she says that her rebellious streak has her wearing Cami tops, suspender belt, stockings and panties.  while her shirt tends to be a woman’s shirt (hard to notice when your tie covers the buttons) and she removes all of her earrings apart form a set of plain stud earnings. 

A TS friend that I have and chat to regularly works on trying to have an androgynous style of dressing, she works in a sector that would be very open and welcoming to her turning up to work fully enfemme but as she puts it, that just wouldn’t work with her personal life, but she feels that by selecting a mix or styles of clothing she can feel very femme without attracting too much attention to herself.  In her case I have seen her being able to change her look just be altering the way she does her hair and with a little bit of make up (and I do mean just a little bit.) and occasionally by changing an item or colour of clothing, she can switch between Male, Androgynous and Female quickly and easily.

I had a good chat with Poppet over this and it very interesting to understand what we wear and what we are open or shut about doing and wearing.  The differences for Private, social, public and Professional can be completely different and for all of us what we are wearing at that particular time or role can change the way we behave or present our selves to our variety of audiences. If you have been to Poppets Blog (and I strongly recommend that you do – Link in the side bar) you will know what a shameless exhibitionist slut she is (❤❤💋💋 all said with love!), and with confidence (and she has that in shovel loads) you can carry that off in public – while we Brits often get accused of being prudes we are really quite taken with Eccentric behaviour and having a confidence can carry things through and it’s surprising what you can get away with.  Also when you are in the face of the public- either at work or play, if you’re just getting on with “stuff” most folks with either ignore it or “tut, it just the way he is!”

So for all the submissives sissies out there  – Wear what you are comfortable wearing, in a way that works for your relationship, your life and your work.  And just remember we are what we wear.

Punishment served & now back to normal

Posted on 03/12/2022 by sissie billie

 I completed my period of punishment on Friday, having been informed by Madam when I brought her Breakfast she informed me that my last punishment would be my Afternoon Corner session, which would take place in her study as she would be working from home that day.

if you missed the details of my punishments then look back at this post – update-on-punishments

So having had my last corner time at 3pm, I finished at 3.30pm.  Madam was working and informed me that my 30 minutes were complete – to be honest my Calves and knees were telling me that as well, old age is definitely letting me know that my knees are not what they used to be!

I presented my self in front of Madam’s desk and thanked her for correcting me. The smile that I got from her was worth it (yes I know its a small thing… but they could a lot!).  She told me to go and get changed into my short maids uniform and get ready for the evening and for Sir’s arrival at 6 pm.

So it was back to normal, and it was good to be back into “nice” Lingerie and stockings rather than the plain functional underwear and tights that went with my Domestic Uniform. (Madam knows how to use my stocking fetish against me!).  It was really good to be back into my normal role as the submissive cuckold rather than being banished to the utility room, and being back and included into things.


November has been a difficult month even without the punishments being added to it. I’ve been told by Madam not to write about it as she is part way through a blog post that deals with that, so please bear with us as I think Madam aims to finish that and publish it early next week.

This morning saw Madam and Sir up and about early as they are going out for the day, I’ve been told not to prepare an evening meal as they will be back late and will have eaten while out.  I was told to get on with my usual tasks and to do some work on the Blog site, some posts on the blog and also on the social media side as well, just to keep that updated.  Madam has told me that I should spend the day as Mrs Watson her housekeeper.  which is very kind of Madam as this persona that Madam has created for me is one of my favourites with the requirements for Satin Blouses and skirts and retro foundation wear and stockings. (if you are interested and I guess that you are, I’m currently wearing a waist cincher from Revival Lingerie (Link), a longline bra, and a very nice pair of M&S knickers (Link) and a set of lace top black stockings)

I waved them off at just after 9am, and I have no idea where Sir is planning on taking Madam, but it may well be to do a bit of Christmas shopping and perhaps go and see a show, I’m sure I’ll find out once they get back later.

With them gone, I’ve spent the morning catching up with some jobs in the office and also to put my room back together as I had to sleep on the floor in the utility room on the camping mattress that we have, so I went and got my Mattress back into the room and onto the bed and remade the bed.

One of the reasons for my punishment was that I had forgotten to send some photos of an outfit that Sir had made  for me to Poppet SubSlut – the link to her web page is in the side bar (go and follow her, she is an amazing person (a real sissy Princess 😉 to me) and has a great blog). So to remedy the problem I did a very quick photo session for her and sent them to her with a very grovelling apology.  While she gratefully received the photos and the apology she did provide some very valid critical feed back on the photos, mainly to do with the back drop, some of the small details of the photos and points that would help to improve the photos.

So I’ve spent some time today to get things adjusted, and amended and set up.  I’ll run them past Madam and Sir tomorrow and see if they are happy and then, if they are content with my efforts, we can look at perhaps taking some photos for the wider blog audience and see what the reader’s feedback will be.

That will do for the moment as I have another post to work on this evening and hope to get it completed and posted this weekend for you all – no promises (I’m not going there again!).

Understanding our Blog, our readers and a Thank You

Posted on 19/10/2019 by sissie billie

Having had a bit of time this morning, Madam and Sir didn’t get back until late and are having a late start, I thought that I’d do some work on the blog pages.

Having spotted the “stats” button in the Blogger page I thought I’d have a look and see what it’s purpose was.

it’s interesting in that it shows where the readers of the blog are from and more importantly how they got to the blog.  By that it means to explain what websites refer people to the blog.  While google seems to be the main reference the second principle reference is from people finding the site from another blog  which is Poppet Sub Slut’s Blog – www.poppetsubslut.blogspot.com

Poppet has been a big contributor to the comments on this blog and that interaction is a great support and encouragement to me working on this blog.  so a big thank you to Poppet for putting our blog on his blog side bar.  if you haven’t been to Poppet’s blog, please go and visit, it’s a great FLR blog and he is a lovely person who always blogs some great stuff.

The other thing that has become clear is putting tags and labels on posts has also helps to allow the post to be found, so I’m now going to have to be more of these with each post.

so a big thank you to all of you for coming to see what we are up to, and your interest and support really do encourage us to keep blogging.

THANK YOU

billie xxx

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