Category: Uncategorized

My two week training programme was brought to an end on Saturday afternoon, at about 3pm.  Thankfully I survived my way through it.

With Week One having me in full maid service it was very long days with Madam generally going to bed at about Midnight and wanting to be awoken with her tea at about 6.20am.  this normally meant in bed by 12.30am and that I was up at 5am (ish) to get ready, wash, clean myself inside and out, shower, dress and then prepare breakfast (depending on what Madam had stated the night before) then take her Tea up to her, with her tablet so that she can look at the newspapers online.

The hardest part of the day was actually limiting the online activity, and then getting into full work mode, we had hired a heavy duty carpet cleaner for the week so I have done all of the carpets in the house with it. all the rugs and all of the Curtains have been taken down (the heavy winter curtains cleaned and put away and the lighter summer curtains put up.  where we have blinds they were taken down and washed/ cleaned.  Over all the house had a full spring clean.

The one none maid related task had me in a set of coveralls (with lingerie underneath) doing some painting and maintenance on our gate.  Cleaning the metal work off, applying some hammerite paint and then getting into the motor to do some oiling and greasing.  Not particularly sissy tasks but something that needed doing – The gate was installed before we bought the place and it does need a twice yearly servicing but that is within my capabilities.  I just end up covered in paint and grease.

I have to say that the second week was the hardest.

The maths tests – I’m not bad at maths, that is a good thing for a Surveyor to be, however with the time constraints and the way the questions are written these tests aren’t easy to complete in the time allotted, you need to learn a technique to deal with them and then use it.  Madam knew how to set the parameters to make these a real challenge and she set the Bar quite high for me, anything less that 90% in each test would be a punishable fail – punishments would be with the paddle and on a sliding scale depending on the score.

90 and above – pass
80 and above – 3 with the paddle
70 and above – 5 with the paddle
60 and above – 7 with the paddle
59 and below – fail, 12 with the paddle

The typing tests were the challenge, for these Madam made me add the heavy bra fillers that I have (knee highs filled with rice), and on Monday I had to complete 200 lines correctly at a minimum speed of 20 words per minute.  this then increased to 500 lines by Wednesday onward.  Not an easy test and punishments were at Madam’s discretion but with the tawse.  Now added to this as a distraction I had Wednesday and Thursday as silence days with the gag.  That adds a whole new dimension to things.

so typing with a penis gag in place and a filled heavy bra means that you aren’t in your normal work posture, with large breasts you suddenly become aware of the benefits of touch typing – which I really struggle with at the best of times any way.

so as a result I ended up with more punishments for the typing than the Maths.  As a general rule I was averaging 6-8 with the tawse across my backside a night and 3-5 with the paddle (apart from the first night where I got 12 with the paddle – I had scored above 60 but Madam expected better from me!)

In terms of no sexual contact with Madam or Sir, that was really difficult.  yes I know I’m caged and I should be used to be frustrated but consider this fact – since being caged and with Sir and Madam being together I have had a far more active sex life that I had had for many years previously.  so to be cut off from it but to still be surrounded by it, to see it (Madam made a point of spending the evening in just her lingerie with a satin robe, and Sir tended to be either naked or in a light dressing  gown.)  To be made to listen to Madam masturbating with her toys while in the corner of the room and then being told to collect the toys and go and clean them (with water rather than with my tongue) or to be present when Sir and Madam have sex, knowing that you will not be participating is incredibly frustrating and hence some very damp knickers.  Its amazing how I can start to self milk with the butt plug while stood in a corner listening to things.

From Madam Alice:

Dear Readers, billie hasn’t posted for a little while as I have put her on a Social Media restriction.  Why?  has she been bad? Has she been disobedient?

The simple answer is no she hasn’t.  I’ve instigated a 2 week programme with her which has placed a number of restrictions on her and by this Friday (?) I will see how she has done.

so this is what has been instigated:

Social media – no more that 30 min each day and that is to be used to answer any comments to blogs and to check blogs that she/ we follow, she may make comments as appropriate but not to go outside of the 30 minutes window.

Daily 10 pictures/gif etc – should be completed in less than 30 minutes including the write up on why I should find her selection interesting.

Sleeping arrangements will be in the maids room and wearing the black sleep suit with the open crotch tights.

light make up is to be worn daily but no wig.

Shopping will be done as normal on Fridays, but a white  female blouse must be worn rather than a white male shirt.

Week 1 (last week) – Maids week.
1.   billie will spend the whole week in maids uniform of one type or another.  uniform should be appropriate for the taskings.

2.    Mick’s secretary should place an “out of office” notice for emails, billie will answer all work related emails briefly and should be in the office for less than 1 hour per day.  There are to be no Skype meetings, any work phone calls should be scheduled for the hour in the office and kept as brief as possible.

3.   The maid is to have no sexual contact with Madam or her boyfriend for the period of the 2 week programme, no oral to Madam or Sir and no anal activity from Madam or Sir.  However the Maid will wear her medium rubber butt plug at all times except for sleeping and when at the toilet or for her daily personal cleaning.

4.   The maid is not permitted to watch Sir and Madam engaging in sex.  if the maid is to be in the same room she is to go to her designated corner, face the wall and wait.  The maid will be told if she should leave the room, and wait outside, leaving the door open.

5.  The maid will be on call at all times and will not go to bed until Madam has gone to bed.  the Maid will wake Madam at the allotted time with her morning Tea.

6.  The maid will be given tasks each evening for the following day.  The week will be the spring clean for the house, particular attention to be given to Curtains, rugs and carpets.

Week 2 – Secretary Week (this week)

1.  Billie will spend the week dressed in secretarial attire from 8.30am to 8pm, all working times out side of this will be in be in the French Maids uniform.  Sleeping dress will be as stated above, the black sleep suit.

2.  All maid tasks are to be completed by 8.30 am each day.

3.  Social media and internet tasks must be complete by 10am.

4.  The secretary will be set a daily typing test to be completed.  Madam will set the task parameters prior to going to work each day.

http://www.brassiered.com/sissytypingtest/index.html

the results are to be sent to Madam’s personal email.

5.  The secretary is to carry out a Maths test each afternoon, Madam will inform the secretary is she is to carry out 4 x 15minute test of 60 questions of the simple tests or 1 x 60 minute of 30 punishing problems.  The results are to be email to Madam,
http://www.brassiered.com/sissymathematicstest/index.html

6.  Shortfalls in tasks 4 and 5 will result in a punishment given at 8pm daily.

7.  The secretary will have 2 days of silence during the week.  the days will be given at random by Madam.  this will result in the billie wearing the penis gag from the start of the day – after washing and dressing at the start of the day through to the end of day when going to bed.  The gag is to be worn for 25 minutes at a time, removed for 5 minutes and then replaced.  The gag may be removed for eating meals but billie must text Madam for permission for her lunch meal to be taken and must text Madam when she had completed her meal and the gag is back in place

8.  Rule 3,4 and 5 of maid week are applicable to this week.

At the moment billie is about 2/3 of the way through her programme and doing well, if somewhat frustrated and her ability on the typing and maths tests have resulted in a few punishments last night, we have a few more punishments this evening for her shortfalls today, but they are less than yesterday.  hopefully we will see progressive improvements by Friday.

billie’s frustrations is quite a turn on for me, she is clearly missing her contact with me and John and judging from the dampness and leakage in her panties she is probably looking forward to the end of the programme at the end of this week – will it be Friday evening  or will it be Sunday Evening?  we will see!

From Madam Alice.

On Thursday I went to work as normal, all was well, my maid husband woke me as normal and helped prepare me for work.  laid out on the bed when I came out of the shower was instead of my expected lingerie a new set of Bra, knickers and a girdle .

“What’s this billie?”

billie explained that he hoped that I liked them, he had gone and got them on the way back from his work trip out at Sheffield the previous day. He had detoured into Nottingham and pick up the items from Revival Lingerie.

He had obviously read the review post and had overheard a phone call that I’d had with my friend Bev last week, which was a “check in” after being at her Birthday night out.  Bev had been talking about how she had been wearing the Bra to work and doing quite a bit of raving about it.  Clearly my eaves dropping maid husband had picked up on it.

Here I was presented with a new set of lingerie, as a present, for no reason.

I demanded to know why he had bought the underwear, and he sheepishly stated that, as a my husband could he not just surprise me with a gift out of the blue?

 Well I tore a strip from him and sent him off to deal with his chores.  I must admit I was rather mean to him, the underwear was lovely and the surprise gift even more so, he is a very thoughtful man, but I didn’t want him to think that he could win me over with a surprise gift.

I got dressed and stomped down the stairs to a rather sheepish husband maid.  I told him that we would chat about his gift this evening at the weekly review.

I did wear the lingerie to work and I must say my friend wasn’t lying about the bra, it’s lovely!.

That evening I had added “unsolicited gift given in an effort to curry favour with Madam, 10 strokes, paddle” to the weekly review ledger.  I made billie squirm after reading the point out and asking him to explain his reasoning.

He looked down at the floor and stated that he knew that I had like the items from my visit to Bev’s and that I had expressed an interest in getting some lingerie, so he thought that he would treat me.  He blurted out that he wasn’t trying to influence me or to win favour.

I put him over the back of his chair and applied his punishment, which he took like a good boy and told him to stand up and face me.

 I put the paddle down and then hugged him very closely and gave him perhaps a little too passionate kiss for someone that is in chastity and thanked him for the very lovely gift. he was told that he could always provide me with surprise gifts but not to be too excessive with them and perhaps don’t surprise me with them on the bed to wear immediately – thank god they were comfortable!

I am very lucky to have such a thoughtful husband but I clearly need to keep him on his toes!

On Sunday evening myself and Madam were having a chat over things, Sir had just gone home and we were sharing the last of a bottle of red wine.  The topic came to the fact that I’ve now done over 60 days in chastity.

The conversation started with have I actually done 60 days in chastity and we agreed that yes I had.  The chastity cage comes of once a week to clean the cage and for me to clean myself and to shave, we have this down to 20 minutes and it is always supervised.  I am never left unattended so there is no chance of a quick wank.  added to which once I’ve been in chastity for a couple of weeks it takes time to wake “the little fella” up.  it doesn’t just spring to life.  with all of that we are content other than this very short period of maintenance we are full time caged.

So the next question is how long since my last orgasm?  now this can be more subjective.  For Madam’s criteria – and that is all that matters for me – for my orgasm to count I must be out of chastity and it is either from “normal” (??!!??) masturbation or from oral sex or penetrative sex.

what doesn’t count is where I drip my cum while caged.
where I cum from being milked/ prostate massaged.
where a vibrator is applied to my cage or balls etc and I leak/ cum
where I have an anal orgasm and cum/ leak from penetration

From Madam’s point of view all of the above things are encouraged by her, so long as they occur while I’m caged.  She wants me to have a very active sex life and to enjoy it but she wants me to be submissive and controlled.  As she put it I can have as many caged orgasms as I want but it won’t be through the direct stimulation of my penis clit.

As she puts it there is a difference between cumming and Orgasming, and as a submissive sissy cuckold she enjoys me having sissy orgasms and cumming as a sissy as it means that I stay attuned to being submissive and sexually responsive where as if I had orgasms un caged I would be likely to switch off.

With all of that in mind I have cum, several times as a sissy in the last 60 odd days but I’ve not sustained a male orgasm in that time.  And as Madam pointed out it is likely to be quite some time before my orgasm and chastity counter are reset back to zero.

Happy valentines to everyone.

Sir stayed over last night and was present during my weekly review.  My review followed the normal pattern but with Sir sat in the leather chair at the side of Madam’s desk.  Madam had her book with her points and observations – She had noted some misdemeanours and  a couple of “well dones” – my secretarial telephone manner earlier in the week was commended.  I also added my points from my note book and the main one was that I had laddered 2 stockings and also I admitted to be nearly late with a few of my tasks earlier in the week.

The result was that I was awarded corrections of 6 with the tawse (reduced from 10 for my “well dones”) and a spanking of 12.

I was directed to get up and bend over my chair and Madam delivered my tawsing.  I remained in position expecting her to carry out the spanking but she stopped and invited Sir to deliver my spanking.

Sir accepted but said that rather than him get up I should come and lay over his knees, as he put it, so that he can best punish a sissy such as me.  I moved to where Sir was sat and presented myself over his knee.  Sir told me to make sure that my skirt was covering my chastity cage as he didn’t want any drips on his trousers.

He flip the back of my maids uniform skirt up and gathered up my net underskirt and tucked into the ties of my apron and then with his left hand pushed/held my shoulders down which pushed my already red bottom up.

Sir considered my tawsing as my warm up and delivered a fairly heavy full-on 12 spanks – 6 to each of my arse cheeks. by the time he was finished I was flushed on both sets of cheeks – arse and my face. I was told to stand up, pull my knickers up and thank sir for helping me be a better husband
for Madam.  I bobbed a cursey and thank Sir and then expected to be dismissed to carry out my duties back in the kitchen.  However that wasn’t going to be the case.

I was sent to the corner of the room and told to stand there, facing the wall and hold my skirt up at the rear.  Sir and Madam then proceeded to have a chat and finish their drinks as I stood on display for them.

Once they had finished their drinks they moved to the lounge and as they left the room I was told that I could finish tidying the kitchen and then go to bed.

This morning I was up as usual and made Tea and Coffee for both Sir and Madam, taking up to their room at 6.20am as directed.  I knocked and was told to enter and found Madam mounted on Sir and the two of them enjoying each other.  I put the tray down and was about to leave when Sir told me to stay and wait.

Once they finished Madam got off Sir and she told me to clean Sir so that he could go and shower.  Sir sat up and swung his legs off the bed and I knelt and applied my mouth and tongue to the task of cleaning up Sir’s cock of both his cum and also of Madam’s fluids.  once he was content with my service he told me to stop and to go and clean up my Mistress.  I climbed on the bed and went straight to task.  I love providing this service to Madam, whether it is waking her in the morning with my tongue, or bringing her to orgasm to set her up for the day or in this case cleaning and soothing her after being fucked by Sir – I love orally serving my Mistress Wife.

With Valentines day tomorrow, there have been plans made, bookings arranged and currently I’ve been Ironing Madam’s cloths and getting her bag ready.

One of Sir’s rules is that valentines day is a day for him and Madam,  not me and my wife.  I am required to get Madam a card and a gift from cuckolded husband to his Mistress Wife (you don’t see many of that specific card in the card shops – “Excuse me could you point me towards the cuckold husband card section?”) and the gift is normally something for Madam to enjoy with her boyfriend.

In the past this has been Lingerie, or a voucher for a spa treatment prior to going out with Sir.  this year will be no different.

Sir will be taking Madam to see a show in London on Friday night and staying over in a hotel, they are then going to another hotel on Saturday night and then back here on Sunday.  I made the initial  bookings before Christmas and had a few things to check/ change this week – hence my earlier post this week.  The final confirmation came back this morning so all things are done:

train tickets booked and collected.
both hotel reservations booked and paid.
special arrangements confirmed for the hotels and the room.
theatre tickets booked and printed out
evening meals/ restaurants booked

all the details and information are printed out and I’ve put them together into a folder for Sir to take with him.  I’ve also sent the details electronically to him so he has them on his phone – all a bit “belt and braces” but that’s what a good secretary should do – isn’t it?

Madam has told me what clothes and lingerie she wants packed in her bag and at the moment I’ve finished the Ironing and I’ll have everything packed ready to go shortly.

Sir will be coming over this evening as he wants to be with Madam from the very start of valentines day.  Madam informed me that Sir will be arriving at 6pm and that I should have dinner ready for 7pm.

Madam has also messaged to remind me that with my weekly review this evening, I should make sure that her study must be spick and span as Sir will also be in attendance.  my suspicion is that I may end up with a sore bum this evening!

With Madam and Sir going away for the weekend what are the plans for me?  The tasks that I know of is that I will be taking Madam and Sir to the train station on Friday afternoon, collecting them on Sunday afternoon (late) and that I am to have a full roast dinner served at 7pm on Sunday night.

so the rest of the weekend will be just spare free time? Err, No, I’ve already been warned that Madam will leave me some tasked to do in her absence and that I probably will have a full and occupied time, so we will have to see what the plan is for that, Madam does like to keep me busy and often with surprises!

I’ve been wearing chastity devices for about 15 years now, and the last few years have seen longer and longer periods of wear.  linked with that has been the fact that I spend the majority of time in women’s lingerie.

So when you combine the two activities there are a few things that you learn.

Now things to note, my clit is not cut – I’m not circumcised, and my foreskin does not fully retract back behind the head of my clit so it is not uncommon for my foreskin to poke out of the end of the smaller chastity cages that I wear.

So what?

well this creates a bit of a dilemma – I like lingerie and it turns me on, I like wearing Lingerie and that turns me on.  There is a wide range of female knickers and panties that looks great and feels great but if you wear chastity you need to take care.  make sure that you choose the right knickers to suite your chastity!

For me Lace fronted knickers look fantastic and on Madam they are sexy as hell, but when I wear them they are murder – why?  because as my foreskin pokes out and once I start moving it can ,if the lace is particularly stiff, be like taking a cheese grater to my foreskin!!! not nice!

If you are going to wear lace fronted knickers probably best use a fully closed cage like the CB6000 type.

Next is nylon knickers with patterns on them – very similar to the lace ones, depending on the type of pattern.  they often feel like areas are raised or thicker where the pattern is and if that’s at the wrong place – well can still be a bit rough on your little caged bits.

Currently I’m locked in an open metal cage so I try to go for nylon panties with a tight weave (smooth finish), silks or satins.  these can be quite thin material and if you are looking for the visible show of your cage there is still plenty to chose from.

my advice is unless it is a punishment – choose your knickers to match your chastity, it can make you feel a whole lot better for it!

After a busy trip (and a little tiring) away in Edinburgh it is time to get back to the day job – being Madam’s submissive maid.

I arrive back home at about 6 pm last night and Madam was waiting for me, she hadn’t been home long.  normally she would have picked me up from the station but the journey had a few changes of train and I had worried that I may have missed a connection and she would have been left waiting – better that she went home and I made my own way home.

I was dropped out by the gate at the road and picked up my bag and wandered up to the house.  The lights were on in the living room and I caught a glimpse of Madam looking out the past the curtains on the window and then the curtains closing, you can’t miss the noise of our gate!

As I entered the house I was greeted with Madam calling from the living room,

“drop your bags, strip to your underwear and come to me on your knees!”

We have done this before so this wasn’t too much of a surprise, I quickly removed my jacket, shirt, tie shoes and trousers.  I also removed the Opaque knee high nylons that I had worn as socks to cover my stocking clad ankles.  Now just in bra, waist clincher, stockings and knickers I got on my hands and knees and crawled into the lounge.

“Eyes down Dear, come to my feet!”

Madam had one of her feet on the floor, in black heels and in black stockings.

“Have you missed me?”

“yes Ma’am, I always miss you when I go away.”

“Kiss and worship my shoe and foot and tell me how much you missed me! keep your eye’s down!”

These weren’t her work shoes, these were a pair of her “fuck me” heels, patent leather, 4″ stiletto heels.  I applied my kisses and tongue to her shoes, gently at first, doing a few kisses and then taking time to give short heartfelt messages of how much I love Madam and miss her when I am away.

I know the rules are to focus on her shoes and her feet up to her ankle and no further until I am instructed to lick higher.

“I’ve missed you as well husband, I’ve missed your tongue.  John made such a mess of me over the weekend and you weren’t here to tidy us up.  I had to go out on Saturday night with his cum leaking from me – that’s your fault sissy!  my knickers were sodden by the time we got home!”

I could only mumble a “yes Ma’am, sorry Madam.”

“Not that you cared, you had your Master keeping you entertained.  How is your bum hole?”

“a bit sore Ma’am”

“Now you know how I feel after John fucks my arse, perhaps you’ll pay more attention to soothing it with your tongue in the future!”

I know Madam was teasing me, she knows that I love spending time giving oral to her arse as well as her pussy.  The first time I saw Sir mount Madam with the aim of fucking her bum I was convinced that she would stop him as it wouldn’t fit!  but Sir knows what he is doing when it comes to anal and fit it did and Madam was a very full but satisfied little bunny.

“I’m wearing the same things that I wore for John on Friday Evening, I hope that you like, my little sissy?  John fucked me all over the house, but you know that don’t you – we kept you updated on things.  You can start to lick your way up”

I slowly licked my way up Madam’s leg, keeping my eyes down.  taking my time, not going straight up, but doing a bit and then licking down the stocking clad leg before going a little higher.

as I got to her crotch, her wonderful pussy was covered by sheer black knickers, her lips and the trimmed strip of pubic hair very visible.  Her knickers looked like they were already damp.  I gave the damp patch a light lick and the taste of Madam was a wonderful delight.

I licked again and I as this was a bigger lick I got more of the taste, Madam put her finger under my chin and tilted my head.

“John left you a present.”

she pulled her panties to one side and I applied my tongue directly to her pussy and the lips, I could just get another taste and this confused me.  Sir wasn’t here and had been at work during the day.

Madam probably could see my slightly confused look as I licked at her.

“I had john fill a few parts of a ice cube tray with his cum and we froze them for you, I popped a couple of them in as you got dropped off”  they should be nice and ready for you by now.”

As I pushed my tongue into Madam the taste was much stronger and quite clearly it was the taste of Sir and Madam that now filled my mouth.

“John was worried that you would have missed him, so he contributed a few samples for you as a welcome home.”

I continued to lick and suck at Madam, cleaning her of Sir’s cum and then once I believed that she was clean to move fully onto ensuring that she had a suitable orgasm to prove that I had missed her.

I love orally serving my Mistress Wife, she is my focus and my world, and I do miss her when I’m away but as a welcome home you really can’t get better than this – as her sissy beta cuckold husband I can’t think of anything better?