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Responding to an Email Question – Submissive Dressing

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we had a email from a blog  reader, J90, of the blog with a couple of questions about me and also our relationship.

while I gave a response to one of his questions it was suggested that I should publish the response on the blog.

so here is J’s question and my response to it,

where does your mind go when you are in your most unusual or provocative outfit, since you’ve probably gotten used to wearing lingerie most of the time?


Ok, as a kid growing up I was fascinated with women wearing stockings –  Damn you Benny Hill for chasing those women in their underwear on our TV in the 70’s and early 80’s!!, this really became a fetish for me, I loved , and still do, seeing a women wearing stockings and heels.  when I met Alice it was fantastic and a real joy to find that she used to wear suspenders and stockings to work and also when she went out.


These were a real turn on for me and they played a part in our vanilla sex lives.  we did some adventurous things in our sex life, a bit of cross dressing and some Sub Dom play.  and yes wearing stockings was a turn on for me – but always as a bit of a “dirty” turn on, by that I mean I shouldn’t be turned on by wearing them.  we went to several fancy dress parties – Vicars and tarts, Rocky Horror – and in each case I would cross dress, all a bit of fun but a definite turn on, normally coming back Alice would make me keep the outfit on and then take a dominant role in the bedroom for the evening – all the signs were there for what the future would become but neither of us were looking in that direction.  

My breakdown was coming over a progression of years, that’s why it wasn’t seen by either of us.  when it happened I had help from some very good people and as part of that I had to go through CBT – cognitive behaviour therapy –  this is talking therapy.  the thing that came from it was that I felt that I had to get everything right – at work and at home, that I was responsible for ensuring Alice was happy and that my efforts were not succeeding.  I was so focussed on the needs of work and on others that I was ignoring myself and I had crashed.  the other thing was that Alices’ work was picking up and that she was being promoted and running a department, she was being “groomed” (a bad choice of words in today’s society) for bigger and better things in her company.  so you had 2 Alphas competing in the house, one of whom was driving himself too hard and too fast, thinking that he wasn’t doing enough to please and support his wife.

so what has that to do with things.  well the professional medical suggestion was for me to slow life down and to take a back seat for a while and focus on myself.  I refused this last point as I explained to the guy that was my nurse during one of the CBT sessions, and Alice was present at the time, that while I accepted that I needed to cut back drastically, I wouldn’t focus on myself as Alice was my focus, I loved her and she was the one person that made me safe and secure and as such I needed to focus on her.  I think this shocked Alice at the time about how much she really meant to me.  The result was that I would stop doing my current job and move to a far reduced work load as a consultant.  I would work from home and help and support Alice with her career development.  when we got home that  night myself and Alice had a good heart to heart and a good cry.  she recognised what had been said that day and she would help me refocus my (and our lives), this was the foundation of our FLR marriage.

so what has this to do with lingerie wearing?

Alice wanted to make sure that I stayed true to my word and that I would stick with the consultancy work and that I wouldn’t venture back into the world of big projects and contracts.  I would be required to get her ready for work and to be the perfect house husband, but I would be required to wear women’s knickers, suspenders and stockings.  while she considered her clothing as empowering in her new business and management role, this included her underwear, she felt that by making me wear women’s underwear it would make me more self conscious when I was out doing some of my work and also it would be harder to be that Dominant Alpha dog when you have lacy knickers and lace top stockings on under your suit!  She had a point and it worked.


 Now while I have stated that I have a stocking fetish and love seeing women in lingerie stockings and heels, I’m not the only one, Alice does as well but she also gets very turned on by her husband in stockings, the other part with her is that she uses my fetish against me to get that dominance – “an Alpha male would not be wearing these things would they dear?”
Now this is the part that gets to your questions – about time you think! – Stockings turn me on, I love seeing women in stockings and my wife is incredibly  powerful and dominating in her stockings and heels.  The feel of wearing the stockings turn me on as does the associated underwear and heels but it still has that embarrassment factor – I shouldn’t be turned on by this, these are for sexy women, they add confidence to a woman but it takes that confidence from me, it makes me more submissive and that is the space that my mind goes to.  Alice recognised this years ago, she recognised that I needed to be submissive and to be in that space with my channelled focus on serving her, and in turn improving my well being.  sound odd but it’s true.
Over time things have developed and my lingerie and stocking wearing have progressed and with John coming into the relationship he understood the whole dynamic – it took a good bit of explaining and chatting to get the details over.  he has worked with Alice and myself to add to the FLR and between them I’ve progressed to more regular female wear at home and at my little office in the Garden as well as developing my role in the cuckolding relationship.  I haven’t gotten used to it as the whole package of fetish, embarrassment and humiliation add to my submission and that is the turn on for me.

I think I have  written too much for one email, I can answer your other part question probably as a post on the blog, later when I have a bit of time to consider a suitable answer.

I hope this gives some idea of what makes me tick and how we got here.

Regards

billie/ Mick

Crap weather, so setting up a replacement for Tumblr

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The weather here has been dreadful all afternoon so I’ve been keeping Madam and Sir supplied with Tea and coffee.

for some people may be aware that we also have a Tumblr blog which I use to post images and short one or two lines.  however Tumblr is about to change it’s police on Adult content so I’m expecting the blog there to be shut down in the next few days.
However I have now set up an alternative and it seems to work in the same way as Tumblr but without the android app – never mind, at least it is a place that seems a safe haven (at the moment) away from the “Puritans” that want to ban NSFW and adult sites no matter what they are.
Our alternative from Tumblr is Bdsmlr and we can be found at this link
This blog will remain our main posting site for our big posts but bdsmlr will cover our short and sharp posts.
well best get back to my duties and check if Madam and Sir need anything.
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The number of times I have watched this scene in real life from this angle never ceases to be a frustrating turn on.  kneeling in my underwear with my cage at the feet of Madam as Master undresses her.

Madam received this this morning..

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having just sat down to have my morning coffee, Madam pinged me a text saying that Master had just sent her a message with this image –



Madam has suggested that I bring a change of clothes for her this evening when she goes to Master’s home this evening – it’s a bit cold to be travelling home in her underwear!!!

It also sound like I will have a bit of cleaning up to do when the both of them are finished…😜

Christmas Shopping

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It’s that time of year when you go looking something nice for your wife.  Well it is just the same in an FLR and the wife in question happens to be my submissive cuckold husband.  Now this Christmas is going to be slightly different from normal as John is going to be with us for Christmas Eve, Christmas day and boxing day.

Normally these are Alice and Mick days, but due to circumstances we have had a programme shuffle and there will be a slight change for the 3 of us to have the festive period together.

So how does that effect things, well it does mean that  I’ve had to add a little bit more thought as I want billie to have something nice to wear that will be pleasing to both me and to John.  Yes billie will be on “wifey” duties over the festive period and I already have him preparing for it.

So what to get him, choices choices….?

https://www.marksandspencer.com/lace-embroidered-basques/p/p60185643?image=SD_02_T81_6373W_Y0_X_EC_90&color=BLACK&prevPage=plp&pdpredirect

New Chastity Cage.

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Well it has been bedlam in our lives over the last couple of weeks and hence no postings.  It had been hoped that we would have had a quiet week where I was working away for a few days over the last 3 weeks and this would have allowed me to get a few posts done and to do a few other things ready for Christmas.

Unfortunately things just didn’t work out that way.  My projects suddenly required a lot more hands on involvement after one of the client’s staff fucked things up – sorry can’t sugar coat it , it was a pretty big issue and it took a good bit of time to un pick and put right.  So lots of long days and a good few late nights.  But a significant bonus so we should have a good Christmas on that!

Madam’s work also became busy with one of her team going off sick and another starting maternity leave, thankfully her bosses have provided some additional staff as replacements but they have taken a bit of time to train up.

The one bit of stability has been Master.  John has taken up the reins and helped with things, which just goes to show that this relationship thing does kinda works!

So what has happened with us so far, well I now have a new chastity device, a small metal cage with integral lock.  The plan had been to wear it for short periods to get used to it such as during the day and then switch back to the CB6000s for the evenings and nights but the extended period of time away with work has meant that I have been wearing it full time.

The Back ring is 50mm diameter but it is slightly ovalled and hinged but it is quite a good size for me.  The only addition that has been added since coming back has been some rubber tubing over the hinged joint.

The cage itself is 40mm long, and 32mm internal diameter.  This is shorter than the CB6000s and tighter but it is a far better fit for me.  The cage also forces my penis downwards and it sits tight against my testicles.  It is surprisingly comfortable for long term wear and I got used to wearing it at night quicker that I had expected.

With it being an open cage it is also easier for me to keep myself clean with it, which is handy when you are away from home and also so long into your chastity period.

This is also the first chastity that we have had with an integral/ hidden lock.  It is quite a change not having a padlock knocking on the top of a device or having to use an elastic band to stop it from bouncing around.


Madam and Sir both like the look and the way it confines me and have commented about how they are happy that it keeps me small but displayed.  There is certainly no denying things with this cage I am definitely the beta with the small penis in the relationship.

A Busy weekend and not all about the FLR all of the time!

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From Madam Alice

So last Thursday billie went over to Johns to do all of the bookings for the next few months, be those our nights out and the trip away that John has planned for Valentines day/ weekend.  Always booked and billie was back with me just before 9pm.
I think he enjoyed himself, I know that John certainly did.
Saturday was a lovely day with us making the most of the weather, billie busied himself and was doing some preparation work as he was having Sunday off.
Now Sunday was Remembrance Day and it is an important day for Mick (billie).  every year he goes to a Remembrance Parade and then onto a Church Service.  it’s an important thing for him as his Grand Father served in the Second World War and Korea and his Great Grand Father fought in the Great War.
So on Sunday Morning, dressed in his dark suit I kissed him good bye and off he went to town for the Parade.  Now he isn’t a Military person, but he does feel strongly about Remembering the Sacrifice of those who have fought and served the country in the Armed Forces.  and so it is his day to go and do what he wishes.
Now we are in a FLR marriage, but as part of that it is important to regonise what is important to my partner, and this is important to him.  so I kissed him farewell and I spent the day being the housewife to by 2 boys, preparing and cooking Sunday Dinner, ready for when Mick came home.
Hey I can still be the Domestic Goddess when I want to be!
Mick came back about 2pm, we had lunch and an afternoon relaxing as Alice Mick and John.
John headed home at about 8pm and by 9pm my husband was back in panties and stockings – and so normal service was resumed!  It doesn’t have to be full on FLR all of the time.

How did it all get going – The development of our FLR

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This was orginally posted by Madam on the 9 Aug 17 on our WordPress Blog.  I’ve reposted it here as there has been several requests to us to explain how it all started

From Mistress Alice  

We’ve had an early start today and been and done our walk and sight seeing, a lovely lunch and now it is a bit of a relax.  Mick has been directed to do a bit of research for changes to outfits but I’m sure he will tell you about that himself – he seems to be tapping away on the his tablet at the moment so I’m not sure if he is contacting people or drafting his post to the blog. 

so how did we get to where we are, we have explained why we did it but how did this FLR relationship come into it’s current form and how did we get it to work? 

Our relationship was becoming a series of arguments and clashing of heads in 2001, Mick’s work frustrations and stress and my frustrations with life.  when Mick had his breakdown the air cleared and we had a really good heart to heart.  Our sex life had been very adventurous (for us at the time) and we both had done a bit of role play, bit of crossdressing and fetish play.  we had some a bit of Dom/sub playing (and that was what it was – playing) each taking turns to be the Dom.  The two surprises what that I really enjoyed the power trip and the feelings that it gave me and the other was that Mick struggled to take on the role – surprising as he was definitely an Alpha male in his work environment.  Mick was far more comfortable when he was in the submissive role. 

during our Heart to Heart Mick explained that he hated the arguments but he was just losing control of work and life, but he didn’t want to lose me.  he wanted me to be his focus and as we talked we discussed how he would manage his work and how we would have to adjust our lives.  So the seeds were sown where I would become the Alpha in the relationship and Mick the submissive, Mick would finish his current contract and move to the consulting side of the industry – all of this just didn’t happen but took almost 9 months of talking, trying things, talking again and learning. 

in the past we had both read a magazine called FORUM, (bear in mind this was 2001 and the internet was not the mine of information that it is now) and I went back through some old copies that we still had and read some of the articles and stories – some were clearly just that – Stories, but I did get some ideas.  On my next trip to London I went and picked up a current copy of FORUM and also called into a shop that I had visited with Mick before – Honour (near Waterloo Station) and picked up a couple of other magazines hoping to get some more ideas. 

In the back of most of these publications there would be  adverts for Mistress and contacts but you would also get personal ads.  In one I found personal ad from a Dominant Wife with a submissive sissy who was looking to develop his training.  while this wasn’t what I wanted it did offer a potential insight to what/ where I wanted to travel. 

That evening I wrote (pen and paper were still in fashion at this point) asking the Wife if she could give me some pointers and advice so that I could develop the relationship with Mick.  I posted it to the PO Box number with the vain hope that it might get a response – my hopes at this point were not high.  2 weeks later I came home to a letter, neatly written, from a lady that referred to herself as Mistress Carol, it was polite but blunt warning me that if I was a male thrill seeker then I could piss off, but if I was a fledgling Dom I should write again with more details. we corresponded for a about 6 weeks by post and then I was asked to provide a phone number and times when I would be in preferably when Mick was not. 

Mistress Carol called about a week after the letter had been posted and our relationship started to take off.  we would chat twice a week, me with questions and Carol with advice (she had dropped the Mistress title once she realised that I was genuine and wanted help and guidance). 

3 months after starting all of this correspondence and calls it was decided that we should meet and So Mistress Carol became my mentor on the way to becoming Mistress Alice. 

Carol was a woman in her early 40s, she had been widowed in her 20’s after a car accident that almost killed her but took her husband.  She had been working part time and slightly struggling to make ends meet and had been asked by a friend if she would like earn a bit of money helping her friend who was doing some Domination work, the way Carol explains it is far more interesting but it gave her a real insight to the scene and also an understanding about the different elements of Domination and Submission.  Carol can explain the difference between the 2 hour whipping session with a paying client and a lifestyle choice.  while it provided her work it also meant that she was invited out into the fetish scene in London over the years she had a number of relationships but she found that she had a thing for submissive sissies and that is were she met her sissy Kerri, at that point called Kevin (Kerri is far cuter that Kevin).  Kevin is 18 years her junior.  When I first met Carol she had married Kerri 2 years previously and she had trained him to be her submissive sissy. 

Carol spent the weekend explaining a lot of the basics and fundamentals and it was great to meet Kerri and see what could be done.  The biggest take away from the meeting was that there is a difference with Dom Sub play and a FLR.  Carol was working/ playing in the Dominatrix world but had a FLR as part of her home life.  she had reduced her Dom work and was wanting to do a bit more with her sissy to get that home life where she wanted it.  She was quite upfront with me, she would help me, explain things to me  – show me where appropriate. but I would also be required to help with her development of Kerri. 

Over the next 12 months I learned a lot about the emotional side of FLR and how not to mess it up, how to understand the needs of the submissive are really, really important – often more important than those of the Dominant.  it allowed me to get our relationship right with Mick and to create sissy billie.  Carol also helped to train billie, this was introduced about 12 months into our FLR. 

when we started with Chastity (about 2005) we both took billie and Kerrie to London to purchase their cages together and both Carol and I are the secondary Keyholders for each others sissy.  


We are very good friends and regularly meet up to play and for vanilla get to gethers.  billie will at least twice a year be sent back to Mistress Carol for refresher training – almost like a Quality Assurance process to ensure that he/she is still suitably submissive and still can maintain the appropriate standards as a sissy maid and servant to her Mistress.  while billie dreads his training assessments I do think he enjoys meeting with sissy kerri as they are “very” good friends.  I’m sure we’ll discuss that further later. 

well that’s enough for now, time to have a cup of tea and get ready for this evening.

Master’s Cuckolding conditions for billie

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The original of this was was posted in August 2017 on the old blog but it is worth posting again.  I’ve removed the general blog chat that set up the original blog entry but the main part is below:

  

Early in our FLR, Madam and I discussed the prospect of Madam having an affair.  It was genuinely a 2 way conversation.  with my health condition at the time, I physically struggled to perform for madam and for myself.  Also with Madam’s conversations with Mistress Carol she was interested in Cuckolding me.  but all within controlled boundaries and rules. 
Madam is 5 years younger than me and I knew that she was missing a sex life, just as I was but we needed to refocus and to get ourselves sorted.  When we moved down from Leicestershire to here, south of Milton Keynes, it was a new start for us, Madam started to use her maiden name and used the title of Ms.  when she started working at her new job, she made no indication that she was married. 
She went on a couple of girls nights out and had a some success in on having the occasional one night stand.  However Madam wanted something a bit more stable.  she met “George” through a singles group and that started a 6 year relationship.  George was aware that she was married and once she was comfortable with the way their relationship was running she invited him and I to meet.  He was a nice guy, very good for Madam.  but he made it clear that he wasn’t comfortable with some of the aspects of the FLR.  Not that he wanted to change parts of it, just that he felt that was a thing between Madam and me and not him.  He certainly was not interested in any participation on my part in their relationship, but he did understand what we did and he really got the reasons behind it 
Madam and George had a very good relationship and it only came to an end when he had to move due to work.  He was heading out to the States and it looked like it was a big step up for him and it would have been stupid for him not to have taken the promotion and job.  So Madam was free and “single” again. 
by this point in time there were several internet sites and groups for dating.  After a few false starts and one disaster she meet John, who would become Master. 
John had married early and had 2 daughters but the marriage broke down, quite badly and John spent quite a few years battling with his ex wife.  John’s view was that he wanted a physical relationship but without the marriage aspect.  He had found it with the swingers sites (but that can be limited apparently when you are a single male) and also with a few websites that dealt with Married women wanting affairs. 
John had been involved with a couple that were into the cuckolding scene, but the husband in that relationship was what gets termed a “Stag” – he encourages his wife to have the affair and either gets off on her telling him about it or in watching it.  From what John has told us there was no D/s element to it at all. 
Madam was upfront with John about our FLR and that she was my Dominant and that I was her submissive.  She also explained that I was in chastity most of the time and that I had some elements of feminisation applied.  she also explained the humiliation side of things to him. 
Apparently this sparked some interest with John as it was significantly different from his previous cuckolding experience.  John did a bit of research, the internet can be a gold mine and cess pit of information, and he asked to meet me. 
We all meet for dinner and had a chat over things as Alice, Mick and John.  John started to understand the difference between Mick and billie and also the dynamic between Alice and Mick and between Madam and billie.  After that meeting John asked for a face to face meeting with Mick, no Alice involvement.  We had a good chat, quite open and it was clear that John had done quite a bit of homework.  I was asked to be honest about my relationship with Alice and how I felt with Alice going out with John.  He wanted to know about my sexuality, he wanted to know about my relationship with Mistress Carol and kerri. 
John was also very open with his view on life and was very comfortable with answering my questions – I liked the guy and I still do (we play the occasional game of squash and we are both incredibly rubbish at golf but do enjoy a short 9 hole game every now and again).  we left that meeting with John saying that he had quite a lot to think about and he now had a better understanding on the relationships and the strength on Alice and Micks marriage. 
About a week later I had a call from John, could I meeting him at his Office, just after work, as he wanted to discuss how he wanted to proceed with the relationship with Alice, but also with Mick/billie.  Looking back now I can see why it was done this way, I was in his office, on his “turf” and he was about to issue the terms of his “contract” to enter into our relationship. 
John would become Alice’s boyfriend, John had no problem with Alice and Mick’s relationship (he had one stipulation and I’ll cover that shortly) but billie would have several conditions applied to him and they would require to be implemented prior to John coming to our house. 
John asked Mick to purchase a small jewellery box to be given to Alice as a gift and in it he would like me to place my wedding ring and to give it to Alice, Alice could then place her engagement and wedding rings in the box together.  John’s thinking was that Alice and he would be boyfriend/ girlfriend but Alice and Mick would still be very much married and having the rings all together would be a symbol of that union.  A nice touch and I did get it, even though it would appear she was single by not wearing rings I got the symbolism of the rings being together.  
For billie things would be some what different. 
As far as John was concerned he would only accept one male in the house when he came over to be with Alice, and as the Alpha male that would be him, he wanted billie to be firmly in place as the beta.  John would be referred to as Master or Sir at all times, just as I use Madam or Mistress when engaging with Alice. 
billie must be subservient and submissive to Master at all times, unless directed by Mistress. 
billie will always be in chastity when Master in in attendance.  billie will always meet master at the door of the house and invite him in. 
Master may require billie to demonstrate his subservience.  There will be no direct eye contact with Master, unless ordered to. 

Billie would be required to be in female clothing at all times when Master is around, if out in public I must have female underwear on. 
Master fully intends to emasculate billie infront of Mistress and should be prepared to provide oral and be taken anally.  this can be at any time and as such billie must ensure that he is clean and available to be used. 
If billie is to be in attendance during Master and Madam’s love making and sex and required to do clean up then Master must have his cock cleaned first.  Billie must be prepared to carry out fluffing duties and/or to assist in putting Master into Mistress. 
Master can punish billie, but only at the request of Madam.  This helped me to understand that John knew the D/s relationship was based on Madam and me and that he was being invited into the relationship, but when it came to details John understood the FLR had primacy.
Master would help and assist Madam in my humiliation, but would not compromise our situation with Family, friends and work. 
billie must be prepared to be regularly humiliated and emasculated by Master, so that Master is sure that billie understands his position in the relationship. 
Master would now be Madam’s Boyfriend and as such he would be socialising with her in the local area.  billie was to stop socialising with Madam in any local restaurants and bars.  Master wanted the ability to take his girlfriend for meals  and nights out without any embarrassment to him or to Madam.  If billie wished to take Madam out for an evening then it would have to be done further a field (London). 
billie will be required to drive Madam and Master out on their local dates and collect them at the end of the evening. 
billie does not have the right to be present when Master and Madam make love and have sex, he will be informed if his presence will be required and also he will be directed on what he is to do – sit and watch, face the wall or actively participate. 
There were other requirements but these were the main ones, these were all accepted and became the foundation of having Master in the relationship and it does work.  these have evolved and increased but it meant that Alice had a boyfriend and I now had a Mistress and Master. 
The final aspect was that all 3 of us would have a health check and confirm that we were STD free as Master and Mistress had decided that the relationship would progress on to being without condoms, she would still be on the pill, but I would also be required to used without condoms, once the checks came through as OK we were a committed relationship of three.  Alice had always used condoms with her previous partners and when I’m at Mistress Carol’s there is always condoms used (with kerri and Mistress Carol’s partner – but generally I’m only ever used orally by Master Daniel) 

And so it all started

Diary Dates

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This was a topic that was on our wordpress blog but I thought that it is probably worth extracting a few bits from it and posting it here as we have just had over this weekend a diary check between the three of us, Madam, Sir and myself

We do this every 3 months or so to just sort out what we have planned in our vanilla lives and also what we have planned in the FLR and Cuckolding life.

So after lunch on Sunday I was sent to change into my Sissy Secretary outfit as not only would I be updating my diary I would also be responsible for updating Madam’s calendar and making the bookings for any events or outings that were going to be discussed, in my role as the Sissy PA to Madam and Sir.


The idea is that we inform each of ourselves what we have planned and when and where.  there are a couple of reasons for this, the main one is to allow all three of us to know when we will be in vanilla mode, when we are expecting visitors, when Mick will be around and when we have to book or arrange things. 

From Mick’s point of view I let everyone know what work I have and when it is planned such as visits to clients, delivering training and carrying out project audits – things that will have me away from home.  This is also a safety valve so that Madam can keep an eye on my work load.

Both Madam and Sir will talk about their work commitments that will have them away.

There are a couple of Family events such as Madam’s mother’s birthday, the birthdays of our nieces, John has the birthdays of his daughters.  All are duly noted in the diaries. 

Then we come to the main events.  As part of the cuckolding conditions, Master John has set some rules concerning dates and events:

1.     Christmas is family time and Alice and mick will have that as husband and wife.

2.     New Year is time with friends, Madam, Mistress Carol, kerrie and billie – Master John may be present.

3.     Valentines Day, this is a day for lovers and is only for Madam and Sir, if it is during the week then Madam will stay over with Sir and at the weekend after the day Sir will take Madam out for an evening or a weekend away.  billie should send a valentines card and gift to kerri.

4.    Alice and Mick’s wedding anniversary, this is their time and should be spent as such.  if it occurs during the weekend then Mick can take Alice out for night – probably in London.  if it is during the week then Mick may spoil Alice at home.

5.    Madam and Master’s anniversary – this commemorates the formal start of the cuckolding relationship.  Madam and Sir will go away for the weekend; billie will be present and be tasked with activities appropriate to celebrate his cuckolding.

6.    Mick’s birthday, this can be a vanilla or FLR event.  Madam has the decision on this matter.

7.    Madam’s Birthday, this is an event where Sir will organise.  it may involve Mick or billie or neither.

8.    Sir’s birthday.  Madam will organise this event and it will not include Mick or billie.

9.    Summer holiday, this will be a vanilla event for Alice and Mick.

10. August Bank holiday, this will be a vanilla start to the week for Madam and Sir with a FLR bank holiday get together with Madam, Mistress Carol, Sir, Master Daniel, kerri and billie.

11. Billie will have 2 period of training with Mistress Carol.  one in April/ May and the other just prior to the August Bank Holiday.

12. Most Saturday nights not accounted for will be for Madam and Sir to go out for the evening to either a pub or to a restaurant.  billie will be required to make the bookings.

We each ran through what was already booked and what we needed to add in and plan for.  I confirmed that I had booked tables for Madam and Sir for the next 2 weekends at a couple of local country pubs.  Madam then spoke about the up and coming Christmas functions that she had with work, one with the Milton Keynes office and the other with the head office in London.  Sir would be attending both as Madam’s Boyfriend, I would be on Driver duty for the Milton Keynes function, but the London function would see me left at home.

Sir also had a couple of functions such as his Office Christmas function which wold be a local lunch time/ evening event just for the staff, it had been booked at a local venue but he would like me to come and collect him at the end of the evening, all were noted into my diary.

We discussed what we would like to have arranged for the new year and Sir spoke about what he wanted for valentines day in general terms – a long weekend away with Madam, the rest of the details would be a surprise for Madam.

As is normal Sir informed me that I would be required to come to his office on Thursday evening as his sissy PA – Miss Billie Watson (we had decided that I would use my Grandmothers maiden name for my formal work name) – so that I could use his work computers and his cards for booking the dinner dates and also the accommodations and any of the other items – such as ordering flower or presents.  Where at all possible I’m required to do this by telephone rather that via the internet.  Sir like to hear me make the bookings in my best female or at least gender neutral voice:

“Good Evening is that “X” Hotel, I’m Miss Watson and I’m calling to make a reservation on behalf of my CEO, Mr John “Y”.  he’d like 3 nights booked please for the following dates.  What suites do you have available?  He is treating his Girlfriend and would like something special.  They will be arriving at 1700hrs can you arrange for a bottle of Champagne to be in the in the room on their arrival…..”

With all of the events that we discuss I’m probably going to be busy making bookings for about an hour or so – the “or so” will depend if I find myself having to provide Secretarial services to the boss!


By the end of our kitchen table chat we had a good idea of what we had planned and what we wanted to do for the next few months, it would now be a case of book everything and get the confirmation of the things we had already planned in outline previously.  And my nearest appointment would be going to Sirs office on Thursday, we’ll see what that brings.