Author: sissie billie
A Cage Addition
Unfettered husband
From Madam Alice
Last Saturday – Being exposed
I started the day with the need to get cleaned up, having been used by Sir, I could appreciate why Madam would spend time soaking in the Bath on Saturday and sunday mornings.
Back into my maids outfit for the day I started to tidy up the living room and the kitchen. We have newspapers delivered at the weekend and they are put into the mail box that we have by the gate. so at 7.30am I minced my way to the gate to collect them. There has been a few times when I’ve been spotted by a passing car which can be quite alarming – it’s surprising how fast I can move on 4″ heels!
Sir had his papers and coffee delivered to the bedroom and I was required to “orally wake him up”. once he was happy that he was fully awake I was dismissed and went to get Breakfast ready for Sir when he came down at 9.30.
As per the night before I serve breakfast and stepped back to wait for any requirements from Sir. I was directed to put on the radio and to refill the coffee. Once I cleared the breakfast plate away Sir continued to read his paper with the coffee but also simply moved forward on his seat and undid his flys. “Billie get a cushion and deal with this while I finish the papers.” all very matter of fact.
Once Sir was content with my service and he had finished his paper. he withdrew from my mouth and told me to tidy up – again all very matter of factually.
The rest of the day fell into the normal type of routine that we have. I went about my duties and with a bit of time spare went and did some paperwork while sir watch some sport.
Late in the afternoon I was summoned to the lounge.
“billie, we will be going out for a drive later, make sure your make up is at it’s very best, also wear your new skirt and blouse. I think Alice has put some items for you in the bottom drawer. The items were bagged in the bottom drawer and were mainly one of my waist clinchers, knickers and an old pair of ankle boots, they had a 3 inch block heel.
I’ll be honest I wasn’t looking forward to this, I’ve driven fully en-femme plenty of times but I wasn’t sure what was on the cards this time.
I spent time working on the make up – this isn’t natural for me and I have to spend time applying and reapplying to make sure that I don’t get too much on and look like a really bad (and I mean really bad!) drag queen or either looking like a scary clown! The watch phrase was “less is more”. I dressed in the underwear, padded bra with the cheap inserts that I have, clincher holding up my opaque stockings, knickers over the top. Blouse, skirt, boots and then add a wide belt between blouse and skirt.
Jewellery added, rings, but there was no point adding the ankle chain considering the ankle boots would have hidden it. adjust the Wig and a check in the mirror and I thought that I would pass – just! I picked up the clutch purse and headed down stairs and back to the lounge.
Sore bottom, work and the need to pull my finger out!
Last night Madam pointed out that I had promised to have finished a blog post and that it was still incomplete and that it should have been finished.
No excuse could be given, my work commitments are not considered a factor as I have allocated time during the day to do my private work, my house work and also to do some blogging. I clearly failed in what I was meant to do.
So I was paddled for my lack of time management and I have to have the task completed by Saturday morning.
As of tomorrow morning I will be away until the following Thursday with my work, having finally managed to coral 3 jobs together. so I’ll be heading to York tomorrow to do some contract training for a small company, then to Edinburgh for Friday evening so that I can carry out an audit of a Facilities team managing some important buildings – nothing on the historic side unfortunately- but we can only get access to some parts of the building at the weekend hence being away and then another batch of training for a company in Glasgow and a quick follow up on the audit in Edinburgh.
its all a bit far from home and over a weekend but it pays the bills and helps to keep Madam and her submissive in stockings!
However back to my punishment, while I can still feel my bottom being sore that is not my main concern. Madam has made it plain that I am only to take female underwear with me and to ensure that I am properly attired at all time. no thick socks I can wear Opaque Knee highs over my stockings when working with my clients but not for each of my train journeys, only black stockings.
If you are travelling on the train to York tomorrow and the train to Edinburgh on Friday check out the ankles of Middle aged blokes in jackets and ties you may be surprised!
Madam has also made it clear that she will be providing me a bag with “other items” to help keep me occupied over the weekend when I am at my hotels and the B&Bs that I’m booked into. I’ll get that bag tomorrow before getting on the train and it will have a combination padlock, I won’t get the code until I get to the first hotel. She has also told me that I will have several tasks to occupy my evenings as well as blog entries and also to write up my work – busy busy busy!
The final part from Madam was that I will get a surprise present from her tomorrow, I have a feeling that it will be likely linked to my punishment for my tardiness.
Madam, your submissive billie humbly apologies for it’s lack of effort and will endeavour to ensure that all tasks are done to a suitable standard and to the allocated deadline.
Early Review and Punishment due to work commitments.
From Madam Alice.
I’ve just conducted Billie’s weekly review a few days early this has been due to work commitments this coming weekend.
Mick has been busy trying to tie down a couple of his clients to allow him to finalise the works that they have asked for and he has finally got them all to agree to dates and times that will all slot together. To that end I will be dropping Mick off at the train station on Thursday morning and I’ll see him back in a week’s time. It looks like John is just going to have to keep me busy to stop me getting bored!
Thursday Evening is normally Billie’s weekly review where we consider how he has performed over the last week. I have my book with notes and billie has his book, we review our notes and allocate Merits (yes I do give merits to my lovely submissive – as does John) and demerits.
all of the demerits are tallied up and an appropriate set of punishments are allocated. The biggest crime that billie can do is to not record a misdemeanour in his book that I have recorded in mine, this would result in double, and occasionally triple demerit points.
So this evening billies punishments were:
2 periods of corner time, to be selected at random by me of a minimum of 30 minutes in heels of my choice.
a spanking of 20
and a paddling of 12.
his biggest infringement was for not getting his last blog entry about his weekend with John completed and published, it still appears to be sat in the draft pile.
So I’ve spanked and paddled his bare arse and sent him off to get me some tea with his red bottom on display.
I have also warned him that I will expect him to dressed as billie under his “Mick” clothes at all times during his time away and we will pack him off with a “few” things on Thursday when he leaves. I’ve also told him to be prepared to get tasks while he is away to be undertaken in his spare time as we certainly don’t want him to get bored either!
And he has been told to get the blog entry finished and to produce some more during his time away.
It’s a good job that I’m here to keep him focussed!
Considering Billie’s next chastity
Reader Question – what is the plan?
From Madam Alice:
Just a short follow on post from me, after a email that we received – and we really do like hearing from our Blog readers.
what is my ultimate plan for billie?
Our relationship is on trust and we have spoken regularly about it and we talk constantly – it’s not all Bitch Mistress and Cuckold sissy, our FLR has a lot of equality in it and billie/ Mick want the FLR as much as I do. so this relation is constantly evolving and developing.
We want to progress further with this and I would like, with Billie’s approval, to move further with his submission and increase the feminisation because over the years I have watched how one feeds the other and the whole submission package does help to balance his life and state of mind.
It also does me good to release me stresses as well, being a Mistress to billie is good for me in the same ways in that is good for him.
so what is my goal. in a few more years, I would like to have a sissy House Wife, pretty much retired for his stressful work and focussing on keeping home and looking after my needs. I’d like him to be more feminine and in female attire for over 90% of the time. And I want (need him) to be a constantly involved part of my and our physical relationships. because I love him to bits!!
I’m not sure who this sissy is (if anyone knows please let us know as she is lovely) but she is the aspiration that I have for billie, nice big breasts for a mature sissy, good controlling underwear – plenty of girdles and foundation wear, hairless, with a nice feminine hair cut or wig. nicely submissive and her clit almost constantly confined in a small chastity and still very much sexually aroused by her own submission.
Surely it isn’t too much to ask?
Chastity and orgasms – an interesting article.
From Madam Alice
As part of Billie’s daily tasks he is required to find 10 images, videos, web pages or articles that are of interest. this normally results in a number of items found from sites such as Pinterest, Tumblr and a few others. he will also check the numerous blogs that he follows.
where he finds a blog that he thinks I would be interested in he will add it to my favourites on my tablet in a section marked “for review and consideration”.
I have a couple of sites that I regularly read and check and they have all been found by billie. one site is Missy’s blog which I can’t rate highly enough – go and check her articles out they are a really enjoyable read and great insight to a submissive’s mindset.
As for another site is Sara’s site, she is a submissive cuckolded sissy and we both love what she she writes about. Her Main page is at this link and also there is a link on the side of our blog:
http://saragirlsissyconfessions.blogspot.com/
but she also has a tumblr blog, which unfortunately has had a lot of the good items blanked and sensored. but she did have a good article worth a read and which I fully agree
Last Friday – Bedtime and disturbed sleep
Having been ordered to bed I went and undressed in the guest room. I checked the chest of drawers and found the bag marked for the night time. there was instructions, I had a quick read and then quickly went and showered and tidied my self ready for bed, having also set the alarm for 6am.
Madam had enclosed a note directing me to go and get my normal night clothes – short black satin chemise with matching French knickers, suspender belt, stockings. It also told me to get a pair of my strappy heels to wear in bed. In side the bag was my spandex hood with only the mouth opening and which has the padded eye mask area sewn into it. so not just a hood but a blindfold as well.
Also included was a pair of leather wrist cuffs, our penis gag and 2 loops of rope with karabiner clips. The note told me to loop the rope around the head board upright on each side. we had done this many times before where Madam wanted my arms spread and secured to the top of the bed. The note told me to add the clip to each of the ropes.
I was to dress in my night clothes add the cuffs and turn the light out, then add the hood. the gag should be placed on the bedside table and then go to sleep.
I placed the gag on the side, fitted the roped and made sure they were even. the bed has 4 pillows so I removed 2 and put the other 2 in the centre at the top so that the rope loops would be laid out and could be seen and used without any fumbling in the dark.
I dressed making sure that my stockings were secure and then slid the French knickers up them. I do love sleeping in my satin outfits. I stepped into my heels and bucked the straps around my ankles ensuring they would stay inplace during the night.
The cuffs were next and I adjusted them so that the securing D ring was on the outside of my wrist. I sat down on the edge of the bed and switched of the bedside light and then pulled the hood into position, making sure that the eye mask area was fitted correctly and that my mouth lined up with the opening. Now in darkness, both in the room and in my hood I lay down and pulled the bed cover over me and tried to get some sleep.
I had either dosed off or what about to fully fall asleep when I heard Master come up the stairs. I don’t know what the time would be, I heard him walk to Madam’s room and after a short period he walk back onto the landing and I heard the door open.
There was nothing said, and I lay there waiting. The bed cover was pulled off of me and the cooler room temperature was felt and Master got onto the bed near my head and I felt his cock being placed at my mouth opening. I opened and Master pushed his cock in.
both sides of my head was held and Sir guided my efforts to suck him.
Master withdrew from my mouth and the pillows were moved. Master rolled me onto my front and pulled one hand and then the next to attach the cuffs to the clips on the ropes. Nothing had been said yet and as I gathered my breath from being face fucked my head was pulled back and the gag was forced into my mouth and buckled in place.
Master was off the bed now and I had my arse slapped, “UP!!” I raised my bum and I felt the pillows being inserted under me, holding my arse up and presenting it to Sir. Master took hold of my knickers and pulled them down to my knees and then more gently pulled them off past my ankles.
My now exposed arse received several whacks from Sir’s hand and it certainly stung, but my cries were muffled by the gag.
Sir go onto the bed behind me and I heard the top of the KY being opened, Master must have brought that in with him. I could hear so being applied to Master and then I felt the cold gel being applied to my crack and hole. there was an element of rubbing in of the gel and a gelled finger being pushed into my hole. I’m glad that I had worn the butt plug earlier but I knew it would only help so far. the finger was withdrawn and I could feel Sir’s cock at my hole.
The pressure down onto my arse was increased and almost screamed as the cock was pushed in. I’ve had Sir fuck me before and it always has that initial element of pain as the head of Sir’s cock pushes in.
With steady strokes he was fully in me and pinned. I hear his voice.
“sissy, you squeal in the same way as your wife when I push my cock into her arse, and she loves my cock up her bum!”
with that he started to fuck me, all the time talking,
“when was the last time you were allowed to give your wife anal sex? 8,9, 10 years ago? you know that you are never going to put your waste of time clit in her bum hole ever again don’t you?”
“That’s it slut, you like having cock in you, don’t you?”
“Ive told Alice to make sure that when you get pegged by her that she uses a Strap on that is smaller than me, so that when I use you, you will squeal like a girl when my Girth forces your hole to open.”
and so it went on, I couldn’t reply other than to moan and squeal.
I have got to be honest over the last couple of years I have come to like being fucked, both by strap ons and also by the real thing. Kerrie and Master are the only real cocks that have access to be and kerrie is significantly smaller than Sir. I accepted well before Madam started her relationship with Sir that I was Bi and I knew from the way that Madam was turned on by my sexual interactions with Kerrie that Bi-Sex would become a main stay of our relationship. Everthing that Sir said during his use of me was correct and my liking of it only added to my own internal shame and emasculation – but what a frustrating turn on!
I know that I came during the fucking as I could feel the orgasm building and the expanding wet patch on the pillows below me. Sir continued until he came and I felt his orgasm. He finished and rested in me and then pulled out. I’m sure that could feel his cum starting to slide from me, it may have been the KY but either way I felt open and leaking.
He pulled the pillows out from me and the moved to my head and removed the gag – “Clean me!” and his cock was back in my mouth as I licked and sucked his cock clean. I am really glad that I enema and douche.
he unclipped me and swatted my arse, “get some sleep, sissy, I might be back if I wake up horny..” with that the cover was thrown over me and he left the room.
I didn’t bother putting my knickers back, I pulled my pillows back to the top of the bed, one was cum soaked and went to sleep.
Master did return during the night, but for a gentler session. this time both my wrists were clipped to one rope and Master got behind me in the spoon position and used me in that position. The gag was back in but there was no verbal humiliation this time. I was leaking throughout and once Master finished he unclipped me and removed the gag. instead of his cock pushed into my mouth I was kissed and told to have coffee and the paper in his room for 8.30am and he would have breakfast at 9.30am. with that he left and I lay there leaking front and back as I fell a sleep until my alarm.
































