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Friday afternoon chat.

Posted on 05/11/2018 by sissie billie

With Madam’s new job she has the ability to finish slightly earlier on Friday and this normally means that she is home by 3pm.  This has the advantage that she has more time to get ready for Master’s arrival which is normally about 6-6.30pm.

With Madam’s arrival at 3pm I welcome her home and we normally have a chat about what her day has been over a cup of tea.  This allows Madam to unwind and I can then go and run her a bath.  Previously this has been a bit of a mad period as I would have to prepare Madam’s cloths for the evening, lay them out and have her bath ready for her to come in at 5pm and head straight to her room to get ready.  Now there is an element of calm.  I can also go and get changed while Madam is bathing.

So with this Friday Madam comes home and I have her tea ready and we chat about her day and also what the plans are for the weekend.  Friday night will be a night in but Saturday Sir and Madam will be going out, they have been invited to a party and fireworks display over near Bedford by one of Sir’s Clients.  Madam will be in attendance as his Girlfriend (most of his friends, workers and clients know Madam as that anyway) and I will be required to drive them over there and pick them up at the end of the evening.

We have a chat about my day and what has been occurring.  We talk about the new bit of work that I have picked up via an old client and what the work/ life impact will be, which is not much different from what I have now.

So Madam finishes her Tea and informs me that I should go and get showered and ready for master, she will draw her own bath, but once I have my underwear on I should come to her room and she will help me with my make-up.

I present myself shortly afterwards at Madam’s room.  I had showered and had anal douching prior to her arriving home (I have a enema each morning to ensure that I’m clean and the douche just ensure that I am ready for the evening).  I am told to come in and find that Madam is in one of her short silk robes busy laying out some of her underwear.

“Come in billie, lets a have a look at you?  My don’t you look lovely.”

I stand before Madam in a Black Basque, plain top black stockings and a pair of black full panties with a lace edging.  My Heels are 4” courts.

“Thank you Ma’am.”

“John will be pleased, we both know he likes you wearing basques, corsets and girdles, things that aren’t very manly, are they?”

“No Ma’am” my blushing is slightly deeper at the moment, but Madam continues.

“He certainly has the measure of you doesn’t he Dear?  Only one alpha male in this house and it’s John isn’t it?”

Madam has a little chuckle at my embarrassment, and then points out the other part of my humiliation.

“You can go red with embarrassment as much as you like dear but little caged billie tells me that you like this”

Madam is now cupping the front of my panties where my chastity holds my penis in confinement.

“Your getting stiff in there aren’t you baby?  Is it seeing me like this that is making you strain in your cage or is it the thought of your humiliation and emasculation to John….Mmmnn?”

“Both Ma’am”  It comes out barely more than a whisper.  It is difficult to explain  Madam turns me on so much as I love her, she is a beautiful woman and her power over me as my Madam all make her my complete focus and turn on.  But the humiliation factor and the cuckolding shouldn’t create the same feelings but they do and I am turned on and embarrassed by it at the same time.

“Ok dear, come and sit here at the vanity and we can get you ready”

I sit and Madam get to work on outlining my lips with a pencil before then applying some deep red lipstick to my lips.

“now billie, some Lip gloss just to seal that in, John doesn’t need a marker on his cock to know how far you have travelled, does he?  We both know that it is too big for you to swallow and you still have that gag reflex with it.  But he does like seeing your red lips sliding up and down it, doesn’t he dear?”

“Yes Ma’am”

“and why is that, dear?”

“I have to show him that I am subservient to him, and that he is the Alpha Male in this house, Ma’am.” 

“Yes billie, and I want him comfortable when he is here that he doesn’t have any competition, besides this is good for you to be the Beta male, the subservient and submissive – you like that don’t you?  And John is very good to you, isn’t he dear, he has you involved in this relationship –  it isn’t just me and him, it is all three of us, isn’t it dear?”

“Yes Ma’am”

“You get turned on by him emasculating you don’t you?  Your humiliation and excitement at it makes you a confused and frustrated bunny doesn’t it?”

A very whispered and blushing “Yes Ma’am”.


“hold still and I’ll get this eye shadow on you and a little blusher onto your cheeks – not that you seem to need it.  We’ll re-do this again tomorrow just after lunch after you’ve been to do the shopping, but with a bit more for you, a bit of eye liner, mascara.  I may even add some false lashes onto you.”

I hold still as she adds the make up to my eyelids.  Everything that is applied today will last the evening and will be removed for when I do the grocery shop next morning but I know that the eyeliner and mascara will last longer and be a bit more obvious.

“have you done your nails?”

I slip my stocking feet from my court show and show the toes with their bright red polish and present my hands to show the fact that they have clear nail polish on them.

“Tomorrow afternoon I want your finger nails to have the same red polish as your toes dear, all matching, I want you looking your best when you take us to Bedford tomorrow night.  I want my sissy husband looking very effeminate as he drops off his wife and her boyfriend for the party. You want that don’t you?  To look your sissy best for us, being the best beta male you can?”

Madam is gently taunting me and she know that this is making me strain in my cage.  She rubs the front of the panties to check my frustration and my turn on is obvious.

“ You are damp, you little tramp!  You are leaking and we haven’t even touch you!  How long since you last came?”

“Three weeks Ma’am..”

“that’s right, but you have been dribbling cum every time John and I have fucked you haven’t you?  You were so close on Wednesday night, I thought you were nearly there, but no, just leaking.”

Her chuckle was there again and then I saw the slight glint in her eye.

“Would you like me to ask John to fuck you tonight?  No I have better Idea I’ll let him know how turned on you are at the moment getting ready and you can beg him to fuck you, offer yourself to him.  You’ve grown to like having him mount you.  It is such a buzz watching my loving husband submit to my boyfriend…”

Madam is saying this is such a wicked way that it is not helping my constrained aroused state at all.

“enough now!  I need to get in the bath.  Oh, are you plugged dear?”

I stand up and confirm that I am, turning round and showing Madam the jewelled end of the metal plug in my sissy pussy.

“Oh yes, I love the open back panties Dear, are they new?”

“Yes Ma’am, they came on Monday, I though you and Sir would like them.”

Somehow I don’t think that the blusher Madam had just applied concealed my embarrassment.

“billie! You are such a tart!  OK go and put on your short satin French maid uniform and change your shoes – your 5” slut heels are probably more appropriate for a tart like you for tonight! Now off you go.”

And with that I scuttled off to change my shoes and put on my uniform for the evening.  
Madam knows how to push my buttons and also how to get the most out of me as her (and Sir’s) submissive.  I love my wife!

Christmas Unwrapping may be delayed??!!

Posted on 30/10/2018 by sissie billie
From Madam Alice

I’m very lucky with having such a wonderful husband who indulges me.  Last night I came back from work and billie was waiting by the door with a glass of white wine for me and told me that my bath was ready upstairs.  (we have this down to a fine art now – I send a text message when I’m leaving work and that lets him know how long he has to get things ready for my arrival.  The opening of the gates gives him enough time to fill my glass and be waiting  for me!)

so I go to my bedroom, cast off my clothes and go and have a soak in the bath, by the time I get out of the bath my clothes have been miraculously picked up and tidied away either to the wardrobe or to the laundry basket.  my clothes for the evening are laid out and I can get dressed ready for the evening meal.

while I dressed I called billie and told him that he could change out of his maids uniform (but keep his lingerie on) and join me for dinner as Mick.

we chatted through our day and what had been happening in our work worlds. The meal was lovely, as expected, and as we finished Mick went to make a coffee for each of us and we settled down together on the sofa for a bit of Wife and husband time (Cuddles included) while catching up with Strictly Come Dancing –  oh how rock and roll! well we were a bit busy on the weekend….as we usually are with John staying over as he does.

after a short while my phone goes and it is John calling.  Once Mick realises it is John he excuses himself to the kitchen to give me some privacy while I chat with my boyfriend, I don’t have to ask or tell he simply kisses my hand and heads for the kitchen.

I chat with john for about 10 minutes, Mick comes back with another coffee.

“Everything alright?” he asks

“John’s daughters are going to spend Christmas with his ex wife, and he has now got them for the New Year.”

Now just to explain, my boyfriend John has been divorced for many years and his 2 daughters (both grown up in their early 20’s) normally meet up and spend Christmas together and then the girls go and have New Year with their Mother and her partner.  this normally allow Mick and I to have a vanilla Christmas together and then we have John over after boxing day and then Carol and Kerri come and have New Year with us either here at our house or down at Carol’s.

“So what is John’s intention for Christmas?”

I had a feeling that Mick would be a little worried about this as he is due to be unlocked from Chastity on Christmas Eve for his 3 days of freedom, and I though I could see little cogs of his mind working…. I was right but really wrong about what was to come next.

“well he will probably just be at his house or go and book a lunch some where…”

“Oh bollocks to that!  John can’t spend Christmas on his own.  Call him back and tell him he can come here.”

“Mick, you know the rules for when Mick is here, you need to be caged and …..”

“Alice, I know that and I’m sure a few days of an extension in the chastity will be fine, I’ve already done 2 months and with another 2 to go, so a few extra days will be fine.  besides John is part of this relationship both as John and as Master.  Give him a call and tell him to spend Christmas here.”

It’s one of the wonderful things that I like about my husband, even without the FLR part of our relationship, he does really care about me, my family and our friends – especially our friends and that is why I love him so much.

So John is coming to stay from Boxing day through to just before New Year, I will have to see where we fit in some Vanilla time for Alice and Mick, and it looks like billie will be serving his Madam and Master on Christmas day.

I think that Master John needs to get billie a special present for being a very good submissive.  Any suggestions?

Promotion and Routine changes

Posted on 23/10/2018 by sissie billie

There has been  few changes – not bad changes I wish to point out – with Madam and our normal weekly routine.

about 3 weeks ago Madam was promoted which came with a bit of a pay rise, a bit more responsibility but she was hankering for that and she now runs a development team for the company.  The main difference is that she has to go into London each Wednesday to the main office.  this means that she is off on the train and I take here to the station for 6.50am.

So this evening I have the responsibility of ensuring that her Suit is pressed and ready for her, her 3″ heels are clean and prepared and that her “London” bag is prepped with her 4″ Office Heels, a spare pair of stockings and appropriate make up and other essentials that she may want – also her Kindle must be fully charged so that she can read on her journeys to and from London.

Madam requires that I drive her to the station and drop her off and she has been most insistent that it is done Enfemme, so my wigs have been getting a bit of use each Wednesday.  (Madam has suggested that we may need to look at getting a better quality wig for me and to be honest that probably isn’t a bad idea.)  Madam’s other requirement is that I have a short loose skirt on so that she can have access to my stocking tops.  while Madam does say that she just like touching the tops of my thighs and the suspender straps I think it is mainly to warm her hands on the cold mornings!

So having dropped her off in the morning I head back to the house to carry out my morning house work and other maid duties.  This is followed by a short stint in my office – as Billie the Secretary and then lunch.

This is where things and the routine have changed.  Madam would occasionally spend Wednesday evenings over at Master Johns house and then come home about Midnight.  The evenings would be either a visit to the Pub or an evening being entertained by Master.

Madam decided that since she was coming back from London on the train she would go direct to Master’s house.  but since she didn’t have transport she would require for me to collect her at the end of the evening.

Master John then made the suggestion that if I had to come and collect her then why don’t I come to the house and prepare it for the evening ready for my Mistress’s visit – cook a meal, tidy up, turn down the bed, fluff her lover…..etc.

so that is now the Wednesday routine.  I will travel over to the north side of Milton Keynes – enfemme of course, park at the side of the house and let myself into the house.  Master will have sent me a text to let me know what tasks he requires and what dress I’m required to wear – Maid, Secretary, slut or just in my underwear.  I will then get on preparing for when Master gets home from work and also for the later arrival of Madam.  she will normally get a taxi from the station to Master’s Home.

Tomorrow will be the 4th time that Madam has gone to London.  First 2 Wednesday I was required to be dressed in Maids uniform and had the tasks of tidying Sir’s house and last week Master had me dress in my office uniform as he decided to work from Home that day.  I helped him with some of his paper work and inevitably I spent part of the afternoon under his desk providing Oral service.

The biggest part is ensuring that Sir releases me from his duties to allow me to prepare the evening meal for Madam and him.

As has been the case since being caged since August I have become more involved in Madam and Sir’s sexual activities but that is something to explain in another post.

And this week I will mainlly be wearing….

Posted on 18/09/2018 by sissie billie

it’s a quite week on the work front so more time to be spent on my domestic responsibilities for Madam

A good supplier of Stockings

Posted on 17/09/2018 by sissie billie

Friday last week saw me working up near Mansfield with a client that was having problems with preparing a contract. I had done some work for him here at home and it was just a case of delivering my work to him and taking him through what had been done and how to putting it all together in one document – a straight forward bit of work.  Up there for 8.30 and then finish by 1pm and on my way home.

However I took the opportunity to divert into a place in Sutton-in-Ashfield and pick up some stockings for Madam.

We had come across this company purely by chance in 2013 when one of the local lingerie shops that we use for stockings stopped keeping them in stock and in particular we wanted some Fully  Fashioned stockings.

we came across the company “Silky Sensations” on the web and they could supply a whole range of tights and stockings and in particular Fully Fashioned and Re-enforced Heel and Toe (RHT) stockings.  The prices were very good and we thought that we would take a chance and ordered some.  As I was working on a job in Sheffield that week I collected the order.

we were initially worried about the price being low so the quality would reflect that, but it wasn’t the case.  the quality was fantastic and both Madam and I were really pleased with them particularly the FF Stockings for Madam and the RHT for me.

one of the problems that we had was that we lost the email and the website details so when we wanted to get some replacements we couldn’t find out who we go them from, we knew that the company was near Mansfield, and to be honest that diverted us from the real location.

eventually last week Madam found the company again and we made contact with them.  Still trading and still working from the same premises in Sutton-in-Ashfield.

https://silky-sensation-fg-packing.business.site/

https://www.ebay.co.uk/str/silkysensation

I gave them a call and had a chat with the owner, Frank, I explained that we had looked at the website which was quite bare of information and also had a look at the ebay shop.  there was some good items there but I gave a call to make sure that he had the FF stockings That Madam was after.

I had a good chat with Frank the owner, basically the company’s main business is dyeing the stockings and tights for all of the main manufacturers and he purchases some of the stock for selling on – either branded or un branded.

The FF stockings and the RHT stockings are excellent, they are un branded but really fine and Madam is really impressed by them, with a price under £10 each (Frank will do a price for you based on how many you purchase)  they are excellent, the only difference to purchasing a branded pair such as GIO is that they have not been steam ironed flat but that doesn’t really matter once you put them on.

I picked up 4 pairs of Charnos Elegance Plain Top stockings for £3.50 per pack and they are brilliant.

The so what from this is, if you are looking for good quality stockings or tights then don’t over look this company – Silky Sensations, also give Frank a call and discuss what you want as he has a lot of stock that isn’t on the ebay page or if you are looking for something special or different he can either get it or has it in stock and from our couple of orders with him he does a very good price.

Contact:
Frank Leicester  on 01623 554782

silky-sensation-fg-packing

Mansfield Road
Sutton in Ashfield
NG17 4FN
United Kingdom


01623 554782

Interesting Article that Madam found on Chastity

Posted on 10/09/2018 by sissie billie

Madam came across this article last night

http://cuckoldhusbandobediencetraining.tumblr.com/post/177825196127/chastity-and-orgasm-control-the-28-day-cycle

while it is different to what we do she could see the merits of it.

I don’t think that it will change Madam’s plans for me in the short to medium term…

Sunday Breakfast in Madams Bed

Posted on 10/09/2018 by sissie billie

As normal for a Sunday morning I went Madam’s bedroom at 8 O’clock to wake her and Master for the day.  I knocked gentle but it was clear that both her and Master were very much awake, as they were clearly making love together.

Normally I would excuse myself and carry on with my other morning duties but Madam called me and directed that I should join them.

I was told to remove my maid uniform and the wriggle under her into the 69 position and to provide oral to her as Master continued to penetrate her.

even though they have been together for 6 years now and I have seen Master make love and fuck Madam, being in this position under my Mistress and being faced with Master’s cock still overawes me.  Master is significantly bigger than me and being so close to it filling my Mistress fills me with so many emotions.

Master doesn’t even break stride with his fucking of Madam and I lick at her.  As he comes he pushes fully into her and I get to watch as his balls tighten and his cock pulses as his semen is forced into her.  He holds her tight until he finishes and as he slowly withdraws his cock I see it leave Madam’s open pussy with it’s semen covering and Master simply tells me to “clean it!”.

I take Master’s cock in my mouth and start to lick and suck it clean.  when he is content he withdraws it and can see that his cum is now starting to appear at Madam’s opening.

“billie be a good cuckold and clean your Mistress, you need a good bit of breakfast to start the day!” and as I started to lick Master’s dripping cum from my wonderful Mistress I hear both of them chuckle at my continued emasculation.

Morning from Madam Alice

Posted on 08/09/2018 by sissie billie
From Madam Alice,
Morning, we are starting to get back into a routine here with the Blogging again, our experiences with WORDPRESS were not particularly good and it did make us wonder what we should do.  but we had quite a few words of encouragement from blogging friends.
so billie has got this established and we will aim to do a few more posts.  they will be a mix of short posts with images and comments but also updates about what we have been upto.
please let us know what you think, as feedback either will be encouragements and will allow us to develop the blog.
now it is time for me to get up as John is nearly finished in the shower and Billie is down stairs making breakfast (having woken both of us with his wonderful tongue!)
I hope that you have a lovely day!
   

4 weeks in chastity, 15 to go

Posted on 06/09/2018 by sissie billie

Well I’ve been back in chastity nearly 4 weeks and things have settled down.  I know that I won’t be released from the cage for another 15 weeks, so how are things?

Things are OK, the increase in the chastity period wasn’t a shock to be honest as it was something that we had been experimenting with and also we had talked about it, between Madam and myself and also with Master.  So what is the impact?  I expected to have to get my mind in the right place but I’ve found that isn’t really the case it has been business as usual really.  The only thing that I have found is that I am becoming a little bit more “leaky” particularly when we are in play mode and at the weekend when the arousal is more focussed.
The other major change is that I am spending far more of the time fully dressed in Female clothes.  During a normal working week the only time that I would be in male clothes would be for the doing the Shopping trip, and even that has female elements to it as well.

While I have still been doing the occasional run/ jog I have been required to wear tights and a body suit.  Madam has also bought me a woman’s long sleeve body with a slight roll neck for my winter runs, so even that has become more feminine.

With the nights getting darker Madam has already told me that when she works away and needs collecting from the train I will need to come as billie suitably attired in a skirt.  The same will be the case when I drop her and Master off at the restaurants for their nights out.  Madam pointed out a navy blue two piece suit – jacket and knee length pencil skirt- in a local charity shop that would be suitable attire for her sissy chauffeur, as it was a suitable size for me we purchased it and it has now been added to my uniform wardrobe.
Master has been happy with the changes and now feels that while he has a lover in the shape of Madam, he also has a slut that he can make use off.  Madam has also been making sure that my sexual needs are dealt with during the week as well as she has a new strap-on harness that allows for the use of different dildos and she has been using it on me regularly.
So I am here in my office in what could be termed my secretary tart uniform – basque, plain top stockings, nylon panties, black thigh length skirt and a white transparent blouse with a pussy bow on the front.  A black velvet choker with a small locket pendant which has a picture of Madam in it, and on my feet are a pair of 4” black court shoes.  The cooler weather here has made this a more pleasant outfit to wear and to work in.  I still have my jacket and tie to hand but my shirt is now a white ladies blouse.
So things are good, Madam has increased her control and influence over me in all aspects of our lives and I’m very happy with that.

Changes are in Progress

Posted on 29/08/2018 by sissie billie

Having been away for our Bank Holiday break, I was sent for my Summer Assessment with Mistress Carol and then we all met up for the August Bank Holiday.

This year Madam and Master went back to the Hotel that we all stayed in last summer but this time I was given to Mistress Carol’s submissive TV Husband.  while in the past we have been very close and I have learned a lot from Kerri, and regularly we have been submissive boyfriends/ gurlfriends.  our last meeting had me given to Kerri as her submissive.  Well my August Bank Holiday was spent as Mistress Kerri’s submissive sissy.

It was a fun, enjoyable but somewhat frustrating period for me as I remained in Chastity for the whole period and Mistress Kerri was released from her chastity for the duration of the long weekend.  She certainly made use of her release time…..

so what are the changes?

Madam, Master and Myself had a good chat over the last couple of days.  Both feel that my submission is going well and it is ensuring that it is working with my controls for my health, both physical and mental.  I feel good and yes it is working for me.  Part of that is the periods of Chastity, Madam would now like to formalise my periods of release and have them now allocated to 3 times a year.

So having had 2 days out of the cage, come Friday I will be locked up again until Christmas Eve, where I will be released for 3 days – Christmas Eve, Christmas Day and Boxing Day.  I’ll then be locked up until Easter, and released for a period between 2-5 days, this will see me through to just after the August Bank Holiday.

Madam will also consider releasing me for 1 day on my birthday and perhaps on our anniversary, but that will be at her discretion, depending on my behaviour.

Master was also asked if he would make more use of me orally and anally which to be honest has been increasing more regularly over the last 12 months anyway and this has added to my submission and emasculation.

So we will see what happens over the next 4 months.

 

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