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Christmas Party – Involved, but from a distance.

Posted on 19/12/2018 by sissie billie

Madam had both of her work Christmas Parties this week, midweek was the meal for the team from the Milton Keynes office and then on Friday Night was the head office bash in London.

Now the lunch on Wednesday was just for the team and was pretty much over by 3pm, everyone happy and I picked up Madam close to the pub where they had the do and then took her over to Master’s house to wait for him to come home.

Friday was a whole different arrangement.  this was bit of a bash in London at a hotel and the company was bringing in a lot of the team leads and senior managers from all of their offices.  This was an event for employees and their partners to attend.

Now that Madam is a Project lead, she received her invite and as it was for partners Master John was asked if he would attend, which he fully agreed to.  The hotel for the bash offered discounted rooms and Madam and Sir duly booked a room for the night.

so why wasn’t I accompanying my wife – When we moved from Leicester down to Milton Keynes and Madam transferred into this company she made it clear to the company that she was Ms X (using her maiden name), she isn’t known as Mrs Luff, all her documents have been changed back to her maiden name and no one has questioned her use of Ms.  at one point we even discussed changing my surname to her maiden name, but it was felt that we should only do the one change.

So everyone at Madam’s work believes that she is divorced/ separated and had a Boyfriend – John.  He attend the work functions, attends the dinner parties and provides Madam with the “Arm Candy” that is appropriate for these functions.

So lunch time on Friday Madam arrived home to change and to collect her bag for the evening, Sir arrived shortly after and I drove both of them to the train station to head into London. Madam and Sir were in the back and as we drove Madam gave me instructions for the evening ahead

” Now billie I want you to enjoy our evening tonight as much as we will, once you get back to the house change into your underwear and heels, no maids uniform this evening. keep your phone to hand and set up your tablet in the spare room, switched on and logged in.”

“If I send you a message, I will expect a response with 2 minutes, do you understand dear?”

“Yes Madam.”

“You are not to go to bed until we go to bed and you will be messaged when that is, you will sleep in the spare room tonight so make sure you have your things in there for later.”

“Yes Madam.”

Once Madam and Sir had been dropped off, I headed home, parked up and went and changed.  The journey into London can take just over an hour and so I know that I had a 30-40 minute period to get ready prior to Madam getting off the train.  I wasn’t sure how long until they got to the hotel, but I thought that I had best crack on.

So I headed to the maids room and changed out of my (male) trousers and blouse.  I had been wearing a body suit, suspenders and stockings so thought that I had best change to the usual Friday evening underwear of Basque, stockings, panties and heels.  As normal I added one of my plugs and slipped on my 4″ courts shoes.  A little bit of make up, lipstick added, a pair of pearl clip on earrings and for some reason I added the thin leather collar that I had.

I gathered up my bed clothes – black chemis, French knickers, suspender belt and stockings.  I headed to the bed room carrying my folded clothes with my phone on top and then picked up the tablet from the living room.  once in the bed room I placed the clothes on the pillow, propped the tablet up on the wooden stand on the bed side cabinet.  I plugged the tablet into the mains and then logged in with my profile.  all was set.

I sent Madam a text to say that I had complied with her instructions and received a reply saying that I they would be arriving in the station shortly and she would text me when they were in the taxi.

I went about my jobs, mainly tidying up Madam’s bedroom and en-suite after they had used at lunch time.  My phone pinged with a message, “go to the tablet and turn on the skype”

I presented myself in the spare room infront of the tablet just as the skype call came in, I turned it on and saw Madam and Sir in the back of a cab.

“Very nice dear, turn around, lovely, bend over, now panties down, very nice.”

I have no idea what the cab driver made of that as a conversation in the back of the cab!!

“We should be at the hotel in about 10 minutes and then checking in, leave the skype on, but put the tablet on the floor facing the stool, I’ll send you a text, and I’ll expect you set up within 5 minutes.”

my phone pinged and a text arrive, Madam must have pre typed these, as this was quick –

“get my strap on fix it to the vanity stool in the bed room, kneel and worship your Mistress’s cock, you will be told when to stop by text.”

Madam keeps her special toy in the drawer next to her bed, so I tottered off to get it, on the way back I collected a hand towel and spare pillow for my knees, I had no idea how long I would be there so thought it was best to prepare.  The towel went down on the top of the padded bench stool and I undid the straps of the harness and wrapped them around the stool to secure it in place.

I repositioned the tablet to see the stool, dildo and me, adjusted and once ready I knelt and started to comply with Madam’s instructions.  my phone was placed on the stool to the side of the dildo.

I spent probably about 20 minutes kneeling sucking on the dildo, while I had the occasional sideways glance I could occasionally see that Madam or Sir watching what I was doing.

Ping!-  message “very nice dear, just checked in, heading to the room, keep going”

 a few minutes later Ping! “now in the room, nice view” the attached photo showed a selfie of Madam holding Sir’s cock. “you can stop now, get some lube on the dildo and you can fuck yourself while I show you how to suck a cock!”

it is a conflicting turn on when your wife is with someone else and talking dirty, and you are being a remote voyeur.

I repositioned the tablet and quickly grabbed the lube from the drawer of the bedside cabinet. I removed my plug and slowly positioned myself on the strap on.

Madam promised me a show and that is what I got, her in a London Hotel on her knees sucking Sir’s Maleness as he sat on the chair in the room.  while I back at home watched fascinated and slowly fucked my self.

As Madam finished her task she turned to the camera on the phone that Sir had been holding, showed me her mouth with Sir’s cum and then swallowed and smiled.

The show was over Madam informed me she was going to unpack now and that I should carry on with my work about the house, with that the skype connection closed.

I got off the dildo, cleaned it and went about my jobs, with my phone always to hand.

about an hour later there was a message that came through, “get your headphones and go to the main bedroom.”  I went and picked up the set of Bluetooth headphones that I use in the car and the office and got to bed room.  I quickly created the connection and placed the headphone on my head.  The phone rung “Yes Ma’am?”

“Go to your corner and face the wall.”  I replied and headed to my allotted spot in Madam’s bed room, I did as I always do when dismissed to the corner and that is to get a close into the corner as I can, head slightly bowed without touching the wall and my heels together.  my hands behind my back.

The phone line was still open and I could hear Madam and Sir Talking.  it sounded like they were on the bed and then I realised what was about to happen.  Often when Madam and her boyfriend were about to have sex and they wanted me near but not involved I would be sent to the corner.  this was about to happen but with me remote from them.

The call lasted over 45 minutes and I stood in the corner, in my 4″ heels, my calves burning listening to the love making of my Mistress and her partner.  my caged penis twitched with frustration for the period.  for a large part of this time I had my eyes closed so that my senses would focus on hearing what was going on, with my imagination full of images of Madam with Sir.

once they had finished and Madam had recovered, I heard Madam’s voice “Billie, I could really do with your tongue here at the moment but unfortunately  that’s not possible, you are dismissed, we’ll speak later.” and the phone went dead.

 I spent the next 10 minutes wandering about to ease my calves.

About 6.30pm a message came through from Madam, “Lace Tops or Seams?”

It wasn’t really a question, Madam loves wearing her FF Seams when she goes out so theer really wasn’t a choice, besides I had packed 2 pairs for her and the Lace Tops were standby’s in case she happened to have a run in her stockings.  so I replied “Seams Madam, what else would my Mistress wear.”

About 6.45pm I had a ping of a message from Sir, “check your email”

There was a set of photos from Master showing Madam draped on the bed in her lingerie for the evening, a black waist clicher/ waspie, quarter cup bra supporting her breasts but with her nipples exposed. her black velvet choker with a small white cameo on it, black FF stockings and her strappy 5″ heels (they have a 1.5″ platform).  she looked amazing, I was incredibly proud of how elegant my wife looked and very jealous at the fact that she was with Master.

The email simply said “Your sexy wife, my hot slut”,   with that my phone pinged and a photo from Master came through and it showed Madam, in her “little Black Dress” in the hotel Foyer, the tag line was “about to get in a cab.”  I can’t deny it.  when Madam puts on the Glam, she looks the part, she looked very sexy and very sophisticated.

I then had 2 more messages in quite quick succession from Sir, a selfie of him and Madam in the back of the cab and the second and few moments later was an up skirt photo showing me that she wasn’t wearing knickers, her thighs framed by her stocking tops –  the tag line was “what kind of wife goes to her work function with no panties on –  the type that want to be fucked by someone that isn’t her husband!”

There was nothing more so I went and had my evening meal in the kitchen, and afterwards did some work on the computer, mainly trying to save some of the blog information from Tumblr.

about 9.20pm, Madam sent a message “had a lovely meal, just having a drink at the moment, company is wonderful, the boss’s wife is very taken with John, he is a charmer! My boss can’t keep his eyes off my legs and Seams, a good choice as always from my devoted hubbie.  the band is very good, John has promised me a few dances, particularly looking forward to some slow dances with him.  I’ll message soon, keep awake!”

at nearly 10pm a message arrived from Ma’am, “don’t get bored dear, go and worship my cock for a while, have the tablet to hand.”

I headed to the bedroom and set the tablet up and started to orally worship the fake cock.  I had been there for just over 10 minutes when the skype call arrived.

“Oh good gurl billie, very nice, you are doing very well on that.”
I glanced side ways and could see both Madam and Sir looking into the phone.

“keep going dear we’ll check in on you shortly.” and with that the call ended.

over the course of the next hour and a half Madam called in to check on me fellating the strap on, telling me to stop and to go to the corner and then messaging me to come from the corner to start sucking again.  The calls and texts were at random, some were via skype just to check that I was complying. I finished about 11.40.

a text from madam “you’ve been a very good cuckold this evening, you can watch some of the sissy cuckold porn and fuck your self to it, I’ll let you know when we get back to the hotel, by the way fix your lipstick.”  Madam was right, most of it had come off from the prolonged sessions of oral worship this evening.

On my laptop there is a series of files for me which Madam has approved – some are slideshows of cuckold porn, some are slideshows on images of Madam on her own or of her with Sir.  with her permission I am allowed to anally masturbate to these, so I went and got the laptop to the bedroom set it up and again removed the my butt plug and impaled myself on the dildo.  I spent the next hour on Madam’s cock.

another message arrived at 12.45 am.  “back in the hotel, get your headphones, turn on the bedside light and go to your corner and wait for the call”

The call arrived about 10 minutes later from Master,

“Hello Billie, hope you’ve had a good evening, Alice enjoyed hers, she’s a little bit tipsy.  I’ve got her out of that little dress and I’m going to give the little tease the fucking she has been deserving all night, once I’ve given her a light spanking for being a prick tease to her boss! but that is your fault for advising her to wear her seamed stockings!  Now you be a good little cuckold listen into me making love and having sex with your wifey and try and guess when I take my cock out of her cunt and shove it into her arse, you know how she likes a bit of anal fucking but it does make her squeal!”

with that the phone sounded like it was set down and I could hear Master telling Madam that she was a bad girl for teasing her boss and then what sounded like a few playful slaps – not the type that I receive from Madam or Sir.

I spent over an hour in the corner, and yes I could tell when Master’s cock was pushed into Madam’s arse!

At about 2am I was told to go to bed and the phone click off!

I grabbed a quick shower and changed into my bed time lingerie and fell asleep until my phone pinged at 7.45am, it was Madam, “Just about to give John his morning BJ, since you aren’t here to give it, go suck on my one, I’ll let you know when I finish, hopefully before the room service arrive with breakfast this morning or they will be in for a surprise!”

clearly Madam wasn’t hanging around this morning as my phone pinged again 16 minutes later “All done!! get on with your morning routine we’ll see you later this morning when you pick us up at the station! Bye, Love you!”

And the last 2 words made my heart skip a beat and made me smile, and I love her!

so it was time to get washed, changed and tidied up ready to welcome my loving wife and her boyfriend home after their night of partying and my participating from a distance.  Well nobody can say I wasn’t involved and no body can say this cuckolding relationship is dull!

Responding to an Email Question – Submissive Dressing

Posted on 18/12/2018 by sissie billie

we had a email from a blog  reader, J90, of the blog with a couple of questions about me and also our relationship.

while I gave a response to one of his questions it was suggested that I should publish the response on the blog.

so here is J’s question and my response to it,

where does your mind go when you are in your most unusual or provocative outfit, since you’ve probably gotten used to wearing lingerie most of the time?


Ok, as a kid growing up I was fascinated with women wearing stockings –  Damn you Benny Hill for chasing those women in their underwear on our TV in the 70’s and early 80’s!!, this really became a fetish for me, I loved , and still do, seeing a women wearing stockings and heels.  when I met Alice it was fantastic and a real joy to find that she used to wear suspenders and stockings to work and also when she went out.


These were a real turn on for me and they played a part in our vanilla sex lives.  we did some adventurous things in our sex life, a bit of cross dressing and some Sub Dom play.  and yes wearing stockings was a turn on for me – but always as a bit of a “dirty” turn on, by that I mean I shouldn’t be turned on by wearing them.  we went to several fancy dress parties – Vicars and tarts, Rocky Horror – and in each case I would cross dress, all a bit of fun but a definite turn on, normally coming back Alice would make me keep the outfit on and then take a dominant role in the bedroom for the evening – all the signs were there for what the future would become but neither of us were looking in that direction.  

My breakdown was coming over a progression of years, that’s why it wasn’t seen by either of us.  when it happened I had help from some very good people and as part of that I had to go through CBT – cognitive behaviour therapy –  this is talking therapy.  the thing that came from it was that I felt that I had to get everything right – at work and at home, that I was responsible for ensuring Alice was happy and that my efforts were not succeeding.  I was so focussed on the needs of work and on others that I was ignoring myself and I had crashed.  the other thing was that Alices’ work was picking up and that she was being promoted and running a department, she was being “groomed” (a bad choice of words in today’s society) for bigger and better things in her company.  so you had 2 Alphas competing in the house, one of whom was driving himself too hard and too fast, thinking that he wasn’t doing enough to please and support his wife.

so what has that to do with things.  well the professional medical suggestion was for me to slow life down and to take a back seat for a while and focus on myself.  I refused this last point as I explained to the guy that was my nurse during one of the CBT sessions, and Alice was present at the time, that while I accepted that I needed to cut back drastically, I wouldn’t focus on myself as Alice was my focus, I loved her and she was the one person that made me safe and secure and as such I needed to focus on her.  I think this shocked Alice at the time about how much she really meant to me.  The result was that I would stop doing my current job and move to a far reduced work load as a consultant.  I would work from home and help and support Alice with her career development.  when we got home that  night myself and Alice had a good heart to heart and a good cry.  she recognised what had been said that day and she would help me refocus my (and our lives), this was the foundation of our FLR marriage.

so what has this to do with lingerie wearing?

Alice wanted to make sure that I stayed true to my word and that I would stick with the consultancy work and that I wouldn’t venture back into the world of big projects and contracts.  I would be required to get her ready for work and to be the perfect house husband, but I would be required to wear women’s knickers, suspenders and stockings.  while she considered her clothing as empowering in her new business and management role, this included her underwear, she felt that by making me wear women’s underwear it would make me more self conscious when I was out doing some of my work and also it would be harder to be that Dominant Alpha dog when you have lacy knickers and lace top stockings on under your suit!  She had a point and it worked.


 Now while I have stated that I have a stocking fetish and love seeing women in lingerie stockings and heels, I’m not the only one, Alice does as well but she also gets very turned on by her husband in stockings, the other part with her is that she uses my fetish against me to get that dominance – “an Alpha male would not be wearing these things would they dear?”
Now this is the part that gets to your questions – about time you think! – Stockings turn me on, I love seeing women in stockings and my wife is incredibly  powerful and dominating in her stockings and heels.  The feel of wearing the stockings turn me on as does the associated underwear and heels but it still has that embarrassment factor – I shouldn’t be turned on by this, these are for sexy women, they add confidence to a woman but it takes that confidence from me, it makes me more submissive and that is the space that my mind goes to.  Alice recognised this years ago, she recognised that I needed to be submissive and to be in that space with my channelled focus on serving her, and in turn improving my well being.  sound odd but it’s true.
Over time things have developed and my lingerie and stocking wearing have progressed and with John coming into the relationship he understood the whole dynamic – it took a good bit of explaining and chatting to get the details over.  he has worked with Alice and myself to add to the FLR and between them I’ve progressed to more regular female wear at home and at my little office in the Garden as well as developing my role in the cuckolding relationship.  I haven’t gotten used to it as the whole package of fetish, embarrassment and humiliation add to my submission and that is the turn on for me.

I think I have  written too much for one email, I can answer your other part question probably as a post on the blog, later when I have a bit of time to consider a suitable answer.

I hope this gives some idea of what makes me tick and how we got here.

Regards

billie/ Mick

Crap weather, so setting up a replacement for Tumblr

Posted on 15/12/2018 by sissie billie
The weather here has been dreadful all afternoon so I’ve been keeping Madam and Sir supplied with Tea and coffee.

for some people may be aware that we also have a Tumblr blog which I use to post images and short one or two lines.  however Tumblr is about to change it’s police on Adult content so I’m expecting the blog there to be shut down in the next few days.
However I have now set up an alternative and it seems to work in the same way as Tumblr but without the android app – never mind, at least it is a place that seems a safe haven (at the moment) away from the “Puritans” that want to ban NSFW and adult sites no matter what they are.
Our alternative from Tumblr is Bdsmlr and we can be found at this link
https://bdsmlr.com/blog/kentishbillie
This blog will remain our main posting site for our big posts but bdsmlr will cover our short and sharp posts.
well best get back to my duties and check if Madam and Sir need anything.
Posted on 13/12/2018 by sissie billie

The number of times I have watched this scene in real life from this angle never ceases to be a frustrating turn on.  kneeling in my underwear with my cage at the feet of Madam as Master undresses her.

Madam received this this morning..

Posted on 12/12/2018 by sissie billie

having just sat down to have my morning coffee, Madam pinged me a text saying that Master had just sent her a message with this image –



Madam has suggested that I bring a change of clothes for her this evening when she goes to Master’s home this evening – it’s a bit cold to be travelling home in her underwear!!!

It also sound like I will have a bit of cleaning up to do when the both of them are finished…😜

Christmas Shopping

Posted on 11/12/2018 by sissie billie

It’s that time of year when you go looking something nice for your wife.  Well it is just the same in an FLR and the wife in question happens to be my submissive cuckold husband.  Now this Christmas is going to be slightly different from normal as John is going to be with us for Christmas Eve, Christmas day and boxing day.

Normally these are Alice and Mick days, but due to circumstances we have had a programme shuffle and there will be a slight change for the 3 of us to have the festive period together.

So how does that effect things, well it does mean that  I’ve had to add a little bit more thought as I want billie to have something nice to wear that will be pleasing to both me and to John.  Yes billie will be on “wifey” duties over the festive period and I already have him preparing for it.

So what to get him, choices choices….?

https://www.marksandspencer.com/lace-embroidered-basques/p/p60185643?image=SD_02_T81_6373W_Y0_X_EC_90&color=BLACK&prevPage=plp&pdpredirect

New Chastity Cage.

Posted on 11/12/2018 by sissie billie

Well it has been bedlam in our lives over the last couple of weeks and hence no postings.  It had been hoped that we would have had a quiet week where I was working away for a few days over the last 3 weeks and this would have allowed me to get a few posts done and to do a few other things ready for Christmas.

Unfortunately things just didn’t work out that way.  My projects suddenly required a lot more hands on involvement after one of the client’s staff fucked things up – sorry can’t sugar coat it , it was a pretty big issue and it took a good bit of time to un pick and put right.  So lots of long days and a good few late nights.  But a significant bonus so we should have a good Christmas on that!

Madam’s work also became busy with one of her team going off sick and another starting maternity leave, thankfully her bosses have provided some additional staff as replacements but they have taken a bit of time to train up.

The one bit of stability has been Master.  John has taken up the reins and helped with things, which just goes to show that this relationship thing does kinda works!

So what has happened with us so far, well I now have a new chastity device, a small metal cage with integral lock.  The plan had been to wear it for short periods to get used to it such as during the day and then switch back to the CB6000s for the evenings and nights but the extended period of time away with work has meant that I have been wearing it full time.

The Back ring is 50mm diameter but it is slightly ovalled and hinged but it is quite a good size for me.  The only addition that has been added since coming back has been some rubber tubing over the hinged joint.

The cage itself is 40mm long, and 32mm internal diameter.  This is shorter than the CB6000s and tighter but it is a far better fit for me.  The cage also forces my penis downwards and it sits tight against my testicles.  It is surprisingly comfortable for long term wear and I got used to wearing it at night quicker that I had expected.

With it being an open cage it is also easier for me to keep myself clean with it, which is handy when you are away from home and also so long into your chastity period.

This is also the first chastity that we have had with an integral/ hidden lock.  It is quite a change not having a padlock knocking on the top of a device or having to use an elastic band to stop it from bouncing around.


Madam and Sir both like the look and the way it confines me and have commented about how they are happy that it keeps me small but displayed.  There is certainly no denying things with this cage I am definitely the beta with the small penis in the relationship.

A Busy weekend and not all about the FLR all of the time!

Posted on 15/11/2018 by sissie billie

From Madam Alice

So last Thursday billie went over to Johns to do all of the bookings for the next few months, be those our nights out and the trip away that John has planned for Valentines day/ weekend.  Always booked and billie was back with me just before 9pm.
I think he enjoyed himself, I know that John certainly did.
Saturday was a lovely day with us making the most of the weather, billie busied himself and was doing some preparation work as he was having Sunday off.
Now Sunday was Remembrance Day and it is an important day for Mick (billie).  every year he goes to a Remembrance Parade and then onto a Church Service.  it’s an important thing for him as his Grand Father served in the Second World War and Korea and his Great Grand Father fought in the Great War.
So on Sunday Morning, dressed in his dark suit I kissed him good bye and off he went to town for the Parade.  Now he isn’t a Military person, but he does feel strongly about Remembering the Sacrifice of those who have fought and served the country in the Armed Forces.  and so it is his day to go and do what he wishes.
Now we are in a FLR marriage, but as part of that it is important to regonise what is important to my partner, and this is important to him.  so I kissed him farewell and I spent the day being the housewife to by 2 boys, preparing and cooking Sunday Dinner, ready for when Mick came home.
Hey I can still be the Domestic Goddess when I want to be!
Mick came back about 2pm, we had lunch and an afternoon relaxing as Alice Mick and John.
John headed home at about 8pm and by 9pm my husband was back in panties and stockings – and so normal service was resumed!  It doesn’t have to be full on FLR all of the time.

How did it all get going – The development of our FLR

Posted on 07/11/2018 by sissie billie

This was orginally posted by Madam on the 9 Aug 17 on our WordPress Blog.  I’ve reposted it here as there has been several requests to us to explain how it all started

From Mistress Alice  

We’ve had an early start today and been and done our walk and sight seeing, a lovely lunch and now it is a bit of a relax.  Mick has been directed to do a bit of research for changes to outfits but I’m sure he will tell you about that himself – he seems to be tapping away on the his tablet at the moment so I’m not sure if he is contacting people or drafting his post to the blog. 

so how did we get to where we are, we have explained why we did it but how did this FLR relationship come into it’s current form and how did we get it to work? 

Our relationship was becoming a series of arguments and clashing of heads in 2001, Mick’s work frustrations and stress and my frustrations with life.  when Mick had his breakdown the air cleared and we had a really good heart to heart.  Our sex life had been very adventurous (for us at the time) and we both had done a bit of role play, bit of crossdressing and fetish play.  we had some a bit of Dom/sub playing (and that was what it was – playing) each taking turns to be the Dom.  The two surprises what that I really enjoyed the power trip and the feelings that it gave me and the other was that Mick struggled to take on the role – surprising as he was definitely an Alpha male in his work environment.  Mick was far more comfortable when he was in the submissive role. 

during our Heart to Heart Mick explained that he hated the arguments but he was just losing control of work and life, but he didn’t want to lose me.  he wanted me to be his focus and as we talked we discussed how he would manage his work and how we would have to adjust our lives.  So the seeds were sown where I would become the Alpha in the relationship and Mick the submissive, Mick would finish his current contract and move to the consulting side of the industry – all of this just didn’t happen but took almost 9 months of talking, trying things, talking again and learning. 

in the past we had both read a magazine called FORUM, (bear in mind this was 2001 and the internet was not the mine of information that it is now) and I went back through some old copies that we still had and read some of the articles and stories – some were clearly just that – Stories, but I did get some ideas.  On my next trip to London I went and picked up a current copy of FORUM and also called into a shop that I had visited with Mick before – Honour (near Waterloo Station) and picked up a couple of other magazines hoping to get some more ideas. 

In the back of most of these publications there would be  adverts for Mistress and contacts but you would also get personal ads.  In one I found personal ad from a Dominant Wife with a submissive sissy who was looking to develop his training.  while this wasn’t what I wanted it did offer a potential insight to what/ where I wanted to travel. 

That evening I wrote (pen and paper were still in fashion at this point) asking the Wife if she could give me some pointers and advice so that I could develop the relationship with Mick.  I posted it to the PO Box number with the vain hope that it might get a response – my hopes at this point were not high.  2 weeks later I came home to a letter, neatly written, from a lady that referred to herself as Mistress Carol, it was polite but blunt warning me that if I was a male thrill seeker then I could piss off, but if I was a fledgling Dom I should write again with more details. we corresponded for a about 6 weeks by post and then I was asked to provide a phone number and times when I would be in preferably when Mick was not. 

Mistress Carol called about a week after the letter had been posted and our relationship started to take off.  we would chat twice a week, me with questions and Carol with advice (she had dropped the Mistress title once she realised that I was genuine and wanted help and guidance). 

3 months after starting all of this correspondence and calls it was decided that we should meet and So Mistress Carol became my mentor on the way to becoming Mistress Alice. 

Carol was a woman in her early 40s, she had been widowed in her 20’s after a car accident that almost killed her but took her husband.  She had been working part time and slightly struggling to make ends meet and had been asked by a friend if she would like earn a bit of money helping her friend who was doing some Domination work, the way Carol explains it is far more interesting but it gave her a real insight to the scene and also an understanding about the different elements of Domination and Submission.  Carol can explain the difference between the 2 hour whipping session with a paying client and a lifestyle choice.  while it provided her work it also meant that she was invited out into the fetish scene in London over the years she had a number of relationships but she found that she had a thing for submissive sissies and that is were she met her sissy Kerri, at that point called Kevin (Kerri is far cuter that Kevin).  Kevin is 18 years her junior.  When I first met Carol she had married Kerri 2 years previously and she had trained him to be her submissive sissy. 

Carol spent the weekend explaining a lot of the basics and fundamentals and it was great to meet Kerri and see what could be done.  The biggest take away from the meeting was that there is a difference with Dom Sub play and a FLR.  Carol was working/ playing in the Dominatrix world but had a FLR as part of her home life.  she had reduced her Dom work and was wanting to do a bit more with her sissy to get that home life where she wanted it.  She was quite upfront with me, she would help me, explain things to me  – show me where appropriate. but I would also be required to help with her development of Kerri. 

Over the next 12 months I learned a lot about the emotional side of FLR and how not to mess it up, how to understand the needs of the submissive are really, really important – often more important than those of the Dominant.  it allowed me to get our relationship right with Mick and to create sissy billie.  Carol also helped to train billie, this was introduced about 12 months into our FLR. 

when we started with Chastity (about 2005) we both took billie and Kerrie to London to purchase their cages together and both Carol and I are the secondary Keyholders for each others sissy.  


We are very good friends and regularly meet up to play and for vanilla get to gethers.  billie will at least twice a year be sent back to Mistress Carol for refresher training – almost like a Quality Assurance process to ensure that he/she is still suitably submissive and still can maintain the appropriate standards as a sissy maid and servant to her Mistress.  while billie dreads his training assessments I do think he enjoys meeting with sissy kerri as they are “very” good friends.  I’m sure we’ll discuss that further later. 

well that’s enough for now, time to have a cup of tea and get ready for this evening.

Master’s Cuckolding conditions for billie

Posted on 07/11/2018 by sissie billie

The original of this was was posted in August 2017 on the old blog but it is worth posting again.  I’ve removed the general blog chat that set up the original blog entry but the main part is below:

  

Early in our FLR, Madam and I discussed the prospect of Madam having an affair.  It was genuinely a 2 way conversation.  with my health condition at the time, I physically struggled to perform for madam and for myself.  Also with Madam’s conversations with Mistress Carol she was interested in Cuckolding me.  but all within controlled boundaries and rules. 
Madam is 5 years younger than me and I knew that she was missing a sex life, just as I was but we needed to refocus and to get ourselves sorted.  When we moved down from Leicestershire to here, south of Milton Keynes, it was a new start for us, Madam started to use her maiden name and used the title of Ms.  when she started working at her new job, she made no indication that she was married. 
She went on a couple of girls nights out and had a some success in on having the occasional one night stand.  However Madam wanted something a bit more stable.  she met “George” through a singles group and that started a 6 year relationship.  George was aware that she was married and once she was comfortable with the way their relationship was running she invited him and I to meet.  He was a nice guy, very good for Madam.  but he made it clear that he wasn’t comfortable with some of the aspects of the FLR.  Not that he wanted to change parts of it, just that he felt that was a thing between Madam and me and not him.  He certainly was not interested in any participation on my part in their relationship, but he did understand what we did and he really got the reasons behind it 
Madam and George had a very good relationship and it only came to an end when he had to move due to work.  He was heading out to the States and it looked like it was a big step up for him and it would have been stupid for him not to have taken the promotion and job.  So Madam was free and “single” again. 
by this point in time there were several internet sites and groups for dating.  After a few false starts and one disaster she meet John, who would become Master. 
John had married early and had 2 daughters but the marriage broke down, quite badly and John spent quite a few years battling with his ex wife.  John’s view was that he wanted a physical relationship but without the marriage aspect.  He had found it with the swingers sites (but that can be limited apparently when you are a single male) and also with a few websites that dealt with Married women wanting affairs. 
John had been involved with a couple that were into the cuckolding scene, but the husband in that relationship was what gets termed a “Stag” – he encourages his wife to have the affair and either gets off on her telling him about it or in watching it.  From what John has told us there was no D/s element to it at all. 
Madam was upfront with John about our FLR and that she was my Dominant and that I was her submissive.  She also explained that I was in chastity most of the time and that I had some elements of feminisation applied.  she also explained the humiliation side of things to him. 
Apparently this sparked some interest with John as it was significantly different from his previous cuckolding experience.  John did a bit of research, the internet can be a gold mine and cess pit of information, and he asked to meet me. 
We all meet for dinner and had a chat over things as Alice, Mick and John.  John started to understand the difference between Mick and billie and also the dynamic between Alice and Mick and between Madam and billie.  After that meeting John asked for a face to face meeting with Mick, no Alice involvement.  We had a good chat, quite open and it was clear that John had done quite a bit of homework.  I was asked to be honest about my relationship with Alice and how I felt with Alice going out with John.  He wanted to know about my sexuality, he wanted to know about my relationship with Mistress Carol and kerri. 
John was also very open with his view on life and was very comfortable with answering my questions – I liked the guy and I still do (we play the occasional game of squash and we are both incredibly rubbish at golf but do enjoy a short 9 hole game every now and again).  we left that meeting with John saying that he had quite a lot to think about and he now had a better understanding on the relationships and the strength on Alice and Micks marriage. 
About a week later I had a call from John, could I meeting him at his Office, just after work, as he wanted to discuss how he wanted to proceed with the relationship with Alice, but also with Mick/billie.  Looking back now I can see why it was done this way, I was in his office, on his “turf” and he was about to issue the terms of his “contract” to enter into our relationship. 
John would become Alice’s boyfriend, John had no problem with Alice and Mick’s relationship (he had one stipulation and I’ll cover that shortly) but billie would have several conditions applied to him and they would require to be implemented prior to John coming to our house. 
John asked Mick to purchase a small jewellery box to be given to Alice as a gift and in it he would like me to place my wedding ring and to give it to Alice, Alice could then place her engagement and wedding rings in the box together.  John’s thinking was that Alice and he would be boyfriend/ girlfriend but Alice and Mick would still be very much married and having the rings all together would be a symbol of that union.  A nice touch and I did get it, even though it would appear she was single by not wearing rings I got the symbolism of the rings being together.  
For billie things would be some what different. 
As far as John was concerned he would only accept one male in the house when he came over to be with Alice, and as the Alpha male that would be him, he wanted billie to be firmly in place as the beta.  John would be referred to as Master or Sir at all times, just as I use Madam or Mistress when engaging with Alice. 
billie must be subservient and submissive to Master at all times, unless directed by Mistress. 
billie will always be in chastity when Master in in attendance.  billie will always meet master at the door of the house and invite him in. 
Master may require billie to demonstrate his subservience.  There will be no direct eye contact with Master, unless ordered to. 

Billie would be required to be in female clothing at all times when Master is around, if out in public I must have female underwear on. 
Master fully intends to emasculate billie infront of Mistress and should be prepared to provide oral and be taken anally.  this can be at any time and as such billie must ensure that he is clean and available to be used. 
If billie is to be in attendance during Master and Madam’s love making and sex and required to do clean up then Master must have his cock cleaned first.  Billie must be prepared to carry out fluffing duties and/or to assist in putting Master into Mistress. 
Master can punish billie, but only at the request of Madam.  This helped me to understand that John knew the D/s relationship was based on Madam and me and that he was being invited into the relationship, but when it came to details John understood the FLR had primacy.
Master would help and assist Madam in my humiliation, but would not compromise our situation with Family, friends and work. 
billie must be prepared to be regularly humiliated and emasculated by Master, so that Master is sure that billie understands his position in the relationship. 
Master would now be Madam’s Boyfriend and as such he would be socialising with her in the local area.  billie was to stop socialising with Madam in any local restaurants and bars.  Master wanted the ability to take his girlfriend for meals  and nights out without any embarrassment to him or to Madam.  If billie wished to take Madam out for an evening then it would have to be done further a field (London). 
billie will be required to drive Madam and Master out on their local dates and collect them at the end of the evening. 
billie does not have the right to be present when Master and Madam make love and have sex, he will be informed if his presence will be required and also he will be directed on what he is to do – sit and watch, face the wall or actively participate. 
There were other requirements but these were the main ones, these were all accepted and became the foundation of having Master in the relationship and it does work.  these have evolved and increased but it meant that Alice had a boyfriend and I now had a Mistress and Master. 
The final aspect was that all 3 of us would have a health check and confirm that we were STD free as Master and Mistress had decided that the relationship would progress on to being without condoms, she would still be on the pill, but I would also be required to used without condoms, once the checks came through as OK we were a committed relationship of three.  Alice had always used condoms with her previous partners and when I’m at Mistress Carol’s there is always condoms used (with kerri and Mistress Carol’s partner – but generally I’m only ever used orally by Master Daniel) 

And so it all started

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