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Care and maintenance of a cuckold relationship.

Posted on by sissie billie

From Madam Alice:

Good Afternoon Everyone, hope that you are all well.

we’ve been quiet on the posting front for the last couple of weeks as we have been taking a break from the social media world.  We were all chatting and commented about how much bile has started appearing in our “vanilla” media feeds.  we all have separate accounts with different social circles and there was such a negative feel from all of them we decided to take a break from it for a short while.

The one place that does seem to be marginally sane is in the “kink” world and thank (insert deity/ mythical creature/ Mistress of your own personal choice) for that.

So what have we been upto? – well work continues with us all at different paces and we’ve been having and creating our usual fun to keep us sane while still in this lock down.  but in this post I want to write about what I’ve been doing with billie and a little about managing our relationship during this period.

When all of this current situation started we (billie and I) invited John to join us at our home.  We had no idea how long this would last but we thought that it would make things more manageable for all of us if we self isolated together.  It was billie that talked through the issues of John isolating on his own and as billie pointed out he would normally be with us for a good part of the week normally anyway.  So we had John come and stay.

In the past John has stayed with us for probably about a full 2 weeks at the longest stretch so having him here the whole time has meant that we are in new territory in our relationship as a whole and the last two weeks has shown that I have needed to adjust things.

In normal times I have the main bedroom in the house for myself and billie will sleep in the maids room downstairs.  now this isn’t some pokey little room but it is the conversion of the 3 small out buildings that were attached to the house – probably when the house was originally built in the 1900s it would have been the garden tool store, a wash room and a pantry type of store room.  The previous owners had made some effort to develop the rooms but when we bought the place Mick and I decided that we would convert them into Annex that would link into the house – the Maids rooms.

This annex has a toilet and shower, a bed area for a 3/4size bed (bigger than a single but not quite a double – it allows kerri to stay over with billie) and a wardrobe and storage area.  this connects in to the utility room of the main house.  This is Billie’s area and it is quite comfortable for her.

With John being here at home he has obviously been sharing my bed, as you would expect but it dawned on me that under normal circumstances I would on occasion let billie come and sleep with me in the main room – this would be when I wanted company, when I was lonely or when I just wanted to be with my husband and be cuddled.  It dawned on me that perhaps with John being here at home that I had been negligent in my care of my cuckolded husband.

To correct this I had billie on a couple of nights sleep next door in the guest room and after I’ve had a bit of fun with John I’ve gone and slipped in with billie for the night and when he has woken in the morning I have gone back to my own bed with John.

Also Myself and John have had billie come and sleep in the main bed with us, this has been mainly on the Saturday or Sunday nights, this has been particularly the case where we have included billie in our late night bedroom fun.  It is also nice to wake up to find that John has made use of the rear zip in Billie’s sleep suit that were made for him.  John is quite insatiable in the morning and which ever one of us is in the middle (John always sleeps on the outside) is going to be woken by his lovely cock.

Its important to ensure that billie knows he isn’t being ignore and pushed to one side, I have spoken to him to make sure that isn’t the case, which he assures me he doesn’t feel that way but it is my duty as his Mistress and wife to ensure that he knows he is loved and cared about.

The other bit of maintenance that I’ve been negligent in is the fact of billies chastity period.  we are approaching 150 days since he was allowed out for any period longer than just cleaning and shaving.  It became rather apparent when we had “no panties/knickers week” here at home.  I noticed that my dear sissy husband was leaking rather a lot.

Everytime he sat down and then got up there would be a little “puddle” of his frustrated cum on the seat and doing inspections of him would find drips or strings of cum at the end of his cage.  it dawned on me that he had not been relieved for several weeks and obviously there was now a bit of a back log for him.

In the past we used to deal with this by doing a midweek “milking session” for him using a small vibrator or prostrate massager.  billie would kneel on all fours on an ottoman blanket chest in the spare room with a plastic plate under him and I would then stimulate his prostate with the vibrator or the massager.  Carole had shown me how to do this and initially it had taken me some time to get the technique but eventually I could get this done with about 20 minutes of stimulation and then 10 minutes of “flow” to have billie relieved of his cum, but still keep that level of frustration for him.  obviously billie would end the process by consuming his leakage – we didn’t want to waste it now do we.

over the last few years we have done less of the milkings as I’ve used the strap-on more effectively on billie to relieve that pressure for him or billie has used his own dildo to deal with things.  however the most effective method has been with John becoming a more regular user of billie over the last couple of years and it always fascinates and turns me on to see the amount of cum that leaks from my sissy husband when he is used anally by John.  All of this tends to ensure that billie is regularly “emptied”, but we can still keep him frustrated, turned on and keen.

However over the last month or so he hasn’t been used much anally – yes we have had him sit on his chair with the dildo and he has been wearing his plug daily but he hasn’t been allowed to use his “Master” dildo.  Also when I spoke to John to ask if he has used billie anally he said no he hadn’t as he thought I had.  So the result was we had a very frustrated and drippy sissy husband.

Well we had to deal with this so it was time to milk my husband.  Billie was informed that I would deal with his leaking problem. He was told to get the milking tools – small vibrator, prostate massager, lube, plate and some towels and to be in position in the spare room at 8pm.

Just after 8pm myself and John entered the spare room and found billie kneeling on the top of the ottoman at the end of the bed with his plate positioned under his caged clit.  he had stripped down to his underwear of bra, waist clincher, and stockings, knickers were removed and folded neatly on the bed.  I decided that I would dress for the process with my knee high boots, bra, deep suspender belt stockings and carrying a pair of my rubber gloves.

I had asked John just wear his dressing gown as I wanted him to see the whole process and also to help me a little bit later.

Billie watched us come in and I told him to face his front.  I put on my gloves and then started to adjust the lay out of the items so that they were all to hand.  as I was doing this I was chatting to John explaining what I was about to do and what the reason for it was, all very matter of fact and almost ignoring billie at this point.  I used the lube to lubricate my gloved fingers and to apply some lube to Billie’s bottom.  I slowly worked a finger in and out of billies hole and eventually had a couple of fingers sliding in and out, nothing too much or too fast just steady and gentle.

I explained to John that this was not a quick process and that it requires the steady build up of stimulation to the prostate, without giving the sexual stimulation to the locked clit.  I also explained that this was not about deep penetration, but more about a focused point.

Once I was happy that things were lubricated properly I then switched to using the prostate massager, initially without the vibrations on, and then I turned on the low settings and allowed this to start doing it’s job, I slowly pushed and released the pressure on the massager as it buzzed away in Billie’s bottom.  I chatted with John and then switched focus to billie with things such as “good gurl” and updates  as he started to have drips form or a dangling string of cum starting to hang from the end of the cage.

I would then increase the level of vibration.  all the time telling billie what a good gurl he was, telling him how we need to do this more often for him, to allow him to be more focused as my cuckold.

As things start to increase and there are more drips and the I can tell that we are near the point where the semen will start to flow, I swap over to the smooth vibrator, this is 5″ long and quite smooth – a very traditional type of vibrator but ideal for this job.  I slide it partially in and angled it so that it makes contact with the prostrate and turn on the vibrator. this becomes very focused and you can see that there is more cum starting to drip very regularly, we are very nearly there now.

At this point I ask John to help me, to get Billie’s attention focused else where, the little tart is breathing quite heavy and it is clear that he/she becoming quite distracted by the vibrations.  

John shirked off his dressing gown and moved round to the end of the ottoman where Billie’s head was and while he stroked his cock he told billie to start to suck it.

I have a confession to make here, the sight of my frustrated husband being milked by me and taking John’s cock in his mouth almost pushed me over the edge.  with Billie’s head bobbing up and down on John’s cock I had to focus my own attention on making sure that I kept the pressure on the job in hand.

With the vibrator I kept slowly increasing the level of vibration and then it started.  the cum started to flow from billie, no spurts, just the drips forming a string, the string becoming a dribble and then it becoming a flow – lovely.

This is not the point to stop, I don’t increase the vibration but I keep the pressure on, I keep talking to billie as he sucks on John, I keep updating him on his progress and I keep watching for when the flow start to slow.

It takes time and as it starts to slow and then becomes a slow dribble and then drips and drops at that point I know that we have got him empty.  there is quite a puddle on Billie’s plate.  I keep the vibrator on the prostrate for a little longer just to make sure that s/he is empty, and then we are done.  I remove the vibrator and the rubber glove.

I take the plate and tell billie to stop sucking John and offer the plate for him to lick clean.  billie know what to do and we both watch as he laps up his emissions.  Once the plate is clean I put a finger under billie’s chin, lift it up so that he looks at me and simply say “Good Gurl, thats you done now dear.”

I tell billie to clean up and put things away and then to come and join John and I in the main bedroom, I also tell him not to bother dressing just to stay as he is.

As I said this whole activity had me all worked up and with John fluffed by billie I practically dragged John to my room so that I could make full use of what billie had prepared for me.  By the time that billie came back John and I were in full sex and billie moved to go and sit on his chair, I told billie to come and join us on the bed and to get under me with his head at my crotch.

That’s the benefit of milking your sissy husband, they are still very horny and once s/he was under me and in position he put his tongue to good use on me and with John.

John brought me to a wonderful set of orgasms – ably assisted by billie, and as he himself came in me and then slowly withdrew and I heard him tell billie to clean him.  Once he was happy with the work by billie I felt billie’s tongue being applied back to me and what was now leaking from me.  billie did his usual high standard of work ensuring that I was tidied up and consuming as much of John’s cum as possible.  I’m a very lucky Girl to have these two boys in my life and in my bed.

Once we had all calmed down I had billie come and join me and John on the pillows and we had a lovely kissing session, with John even joining in.  We kept billie in bed with us for the rest of that night with us all “spooning” together with billie in the middle.

Since that night we’ve had billie join us in the bed a couple of times and both John and I have scratched billie’s “itch” with either the cock or the strap on.  I intend to Milk billie again later this week and try and do it on a more regular 2-3 week basis.

I need billie to be my submissive sissy cuckold but more importantly I want him and need him to know that he is still my husband and loved very much by me, and I must provide him with the special intimacy that lets him know how special he is to me, whether that is done with me and billie on our own or with John involved.

Remembering back to what Carole told me in the early days, it’s not about the Dominant, its all about looking after the submissive – how right she was, I just needed to be reminded of that and how important it is to carry out the care and maintenance of my husband.  

Getting what you ask for

Posted on by sissie billie

We hope everyone is well, we are all fine here at Madam’s residence.

we’ve all had a busy week with working from home, which has been good as it has stopped everyone from being bored.  the only thing I would say is that all 3 of us are getting Skype fatigue.  it is quite clear in this period of social distancing some people when given their turn in an online conference just don’t know when to shut the fuck up!!!  It is interesting as all three of us have encountered this and we are working in different sectors.

But that isn’t what you have come to this blog for, is it?

Last weekend saw the continuation of resetting boundaries and tasks with a humiliation and emasculation theme.  On Saturday I had to go to our attic and get on of the old wooden chairs that we had up there, clean it up and place it in Madam’s bedroom.  I was then told to get on of my dildo’s with a suction base and place it on the chair.  Since that point in time, when ever I am required to be present when Sir and Madam have sex I am directed to remove my butt plug and sit on the dildo and the chair.  I will be told to either sit fully down on the chair and watch quietly or I will be told that I may fuck myself on the dildo until told to stop.

On Tuesday afternoon Madam called me to her study and told me that she would be finishing shortly and that she wanted me to go to her room and lay out some of her more slutty items of underwear and to then wait for her.

she arrived a little while later and told me to get her douche and soaps as she planned to give her back passage a good cleaning.  I helped Madam undress and head to the en-suite and use the douche enough times to make sure that she was fully clean back there.  once she was happy she had a shower and I waited to help dry her off.

I helped to dry her and I was told to kneel and Madam handed me a tube of KY and I was told to lubricate her arse which I did being very gentle, not wishing to incur her wrath.  she then handed me one of her butt plugs and told me to gently insert it into her.  I coated it in lube and then eased it into to her.  She let out a slight gasp as it forced her hole open and then closed around the neck of the plug.

I was then told to get up and to remove my maids uniform  and to go to the bed.  Madam made me lie on the bed, head towards the bottom and my feet at the headboard.  and she then took some lengths of bondage rope and tied me spread eagle to the bed.  she then took a ball gag and fitted that to my mouth.  I was securely displayed in my Girdle, Stockings, knickers and bra.

Madam sat down at her dresser and applied her makeup, which was most definitely darker than usual –  she applied purple nail polish to her fingers and toes and a black lipstick.  she applied some wet gel to her hair to make it slick and pulled it back.  the black eyeshadow and thick eye liner gave her a very dark dominant goth type of look.

I watched her get dressed – Underbust black corset, 6 suspender straps holding up dark black seamed stockings and then a pair of backless PVC panties.  Madam then added her patent black knee high boots and a thin leather collar.

She came and sat on the bed next to me, “Do you like what you see, hubbie?”

I nodded quite enthusiastically.

She started to rub the front of my girdle that covered my caged pantied clit – “I want to be a bitch tonight, not a nice wife, but quite nasty, so I’ve put my cunt out of bounds to John and you tonight – that’s right, no pussy licking for you this evening.  I’ve not had a nice arse fucking for a while and I’ve become quite jealous that my submissive husband is getting his arse fucked more than his Mistress, so I plan to change that this evening….”

With that she went to the bed room door opened it and shouted “John! would mind popping in here for a minute?!”

From my restrained position I could see her back and the open nature of the knickers. and the stockings.

John appeared and she literally pulled him into the bedroom.

“Right then John, I need fucking and I need it now!”

From what I could see Sir look slightly taken aback and was a little stunned as Madam pulled him into the room next to the bed and then undid his trousers.  Madam when down onto her knees and took hold of Sir’s cock.  I think at this point he had got his wits together and was now taking in the scene of my wife starting to take his cock into her mouth and me tied to the bed.

there was very little that I could do other than frustratingly watch this Goth Mistress suck Sir. As she did this Sir was shedding his clothes until he was stood there naked.

With Sir fully erect, Madam stopped her oral work and stood up, keeping her hand on his 9 inches and told him that her pussy was out of bounds for the evening but he could fuck her arse as much and as often as he wanted.  Still holding his cock she then led him to the bottom of the bed where she then let go and climbed on, crawling over me until her panties were directly over me.

“My knickers stay on John,  Fuck me like your bitch, show billie what a slut he has for a wife!  billie hasn’t been in my arse for over 15 years, show him what she is missing!”

It is true, we decided that billie and mick would not have Anal with Alice, Alice would regularly fuck billie in the arse but that was out of bounds for both of my personas.

As Madam offered her ass to Sir she passed some lube back to Sir and I watched fascinated as he lubed himself up and then eased the plug out of Madam before adding more lube to her bottom.

The thing that next surprised me was that I expected some fore play, some using fingers to help open Madam up, but no, Sir when straight at it with his cock!

He had done this to me and I can confess, you bloody know about it!  well Madam certainly got what she wanted and she let out a very vocal squeal!  It looked like Sir had placed a hand on her back to stop her coming up out of position and with the other hand he positioned it and then leaned forward and pushed it in, not fast but at a steady pace.

Madam was rather vocal, I really do hope that there was no joggers passing in the lane because there is no way that noise was staying in the room!

My position meant that I had full view of Sir entering Madam until his balls obscured the view.  Once he was fully in he stopped to let Madam get used to it and to calm down and then he started to slowly fuck her.  this was not lovemaking, Madam had asked to be fucked and it very much appeared that Sir was going to fully oblige to her requests!

During their fucking Madam didn’t touch me, I was just a very close spectator, It was as they finished, Sir withdrew and I could see that he had cum.  my gag was undone and Sir placed his cock head at my mouth – “clean it!”  I complied with licking and sucking it clean and then he withdrew from my mouth.

“Sit up Alice, let billie tidy you up and get you ready for the next round.”  I don’t know what the look was on Madam’s face but I thought that he had fucked her quite thoroughly, so to think that they would go again without a rest…..

Madam sat up and positioned herself so that I could get access to her bottom.  It was still open a little and Sir’s cum was leaking out, I could see it close as I started to lick her, I was being as gentle as I could.

I’m not sure how long I worked Madam’s used bottom but Sir was back and pushed her forward, he had lubed his cock again and again without ceremony he eased his cock back into her for another round.

This time the sex was more steady and more controlled but Sir was more verbal to Madam, with things like:

“You like being my bitch don’t you!”
“You and your sissy are both sluts for my cock in your arses!”
“billie could never fill you like this could he!”
“You had best wear a plug when you are working from now on, I might just come in and fuck you over the desk is you are going to behave like a wanton slut!”

Sir gave Madam a verbal fucking as well as a physical one.

By the end of the evening Madam had been ass fucked 4 times, I was released from the bed after the end of the second fucking, but I cleaned Sir and Madam after each session.    I would say that when Sir and I put Madam to bed at 10pm she was well fuck and very tired – quite content but a little sore.

There is a moral to this and I do think that Madam did learn something from it – Be careful what you ask for – you might just get it and some more!

Update on Chastity and a wet weekend

Posted on by sissie billie

This will be the first of a couple of blog posts today – so long and I don’t get distracted.

Normally this week we are all on holiday in some form but as I mentioned a couple of posts back we’ve had to change our plans due to the hotel that was booked having some of the rooms damaged.  Moneys have been refunded and the offer of discounts for rebooking later in the year have been accepted.

Normally what happens is that Madam and Sir head off for a few days on their own and I am sent to Mistress Carol’s for an “Annual Assessment” to ensure that I’m being a good submissive for Madam and to spend the time as a maid to Mistress Carol, I also get to have time with Kerri.  that is normally for 4 days and then we all meet up – Madam and Sir, Mistress Carol and her Partner (B/F) and Kerri and Myself – for the 4 days of the bank holiday.

Mistress Carol – I will be in so much trouble for this – again!

But that is to be delayed and it looks like it will be some time in November when we have a get together.

So what has that to do with my Chastity and my confinement period?

This weekend was an interesting situation.  On Thursday night Madam tasked me to make sure that all shopping was to be done on Friday (my normal routine) and told me that She and Sir would not be going out on Saturday evening so I was to prepare for a small BBQ for them or if the weather wasn’t good a small grill and buffet.  I was required to be back from my shopping trip no later that 11.00am.

Once back I was to get my self ready and be in my maids uniform from 12 noon onwards – but I was not to wear any panties and I was to have my main butt plug fitted.  I was later to find that I wouldn’t be allow to wear panties for the whole weekend.

Friday after lunch was spent making sure the rooms were tidy and ready for Madam and Sir, the washing was done (but not put on the line as the weather was dreadful, so the utility room with it’s two clothes dryers/ airers was in full use (we don’t use the tumble drier unless in an absolute emergency).  All the Ironing was done and new scent liners put in the drawers of Madam’s dresser and wardrobe.

Madam came home about 4pm, earlier that usual and we had a sit and a chat.  her plan for the weekend was to be a rather frustrating spectacle for me.  I would be in sissy maid role for the whole weekend, I would not be allowed to wear any knickers or panties until Monday morning.  Added to which Madam informed me that she would be having a Lingerie weekend, she would only be wearing stockings and lingerie, and she would be joining me in wearing no panties until Monday morning.

Madam them informed me that once Sir arrived he would go for a shower/ bath and I was to take his clothes for washing and Ironing ready for when he would leave on either Sunday Night or Monday morning.  It was intended that he would be naked for the duration of his visit or at most wearing his bath robe.

“I want my sissy husband to have a weekend surrounded by the things that frustrate him”

I was made to stand and Madam lifted my short maid skirt and she felt my cage, her smile said it all, “You’re a bit wet dear.  And we haven’t even started to tease you yet!”

She checked that I was plugged and whispered in my ear “I love having you this horny and frustrated, I want you really dripping by the end of this weekend!  This extension in your chastity really has brought you on with your submission and willingness to be my slut!”

It did shock me a little when she said it but she was right.  Since we went on our Holiday to Scotland, Madam has used the strap-on on me more regularly, I’ve responded to it more.

It has also be more clear to me that Madam has been enormously turned on by my frustrations and my response to being (Want? needing?) to be fucked by her and also by my willingness to be fucked by Sir.  I would say that previously it has been an act of submission – beta male to the Alpha Male – and enjoyable act of submission but an act of submission none the less, where the caged frustration makes it something slightly different, I willingly want to be fucked to release/ ease the frustration.

Then Madam gave the knock out “I’m going to keep you caged until after the trip away in November, with the possibility of running it through to Christmas, It depends how much I enjoy your frustrations….You have two ways of looking at that!”  With that bombshell Madam Slapped my arse cheek “Right you little drippy tart, go run my bath and lay out my Black Basque, seamed stockings, and 5″ heels, Oh and add the black elbow gloves.  Remember no knickers, I want John to have full access to everything this weekend and that goes for you as well my lovely husband!!”

and with that I was dismissed to start the bath.

Yes the weekend was a frustrating weekend, Yes I was regularly checked for how wet and drippy I was – often my skirt didn’t need to be lifted!  Both Sir and Madam made full use of the unrestricted access and while I’m not proud to say there was times I was almost behaving like a complete slut – but I couldn’t say anything about it at the time – read into that what you will!

So it is not Tuesday morning, we are clearing the last of the weekend washing – bed clothes yesterday and Madam’s Lingerie this morning and my uniform and lingerie this afternoon.  I’m back in knickers but It looks like it will be regular changes of those each day from now until Christmas (????) due to my caged frustrations.

I’ll keep you all updated on how my caged progress goes on over the coming weeks and months.

billie xxx

A target reached – 100 days.

Posted on by sissie billie

From Madam Alice

so far I haven’t unlocked billie, normally he is unlocked when we go on our summer holiday, but I wanted to have a holiday that would be a trip away for both Mick and billie. we’ve now passed the 100 days marker  – its 103 now.

so when will I unlock him?  well the answer is that I don’t know, I like the fact that he is very easy to arouse at the moment.  I’ve been using the strap on with him quite regularly and this weekend I’ve had the guilty pleasure of watching my darling husband leaking like mad and responding back to being fucked by my boyfriend.

I really do find it a massive turn on watching billie behaving like a submissive tart/ slut under my direction and submitting to John.  The dynamic of the Dom/ sub or Alpha/beta is just one aspect that is a turn on but the willingness to submit which does also appear to have a linked connection to the extended period in chastity really does get me excited.

It also doesn’t help that I’m usually next to billie encouraging him and telling him how much he is leaking cum, on occasions catching it in my hand and showing it to my penetrated husband before making him lick it all up.

so with all of the sex that he has had recently, can we say that he has had an orgasm?  well it is entirely possible that he has,  but as he is caged I’m happy that these don’t count.  our counter will only return to zero when he has a orgasm when he is out of chastity – either when we make love or through conventional masturbation (unlikely as that is likely to happen).  Masturbation for my sissy husband has been for the last few years via the use of vibrators or dildos.

So Billie’s chastity will continue for a little while longer, and I will continue to enjoy the erotic turn on that it gives me.

Uncaged over the Easter Weekend – how things have changed.

Posted on by sissie billie
With the Easter Weekend arriving I had completed my period of Chastity and I was allowed to be released.
The rule over the weekend was that while uncaged I was not to touch myself unless it was with the specific instruction of Madam, if I did touch myself without permission then I would forfeit my opportunity to be uncaged for our holiday in August and I would remain caged all the way through to Christmas Eve.  I can report that I behaved myself and my next scheduled period of freedom will be the start of August.
Madam has asked me to explain about how things have evolved with our lovemaking when Sir is with us.  Madam has explained in a previous post that she and I do not have sex when I am uncaged, I am her husband and as such when I am granted freedom I am required to make love to her.  
There is no fucking, nothing rough, nothing vigorous or excitable, it must be tender and devoted and that is consensual and gentle.

However at Christmas a new aspect evolved.  When Sir is with us I am required to be caged but because we had Sir stay with us at Christmas and that is normally Mick and Alice time there was a slight change in the rules and conditions.  I was uncaged as per my schedule but I was required to be fully fem for the period and in similar outfits to what Alice was wearing – same type and colour of lingerie and stockings, and Christmas day found us both is sexy Mrs Claus outfits , I wasn’t to be fully submissive as the Christmas wasn’t about Madam, Sir, and sissy billie, but Alice, John and Billie. 


When it came to sex, I was told to follow the lead of Alice, the fundamental rules of our relationship were still in place but I would help Alice get ready for John, I would provide oral to both of them and help john enter her.  While they had sex I would kiss my wife and play with her breasts, what ever she wanted.  When John orgasmed in her he would with draw and have me go down on him to taste both him and my wife from his cock.  At this point I was allowed to stroke myself to ensure is was hard (which I was – it’s difficult not to be when you are uncaged and involved with my wife and her boyfriend. 
Once I had clean John and he was hard again I would be told to get between Alice’s legs and put my 5” hard penis into her used pussy, it was fully lubricated with her juices and John’s cum.  I would slip in very easily and as I entered her I would feel some lube being applied to my arse.  Alice would hold me still and we would kiss as john would then mount me.
Alice simply told me to let John fuck me and she in turn would be fucked by me.  All the time that I was getting fucked would talk dirty to me, telling me that this would now be the way that I would be allowed to fuck her, using her boyfriends cum as lubricant and my little cock  to slip about in her used pussy.
Alice can be a very dirty mouthed girl when she wants to be, when it turns her on.  I’m quite sure that her straight laced boss would faint if she realised what my wonderful wife was really like!
I can say that I certainly came first between the 3 of us, but things didn’t end until both John and Alice had achieved their orgasms.  This certainly wasn’t gentle and loving this was definitely sex between the three of us.  When we were all finished and we disentangled from each other, I went down on Alice to clean her and then to John to clean him up. We may not have been doing the FLR and cuckolding submission session but I still wanted them to know that I knew my place.  For that period we all shared the same bed.
Over the Christmas period this happened several times and when John left and we went to visit family up in Leicester,  Alice and I made love as Wife and Husband several time.  On the 30th Dec  we were back home and I was back in my cage.  Madam and billie back to normal (????? Define normal ????)
Now what I described happened again over the Easter weekend.  John came over on the Thursday night and would stay until Monday afternoon.  I would be released on Friday morning as that was the start of Easter and I would be cage free until Madam went to work on Tuesday morning.  This would again be a Alice, John and billie weekend, and Mick could appear once John left on Monday. Over the Friday to the Monday I was allowed to enter Alice 4 times, each time with John fucking me.  It’s a strange feeling being in your wife but having your efforts to fuck her being directed (physically directed) by her boyfriend.  I know that this will be very bizarre to some but wow is it an amazing feeling in so many ways!
Has the FLR made me this way, or is it the Cuckolding  or is it the periods of Chastity?  Probably all three in reality.


But there is one over riding thing, I love my wife, my Mistress, my Madam –  and boy does she have a dirty dirty mouth on her!!

Counting the Calories of a Cum Eater

Posted on by sissie billie

At the end of last month Madam jokingly pointed out that over the last year I had probably consumed or received more of Master’s cum than she had.

I don’t think so?  Did I?

Having the discussion we started to explore this statement

Do I give Master Oral Sex – Yes,
to completion – Yes
Have I been fucked by Master – Yes
Has he cum in me – Yes

but pretty much Master is having the vast majority of sex – quite rightly – with Madam.  I don’t have a sexual relationship with Sir, I am used to confirm my submissive position and to ensure my continued emasculation.

But that isn’t what Madam was saying.  Had I consumed or received more of Master’s Semen.  Madam pointed out that while here at home one of my main duties is to clean Madam after she has had sex/ made love/ fucked Sir, I am required to orally clean Madam so to that end I will have to lick Master’s cum from Madam’s wonderful pussy.  Therefore I am consuming a considerable amount of Master’s sperm

Also Madam does like giving Master a Blow Job, and often when I’m in attendance she will indicate for me to join her on my knees and when Sir cums she will take his load in her mouth and when he finishes she will then kiss me and pass Sir’s load for me to swallow.  Don’t get us wrong Madam will often keep Sir’s cum for her self so it isn’t every time.
So when it is put in that context then Madam is correct (as she always is!!) I do consume or receive far more of Master’s cum than she does.
There is also the fact that when I’m prostate milked or pegged and my cum drips or flow out it is often caught and either in my hand, in a glass or on a saucer then I have to consume that as well.  but Madam does point out that my cum is significantly less than Master’s – thinner and more clear and significantly less in quantity. 

So Madam has asked me to keep a running tally of my cum consumption.

Oral Direct
Oral from cleaning Madam
Oral, shared from Madam’s BJ with Sir
Sir’s fucking of me,
Anal orgasum – from penetration from Sir or Madam where I then lick my cum
Licking up after being Milked.

Madam has stated that my leaked cum will only count as half points.

Added to this Madam has found out that Semen has roughly 1 calorie per load, so we are now calling this my Calorie programme and I have to keep a note of how many calories I consume this month – I’ll let you know at the end of the month.

billie