My Madam's FLR

I need to start with an open apology to everyone for my tardiness in having been so slow in providing a post or an update over the last 6 weeks. I aim to resolve this, to be more specific I am under orders from Madam to correct this.

Also Madam is upset with me over a number of other issues as well so I am not looking forward to my Weekly review tomorrow night, I am already aware that I will be receiving 2 formal punishments and I can realistically expect at least one further punishment, but I will explain more of these as we go through this post.

Please do not view this post as excuse making, it is more for context and scene setting rather than me trying to excuse my poor administration. Madam has every right to be “pissed off” at me and I am very glad that she has taken me to task over them.

I recently was asked to take on some work for an Education Organisation to review some of their working practises, their structure and also quite a lot of their online teaching content. While this wasn’t full time work it was a contract with some regular quantity of work on a regular basis, which having done OK work wise through Covid, this contract would give a good guarantee of work and income for the next couple of years. The aim was that this job would take up 2 days of the working week with a bit of occasional travelling to various training/ Teaching/ Education facilities (please excuse me, but I’m being deliberately vague). 

I started in August and spent most of September reviewing and auditing some of the training material and found some major issues so October became a month of going back to the bosses with initial findings and explaining that they have a problem, so the last few weeks have taken up more time than was planned trying to fix the most pressing problems to meet the start of the academic year, it has also involved delivering training to some teaching/ Lecturing Staff that are somewhat reluctant to change to meet modern technology and training/ teaching practices.

So what? – Angry Mick was back on the work front and coming home at the weekend was taking time for me to switch from my work personality back to my submissive personality. I didn’t notice but Madam did and so at the start of November I was ordered into Madam’s study and given a very strong dressing down and given 10 days to bring my work schedule back into line. Madam’s anger is justified as she explained it is her concern over my mental wellbeing and that she would not allow “Angry Mick” to become a feature in our lives again. I am always touched by the way that she has my interests and health at the fore front of our relationship, even when she is tearing a strip off me.

This is the important part of everything for us, this Female Led Relationship that we are in was set up for my benefit and to provide a structure for My wife and I/ Alice and Mick/ Madam and billie to exist in a healthy, stable way. Our FLR is about both of us and involves both parties looking out for each other and I am very grateful to Alice my wife and Mistress.

So Madam has every right to be pissed at me. Over the last 2 weeks I have now brought things back into balance and work is far more stable and managed. Most of it is now back to being run from my home office in the garden by Ms billie, “my secretary”.

The second thing that has upset her was the fact that I had not provided an update to the blog.  It was made clear that posting the occasional social media post does not count. The blog is the important part, as we spent so long to reestablish it, Madam rightly feels we should make more effort with it. Madam asked me on Sunday when was the last posting the site and it was the 2nd of Oct, the fact that this was a post from Madam made it more of an issue. So for my tardiness I will receive a formal punishment on Thursday evening.

Madam had also asked if I had received any feed back from our Blogging friend – Miss Poppet (https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com/ ) with reference a promise that I had made at the start of September. I confessed that I had not started the task at all. This really pissed Madam off and I thought better that trying to argue (you can’t argue when you are in the wrong – Hey Kids there is a life lesson there for you!). Madam made it clear that I would receive a punishment for this serious infraction and that it would be very appropriate.

So what is the punishment? Well Madam contacted Miss Poppet explained the situation and requested that as she was the injured party that she should select my method of punishment and also the quantity of the punishment.

For my poor personal administration of not fulfilling a promise I have put a fellow submissive in a difficult personal position. So the following have been my punishments:

• Miss Poppet has selected that I am punished by 16 strokes of the paddle.  

• Madam directed that I fulfil my original promise to Miss Poppet and accompany it with a very grovelling apology, which must show my contrition. Failure to be suitably contrite would result in a doubling of my punishment.

• Also Madam has imposed a lowering of my submissive status and that I must consider Miss Poppet my superior and address her as such for an unspecified period. ( this is a punishment method that Madam learned from Mistress Carol who uses it on her submissive husband – kerri, and I have been subject to it on two previous occasions over the years). Hence why I have been using the title of “Miss” in front of her name. 

• Madam  will apply some changes to my routine for the period of my reduced status, Madam will inform me of these tomorrow evening at my review.

 So…..I can fully expect a significant dressing down tomorrow evening with a very painful set of punishments.  While I know that Madam will not pull any of the strokes, my gut feeling is that the punishments for putting myself in a position to allow the unhealthy “Angry Mick” side of my personality to reappear will result in Madam applying that extra bit of vigour into my correction.

It will be a lesson that I needed reminding of, and it will be a piece of tough painful love but I know that Madam is administrating it because she loves me and I love her.

To that end, everyone have a good evening, look after yourselves and look after the people that you hold dear, but most of all don’t shed a tear for me as I deserve whats coming….     

17 Nov 22 – Update:

From Madam Alice.

This weekend has been a bit different, John has been away visiting one of his daughters, so there has been a chance for some quality Mistress and sissy time and also some Alice and Mick time as well.

Friday night I took my sissy husband to my bed and had his wonderfully useful tongue entertain me before I used one of my strap-ons to make sure that he didn’t feel neglected.

Saturday was a rather vanilla day for us, which was nice as we haven’t done that for a while.  We took a drive out, heading up to Leicester to do a very quick visit to my Mother and then a drive round Rutland Water.  A pub lunch was very nice and then it was back home by 6 pm and by 6.30pm Mick had changed and billie was back in the kitchen in one of his maids uniforms preparing some food for our evening meal.

As it was cooking I suggested that billie go and change from the maid to Ms Watson and she could join me for dinner and share some wine with me.  I had ulterior motives, I planned to get Ms Watson a little tipsy so that I could take advantage of her.

When billie returned he was in a burgundy satin blouse with a short black skirt which only just covered his stocking tops. We sat and chatted while having a glass of red wine each while waiting for the food to become ready.  Billie doesn’t have alcohol too often so by the time we were finishing dinner she was 3 glasses in and I was ready to claim her. I told her to leave the dishes for the maid in the morning and we moved to the sofa for a bit of intimate girl time, lots of kissing, fondling, touching, moving to sucking and rubbing.

Don’t worry Ms Watson stayed in her cage but the rubbing of her caged clit, the diddling of her sissy hole was certainly making her very damp and drippy. With lots of deep french kisses were were like a pair of horny lesbians.

It always surprises me how responsive billie’s nipples get when we play like this, part of me thinks that it is a way for her body to compensate for the locked clitty, other parts of her body need to react to being turned on.  They were very suckable and I must admit that I was a little bit rough on then with my gentle biting, it was her own fault for moaning so much when i started to do it.  Also on Sunday morning I noticed that I had left a few love bite marks on her.  I’ve not done that for a very long time.  I’m hoping that they will still be there when John comes over on Wednesday evening!

Having got my dear sissy husband all hot and bothered I suggested that we take the wine to the bedroom and continued things up there.

We shed our clothes down to our lingerie and I pushed billie onto the bed and got her to lie flat out on the bed, I picked a small vibrator from my bedside drawer and then climbed on top of her in the 69 position. I didn’t need to tell her, as soon as I was over her face she put her face straight into my rather wet pussy and started licking. I settled down to use the vibrator on billie’s balls and the area between her balls and her sissy hole.  Occasionally I would lick her leakage as it oozed out of her caged clit.

She was very horny and very frustrated by the time she had brought me off and I collapsed exhausted onto her.  She is very good with that tongue of hers.

We rested for a little while and then decided it was best if we went for a shower, which we did together.  We dried each other off and I went and put on a teddy and billie disappeared to go and get one of his night dresses.  She reappeared with a black see through baby doll and sheer french knickers and black hold ups, my husband can be such a slut….this is a monster of my own creation and I love it!  I told her to turn the light off and to come to bed.

In the morning I stopped billie getting up at his normal 6am ( even with a thick head from the red wine she still wants to get up at her normal time) and made her stay in bed for a little bit longer with me. I fell back to sleep until I was woken up by billie’s tongue gently bringing me back to life at about 8am. It is always a good way to start the day with an orgasm provided by your sissy husband.

As for today it has been a slow day for us both, which has been nice, we don’t do this often but when we do it is really lovely. I’m very blessed to have such an attentive maid and such a slut of a Girlfriend in the form of the very prim and proper Ms Watson ( we all know that the prim and proper is just a show…)

I hope everyone has had a good weekend, we certainly did!

 From Madam Alice

Hello everyone it is good to be back blogging. I appreciate that it has been a bit slow but we are going through a little bit of change.

Now don’t panic, the changes are OK but what it does mean  is that our normal week routine has had to be amended.

Earlier this year my mother had a fall and we had to look after her for 6 weeks, the reality is that Mick stepped up to the plate and spent a lot of the time up at my mother’s being her carer.  Now it was Mick doing that job and not billie – I think my mother would have had a “dickie fit” if I had sent billie to look after her.

While up in Leicester at my Mother’s Mick took on some online work for a university looking at some of their training and teaching.  The result is that he has now been asked to do regular work for them. That will involve Mick being away for 3 days every fortnight (1 day one week and 2 days the next) so we will be adjusting our domestic routine a little.

John has been keeping busy with his work but still a strong and important part of our relationship for billie and I, so no change there for us.

My work was very quick to get back to normal, but we are still able to do some work from home and I do the occasional visit into the London Office (thankfully less than it was before COVID hit). 

So what are we planning to do going forward with the blog?  Well we will try to get back into a regular posts of at least one a week with billie taking the lead for posting as he did before. I will continue to add in my perspective on our lifestyle and the fun that we will be upto. Also we will to continue with our short posts on twitter and elsewhere.

So for everyone, keep safe, keep dropping by the site and let us know what you think.

Alice xxx 

 The bank holiday here in the UK has come and gone and we are all back home .

I returned home on Monday at about 2 pm and started to get ready for Madam and Sir to return, with preparing the evening meal.  while they were expected back at 5 pm, due to the weekend traffic they didn’t get back until nearer 7 pm.  But I was waiting for them when they arrived in my French maids uniform and a chilled glass of wine from them both.

Once they were in and relaxed I collected the bags from the car and took them up to Madam’s room.  I would unpack them on Tuesday and sort out all of the laundry from the bags.

 Afternoon everyone,

it is that time of the year where we all go on our Holidays.  

Madam and Sir left for their week in Dorset together, having not done it for the last 2 years they were really keen for this get away together.  They left Sunday afternoon and will be away until next Monday evening.

So what about holidays for me?  well the plan is that I will head down to Mistress Carol’s for the Bank Holiday weekend, getting there on Friday morning and I will then spend the weekend with Mistress and Kerri, her sissy husband and my very good friend and mentor.  

My visits to Mistress are always a mix of emotions as I will have my submissive nature and skills as a maid tested so there will be the element of dread of being there to be assessed and then there is the enjoyment of being with Friends and also hopefully to have some time with kerri.  

I’m usually dismissed from service on Monday just after lunch to allow me to travel home and be ready for when Madam and Sir get back that evening – ready with a bath and a meal prepared.  such is the lot of being a cuckold submissive in our wonderful FLR.

hope everyone has a good bank holiday and if you can’t get away just have some down time.

billie x 

 Good afternoon to all and anyone reading the blog.

some of you may have noticed that we have been going back through the old blog site postings, doing a quick review of them and then publishing them on this site.

The only differences from the old site is that we were not able to bring the images over which is a real shame but at least we have managed to save the content.

So what is the plan billie?

well the plan is to get the last of the archive checked and published.

Madam and Sir are going on a week long holiday to Dorset at the end of August and I will be going to Mistress Carol’s for the Bank Holiday weekend and hopefully getting to spend some time with kerri (her submissive TV husband and my very special friend).

The aim is to start doing posts in September and hopefully to start regular updates, thoughts and musing from that point onwards.

There has been a lot going on in our lives and there is a lot to update about for those of you who were our old blog readers.  

so looking forward we have lots to do and lots to post and we are all quite excited by it.

Kind Regards

billie xxx

It may come as no surprise that we have come back to blogging and posting.  Both Madam and I very much enjoy the telling of our tales and also getting a message out without being preachy about things.

This is our 3 blog and we have hopefully learned lessons from the pain and suffering of having one blog hampered by the restrictions of the host platform and the second one hampered and killed off by one or 2 people getting a kick out of messing us about.

We aim to do things very similar to last time but we will place restrictions on the comments initially and also we will not have a contact email.

some posts will be short and sharp quick blogs, similar to our twitter posts and others will be long detailed and full of information.

The initial pattern for the posts will be slow initially – please bear with us as there have been some changes in our circumstances (don’t panic we are still a loving cuckold couple where Madam has her Boyfriend as a regular feature in our lives), the changes are more in our working lives, routines and in the vanilla world.  But things will settle down soon – we promise and that will result in a bit more focused time to do posts.

So welcome to the new blog and hopefully we will start to get back into the swing of things.

very kind regards

Madam Alice and billie

Archive – 27 Jan 21 

We often get emails with questions – good and bad – which we try to answer as honestly as we can.  Myself and Madam were looking back over some of these and thought that we might group them together and put them on the Blog along with the answers that we gave.

We won’t put names against them, some where answered by myself and some by Madam.  Where the answer was provided for by Madam I have changed the text colour to red.

so here goes

Are you punishing Billie/Mick for some crime in your relationship, Did he cheat on you?

No, the only crime that Mick has done in our relationship was work to the point where he had a breakdown.  He hid his issues and didn’t reach out to me for help.  I do understand why he drove himself hard at the time in the 90’s, but towards the latter stages of the 90’s we had resolved a lot of the things that required the level of work commitments but he didn’t let up on the work load.

We both have similar Alpha personalities, Mick when he is at work is very focused and drives his project hard, but in doing so he had difficulties transitioning from work to home and that created tension with my Alpha side and the frustrations that I had with work and home life.

We had arguments and clashes but nothing to destroy the relationship until Mick actually “imploded” from all of the stress that he had.

so if any thing the only crime that he committed was in driving himself too hard that it cause damage to himself.

Do you want billie as a female?

No, We have increased the use of feminiation with billie as it is a double edged sword for him.  He has a stocking fetish so I would like to turn that fetish on him, so he wears stockings (as do I almost every day.)  billie’s build does not make it easy for him to pass as a female so dressing makes him a male in female clothing and it tends to make him more submissive which helps to keep him as a beta male.  He also really does get turned on by the humiliation aspect of this.  So my plan would be to continue to develop the feminisation towards the point that he is a “submissive sissy house husband/wife”.  Its a work in progress and we pretty much are well down the line here, billie enjoys it and it works for us.  billie is not a Transexual and I don’t want him to change in that way.

Do you wear female clothes the whole time?

I pretty much wear female underwear all of the time.  I do have some male underpants but they are rarely used.  My usual underwear when I wear male outer wear will be Stockings, suspenders, knickers and a top of some sort – a cami, a bra etc.  when I’m wearing my suits and shoes I tend not to wear sock but go for Opaque knee highs over my stockings.

When at home I generally will be in a skirt and heels of some type.

Archive 26 Jan 21 

This is my first post of the year, so Happy New Year to you all.  Madam lifted my Social Media limitation (Ban sound too draconian)  about 10 days ago but I was kept a bit busy and wasn’t able to do any posting.

So what has been going on, well we are still in lock down. Madam is working from home full time at the moment and Sir has been doing some work here but pretty much goes into work each day for some period.  He has all of his staff working at home and for the 2 guys that he has that work on the IT builds he drops the kit off at their homes.

However for the last two weeks I’ve  spent the bulk of it in Ms Watson mode working for Sir at his offices.  His Admin team have been on top of his accounts but as he often does, he asked if I could do a check/ audit on them.  So each day at 10am, I had to be dressed and ready to travel to his offices with him.  Heels, knee length skirt, blouse and my brown bob wig.  The very impression of a admin assistant for sir.

Madam has told me that for all of January I’m to be wearing shapewear as my daily underwear, so it is Long Line Bra’s, Girdles, Corselettes, panty girdles and full support bras that I purchased with the Christmas M&S voucher (a black and a white one).  

Each day when I went with Sir, Madam kissed both Sir and myself goodbye at the door and reminded Sir that “he wasn’t to fuck the staff in the office….but she can give you bit of after lunch oral!”  Madam would then pinch my bum and whisper to me to “keep him happy and on the boil for coming home, there’s a dear!”.  So office time has been interesting!

I managed to get the worked finished last Wednesday so Thursday and Friday last week was spent doing some of my own work and sorting out my tax returns….dull, dull, dull but a little bit different when you are sat doing them as Ms Watson.

Madam and I have tried to go for a walk at the end of each evening, there are quite a few woods near by with plenty of paths and tracks.  so normally about 5.30pm each day we go to get a bit of fresh air, it’s lovely to have some personal time with Madam and she does need to get out a bit more often and away from the Study. So we now have an arrangement that during the week in the early evening I will accompany her out for a 30-45 minute walk, and on Saturday and Sunday at some point during the day Sir will take her for a hour long walk.

Madam has stated that we will start to go out fully dressed as Mrs Watson soon on a walk, but not until the weather picks up and tracks get a bit firmer – at the moment it is definitely wellies needed on parts of the paths and the weather has us both in warm trousers. 

I’ve also been adjusting well to the slightly narrower/ tighter chastity.  With the change in the back ring size it is quite surprising how comfortable it is (until you try and get hard…)

Madam is starting to firm up her ideas on Mrs Watson, but she wants this lock down to finish as I think she wants to visit a couple of shops – she’s had a couple of issues with ordering clothes via the internet reference sizing – for her and for me.  For some companies their size 12 is an 8 and their size 16 are either a Tent or a bit teenie tiny….I’m sure Madam will give an update on this at some point soon.  Also the Leicester company that sent the Boots that Madam really really REALLY wanted in a US size, not UK size I would say you need to hide, she was really pissed with that…!  Her keyboard took a real bashing as she wrote the sales review and the letter to your company! (she also knows where your Business Offices are…)

So there you have it, a short post to get back into things, but we are all well and getting back into a routine of sorts. 

billie xxx

 From Madam Alice:

Afternoon everyone.  as way of an update for this week as we have all been working from home (well John has gone into his offices a few time to make sure that his staff have everything that they need to work from home where they can.)

I have kept billie off social media for most of the week, he has replied to some emails and comments but I’ve stopped him from posting, just to give him a break, he’ll be back as the main writer of posts next week again.

billie is now firmly back in chastity and I haven’t decided when I’ll let him out again.  There are no dates or targets to get his hopes up for so he can just settle himself in for the long haul (insert evil manic cackle at this point!!).  We are trying a different cage at the moment this one is a solid metal tube with a cage end, it is the same length as his normal metal cage, the tube is just slightly narrower.  billie has had this chastity for a while but the backing ring wasn’t comfortable so I got him a 50mm shaped back ring for it as a christmas present for billie.

As I mentioned I’ve been working from home this week and firmly ensconced in my study with the Laptop and my maid bring me tea and biscuits on demand.

Yesterday (Thursday) required me to spend the whole day taking part in a conference and side bar meetings with our head office and some of our supply contractors.  The direction from Head office on Wednesday was to make sure that everyone was Dressed Smart as this would be a “camera’s on” conference, and particularly in the Side Bar meetings where we wanted to start building relationships with some of our supply teams.  Normally our meetings are done just on audio but the instruction was camera on, so I had billie lay out one of my suits and a cream blouse.  The only difference that I decided that it would be my trouser suit.  I rarely wear it, preferring skirts, but I wanted to do something with this.

Once billie had brought my breakfast to my room and I finished and went to shower, I told billie to clear the tray and breakfast items and way and then to come back and help me dress for work.

The suit was laid out and the blouse was to hand.  I had billie help me on with a matching cream set of bra, suspender belt, and then a pair of smoke grey stockings. I then told billie to get my cream cami top and french knickers.  I slipped on the cami but before I put on the French knickers I directed billie to go and get my strap on harness with the 6″ dildo and to help me put it on.  Once on I had billie kneel and allow me to step into my satin knickers and then he pulled them up into place.

I adjusted my “cock” and found that I was dressing to the left some what, which was fine and then I got dressed into my blouse and suit.  all finished with a pair of 4″ heel black court shoes.

Once dressed I had billie go to the bathroom and get some of John’s aftershave  and I gave myself a quick spritz with it.  I gave my sissy husband a hug and told him that today their would be two people with cocks in the house and he wasn’t one of them!

I gave him a quick kiss and told him that I wanted him changed into his short maids uniform and that he was to remember that the Camera of the laptop would be on all day so to stay out of view when he came in to the study.  Also to be careful as the mic may be on.  I further told him that I would like tea at 9.30am and lunch at noon, and with that I sent him on his way and I headed to my study.

The meetings were productive in some ways and very dull in others.  Tea and some biscuits arrived at 9.30am, with billie now dressed in his very short maids uniform and his knickers, suspender straps and stocking tops very clearly on display and  and I passed a note to billie as he was about to leave, to come back at 10am.

I think that billie thought that I wanted my cup and the biscuit plate taken away, what he found after he bobbed a very nice curtsy was a note that said “the mic is on, get under the desk and take my cock out and give me a blowjob.”  my desk has 2 sets of drawers either side and a gap between for my legs and that is open to the other side.  We have played this game in the past and billie quietly and skilfully crawled under the desk and set to freeing my dildo from my trousers and knickers.

For the next half an hour my sissy maid husband entertained me though what was a rather dull presentation!

That afternoon it was back into another round of briefings and presentation and I was required to give a talk on one of the projects that my team and department was currently working on.  just prior to it starting I excused myself, muted the mic and stepped out of the room.  I called billie into the lounge and told him that my briefing would be starting shortly and wanted to make sure that I wasn’t disturbed.  I ordered billie to take his panties off and to and then to me.  I then went to one of the drawers and took out one of my tawses and told billie to bend over, he was going to get 10 lashes early from his weekly review.  Once finished he had a very rosey bottom and as he stood up I took his panties and poked them into his mouth.  “You are to keep them in your mouth to make sure that you keep quiet and you will stand in the corner of the room while I give my presentation.”  With that billie went to stand in his corner of the lounge.  I stopped him and told him not in the lounge, in the study! I wanted to keep and eye on him.

billie followed me back to the study and he came in and went straight to his corner, nose to the wall, pantieless with his reddened bottom on display, and there he stood, very still in his 4″ heels and listened as his wife gave a Presentation to her Bosses and the head office team.  And occasionally as I paused I would look at the lovely sight of my devoted husband enduring his corner time for my amusement.  billie was in the corner for nearly 45 minutes by the time I had finished and answered the various questions.  At the end I muted the mic again and covered the camera.  I got up and gave billie a hug and a kiss and dismissed him back to his duties. I told him not to bother replacing his panties. He bobbed a rather shakey curtsy (I could understand why after that long in the corner) and he left to get on with things that a maid does around the house on a Thursday afternoon.

I must say the rest of my afternoon was not as interesting as I listened to briefings and presentations on supply timelines and delivery processes.  but when it was all over billie had a bath ready for me and a glass of wine, and I took my time enjoying the soak.

That evening billie’s review went well and he earned back some bonus points for being well behaved in his corner time and also for anticipating my needs with the bath and the wine.

Keep safe everyone and look after yourselves.

Kind Regards

Madam Alice.