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A week of preperations

Posted on 10/06/2020 by sissie billie

The previous week has involved a bit of work to get things ready for Madam and Sir going back to work.

I’ve spent a couple of days working with John to get his offices and workshop area all set up for his people to come back to work.  the building that he has isn’t too bad with 2 individual offices coming from a main office on the first floor and the store and workshop area on the ground floor.

The main office has plenty of space for his team to be kept apart but for added re assurance I fitted some Perspex screens to each of the desk areas for him. So his staff have a semi enclosed area but still have visibility across the office.  we’ve increased the size of the table in the break out area where they do collaborative work in the corner of the office, this keeps the space and people apart.  John has his office which didn’t need anything and the second office that is used by his HR/ admin woman is fine as well so long as she just deals with one person at a time.

That was most of the effort on Monday and Tuesday, with both John and myself using our own cars to come and go to collect stores and fixings.  by the time we had all of the screens in place it was about 6 pm so we picked up the tools and called it quits.

Wednesday had me back in billie mode, with Sir sending me over to the office in wig, skirt, blouse and heels to tidy up after the “workmen” had been in.  I provided breakfast for everyone and cleaned up after everyone was finished, and then went and changed out of the maids uniform into a blouse and skirt.

I was given the keys and told to lock myself in so that I wouldn’t be disturbed, before I left Madam check to make sure that I was still wearing my butt plug.  The drive over is always a bit nerve wracking but the bottom line is don’t rush and don’t do anything stupid on the road (and try and keep and eye out for the idiots (they are everywhere!).

So having got there for about 10am, I locked myself in to the offices and started the tidy up of the mess that had been left after the construction works.  Once done it was a case of quickly dust down each of the work areas and then hover the main office before dealing with the toilets.

Madam and Sir came over at 1pm with some lunch and we all sat down for something to eat, all very civilised.  Sir took the bags of rubbish out to his car to take to the tip and Madam asked what I still had to do, which was do a clean of the workshop and store, the tea room/ kitchenette and then the 2 small offices.  I told Madam that I thought that I would be done about 4pm.

Madam told me that she would be back with Sir about 4pm, they would be going to get some tea and coffee for the staff and also to get some new cleaning materials for the cleaners cupboard to replace what I had used.  I was told not to leave until they came back, if I finished early then to send a text.

The Workshop and store didn’t need much work as it is a fairly open area were 2 people work, so there wasn’t too much to do other that a sweep out and mop of the floor.  I sent a text at about 3pm that I was nearly finished and Madam replied that they would be back shortly.

Sir and Madam appear about 3.20pm and I was just finishing the last bits in the HR/ admin office.  Both Madam and Sir went and dropped of their purchases and then made a cup of tea and headed to Sir’s office while I finished off.

I straighten my clothing up and went to join Sir and Madam in Sir’s office.  they were chatting through the plan to have a couple of the staff back into work on the Thursday and then the remainder in on the Monday.  Madam asked me if I would miss my weekly trip to help with the office work with Sir and I did say yes.  Madam must have spotted something in my reaction or my blush.

“Are you going to miss the chance to come out all dressed up or is something else that you are going to miss……?”  yes there was a slight pause before I responded.

“both Ma’am.”  I must admit I did say it a bit sheepishly

“Its what I love about you billie, I’ve created quite a tart, haven’t I?”

“Yes Ma’am.”

“I think John is also going to miss your help in the Office as I don’t think his HR lady is going to come in each afternoon at 3 o’clock to ‘help him with his report’ is she billie?”

“No Ma’am”

I was very aware of Sir chuckling and his comment was “not without a harassment case occurring and I’ll not tolerate that type of behaviour in the company!”

“That’s why you need Ms Watson, John, she fills a gap in your team, a sissy PA or secretary, obviously not full time but I’m sure that she can still come and provide assistance.”

“billie lift your skirt, dear, lets have a look at you?” Madam check the front of my knickers and yes there was a damp patch.

“Well dear husband, why don’t you go over to my boyfriend and show me why he likes taking you to work with him as his secretary?”

I went over to Sir and he turned his chair side on to the desk and I knelt down, Sir had already undone his belt and I opened his fly and he shrugged his trousers and boxers down.  Sir was starting to stiffen when I took his cock in my hand.

Madam had moved her chair round next to Sir and was watching me directly.

“That’s it Ms Watson, show me what your office skills are like…I want to see your skills dear, to see why John should keep you on the books..”

Having started to lick Sir and for him to harden, I now had him in my mouth and a hand lower down on his cock, sucking, licking and slowly stroking him.

Madam was now talking to me all the way through, encouraging me and also working on my humiliation need.

“take your time Dear, there is no rush, there is only us here in the office.”
“that’s it husband, show my boyfriend that you are the submissive in this relationship.”
“I do love watching you suck John, Dear, you are very good at it….”
“That’s it hubbie, try take a little bit more in your mouth and throat….”
“Make the most of this Ms Watson, it might be a while before you can come back to the office….

and on and on, humiliating encouragement as my Mistress Wife sat next to her boyfriend as I knelt between is legs in sexual submission.

“John, have you fucked Ms Watson over your desk?”  I almost choked when I heard that!!

“Yes I’ve done it a couple of time but usually when you’ve been away with work and I’ve decided to do a bit of late working, but not during this period, I’ve just had her come in a give me a blow job”

“you should do it a bit more often, it’s quite empowering, I’ve fucked Ms Watson a couple of time over the study desk in the last few weeks.  but perhaps not today….let her have something to look forward to the next time she comes into work…”

Madam was quite right, she had taken to putting a strap on harness and one of her dildos in the bottom drawer of her desk.  the first time that she had fucked me over the desk was after I had been licking her during a Skype meeting and once it had finished she was clearly worked up and decided that she wanted me to come out from under the desk and that she would finish herself off by fucking me.

The second time was very different.  I think that Madam had had either a bad or frustrating day and she decided that I needed to provide her stress relief.  I was called to the office told to remove my knickers and with that she unzipped her skirt and let it drop to the floor.  I had the tube of ky tossed at me and told to get ready while she put on the strap on.  I very quickly lubed my bottom as madam can put on the strap on quite quickly.  Madam did fuck me very vigorously, this was very much a dominant using a submissive.  Over the desk, legs kicked wide Madam’s hands on my shoulders and back to hold me down and her enforcing her dominance over me. (not very gentle but very much satisfying for me as a submissive – is that wrong??)

As Sir stated to get ready to cum he started to hold my head and control what I was doing more and as he did reach orgasm he held my head still and filled my mouth.  I’ve done this many times now and I know that I have to try and swallow some of it, quite quickly as there is often quite a bit of cum and semen.

Madam continued her verbal humiliation of me and it still embarrasses me to confess that it turns me on so much.  both Sir and Madam know how to push my erotic buttons (and again I ask is this wrong….?).

“You are very good at that, aren’t you Dear? barely a drop lost.  I’m really please that I can share my boyfriend with my cuckolded husband.”

“Now since you have got me all worked up I’m going to take John home and take him straight upstairs, if you can lock up here I’ll see you back at home, we’ll have dinner at 7 and wear the short maids uniform.”  and with that Madam and Sir left (he was still doing up his trousers) as I still remained on my knees and watched them head back home.

I got up and straighten up the office, when and had a look at myself in the bathroom mirror, the wig needed adjusting and then locked up.  By the time I got home I could hear that Sir was entertaining Madam upstairs so I went to get changed and get ready for the evening.

Overall a busy start to the week and as usual there has been plenty to keep me occupied…….as a quite content and happy submissive cuckold.

everyone please keep and stay safe.

billie xxx

Reader Question – what is the plan?

Posted on 01/04/2019 by sissie billie

From Madam Alice:

Just a short follow on post from me, after a email that we received – and we really do like hearing from our Blog readers.

what is my ultimate plan for billie?

Our relationship is on trust and we have spoken regularly about it and we talk constantly – it’s not all Bitch Mistress and Cuckold sissy, our FLR has a lot of equality in it and billie/ Mick want the FLR as much as I do.  so this relation is constantly evolving and developing.

We want to progress further with this and I would like, with Billie’s approval, to move further with his submission and increase the feminisation because over the years I have watched how one feeds the other and the whole submission package does help to balance his life and state of mind.

It also does me good to release me stresses as well, being a Mistress to billie is good for me in the same ways in that is good for him.

so what is my goal. in a few more years,  I would like to have a sissy House Wife, pretty much retired for his stressful work and focussing on keeping home and looking after my needs.  I’d like him to be more feminine and in female attire for over 90% of the time.  And I want (need him) to be a constantly involved part of my and our physical relationships.  because I love him to bits!!

I’m not sure who this sissy is (if anyone knows please let us know as she is lovely) but she is the aspiration that I have for billie, nice big breasts for a mature sissy, good controlling underwear – plenty of girdles and foundation wear, hairless, with a nice feminine hair cut or wig. nicely submissive and her clit almost constantly confined in a small chastity and still very much sexually aroused by her own submission.

Surely it isn’t too much to ask?

A Girls Weekend Away – for Alice

Posted on 20/03/2019 by sissie billie

From Madam Alice:

Occasionally all of the women in my family meet up for a weekend, we’ve done it for the last 10 years or so and it has always been a great break and an opportunity to catch up with my sister and my Mum.  Over the last couple of years we have been joined by my 2 nieces and it has almost breathed new life into our weekends away.

This isn’t a FLR get together, I’m sure my Mother and Sister would have kittens if they knew what my home life was in reality –  but I suspect that my oldest niece is moving her life towards a FLR type of relationship with her current boyfriend.  No, the weekend is there to catch up with things, drink wine, dance, drink wine, get pampered and primped, drink wine etc etc..you probably get the jist.

So my bag will be packed by billie on Thursday night and I’ll leave for work on Friday morning and head to the selected hotel on Friday afternoon and have an enjoyable weekend and come home on Sunday Evening.

So John will be left at a loose end this weekend.  frequently he would take this opportunity to go and visit his Kids or catch up with friends but that isn’t the case this weekend, so the arrangements are that billie will look after John in my absence.

Having discussed this with John, and I don’t want him home alone when he can do his usual weekend visit to the house and billie can make sure that he has a relaxing weekend.  I’ve left the details to John but he has told me that he wants billie to come to his office at 9am sharp on Friday so that he can give him some instructions for the weekend and also what meals he would like prepared for him over the weekend.

I’m sure the boys will have a great weekend spending some quality time together……..

Counting the Calories of a Cum Eater

Posted on 20/03/2019 by sissie billie

At the end of last month Madam jokingly pointed out that over the last year I had probably consumed or received more of Master’s cum than she had.

I don’t think so?  Did I?

Having the discussion we started to explore this statement

Do I give Master Oral Sex – Yes,
to completion – Yes
Have I been fucked by Master – Yes
Has he cum in me – Yes

but pretty much Master is having the vast majority of sex – quite rightly – with Madam.  I don’t have a sexual relationship with Sir, I am used to confirm my submissive position and to ensure my continued emasculation.

But that isn’t what Madam was saying.  Had I consumed or received more of Master’s Semen.  Madam pointed out that while here at home one of my main duties is to clean Madam after she has had sex/ made love/ fucked Sir, I am required to orally clean Madam so to that end I will have to lick Master’s cum from Madam’s wonderful pussy.  Therefore I am consuming a considerable amount of Master’s sperm

Also Madam does like giving Master a Blow Job, and often when I’m in attendance she will indicate for me to join her on my knees and when Sir cums she will take his load in her mouth and when he finishes she will then kiss me and pass Sir’s load for me to swallow.  Don’t get us wrong Madam will often keep Sir’s cum for her self so it isn’t every time.
So when it is put in that context then Madam is correct (as she always is!!) I do consume or receive far more of Master’s cum than she does.
There is also the fact that when I’m prostate milked or pegged and my cum drips or flow out it is often caught and either in my hand, in a glass or on a saucer then I have to consume that as well.  but Madam does point out that my cum is significantly less than Master’s – thinner and more clear and significantly less in quantity. 

So Madam has asked me to keep a running tally of my cum consumption.

Oral Direct
Oral from cleaning Madam
Oral, shared from Madam’s BJ with Sir
Sir’s fucking of me,
Anal orgasum – from penetration from Sir or Madam where I then lick my cum
Licking up after being Milked.

Madam has stated that my leaked cum will only count as half points.

Added to this Madam has found out that Semen has roughly 1 calorie per load, so we are now calling this my Calorie programme and I have to keep a note of how many calories I consume this month – I’ll let you know at the end of the month.

billie

 

Looking forward to my husbands Retirement

Posted on 23/02/2019 by sissie billie

From Madam Alice:

Today at work we had a fairwell lunch for one of our team that was retiring after being with the company for 23 years.  he had been on part time employment for the last 2 years but it was now he had decided that with approaching 60 he would retire.

having chatted with him I asked what he had planned and it was simply that he was going to become a full time house husband.  his wife was still working and he felt that he should support her more, so he would become the “home bird” for his partner.  he joked that he already had the apron and rubber gloves .

this made me think about what we would do when Mick finally decidied to fully retire.

currently Mick may seem to be part time working and filling the role of the House Husband/ wife for the majority of the time, and that would be how it may appear.  Mick does a lot of hours with his work but it only seems part time because previously he was working a ridiculous amount of hours.

we have spoken about when would we both retire – that’s what happens when one of you hits 50.  I’m enjoying my work and at the moment I can see me continuing to work until a point when I have to retire.

Mick on the other hand thinks that he will be looking to retire near 60.  To be honest I can see him retiring earlier.  we have good stability and the house is paid off and I’d him to cut down on his work as he is still doing a lot of specialist work – he has had a couple of spankings to remind him not to over do things..

but that isn’t what this was making my over active imagination work.

So what will happen when Mick retires?

We’ve spoken about this a few times and the we both have agreed that billie would become more of the focus and more permanent.  My house Husband would become my housewife.

I would like to up Billie’s feminisation – not massively, nothing surgical.  I’m talking about the following:

all body hair removal – waxing
ears pierced – at least 2 each ear.
head hair  –  the wearing of a feminine wig at all times.  the option of growing our Billie’s own hair isn’t realistic now to create a female cut.
subtle shaping of eye brows
change his spectacle frames to a more feminine style
more wearing of make up – not whore-ish, but more feminine.
a belly button piercing – I’m not sure why I just fancy seeing billie with one.

we will look at getting some proper breast forms for my sissy to wear each day – probably a C or D cup.

Reduce down the male wardrobe to an absolute minimum and where possible swap out the last items to unisex or female items that would pass for male.

we have spoken about a tattoo mainly in jest and the surprise that I got from Mick/ Billie was that he would like to have a tattoo showing that he is my partner and submissive.  now that was a surprise but I think we’ll wait until his retirement and we’ll look at that as being a marker of his start as the move from being my submissive house husband to submissive house wife.

It does give me a warm tingle thinking about having billie transformed to my sissy home maker!

it’s something to look forward to.

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