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Getting what you ask for

Posted on 17/04/2020 by sissie billie

We hope everyone is well, we are all fine here at Madam’s residence.

we’ve all had a busy week with working from home, which has been good as it has stopped everyone from being bored.  the only thing I would say is that all 3 of us are getting Skype fatigue.  it is quite clear in this period of social distancing some people when given their turn in an online conference just don’t know when to shut the fuck up!!!  It is interesting as all three of us have encountered this and we are working in different sectors.

But that isn’t what you have come to this blog for, is it?

Last weekend saw the continuation of resetting boundaries and tasks with a humiliation and emasculation theme.  On Saturday I had to go to our attic and get on of the old wooden chairs that we had up there, clean it up and place it in Madam’s bedroom.  I was then told to get on of my dildo’s with a suction base and place it on the chair.  Since that point in time, when ever I am required to be present when Sir and Madam have sex I am directed to remove my butt plug and sit on the dildo and the chair.  I will be told to either sit fully down on the chair and watch quietly or I will be told that I may fuck myself on the dildo until told to stop.

On Tuesday afternoon Madam called me to her study and told me that she would be finishing shortly and that she wanted me to go to her room and lay out some of her more slutty items of underwear and to then wait for her.

she arrived a little while later and told me to get her douche and soaps as she planned to give her back passage a good cleaning.  I helped Madam undress and head to the en-suite and use the douche enough times to make sure that she was fully clean back there.  once she was happy she had a shower and I waited to help dry her off.

I helped to dry her and I was told to kneel and Madam handed me a tube of KY and I was told to lubricate her arse which I did being very gentle, not wishing to incur her wrath.  she then handed me one of her butt plugs and told me to gently insert it into her.  I coated it in lube and then eased it into to her.  She let out a slight gasp as it forced her hole open and then closed around the neck of the plug.

I was then told to get up and to remove my maids uniform  and to go to the bed.  Madam made me lie on the bed, head towards the bottom and my feet at the headboard.  and she then took some lengths of bondage rope and tied me spread eagle to the bed.  she then took a ball gag and fitted that to my mouth.  I was securely displayed in my Girdle, Stockings, knickers and bra.

Madam sat down at her dresser and applied her makeup, which was most definitely darker than usual –  she applied purple nail polish to her fingers and toes and a black lipstick.  she applied some wet gel to her hair to make it slick and pulled it back.  the black eyeshadow and thick eye liner gave her a very dark dominant goth type of look.

I watched her get dressed – Underbust black corset, 6 suspender straps holding up dark black seamed stockings and then a pair of backless PVC panties.  Madam then added her patent black knee high boots and a thin leather collar.

She came and sat on the bed next to me, “Do you like what you see, hubbie?”

I nodded quite enthusiastically.

She started to rub the front of my girdle that covered my caged pantied clit – “I want to be a bitch tonight, not a nice wife, but quite nasty, so I’ve put my cunt out of bounds to John and you tonight – that’s right, no pussy licking for you this evening.  I’ve not had a nice arse fucking for a while and I’ve become quite jealous that my submissive husband is getting his arse fucked more than his Mistress, so I plan to change that this evening….”

With that she went to the bed room door opened it and shouted “John! would mind popping in here for a minute?!”

From my restrained position I could see her back and the open nature of the knickers. and the stockings.

John appeared and she literally pulled him into the bedroom.

“Right then John, I need fucking and I need it now!”

From what I could see Sir look slightly taken aback and was a little stunned as Madam pulled him into the room next to the bed and then undid his trousers.  Madam when down onto her knees and took hold of Sir’s cock.  I think at this point he had got his wits together and was now taking in the scene of my wife starting to take his cock into her mouth and me tied to the bed.

there was very little that I could do other than frustratingly watch this Goth Mistress suck Sir. As she did this Sir was shedding his clothes until he was stood there naked.

With Sir fully erect, Madam stopped her oral work and stood up, keeping her hand on his 9 inches and told him that her pussy was out of bounds for the evening but he could fuck her arse as much and as often as he wanted.  Still holding his cock she then led him to the bottom of the bed where she then let go and climbed on, crawling over me until her panties were directly over me.

“My knickers stay on John,  Fuck me like your bitch, show billie what a slut he has for a wife!  billie hasn’t been in my arse for over 15 years, show him what she is missing!”

It is true, we decided that billie and mick would not have Anal with Alice, Alice would regularly fuck billie in the arse but that was out of bounds for both of my personas.

As Madam offered her ass to Sir she passed some lube back to Sir and I watched fascinated as he lubed himself up and then eased the plug out of Madam before adding more lube to her bottom.

The thing that next surprised me was that I expected some fore play, some using fingers to help open Madam up, but no, Sir when straight at it with his cock!

He had done this to me and I can confess, you bloody know about it!  well Madam certainly got what she wanted and she let out a very vocal squeal!  It looked like Sir had placed a hand on her back to stop her coming up out of position and with the other hand he positioned it and then leaned forward and pushed it in, not fast but at a steady pace.

Madam was rather vocal, I really do hope that there was no joggers passing in the lane because there is no way that noise was staying in the room!

My position meant that I had full view of Sir entering Madam until his balls obscured the view.  Once he was fully in he stopped to let Madam get used to it and to calm down and then he started to slowly fuck her.  this was not lovemaking, Madam had asked to be fucked and it very much appeared that Sir was going to fully oblige to her requests!

During their fucking Madam didn’t touch me, I was just a very close spectator, It was as they finished, Sir withdrew and I could see that he had cum.  my gag was undone and Sir placed his cock head at my mouth – “clean it!”  I complied with licking and sucking it clean and then he withdrew from my mouth.

“Sit up Alice, let billie tidy you up and get you ready for the next round.”  I don’t know what the look was on Madam’s face but I thought that he had fucked her quite thoroughly, so to think that they would go again without a rest…..

Madam sat up and positioned herself so that I could get access to her bottom.  It was still open a little and Sir’s cum was leaking out, I could see it close as I started to lick her, I was being as gentle as I could.

I’m not sure how long I worked Madam’s used bottom but Sir was back and pushed her forward, he had lubed his cock again and again without ceremony he eased his cock back into her for another round.

This time the sex was more steady and more controlled but Sir was more verbal to Madam, with things like:

“You like being my bitch don’t you!”
“You and your sissy are both sluts for my cock in your arses!”
“billie could never fill you like this could he!”
“You had best wear a plug when you are working from now on, I might just come in and fuck you over the desk is you are going to behave like a wanton slut!”

Sir gave Madam a verbal fucking as well as a physical one.

By the end of the evening Madam had been ass fucked 4 times, I was released from the bed after the end of the second fucking, but I cleaned Sir and Madam after each session.    I would say that when Sir and I put Madam to bed at 10pm she was well fuck and very tired – quite content but a little sore.

There is a moral to this and I do think that Madam did learn something from it – Be careful what you ask for – you might just get it and some more!

A good weekend had by all

Posted on 17/02/2020 by sissie billie

I dropped Sir and Madam off at the train station in Milton Keynes on Friday afternoon at 3pm and headed back to the house.  I changed out of my semi male attire (I was wearing a ladies blouse rather than a shirt and only had to change my male trousers and shoes) and put on a skirt and heels.

Its odd that I now do that as a matter of course and routine.  it isn’t forced but I’m very comfortable with it – is this Madam achieving her aims of having a more female/ feminine house hold?

I pottered on with a few jobs in the house and got a few things out to make for my dinner when I got a call from Madam.

“Where are you at the moment?”

“in the kitchen, about to start making dinner”

“well stop what you are doing, go to your corner of the lounge and face the wall, stay there until you are told to move and don’t turn around until you are given permission, Understand?”

“Is there a problem with the trains? is everything alright?”

“Yes things are fine and we are in the taxi to the hotel, now do as you are told!”

“yes Ma’am” and with that the call ended.

I put the fish back in the freezer (I didn’t know how long I’d be in the corner) and went to the corner and put my phone on the small table near by to wait for Madam’s next instructions.

I put myself on my spot, smoothed down my skirt , heels together  and hands folded across my the front of the skirt. and with my head slightly down.

I stood there for a while and to be honest I was trying to work out what Madam had planned,  we’ve done this domination by distance before when we’ve both been apart so it isn’t a surprise but it does get your mind working.

As I was pondering what Madam’s plan would be I heard the drive gate open  and a car pull in.  Thats really odd as both Sir and Madam are in London and normally delivery people have to buzz the bell to get access.  Everything told me to go and look but Madam had clearly told me to stay in the corner and not to turn around.

I hear the car stop and someone get out and close the car door.

The next thing I heard was the front door open and someone step into the hall.  now there are probably about 2 metres into the hall and then you have the lounge door , which is open and I am in the corner facing the wall diagonally opposit the door.  I will be honest my heart is racing, some one is in the house, I’m in female attire and in seconds I’ll be visible…..fucking hell!!  I think at this point you could say that I may have had a high heart rate.

The front door closed, a couple of steps and I could hear them come into the lounge – the difference in the carpet (when you spend a lot of time facing walls in corners your other senses become more attuned to changes in noise and to people moving around behind you.

“My don’t you look a picture!”

It was Kerri!

I went to turn but she was expecting that and I got a very quick rebuke!

“stand still, face the wall.  Just as your Mistress told you!”

I turned back to the wall and listened as Kerri came closer.  I think my heart rate was still high but for different reason,

Kerri, came up behind me and ran her hands up the back of my legs, under the skirt and slowly round to the front of my knickers.

Kerri whispered in my ear “has mean Alice gone away for the weekend and left you all caged up?”

“Yes Kerri”

“thats a shame, Alice has told me where my key is and I’m allowed out to play for the weekend, it’s her valentines gift to me as well as having you all to myself for the weekend.”

With that she turned me round and planted a very big kiss, and long lasting kiss on my lips.

Well this was all a big surprise for me.  when we broke off the kiss I was faced with Kerri the Goth.  She looked fantastic, she an carry the female look off in public and the Goth look really suits her.  I am always amazed at the way she does it – having seen her in male mode and in her sissy/ female mode she is definately really comfortable enfemme.  (not bad for a Morgage manager of a high street bank!!!)

I gave her a hug and kissed her again, It was really great to see her.  Kerri is very much my mentor and I could say sissy soul mate.

well after calming down (sort of – I was the submissive equivellant of an over excited puppy when her Mistress has just come home!)  I was told to get Kerri a drink – red wine and to go and get her bags from the car and put them in the Guestroom.

I came back to the lounge and Kerri was sat on the sofa with her wine, legs crossed and her stiletto ankle boots pointing at me.

“billie, be a dear and go to Alice’s study.  there is a blue folder on her desk,  somewhere in that folder there will be a sealed brown envelope, bring it to me.”

I almost ran to get the envelope, it was there in the folder, halfway down, I shook it out and brought it back to Kerri.  She told me to open it and inside was the key to Kerri’s chastity.

Now Madam is Kerri’s secondary keyholder, just as Kerri’s Wife, Mistress Carol, is my secondary keyholder.  We both got our first chastitiy devices together back in 2005, so we have a bit of a bond over this.

I went to hand the key to Kerri but she stopped me.

“why don’t you unlock it?  down you get billie, set your naughty girlfriend free!”

I quickly knelt and Kerri uncrossed her legs  and opened then, hitching the front of her skirt up.  she had black satin front knickers on and I eased them down as she lifted her bum of the sofa.  She has a metal cage similar to mine with the recessed lock.  I fitted the key and pulled that free, and then gently – and yes do it gently, eased the cage off my friends penis.  The back ring of the chasity was hinged and I opened that and took it clear of her bits.

I don’t know why but I lean in and very gently started to lick her.

Kerri has been loccked up for quite a while – I’m not sure how long but i’m sure it’s been a few months so I know that it takes a wee while to bring life back into a freed penis.  I spent a good while licking and slowly sucking on here, slowly coaxing it back to life.  the aim was not to make her cum and once she was content that she had some feeling back into things I was brough up and next to her on the sofa for what seemed like a long session of kissing.

Kerri explained that she was here for the weekend and would head back to Reading on Sunday night, we had permission to share a bed together – the Guest room – and Madam had booked a table for us at a Pub/ restaurant not too far away on Saturday night.  Other than that the weekend was our to enjoy, this Madam’s real valentines gift to me and was to make up for not having my weekend with kerri in the Autumn .

And enjoy the weekend we did, even if I was still caged, it didn’t matter.

Saturday night I took Kerri to the Restaurant, she looked great in a black dress with seamed stockings and a cream wool shawl over her shoulders, while I was in chinos and Jacket and tie but with basque and stockings underneath.  Kerri caged herself back up for the evening out so that she didn’t have anything?! spoil the line of her dress. The meal was great, and Kerri had a few glasses of wine while I stayed sober as the designated driver.  kerri flirted with me all evening and even managed to do some flirting with the waiter, she can be a bit of a tart at times! bless her!

One we got home as I opened a bottle of wine for us, Kerri uncaged herself and that was us for the night.

I think when we collected Madam and Sir from the station on Sunday I think it was quite clear that we had enjoyed our weekend as much as Madam and Sir had enjoyed theirs.  Kerri stayed for dinner on Sunday evening and as a final act Madam had us both go to her study with her and I was made to lock Kerri back into chastity and hand the key back to Madam.  Madam kissed both of us on the lips and then had both of us kneel and kiss her shoes.  I was dismissed to get Kerri’s bags and put them in the car and when I cam back Kerri was ready to go.  I walked her out to her car and we had a final kiss and I watched and waved her off.

now all of this may seem a bit odd, but my relationship with Kerri is fully sanctioned and really encouraged between our wives, Alice and Carol.  Just as Mistress Carol and Madam Alice are occasional lovers (Carol is Alice’s one and only female partner) both myself and kerri were encouraged to form a partnership so that we could share each other’s company and to be girlfriend/boyfriend to each other (chose which combination you would like of BF/GF).  Also Kerri really was my mentor as I developed as a submissive and as a sissy.  she has helped me develop and always been there for help and advice and it is great having time with someone who understand the other dynamics in our relationships.  it also helps that she knows the trials of being in chastity.

So all in all it was great having such a special house guest and I just wonder when we’ll next have a get together – and maybe next time Madam will let me be uncaged…..or maybe not!

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