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Update on Chastity and a wet weekend

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This will be the first of a couple of blog posts today – so long and I don’t get distracted.

Normally this week we are all on holiday in some form but as I mentioned a couple of posts back we’ve had to change our plans due to the hotel that was booked having some of the rooms damaged.  Moneys have been refunded and the offer of discounts for rebooking later in the year have been accepted.

Normally what happens is that Madam and Sir head off for a few days on their own and I am sent to Mistress Carol’s for an “Annual Assessment” to ensure that I’m being a good submissive for Madam and to spend the time as a maid to Mistress Carol, I also get to have time with Kerri.  that is normally for 4 days and then we all meet up – Madam and Sir, Mistress Carol and her Partner (B/F) and Kerri and Myself – for the 4 days of the bank holiday.

Mistress Carol – I will be in so much trouble for this – again!

But that is to be delayed and it looks like it will be some time in November when we have a get together.

So what has that to do with my Chastity and my confinement period?

This weekend was an interesting situation.  On Thursday night Madam tasked me to make sure that all shopping was to be done on Friday (my normal routine) and told me that She and Sir would not be going out on Saturday evening so I was to prepare for a small BBQ for them or if the weather wasn’t good a small grill and buffet.  I was required to be back from my shopping trip no later that 11.00am.

Once back I was to get my self ready and be in my maids uniform from 12 noon onwards – but I was not to wear any panties and I was to have my main butt plug fitted.  I was later to find that I wouldn’t be allow to wear panties for the whole weekend.

Friday after lunch was spent making sure the rooms were tidy and ready for Madam and Sir, the washing was done (but not put on the line as the weather was dreadful, so the utility room with it’s two clothes dryers/ airers was in full use (we don’t use the tumble drier unless in an absolute emergency).  All the Ironing was done and new scent liners put in the drawers of Madam’s dresser and wardrobe.

Madam came home about 4pm, earlier that usual and we had a sit and a chat.  her plan for the weekend was to be a rather frustrating spectacle for me.  I would be in sissy maid role for the whole weekend, I would not be allowed to wear any knickers or panties until Monday morning.  Added to which Madam informed me that she would be having a Lingerie weekend, she would only be wearing stockings and lingerie, and she would be joining me in wearing no panties until Monday morning.

Madam them informed me that once Sir arrived he would go for a shower/ bath and I was to take his clothes for washing and Ironing ready for when he would leave on either Sunday Night or Monday morning.  It was intended that he would be naked for the duration of his visit or at most wearing his bath robe.

“I want my sissy husband to have a weekend surrounded by the things that frustrate him”

I was made to stand and Madam lifted my short maid skirt and she felt my cage, her smile said it all, “You’re a bit wet dear.  And we haven’t even started to tease you yet!”

She checked that I was plugged and whispered in my ear “I love having you this horny and frustrated, I want you really dripping by the end of this weekend!  This extension in your chastity really has brought you on with your submission and willingness to be my slut!”

It did shock me a little when she said it but she was right.  Since we went on our Holiday to Scotland, Madam has used the strap-on on me more regularly, I’ve responded to it more.

It has also be more clear to me that Madam has been enormously turned on by my frustrations and my response to being (Want? needing?) to be fucked by her and also by my willingness to be fucked by Sir.  I would say that previously it has been an act of submission – beta male to the Alpha Male – and enjoyable act of submission but an act of submission none the less, where the caged frustration makes it something slightly different, I willingly want to be fucked to release/ ease the frustration.

Then Madam gave the knock out “I’m going to keep you caged until after the trip away in November, with the possibility of running it through to Christmas, It depends how much I enjoy your frustrations….You have two ways of looking at that!”  With that bombshell Madam Slapped my arse cheek “Right you little drippy tart, go run my bath and lay out my Black Basque, seamed stockings, and 5″ heels, Oh and add the black elbow gloves.  Remember no knickers, I want John to have full access to everything this weekend and that goes for you as well my lovely husband!!”

and with that I was dismissed to start the bath.

Yes the weekend was a frustrating weekend, Yes I was regularly checked for how wet and drippy I was – often my skirt didn’t need to be lifted!  Both Sir and Madam made full use of the unrestricted access and while I’m not proud to say there was times I was almost behaving like a complete slut – but I couldn’t say anything about it at the time – read into that what you will!

So it is not Tuesday morning, we are clearing the last of the weekend washing – bed clothes yesterday and Madam’s Lingerie this morning and my uniform and lingerie this afternoon.  I’m back in knickers but It looks like it will be regular changes of those each day from now until Christmas (????) due to my caged frustrations.

I’ll keep you all updated on how my caged progress goes on over the coming weeks and months.

billie xxx

Uncaged over the Easter Weekend – how things have changed.

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With the Easter Weekend arriving I had completed my period of Chastity and I was allowed to be released.
The rule over the weekend was that while uncaged I was not to touch myself unless it was with the specific instruction of Madam, if I did touch myself without permission then I would forfeit my opportunity to be uncaged for our holiday in August and I would remain caged all the way through to Christmas Eve.  I can report that I behaved myself and my next scheduled period of freedom will be the start of August.
Madam has asked me to explain about how things have evolved with our lovemaking when Sir is with us.  Madam has explained in a previous post that she and I do not have sex when I am uncaged, I am her husband and as such when I am granted freedom I am required to make love to her.  
There is no fucking, nothing rough, nothing vigorous or excitable, it must be tender and devoted and that is consensual and gentle.

However at Christmas a new aspect evolved.  When Sir is with us I am required to be caged but because we had Sir stay with us at Christmas and that is normally Mick and Alice time there was a slight change in the rules and conditions.  I was uncaged as per my schedule but I was required to be fully fem for the period and in similar outfits to what Alice was wearing – same type and colour of lingerie and stockings, and Christmas day found us both is sexy Mrs Claus outfits , I wasn’t to be fully submissive as the Christmas wasn’t about Madam, Sir, and sissy billie, but Alice, John and Billie. 


When it came to sex, I was told to follow the lead of Alice, the fundamental rules of our relationship were still in place but I would help Alice get ready for John, I would provide oral to both of them and help john enter her.  While they had sex I would kiss my wife and play with her breasts, what ever she wanted.  When John orgasmed in her he would with draw and have me go down on him to taste both him and my wife from his cock.  At this point I was allowed to stroke myself to ensure is was hard (which I was – it’s difficult not to be when you are uncaged and involved with my wife and her boyfriend. 
Once I had clean John and he was hard again I would be told to get between Alice’s legs and put my 5” hard penis into her used pussy, it was fully lubricated with her juices and John’s cum.  I would slip in very easily and as I entered her I would feel some lube being applied to my arse.  Alice would hold me still and we would kiss as john would then mount me.
Alice simply told me to let John fuck me and she in turn would be fucked by me.  All the time that I was getting fucked would talk dirty to me, telling me that this would now be the way that I would be allowed to fuck her, using her boyfriends cum as lubricant and my little cock  to slip about in her used pussy.
Alice can be a very dirty mouthed girl when she wants to be, when it turns her on.  I’m quite sure that her straight laced boss would faint if she realised what my wonderful wife was really like!
I can say that I certainly came first between the 3 of us, but things didn’t end until both John and Alice had achieved their orgasms.  This certainly wasn’t gentle and loving this was definitely sex between the three of us.  When we were all finished and we disentangled from each other, I went down on Alice to clean her and then to John to clean him up. We may not have been doing the FLR and cuckolding submission session but I still wanted them to know that I knew my place.  For that period we all shared the same bed.
Over the Christmas period this happened several times and when John left and we went to visit family up in Leicester,  Alice and I made love as Wife and Husband several time.  On the 30th Dec  we were back home and I was back in my cage.  Madam and billie back to normal (????? Define normal ????)
Now what I described happened again over the Easter weekend.  John came over on the Thursday night and would stay until Monday afternoon.  I would be released on Friday morning as that was the start of Easter and I would be cage free until Madam went to work on Tuesday morning.  This would again be a Alice, John and billie weekend, and Mick could appear once John left on Monday. Over the Friday to the Monday I was allowed to enter Alice 4 times, each time with John fucking me.  It’s a strange feeling being in your wife but having your efforts to fuck her being directed (physically directed) by her boyfriend.  I know that this will be very bizarre to some but wow is it an amazing feeling in so many ways!
Has the FLR made me this way, or is it the Cuckolding  or is it the periods of Chastity?  Probably all three in reality.


But there is one over riding thing, I love my wife, my Mistress, my Madam –  and boy does she have a dirty dirty mouth on her!!

Unfettered husband

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From Madam Alice

As scheduled billie was uncaged on Friday morning and has been enjoying his freedom.  However he has had to spend the weekend not touching himself, the rule was if he touched himself then it is back in the cage until Christmas.
However we haven’t been mean to him, he has been enjoying himself.  I’ll get him to explain in a blog entry over the next few days.
so as it is he has another day of freedom until I put him back in his cage on Tuesday morning just before I go to work.
 

Early Review and Punishment due to work commitments.

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From Madam Alice.

I’ve just conducted Billie’s weekly review a few days early this has been due to work commitments this coming weekend.

Mick has been busy trying to tie down a couple of his clients to allow him to finalise the works that they have asked for and he has finally got them all to agree to dates and times that will all slot together.  To that end I will be dropping Mick off at the train station on Thursday morning and I’ll see him back in a week’s time.  It looks like John is just going to have to keep me busy to stop me getting bored!

Thursday Evening is normally Billie’s weekly review where we consider how he has performed over the last week.  I have my book with notes and billie has his book, we review our notes and allocate Merits (yes I do give merits to my lovely submissive – as does John) and demerits.

all of the demerits are tallied up and an appropriate set of punishments are allocated.  The biggest crime that billie can do is to not record a misdemeanour in his book that I have recorded in mine, this would result in double, and occasionally triple demerit points.

So this evening billies punishments were:

 2 periods  of corner time, to be selected at random by me of a minimum of 30 minutes in heels of my choice.
a spanking of 20
and a paddling of 12.

his biggest infringement was for not getting his last blog entry about his weekend with John completed and published, it still appears to be sat in the draft pile.

So I’ve spanked and paddled his bare arse and sent him off to get me some tea with his red bottom on display.

I have also warned him that I will expect him to dressed as billie under his “Mick” clothes at all times during his time away and we will pack him off with a “few” things on Thursday when he leaves.  I’ve also told him to be prepared to get tasks while he is away to be undertaken in his spare time as we certainly don’t want him to get bored either!

And he has been told to get the blog entry finished and to produce some more during his time away.

It’s a good job that I’m here to keep him focussed!

Reader Question – what is the plan?

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From Madam Alice:

Just a short follow on post from me, after a email that we received – and we really do like hearing from our Blog readers.

what is my ultimate plan for billie?

Our relationship is on trust and we have spoken regularly about it and we talk constantly – it’s not all Bitch Mistress and Cuckold sissy, our FLR has a lot of equality in it and billie/ Mick want the FLR as much as I do.  so this relation is constantly evolving and developing.

We want to progress further with this and I would like, with Billie’s approval, to move further with his submission and increase the feminisation because over the years I have watched how one feeds the other and the whole submission package does help to balance his life and state of mind.

It also does me good to release me stresses as well, being a Mistress to billie is good for me in the same ways in that is good for him.

so what is my goal. in a few more years,  I would like to have a sissy House Wife, pretty much retired for his stressful work and focussing on keeping home and looking after my needs.  I’d like him to be more feminine and in female attire for over 90% of the time.  And I want (need him) to be a constantly involved part of my and our physical relationships.  because I love him to bits!!

I’m not sure who this sissy is (if anyone knows please let us know as she is lovely) but she is the aspiration that I have for billie, nice big breasts for a mature sissy, good controlling underwear – plenty of girdles and foundation wear, hairless, with a nice feminine hair cut or wig. nicely submissive and her clit almost constantly confined in a small chastity and still very much sexually aroused by her own submission.

Surely it isn’t too much to ask?

A Girls Weekend Away – for Alice

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From Madam Alice:

Occasionally all of the women in my family meet up for a weekend, we’ve done it for the last 10 years or so and it has always been a great break and an opportunity to catch up with my sister and my Mum.  Over the last couple of years we have been joined by my 2 nieces and it has almost breathed new life into our weekends away.

This isn’t a FLR get together, I’m sure my Mother and Sister would have kittens if they knew what my home life was in reality –  but I suspect that my oldest niece is moving her life towards a FLR type of relationship with her current boyfriend.  No, the weekend is there to catch up with things, drink wine, dance, drink wine, get pampered and primped, drink wine etc etc..you probably get the jist.

So my bag will be packed by billie on Thursday night and I’ll leave for work on Friday morning and head to the selected hotel on Friday afternoon and have an enjoyable weekend and come home on Sunday Evening.

So John will be left at a loose end this weekend.  frequently he would take this opportunity to go and visit his Kids or catch up with friends but that isn’t the case this weekend, so the arrangements are that billie will look after John in my absence.

Having discussed this with John, and I don’t want him home alone when he can do his usual weekend visit to the house and billie can make sure that he has a relaxing weekend.  I’ve left the details to John but he has told me that he wants billie to come to his office at 9am sharp on Friday so that he can give him some instructions for the weekend and also what meals he would like prepared for him over the weekend.

I’m sure the boys will have a great weekend spending some quality time together……..

Counting the Calories of a Cum Eater

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At the end of last month Madam jokingly pointed out that over the last year I had probably consumed or received more of Master’s cum than she had.

I don’t think so?  Did I?

Having the discussion we started to explore this statement

Do I give Master Oral Sex – Yes,
to completion – Yes
Have I been fucked by Master – Yes
Has he cum in me – Yes

but pretty much Master is having the vast majority of sex – quite rightly – with Madam.  I don’t have a sexual relationship with Sir, I am used to confirm my submissive position and to ensure my continued emasculation.

But that isn’t what Madam was saying.  Had I consumed or received more of Master’s Semen.  Madam pointed out that while here at home one of my main duties is to clean Madam after she has had sex/ made love/ fucked Sir, I am required to orally clean Madam so to that end I will have to lick Master’s cum from Madam’s wonderful pussy.  Therefore I am consuming a considerable amount of Master’s sperm

Also Madam does like giving Master a Blow Job, and often when I’m in attendance she will indicate for me to join her on my knees and when Sir cums she will take his load in her mouth and when he finishes she will then kiss me and pass Sir’s load for me to swallow.  Don’t get us wrong Madam will often keep Sir’s cum for her self so it isn’t every time.
So when it is put in that context then Madam is correct (as she always is!!) I do consume or receive far more of Master’s cum than she does.
There is also the fact that when I’m prostate milked or pegged and my cum drips or flow out it is often caught and either in my hand, in a glass or on a saucer then I have to consume that as well.  but Madam does point out that my cum is significantly less than Master’s – thinner and more clear and significantly less in quantity. 

So Madam has asked me to keep a running tally of my cum consumption.

Oral Direct
Oral from cleaning Madam
Oral, shared from Madam’s BJ with Sir
Sir’s fucking of me,
Anal orgasum – from penetration from Sir or Madam where I then lick my cum
Licking up after being Milked.

Madam has stated that my leaked cum will only count as half points.

Added to this Madam has found out that Semen has roughly 1 calorie per load, so we are now calling this my Calorie programme and I have to keep a note of how many calories I consume this month – I’ll let you know at the end of the month.

billie

 

Looking forward to my husbands Retirement

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From Madam Alice:

Today at work we had a fairwell lunch for one of our team that was retiring after being with the company for 23 years.  he had been on part time employment for the last 2 years but it was now he had decided that with approaching 60 he would retire.

having chatted with him I asked what he had planned and it was simply that he was going to become a full time house husband.  his wife was still working and he felt that he should support her more, so he would become the “home bird” for his partner.  he joked that he already had the apron and rubber gloves .

this made me think about what we would do when Mick finally decidied to fully retire.

currently Mick may seem to be part time working and filling the role of the House Husband/ wife for the majority of the time, and that would be how it may appear.  Mick does a lot of hours with his work but it only seems part time because previously he was working a ridiculous amount of hours.

we have spoken about when would we both retire – that’s what happens when one of you hits 50.  I’m enjoying my work and at the moment I can see me continuing to work until a point when I have to retire.

Mick on the other hand thinks that he will be looking to retire near 60.  To be honest I can see him retiring earlier.  we have good stability and the house is paid off and I’d him to cut down on his work as he is still doing a lot of specialist work – he has had a couple of spankings to remind him not to over do things..

but that isn’t what this was making my over active imagination work.

So what will happen when Mick retires?

We’ve spoken about this a few times and the we both have agreed that billie would become more of the focus and more permanent.  My house Husband would become my housewife.

I would like to up Billie’s feminisation – not massively, nothing surgical.  I’m talking about the following:

all body hair removal – waxing
ears pierced – at least 2 each ear.
head hair  –  the wearing of a feminine wig at all times.  the option of growing our Billie’s own hair isn’t realistic now to create a female cut.
subtle shaping of eye brows
change his spectacle frames to a more feminine style
more wearing of make up – not whore-ish, but more feminine.
a belly button piercing – I’m not sure why I just fancy seeing billie with one.

we will look at getting some proper breast forms for my sissy to wear each day – probably a C or D cup.

Reduce down the male wardrobe to an absolute minimum and where possible swap out the last items to unisex or female items that would pass for male.

we have spoken about a tattoo mainly in jest and the surprise that I got from Mick/ Billie was that he would like to have a tattoo showing that he is my partner and submissive.  now that was a surprise but I think we’ll wait until his retirement and we’ll look at that as being a marker of his start as the move from being my submissive house husband to submissive house wife.

It does give me a warm tingle thinking about having billie transformed to my sissy home maker!

it’s something to look forward to.