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A target reached – 100 days.

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From Madam Alice

so far I haven’t unlocked billie, normally he is unlocked when we go on our summer holiday, but I wanted to have a holiday that would be a trip away for both Mick and billie. we’ve now passed the 100 days marker  – its 103 now.

so when will I unlock him?  well the answer is that I don’t know, I like the fact that he is very easy to arouse at the moment.  I’ve been using the strap on with him quite regularly and this weekend I’ve had the guilty pleasure of watching my darling husband leaking like mad and responding back to being fucked by my boyfriend.

I really do find it a massive turn on watching billie behaving like a submissive tart/ slut under my direction and submitting to John.  The dynamic of the Dom/ sub or Alpha/beta is just one aspect that is a turn on but the willingness to submit which does also appear to have a linked connection to the extended period in chastity really does get me excited.

It also doesn’t help that I’m usually next to billie encouraging him and telling him how much he is leaking cum, on occasions catching it in my hand and showing it to my penetrated husband before making him lick it all up.

so with all of the sex that he has had recently, can we say that he has had an orgasm?  well it is entirely possible that he has,  but as he is caged I’m happy that these don’t count.  our counter will only return to zero when he has a orgasm when he is out of chastity – either when we make love or through conventional masturbation (unlikely as that is likely to happen).  Masturbation for my sissy husband has been for the last few years via the use of vibrators or dildos.

So Billie’s chastity will continue for a little while longer, and I will continue to enjoy the erotic turn on that it gives me.

Uncaged over the Easter Weekend – how things have changed.

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With the Easter Weekend arriving I had completed my period of Chastity and I was allowed to be released.
The rule over the weekend was that while uncaged I was not to touch myself unless it was with the specific instruction of Madam, if I did touch myself without permission then I would forfeit my opportunity to be uncaged for our holiday in August and I would remain caged all the way through to Christmas Eve.  I can report that I behaved myself and my next scheduled period of freedom will be the start of August.
Madam has asked me to explain about how things have evolved with our lovemaking when Sir is with us.  Madam has explained in a previous post that she and I do not have sex when I am uncaged, I am her husband and as such when I am granted freedom I am required to make love to her.  
There is no fucking, nothing rough, nothing vigorous or excitable, it must be tender and devoted and that is consensual and gentle.

However at Christmas a new aspect evolved.  When Sir is with us I am required to be caged but because we had Sir stay with us at Christmas and that is normally Mick and Alice time there was a slight change in the rules and conditions.  I was uncaged as per my schedule but I was required to be fully fem for the period and in similar outfits to what Alice was wearing – same type and colour of lingerie and stockings, and Christmas day found us both is sexy Mrs Claus outfits , I wasn’t to be fully submissive as the Christmas wasn’t about Madam, Sir, and sissy billie, but Alice, John and Billie. 


When it came to sex, I was told to follow the lead of Alice, the fundamental rules of our relationship were still in place but I would help Alice get ready for John, I would provide oral to both of them and help john enter her.  While they had sex I would kiss my wife and play with her breasts, what ever she wanted.  When John orgasmed in her he would with draw and have me go down on him to taste both him and my wife from his cock.  At this point I was allowed to stroke myself to ensure is was hard (which I was – it’s difficult not to be when you are uncaged and involved with my wife and her boyfriend. 
Once I had clean John and he was hard again I would be told to get between Alice’s legs and put my 5” hard penis into her used pussy, it was fully lubricated with her juices and John’s cum.  I would slip in very easily and as I entered her I would feel some lube being applied to my arse.  Alice would hold me still and we would kiss as john would then mount me.
Alice simply told me to let John fuck me and she in turn would be fucked by me.  All the time that I was getting fucked would talk dirty to me, telling me that this would now be the way that I would be allowed to fuck her, using her boyfriends cum as lubricant and my little cock  to slip about in her used pussy.
Alice can be a very dirty mouthed girl when she wants to be, when it turns her on.  I’m quite sure that her straight laced boss would faint if she realised what my wonderful wife was really like!
I can say that I certainly came first between the 3 of us, but things didn’t end until both John and Alice had achieved their orgasms.  This certainly wasn’t gentle and loving this was definitely sex between the three of us.  When we were all finished and we disentangled from each other, I went down on Alice to clean her and then to John to clean him up. We may not have been doing the FLR and cuckolding submission session but I still wanted them to know that I knew my place.  For that period we all shared the same bed.
Over the Christmas period this happened several times and when John left and we went to visit family up in Leicester,  Alice and I made love as Wife and Husband several time.  On the 30th Dec  we were back home and I was back in my cage.  Madam and billie back to normal (????? Define normal ????)
Now what I described happened again over the Easter weekend.  John came over on the Thursday night and would stay until Monday afternoon.  I would be released on Friday morning as that was the start of Easter and I would be cage free until Madam went to work on Tuesday morning.  This would again be a Alice, John and billie weekend, and Mick could appear once John left on Monday. Over the Friday to the Monday I was allowed to enter Alice 4 times, each time with John fucking me.  It’s a strange feeling being in your wife but having your efforts to fuck her being directed (physically directed) by her boyfriend.  I know that this will be very bizarre to some but wow is it an amazing feeling in so many ways!
Has the FLR made me this way, or is it the Cuckolding  or is it the periods of Chastity?  Probably all three in reality.


But there is one over riding thing, I love my wife, my Mistress, my Madam –  and boy does she have a dirty dirty mouth on her!!

Chastity and orgasms – an interesting article.

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From Madam Alice

As part of Billie’s daily tasks he is required to find 10 images, videos, web pages or articles that are of interest.  this normally results in a number of items found from sites such as Pinterest, Tumblr and a few others.  he will also check the numerous blogs that he follows.

where he finds a blog that he thinks I would be interested in he will add it to my favourites on my tablet in a section marked “for review and consideration”.

I have a couple of sites that I regularly read and check and they have all been found by billie.  one site is Missy’s blog which I can’t rate highly enough – go and check her articles out they are a really enjoyable read and great insight to a submissive’s mindset.

https://submissy.com/

As for another site is Sara’s site, she is a submissive cuckolded sissy and we both love what she she writes about.  Her Main page is at this link and also there is a link on the side of our blog:

http://saragirlsissyconfessions.blogspot.com/

but she also has a tumblr blog, which unfortunately has had a lot of the good items blanked and sensored.  but she did have a good article worth a read and which I fully agree

http://saragirlsissyconfessions.tumblr.com/post/177733639283/chastity-you-being-partner-of-a-male-en-femme

“Prostate induced orgasms, penis free orgasms, analgasms, boi-pussygasms, sissygasms, or squirtygasms … what ever you name it, masculine penis orgasm is out of question. For ever.
Whether or not she likes them is really not the point here. That she achieves them is, because it renders the penis completely and utterly irrelevant. Once she can orgasm without his/her penis, then there really isn’t any reason that chastity shouldn’t be permanent. She can no longer complain about how long it’s been since she has cum, can’t complain about “blue balls” or swollen balls. 
Further, once you have emasculated him to the point at which she orgasms by being penetrated, then it is also harder for her to cling onto some of those masculine stereotypes. 
Whether or not she prefers this type of orgasm over the classic male form, or in fact whether she likes it at all, has no relevance.  This is now what is available to her, she can choose to embrace it… or not.  That part is up to him/her. If you are a bit of a creative partner like me, its even more enjoyable when he/she doesn’t.”
I would say that this is the target that we are aim for with billie, and I am starting to see him having far more orgasms in his chastised state.  in the past I would go through a regular “Milking” regime with him but the extended periods in chastity combined with regular pegging from me and his own dildo use, as well as him being used by John has resulted in a far more sexually responsive submissive.

He is my husband and I will continue to release him from chastity and we will make love – remember we don’t have sex when he is un-caged – but the chastity periods will continue to be the longer periods that we have now of 3-4 months at a time and as we are seeing now he is becoming more conditioned to anal and oral as his means of sexual release and judging from the way that he leaks and cums from these activities we may just be hitting the spot!

Counting the Calories of a Cum Eater

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At the end of last month Madam jokingly pointed out that over the last year I had probably consumed or received more of Master’s cum than she had.

I don’t think so?  Did I?

Having the discussion we started to explore this statement

Do I give Master Oral Sex – Yes,
to completion – Yes
Have I been fucked by Master – Yes
Has he cum in me – Yes

but pretty much Master is having the vast majority of sex – quite rightly – with Madam.  I don’t have a sexual relationship with Sir, I am used to confirm my submissive position and to ensure my continued emasculation.

But that isn’t what Madam was saying.  Had I consumed or received more of Master’s Semen.  Madam pointed out that while here at home one of my main duties is to clean Madam after she has had sex/ made love/ fucked Sir, I am required to orally clean Madam so to that end I will have to lick Master’s cum from Madam’s wonderful pussy.  Therefore I am consuming a considerable amount of Master’s sperm

Also Madam does like giving Master a Blow Job, and often when I’m in attendance she will indicate for me to join her on my knees and when Sir cums she will take his load in her mouth and when he finishes she will then kiss me and pass Sir’s load for me to swallow.  Don’t get us wrong Madam will often keep Sir’s cum for her self so it isn’t every time.
So when it is put in that context then Madam is correct (as she always is!!) I do consume or receive far more of Master’s cum than she does.
There is also the fact that when I’m prostate milked or pegged and my cum drips or flow out it is often caught and either in my hand, in a glass or on a saucer then I have to consume that as well.  but Madam does point out that my cum is significantly less than Master’s – thinner and more clear and significantly less in quantity. 

So Madam has asked me to keep a running tally of my cum consumption.

Oral Direct
Oral from cleaning Madam
Oral, shared from Madam’s BJ with Sir
Sir’s fucking of me,
Anal orgasum – from penetration from Sir or Madam where I then lick my cum
Licking up after being Milked.

Madam has stated that my leaked cum will only count as half points.

Added to this Madam has found out that Semen has roughly 1 calorie per load, so we are now calling this my Calorie programme and I have to keep a note of how many calories I consume this month – I’ll let you know at the end of the month.

billie

 

Looking forward to my husbands Retirement

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From Madam Alice:

Today at work we had a fairwell lunch for one of our team that was retiring after being with the company for 23 years.  he had been on part time employment for the last 2 years but it was now he had decided that with approaching 60 he would retire.

having chatted with him I asked what he had planned and it was simply that he was going to become a full time house husband.  his wife was still working and he felt that he should support her more, so he would become the “home bird” for his partner.  he joked that he already had the apron and rubber gloves .

this made me think about what we would do when Mick finally decidied to fully retire.

currently Mick may seem to be part time working and filling the role of the House Husband/ wife for the majority of the time, and that would be how it may appear.  Mick does a lot of hours with his work but it only seems part time because previously he was working a ridiculous amount of hours.

we have spoken about when would we both retire – that’s what happens when one of you hits 50.  I’m enjoying my work and at the moment I can see me continuing to work until a point when I have to retire.

Mick on the other hand thinks that he will be looking to retire near 60.  To be honest I can see him retiring earlier.  we have good stability and the house is paid off and I’d him to cut down on his work as he is still doing a lot of specialist work – he has had a couple of spankings to remind him not to over do things..

but that isn’t what this was making my over active imagination work.

So what will happen when Mick retires?

We’ve spoken about this a few times and the we both have agreed that billie would become more of the focus and more permanent.  My house Husband would become my housewife.

I would like to up Billie’s feminisation – not massively, nothing surgical.  I’m talking about the following:

all body hair removal – waxing
ears pierced – at least 2 each ear.
head hair  –  the wearing of a feminine wig at all times.  the option of growing our Billie’s own hair isn’t realistic now to create a female cut.
subtle shaping of eye brows
change his spectacle frames to a more feminine style
more wearing of make up – not whore-ish, but more feminine.
a belly button piercing – I’m not sure why I just fancy seeing billie with one.

we will look at getting some proper breast forms for my sissy to wear each day – probably a C or D cup.

Reduce down the male wardrobe to an absolute minimum and where possible swap out the last items to unisex or female items that would pass for male.

we have spoken about a tattoo mainly in jest and the surprise that I got from Mick/ Billie was that he would like to have a tattoo showing that he is my partner and submissive.  now that was a surprise but I think we’ll wait until his retirement and we’ll look at that as being a marker of his start as the move from being my submissive house husband to submissive house wife.

It does give me a warm tingle thinking about having billie transformed to my sissy home maker!

it’s something to look forward to.