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Archive 26 Jan 21 

This is my first post of the year, so Happy New Year to you all.  Madam lifted my Social Media limitation (Ban sound too draconian)  about 10 days ago but I was kept a bit busy and wasn’t able to do any posting.

So what has been going on, well we are still in lock down. Madam is working from home full time at the moment and Sir has been doing some work here but pretty much goes into work each day for some period.  He has all of his staff working at home and for the 2 guys that he has that work on the IT builds he drops the kit off at their homes.

However for the last two weeks I’ve  spent the bulk of it in Ms Watson mode working for Sir at his offices.  His Admin team have been on top of his accounts but as he often does, he asked if I could do a check/ audit on them.  So each day at 10am, I had to be dressed and ready to travel to his offices with him.  Heels, knee length skirt, blouse and my brown bob wig.  The very impression of a admin assistant for sir.

Madam has told me that for all of January I’m to be wearing shapewear as my daily underwear, so it is Long Line Bra’s, Girdles, Corselettes, panty girdles and full support bras that I purchased with the Christmas M&S voucher (a black and a white one).  

Each day when I went with Sir, Madam kissed both Sir and myself goodbye at the door and reminded Sir that “he wasn’t to fuck the staff in the office….but she can give you bit of after lunch oral!”  Madam would then pinch my bum and whisper to me to “keep him happy and on the boil for coming home, there’s a dear!”.  So office time has been interesting!

I managed to get the worked finished last Wednesday so Thursday and Friday last week was spent doing some of my own work and sorting out my tax returns….dull, dull, dull but a little bit different when you are sat doing them as Ms Watson.

Madam and I have tried to go for a walk at the end of each evening, there are quite a few woods near by with plenty of paths and tracks.  so normally about 5.30pm each day we go to get a bit of fresh air, it’s lovely to have some personal time with Madam and she does need to get out a bit more often and away from the Study. So we now have an arrangement that during the week in the early evening I will accompany her out for a 30-45 minute walk, and on Saturday and Sunday at some point during the day Sir will take her for a hour long walk.

Madam has stated that we will start to go out fully dressed as Mrs Watson soon on a walk, but not until the weather picks up and tracks get a bit firmer – at the moment it is definitely wellies needed on parts of the paths and the weather has us both in warm trousers. 

I’ve also been adjusting well to the slightly narrower/ tighter chastity.  With the change in the back ring size it is quite surprising how comfortable it is (until you try and get hard…)

Madam is starting to firm up her ideas on Mrs Watson, but she wants this lock down to finish as I think she wants to visit a couple of shops – she’s had a couple of issues with ordering clothes via the internet reference sizing – for her and for me.  For some companies their size 12 is an 8 and their size 16 are either a Tent or a bit teenie tiny….I’m sure Madam will give an update on this at some point soon.  Also the Leicester company that sent the Boots that Madam really really REALLY wanted in a US size, not UK size I would say you need to hide, she was really pissed with that…!  Her keyboard took a real bashing as she wrote the sales review and the letter to your company! (she also knows where your Business Offices are…)

So there you have it, a short post to get back into things, but we are all well and getting back into a routine of sorts. 

billie xxx

 From Madam Alice:

Afternoon everyone.  as way of an update for this week as we have all been working from home (well John has gone into his offices a few time to make sure that his staff have everything that they need to work from home where they can.)

I have kept billie off social media for most of the week, he has replied to some emails and comments but I’ve stopped him from posting, just to give him a break, he’ll be back as the main writer of posts next week again.

billie is now firmly back in chastity and I haven’t decided when I’ll let him out again.  There are no dates or targets to get his hopes up for so he can just settle himself in for the long haul (insert evil manic cackle at this point!!).  We are trying a different cage at the moment this one is a solid metal tube with a cage end, it is the same length as his normal metal cage, the tube is just slightly narrower.  billie has had this chastity for a while but the backing ring wasn’t comfortable so I got him a 50mm shaped back ring for it as a christmas present for billie.

As I mentioned I’ve been working from home this week and firmly ensconced in my study with the Laptop and my maid bring me tea and biscuits on demand.

Yesterday (Thursday) required me to spend the whole day taking part in a conference and side bar meetings with our head office and some of our supply contractors.  The direction from Head office on Wednesday was to make sure that everyone was Dressed Smart as this would be a “camera’s on” conference, and particularly in the Side Bar meetings where we wanted to start building relationships with some of our supply teams.  Normally our meetings are done just on audio but the instruction was camera on, so I had billie lay out one of my suits and a cream blouse.  The only difference that I decided that it would be my trouser suit.  I rarely wear it, preferring skirts, but I wanted to do something with this.

Once billie had brought my breakfast to my room and I finished and went to shower, I told billie to clear the tray and breakfast items and way and then to come back and help me dress for work.

The suit was laid out and the blouse was to hand.  I had billie help me on with a matching cream set of bra, suspender belt, and then a pair of smoke grey stockings. I then told billie to get my cream cami top and french knickers.  I slipped on the cami but before I put on the French knickers I directed billie to go and get my strap on harness with the 6″ dildo and to help me put it on.  Once on I had billie kneel and allow me to step into my satin knickers and then he pulled them up into place.

I adjusted my “cock” and found that I was dressing to the left some what, which was fine and then I got dressed into my blouse and suit.  all finished with a pair of 4″ heel black court shoes.

Once dressed I had billie go to the bathroom and get some of John’s aftershave  and I gave myself a quick spritz with it.  I gave my sissy husband a hug and told him that today their would be two people with cocks in the house and he wasn’t one of them!

I gave him a quick kiss and told him that I wanted him changed into his short maids uniform and that he was to remember that the Camera of the laptop would be on all day so to stay out of view when he came in to the study.  Also to be careful as the mic may be on.  I further told him that I would like tea at 9.30am and lunch at noon, and with that I sent him on his way and I headed to my study.

The meetings were productive in some ways and very dull in others.  Tea and some biscuits arrived at 9.30am, with billie now dressed in his very short maids uniform and his knickers, suspender straps and stocking tops very clearly on display and  and I passed a note to billie as he was about to leave, to come back at 10am.

I think that billie thought that I wanted my cup and the biscuit plate taken away, what he found after he bobbed a very nice curtsy was a note that said “the mic is on, get under the desk and take my cock out and give me a blowjob.”  my desk has 2 sets of drawers either side and a gap between for my legs and that is open to the other side.  We have played this game in the past and billie quietly and skilfully crawled under the desk and set to freeing my dildo from my trousers and knickers.

For the next half an hour my sissy maid husband entertained me though what was a rather dull presentation!

That afternoon it was back into another round of briefings and presentation and I was required to give a talk on one of the projects that my team and department was currently working on.  just prior to it starting I excused myself, muted the mic and stepped out of the room.  I called billie into the lounge and told him that my briefing would be starting shortly and wanted to make sure that I wasn’t disturbed.  I ordered billie to take his panties off and to and then to me.  I then went to one of the drawers and took out one of my tawses and told billie to bend over, he was going to get 10 lashes early from his weekly review.  Once finished he had a very rosey bottom and as he stood up I took his panties and poked them into his mouth.  “You are to keep them in your mouth to make sure that you keep quiet and you will stand in the corner of the room while I give my presentation.”  With that billie went to stand in his corner of the lounge.  I stopped him and told him not in the lounge, in the study! I wanted to keep and eye on him.

billie followed me back to the study and he came in and went straight to his corner, nose to the wall, pantieless with his reddened bottom on display, and there he stood, very still in his 4″ heels and listened as his wife gave a Presentation to her Bosses and the head office team.  And occasionally as I paused I would look at the lovely sight of my devoted husband enduring his corner time for my amusement.  billie was in the corner for nearly 45 minutes by the time I had finished and answered the various questions.  At the end I muted the mic again and covered the camera.  I got up and gave billie a hug and a kiss and dismissed him back to his duties. I told him not to bother replacing his panties. He bobbed a rather shakey curtsy (I could understand why after that long in the corner) and he left to get on with things that a maid does around the house on a Thursday afternoon.

I must say the rest of my afternoon was not as interesting as I listened to briefings and presentations on supply timelines and delivery processes.  but when it was all over billie had a bath ready for me and a glass of wine, and I took my time enjoying the soak.

That evening billie’s review went well and he earned back some bonus points for being well behaved in his corner time and also for anticipating my needs with the bath and the wine.

Keep safe everyone and look after yourselves.

Kind Regards

Madam Alice. 

 From Alice

At the moment I’m sat warming up in the lounge with what seems to be a very large whisky toddy, myself and Mick (billie has been put away for a few days while the chastity has been removed) went for a badly timed walk and got a little soaked .

Mick has gathered our wet clothes into the laundry, we’ve just had a hot shower together to warm up and we are now by the fire both nursing a warming hot toddy each and wrapped in warm dressing gowns.

See we can do domestic bliss.

Mick has had a couple of days now out of chastity and his “wee willie” is now back to life, so we may now have a bit of fun with that later – keep an eye on the counters.

Don’t worry, billie and Madam Alice will be back in full swing with the New Year.  2020 had had challenges for all of us, so we sincerely hope that you all have a good New Year and wish that 2021 proves to be better for each and every one of you.

Please all take care and see you all in January 21

Kind Regards

Alice and Mick.

 From Madam Alice:

Ladies, Gents, Doms and subs,

this post was planned to have been written by my dear submissive husband but with recent activities I’ve put him on a social media ban until after boxing day.  Not because he has been bad or misbehaved but simply because he has spent quite a lot of time on the computer over the last 10 days dealing with our problems and also answering emails.

so you have to make do with my view of the evening where we dealt with ending billie’s enforced abstinence.

I wanted the evening to be special and memorable for all of us and particularly billie.  John and I had chatted and planned a lot of the build up and preparation.  John made it clear that he would take charge for the evening and that I should just follow on with his lead.  

I had billie prepare our outfits for the evening, knowing that John does like us in Basques it was a very simple choice so billie was told to pick out a basque for me and a matching one from his collection, we would both have lace top black stockings and I wanted us both to have 5″ heels.  not that there would be much walking around.

I picked out a lace choker and billie was given a black leather collar.  He was sent to get cleaned up while i had my bath and it was made very clear to him that he was to be perfectly clean – inside and out!  he was to be back in my room for 6.50 so that I could check him over and do a little bit of make up on him.

When billie appeared on time my check on him was quick and he had followed instructions.  I sat him down and added some mascara, very dark grey eye shadow and a very dark red lipstick.  I wanted a very dark look for him in slight contrast to my more subtle colours.  there would be no wig just his short cropped grey hair, but I did give both of us a spray with the same perfume, probably a little bit too much on my tart of a husband if the truth be known.

When Johns car pulled onto the drive I made billie kneel and clipped a chain lead to his collar and then waited for John to come in.  

John came straight in and after taking off his coat he came directly to my bedroom and walked in to the sight of me standing next to the kneeling billie while holding the attached leash.

John took charge straight away by starting billie’s humiliation, by coming up to me and pulling me close to him and starting to kiss me, at the same time he took the leash from my hand and a felt him give it a short pull which made billie lean into us and look up.

when John stopped kissing me he looked at billie and then the questions started.

“Why are you on your knees?”

“Why are you caged?”

“why does your wife need me in your marriage?”

“what is your place in the relationship?”

billie answered them all each time trying not to look at John, and each time having the leash tugged to make him look up.

billie was blushing but I know my husband each piece of humiliation admission was making him more turned on.

John told billie that he was going to have a show and that billie should get me ready for sex.  John pointed out that while the aim of the evening was to deal with billie’s issues both he and billie had responsibilities to ensure that I was taken care of and satisfied.  John later admitted to me that besides wanting to make love to me first, he wanted to make sure that by fucking me first he would be lasting longer when it came to dealing with billie, this is something that i don’t think had crossed billie’s mind as he set to the task of providing me with oral sex as I lay back onto the bed.

When john was showered and ready he came into the bedroom naked and ordered billie off the bed and onto his knees in front of him.  I watched as John held his hardening cock in front of my loving husband and the questions started again.

“what’s this sissy?” “A cock Sir”

“whats that between your legs?” “a little penis, Sir, a clit, Sir.”

“why is it is in a chastity, sissy?” “because I can’t satisfy my wife, Sir, and you require me to wear it, Sir.”

“You’re wife requires it to be worn as well, doesn’t she?”  and he answered in the affirmative.

John continued with the questions but started to make billie kiss the head of his cock between each question.

and then he made billie beg him to fuck me.  I watched my lovely husband beg my boyfriend to have sex with me and even with all of billie’s previous efforts this really got me wet and excited.

John ordered billie to fluff him and get him ready for me, now this wasn’t really necessary as John was already hard and ready but I know it was getting billie to provide the act of submission to him, to kneel there and to start to suck his large, lovely cock.  I have already said that this was getting me excited but I watched billie’s head move up and down John’s cock and and then I looked down at billie’s cage and then saw the betrayal of him.  his caged little clitty was leaking, as much as John had been humiliating my husband, the little tart was totally turned on by it all! (it’s not a surprise and to be honest, it confirmed to me that this evening was going to be good for all of us.)

With John ready he made billie stop and get on the bed with his head at the bottom of the bed and facing up and then got me into the doggie position over billie and then he started to make love to me, billie had a ring side view and occasionally John would withdraw and make billie suck him before putting it back in to me.  after a while John’s tempo changed and I would say that we stopped making love and it became very much sex, the gentleness was gone and I was being fucked.  billie was told to lick me as we fucked.  Even when I started to orgasm, the 2 of them did not let up or give me respite.  I know that I collapsed down on billie while John continued to his completion.

John held my hips as he came and kept himself in me until he was finished.  He pulled out of me but with a hand on the small of my back held me down.  I heard him tell billie to clean him and assumed that billie took his cock in his mouth to lick and suck clean.  next he told me to sit up on billie’s face and for billie to clean me up.  for the next few minutes I could feel billie’s tongue licking and sucking me as John’s cum leaked out of me.  I have to say that billie is exceptionally skilled with his tongue and he can be particularly evil with the way that he uses his oral skills to keep me on the edge or he can work to allow me to slowly come down from a high.

Well he worked his tongue to tidy me up but then started to work on me and my clit, I knew what he was upto and that was to stop me from coming fully down from my excitement and to keep me aroused.   

John told me to move up to the top of the bed and get comfortable on the pillows and as I moved up the bed he through a condom at billie and told him to put it over his cage.  I watched him open and fumble about with it and then as he finished doing that john told him to move up to continue to lick me.

John spanked billie’s backside and told him to lift his bum and then pushed a could of pillows under him to keep his bum raised.  he then took some KY from the bedside and started to apply it to billie’s bum hole.  John applied a large amount to his cock and as he worked it around and along his cock he got on the bed behind billie.

I have to admit, this is something that no matter how often I watch it gets me excited every time, watching my husband about to be penetrated by Johns large cock. John placed a hand on billie’s back to keep him in position and then with the other guiding himself into billie.  John was very gentle with billie, not rushing, not being forceful, just easing himself in, a few slow pushes and then back out a little and then in a little further.  billie wasn’t licking me at the moment and I can fully understand why, looking down at his face, that mix of slight pain and pleasure.

Once John seemed happy with things he started to fuck billie, the gentleness of the penetration was now being replaced, and John was in full control, billie was getting fucked and was making the noises that cannot be mistaken for anything other than for someone being fucked.

At one point John slowed down and started with the verbal humiliation questions again.  one in particular that I remember was John telling billie to look up at me and to apologise for not being able to fulfil his duties as a husband and to admit that he was a sissy cuckold. I watched as John pushed his full length into my husband and tell him to say “I’m a sissy cuckold and I’m sorry I’m sexually inadequate as a husband”.

John made him repeat it almost as a mantra as he slowly fucked him, and the look on billie’s face, well the best way that I can explain it was not of hurt, but almost of submissive pride.

John made billie say a number of other humiliating confessions but that was the one that stuck with me and while I may have thought it was an act too far, it was clear that John knows my husband’s submissive tendencies perhaps a little better that I thought.

As John finished, and slowly withdrew from billie, I could see that john had cum inside my husband.  John got off the bed and walked up to the end and presented his cock to billie and told him to say thank you!

billie moved side wards and looked up at John and said “Thank You Sir” and then leaned forward and took the cock in his mouth and I watched as he licked the cum from it.  I almost orgasmed with that act there and then!

We all took a break at that point and had a bit of a tidy up.  I know that billie needed a bit of recovery time, I also removed the condom from billie’s cage and it had a lot of billie’s semen in it and I tied it off and placed it in the drawer for later.  The bathroom was visited and we all went and grabbed something to eat and grabbed a drink.

Once we were fed and watered John  got up and told the 2 of us that it was time to go back to the bed room.  billie and I walked hand in hand back upto the bedroom and watched as John cast off his dressing gown and sit on the edge of the bed.  I knew that John had something planned but I wasn’t sure as he said he wanted something different.  

John told us both to take off our dressing gowns and just be back in our underwear.  John asked me to get the KY gel and to come over to him.

“Alice would mind getting me hard again please?”  I knelt down and started to take John in my mouth and with each of my strokes with me hand and bob of my head he hardened and became erect.

“billie, your wife gives a fantastic blow job but at the moment she’s just fluffing me, you need to make a choice?”

“I normally mount you to show that I’m the Alpha and you are the submissive beta, you don’t have a choice with it, I tell you and you submit.  but you have a choice this evening?  You wife is going to lube up my dick and you have to decide if you want to fuck yourself on it?  I’m just going to sit here and you need to decide if you’re going to show your true self to me and your wife, and most importantly to your self.”

John made me pass the lube to billie and he told billie to lube up his bum.  billie stood there watching me rub the lube around Johns erect cock.

“you want to don’t you billie?  you want to sit on this cock?”

I head billie almost mumble “yes sir” and John told him to ask for it. Hearing your husband ask your boyfriend if he would fuck him is incredible, but John replied with “I’m not going to fuck you billie, I’ve already told you, its you that need to do this, ask if you can have it?”

“Can I have your cock, Sir, Please?

The please was the thing that surprised me.  John smiled and nodded and told me to g grab a seat and watch my husband enjoy himself.

John told billie to come over and he sat back a little on the edge of the bed and motioned for billie to come to the edge of the bed and to turn round.  John told billie that he wan’t going to do anything other than watch. billie reached behind him and took hold of John cock and moved it to his bum hole and then slowly allowed it to enter him.

John told him that he could support himself by putting his hand on his thighs or knees but it was for him to ride John.  It’s only at this point that I realised what John had done, he had lined himself and billie up with the full length mirror on the wardrobe door.  The image in front of billie was totally visible to him, dressed in lingerie and high heels, with his penis in a chastity cage and willingly impaled on a man’s cock and about to start to fuck himself on it.

And fuck himself he did, John helped support him by holding his hips as he bobbed his bum up and down, John verbally encouraged him, no humiliation this time, to ride his dick.  I joined in with the encouragement, I couldn’t just sit and watch (yes I was playing with myself!) I got up next to billie and kissed him, kept telling to look at himself in the mirror and to keep going, that he couldn’t stop until John was finished, to slow the pace or to speed up.  I told him to enjoy my boyfriend, in fact he was our boyfriend this evening.

The only time I have seen billie like this is occasionally with kerri, it was so good to see him let himself go and to just enjoy the moment.  He was leaking a huge amount to fluid and I would say that he had had at least on anal orgasm if not more.  By the time that John finally came, I was glad for billie as I was sure his legs were going to give out.  John pulled billie down onto him and pulled him back and then rolled onto his side.  John told me to join them and to lay with billie and help him calm down.

The three of us lay together on the bed, with billie trapped between us, John still in him and I cuddled and kissed him, I think I would not be wrong to say that the poor dear was well and truly fucked.   We fell asleep like that and it was past midnight when John woke and made us all get under the covers, billie and I changed out of our heels and basques and then got into the bed all together.

I know that John had sex with billie again during the night, he does that with me, no wonder I need Sunday night as a rest before work on a Monday.  the bloody man is insatiable, it’s probably why we have him as my boyfriend!

billie has already written about the morning activities so I’ll leave things at this point.  I think I have covered the main points of what happened added to which I’ve taken too long to write this, I don’t know how Mick/ billie do it.

It was a fun night and I’d say that we all enjoyed the evening but my 2 boys certainly enjoyed themselves.  I saw a wonderful side of billie with him accepting and embracing his bisexual side fully and also to see how John really does understand the needs of both of us.

We are a rather lucky couple, and I’m very grateful for my husband to allow this to all happen.

 From Madam Alice

Good Morning to everyone, hope you all had a good Christmas, we had a very quiet and enjoyable day but I would say that I perhaps had too much of the Chestnut stuffing as both John and billie are giving me a slightly wide berth this morning.

I will be unlocking billie later today, Yes he spent christmas day in chastity, but he has a couple of things to do this morning before he is released.

So one of the things that we discussed yesterday was that billie will be 56 next birthday and perhaps we should look to create a persona for him that may be a bit more appropriate for him.  So what created this idea was watching a couple of old episodes of “Heartbeat” that I hadn’t watched in years – it used to be a favourite of mine.  In a couple of the episodes a character of Lord Ashfordby’s Housekeeper – Mrs Cameron – makes an appearance.  

John made the comment that billie was more of a house keeper than maid at times and that had me thinking.  

Shout we add Housekeeper to billie’s persona? He has Ms Watson for the Office, should we have Mrs Watson the Housekeeper?  we would obviously still have the maid personas but for the bulk of the day he/she would be my housekeeper.

Now the discussion yesterday was if he was to be come this part of the “Staff”, how should be have her dressed?  

John suggested a grey wig with a pulled back hair and a rear bun, firm shapewear foundations and tweeds.

While part of that appeals, part of me wants something a bit different.

So what do you the blog readers think?  Is this an idea to develop, should I create Mrs Watson?

what should we look for as a “uniform” for a housekeeper?   

I look forwards to your comments and suggestions on this.

 Afternoon folks,

I would have posted this very short update this morning but I was some what tired after last night (and this morning!).

Madam wants me to give a very quick post to let everyone know that I have survived my ordeal last night and that I will do a longer post probably next week.

Madam is working in the study at the moment and Sir is working in the Spare room upstairs, and I have just finished tidying up lunch and getting the washing on the airer in the utility room (a full bedding change of Madam’s bed was required this morning mainly due to my fault.).

We finished at almost 3 am this morning and Madam told me that I could have a lie in this morning, as well as stay in her bed with her and Sir.  What I didn’t realise was that my lie in was so that Sir could fuck me again while Madam was having her morning shower. Its an odd sensation being on your side and with an 8″ cock up your bum and making girly moans as your wife walks out of the en-suite and just smiles as says “Enjoying yourself husband?  John’s quite insatiable in the morning isn’t he?”

Madam got dressed (well put on some Lingerie and a short satin dressing gown) as Sir continued to use me.  when she was about to leave she came over and kissed Sir telling him to be finished with me by 8.30am so that I could bring her morning tea at 9am.  Madam then gave me a full french kiss and told me to make sure I clean Sir’s cock once he finishes with me and with that she stood up and I watched her heels and stocking clad legs leave the bedroom.

When Sir finished fucking me, he continued to pin me down on the bed and told me to reach out and open the drawer of the bedside cabinet.  I was told to take out the butt plug that was in there and apply a little lube to it and to pass it back to him.

As I passed it to Sir he with drew from me and replaced himself with the plug into my used bum hole.  The reason for this is that the plug that I normally wear (a Doc Johnson medium plug) would not be appropriate for today – there is no way that I could keep it in, not after the amount of use my bottom has had from last night and this morning, so a slightly larger plug is the order of today.

With a plugged bottom and another load of Sir’s cum trapped inside me I was required to now shuffle down the bed and use my mouth to clean up Sir’s cock.

While I was sucking and licking on Sir, I had my need for humiliation satisfied.  Sir started with my verbal humiliation.  

    Reminding me of why Madam needed to have a boyfriend, 

    why my inadequacy as a lover meant that he had to take charge.  

    That I was a beta submissive cuckold that got turned on by being humiliated.

    That it is my place to submit to Sir and Madam

    and so on…..

Having been used several time during the evening and night I thought that my clit and balls were empty (I had leaked loads(and ate most of it)), but the verbal tirade from Sir simply got me leaking again from my caged clit (Sir reminded me that I did not have a cock or a penis and that my small caged item was just a sissy clit.). 

When Sir was satisfied that I had cleaned him to an appropriate standard I was told to stand up and put my heels back on and go and get ready for the day.  I got off the bed, replaced my heels and straightened my stockings and suspenders (I did that without even thinking about it!).  I faced Sir and bobbed a curtsy and thanked him for fucking me.  As I left the room, Sir told me that the plug had to stay in place until the afternoon.

No one told me to say thank you to Sir and I genuinely meant it, just as no one told me to straighten my suspenders and stockings.  I genuinely enjoyed being used by Sir last night (and I was used) as a submissive slut/ tart/ (Insert your own term) in front of my wife, I was thoroughly dominated and verbally humiliated by the Man that fucks my wife and I gratefully bobbed my knees  and said “thank you” to him.  

I’m not forced into this, it’s consensual and I have to say I love being in this FLR with Madam, as she so understands what I need and that I need to be her submissive.  And last night did 2 things, it proved my submission to her and for her, and also she arranged last night because she knew exactly what I needed.  I’m a very lucky submissive.

So at the moment I’m tottering around in my heels open bottom girdle, stockings and long line bra (with the plug still in place) and I need to finish this post so that I can take tea to Sir and Madam in her study at 4 pm.  I wonder what their plans are for this evening – an early night I would imagine (and hope for!)

Everyone please take care and stay safe.

billie xxx

 From Madam Alice:

Evening everyone, this will be a short post this evening as things are going to be a bit busy this evening (hopefully).

I’ve been working from home today to really tease and torment billie ready for this evening’s activities.

So what has happened to day is that billie has been required to be in his very short maids uniform all day with a pair of crotchless panties on.  he hasn’t been allowed to change even when he went to do some work in his office.

We started the teasing first thing this morning, both John and I were up and going as normal but before John left for work he took billie to the kitchen and had him remove his butt plug.  John made billie go to the freezer and get the special ice cube tray that we keep topped up.  This is a tray with 10 large heart shaped cubes that has some of John’s cum frozen in it. He made billie take out 4 of the cubes and told him to put 3 up his sissy bottom and to replace the plug.  The forth cube billie was to suck until melted and then to present himself to me with the cum in his mouth and wait until given permission to swallow.  John left and went to work.

I came out of the shower to find billie kneeling at the door of the bedroom and when I asked him what he wanted he just opened his mouth and showed me the melted contents and I gave him permission to swallow.

Billie has spent the rest of the morning with John’s cum lurking in his bottom.

I’ve spent most of today just in a matching set of black lace Bra, suspenders and knickers with plain top stockings, and I’ve had my husband under my desk for the 3 skype meetings that I’ve had – no video! just audio and mainly on mute!

So john will be home about 7.15pm and I am about to go in the bath.  billie has laid out my lingerie for this evening – Black Basque, lace choker, lace top black stockings and my 5″ stilettos.  Billie will be wearing pretty much the same except he will have a leather collar on rather than a choker.

billie has made a buffet for this evening so we can graze in between the sessions of fun.

The main questions is who is going to be fucked first – me or billie?

 

For those that don’t know Fast Show, then you are missing real treat, and one should not do without Jesse’s fashion and diet tips!

But as stated I am mainly going without pants and knickers this week, not as a matter of choice but as a requirement from Madam.  Having now passed the 150 days in chastity and with the level of teasing from Madam I would probably be going through 1 to 2 pairs of knickers each day at the moment. but as it is without the wearing of knickers my laundry duties are quite high at the moment with skirts and dresses needing to be cleaned due to my drip issues.

I have at least another 8 days to go before I’ll be getting any relief or respite from my current penetration ban.  I have to admit that the level of built up frustration is bloody horrible.  The question is that is this something that we (Madam and I) have created?  Is this something that has come from the regular use of toys and being fucked by Madam and Sir.

Over the years I’ve come to really enjoy my submission and linked with that my willingness (need?) to be submissively bisexual.  It was asked if I considered myself straight, gay or bisexual, after thinking about it and discussing the topic, it isn’t a clear answer.  I get turned on by being submissive, there are additional elements that go with that such as humiliation, shaming and submitting sexually all have a part to play in that.  I would only consider myself bisexual when being submissive.  

Take for example, with Kerri, she is a friend and we can very much say my girlfriend, but only in the context of me being billie.  As Mick wouldn’t see myself in that role with her.  I’ve been out as Mick with Kevin (kerri’s male alter-ego) and we are good mates and can go out for a pint and a catch up (even if he is a bloody lager drinker!) but there is no inclination to go back with him.  I’ve even been out as Mick with kerri, again it doesn’t work with the dynamic of her being my girlfriend because she isn’t – she is billie’s girlfriend (and occasional Dominant Goth Mistress).  

So it is a interesting thing to see develop, as I’m pretty much spending most days at  the moment as billie, my bi-sexual frustrations are building massively, where as previously when I’ve done this time in chastity I’ve chopped and changed with being Mick for significant chunks of time as I have been billie.  This chastity period I would say has been probably almost 90% of the time in submissive and billie role.   And perhaps that is why things are slightly different this time?

So there you have my view of why I’m almost having to hand wash my maids dress daily because billie the drippy tart is very frustrated with things and is very much looking forward to 8 days time!

 From Madam Alice

There will be some that read the title of this post and say that the title is blatantly obvious, as a wife who has been keeping her husband in chastity for nearly 150 days, he is probably rather frustrated.

well on that point the reader would be totally correct, I do have a sexually frustrated husband, who uses that frustration to be focused on , and gets a significant amount of sexual gratification, from looking after my sexual needs.  This is all the part of gaining sexual pleasure from being the submissive.

However, as billie’s Evil Queen, I have ramped things up just a little.  Allow me to explain.

billie has explained in a past blog that we don’t do Locktober, as generally billie is already caged before it starts and will continue to be caged well after it ends, however at the start of October, I put billie on a penetration ban.  No use of his dildos, I wouldn’t use the strap-on on him and John would not be fucking the poor little dear.  The ban would last until the start of December.  The only thing that billie could use were 2 of his butt plugs for day to day wear, a black rubber one and a small metal one.

Now the first couple of weeks were manageable for my dear husband, but as we approached the end of October, things have become, well, drippy to say the least.

Even with the once a week milking, my loving husband has become quite frustratingly horny.  I have not helped at all with making sure that billie gets to see me in my underwear as often as possible, we have also been ensuring that billie gets to watch or listen to myself and John having sex as much as possible.  And I have been channelling as much of that frustration into lots of oral sex for both John and I.  billie is very obliging and the frustration does seem to give him plenty of lovely focus on both of us.

I also capitalise on billie’s need for humiliation with the current lock down, John is back staying with us, so I make the point of milking billie in front of John and then have billie consume his emissions. I don’t even have to uncage him, with a little work with my fingers and one of my vibrators and after about 15 minutes (with quite a bit of gentle verbal humiliation for him from both of us) we have a drip, into a dribble into a stream of fluid from him.  He has a particular “shame face” as he is watched by John. 

The other thing which has also surprised me is that my Boyfriend is really looking forward to “dealing with”billie when the penetration ban is lifted at the start of December.  John is quite accepting that when it comes to billie he is bisexual, but it has more to do with the Alpha/ beta power relationship, but still it is a pleasant surprise that he is very much looking forward to fucking my husband for me.

My plan is to make the evening a bit of an event for billie, and to that end I’ve told billie to look at sorting out matching outfits for us and John can have fun with both of us.  

I’m quite looking forward to billie getting appropriate relief from his 2 month of additional frustrations, I hope it will be a good way to come out of this current lock down period.

I’m sure that billie will let you know how it all works out.  Everyone please stay safe and look after yourselves.

 Having been given instructions for Sir’s Friday with Madam. Work on the Thursday and the Friday over at Sir’s house were not too onerous, Sir tends to keep a fairly tidy house and all jobs were done in good time.

I had brought Madam’s wash bag over and had laid her things out in the bathroom for her.  The food shopping was put away and the wine was in the fridge.  The dining table was set up and laid and everything was hovered, dusted and ready.  I was back home for 3pm on the Friday and off to get changed into the French Maids uniform.  

Once changed I went and started to put Madam’s overnight bag together for her.  She wanted one of her babydoll nighties, a 6 strap suspender belt, spare stockings, a skirt, blouse and one of her cashmere jumpers.  I noted that she did not ask for any knickers to be added.  It really didn’t take long to pack and it was more just to have her husband pack her bag for her night away. I took the bag and put it in the back of the Car ready for later. 

Madam finished work and I was summoned to the living room to get my direction for the evening.

I would run Madam a bath and lay out the lingerie that she would require.

I would then help Madam dry herself and get ready.  I would be required to help get her dressed.

Madam would do her final touches herself and I would be dismissed to get changed to drive her to Sir’s house.  I was to ensure that the car was warm for madam and that I was to bring it round to the front of the house ready to open the rear door for Madam at 6.30pm.

I was then told bring Madam a cup of tea and to get on with jobs until she was ready for her bath.

I knew Madam would want a soak in the bath so I planned to have it ready for 5pm, it would also allow Madam time to douche and ensure that she would be fully clean for the evening..

With Madam’s bath ready I presented myself and informed her that it was ready and asked what clothes she would like laying out.

Her requirements were her black satin 1/4 cup bra, What Katie Did Waspie, Black fully fashioned stockings, her black satin open crotch panties, the heavy metal butt plug with the red jewelled end and her 5″ stiletto heels with the 1″ platform sole.

I followed Madam up to the bedroom and as she went she started to shed and cast of her clothes, I dully gathered them up for going into the wash basket.  Once Madam was naked I had all of her clothes and I left to allow her to get on while I went and filled the laundry basket down stairs.

I returned and went about laying out her required items and then went, probably by habit to the corner of the room to wait until I was needed.  Madam soaked for a while and then called for me to bring a towel and help dry her.   Once she was dry she started to do some of her make up and again I waited until needed.

Dressing Madam is always a ritual for me.  I will kneel and Madam will stand in front of me.  The Waspie is first and it is for me to put the items on her.  then the stockings, slowly up her legs and then clipped in place, I must ensure that the seams are straight and that the suspenders are taught.  Then the Shoes, slid on the foot and then buckle the strap across the front.  The panties are on next and they are to be positioned correctly.

I’m now allowed to stand and go behind Madam and clip her bra in place.  Madam adjusts herself, so that her breasts are presented in the way that she wants.  My next job is more intimate, I go and get the KY from the bedside drawer and lubricate the plug.  I’m told by Madam to apply some lube to her bum ready for the plug.  Madam at this point is leaning forward with her hands on the bed and her gorgeous arse frustratingly presented at me.  Once I’ve applied enough then I gently push the plug into her.

“billie, be a dear and lick any surplus lube away from my bum!”  Its a pleasure to do this for her, I never tire of putting my face and tongue into her bottom.

With that and with Madam happy that I had completed my duties I was directed to go and get changed and get the car ready.  Madam was going to do the last of her make up and I was told to go out the back door and lock it and wait with the car.  Once it was warm enough I should stand by the back door of the car.  Just as I was leaving the room Madam reminded me that as a Driver of a car I must make sure that I have a facemask with me.

I quickly went to my room to get changed, I kept on my underwear of clincher, bra, knickers and stockings but changed to a pair of black shoes with a 2″ kitten heel, which are better for me to drive in.  A plain white blouse was added and I put on the dark blue skater skirt. I added the wide elasticated belt and then added one of my blazers to finish the outfit.

I grabbed the keys and the cloth facemask, and quickly headed to the Car.  We’d use Madam’s car as it is bigger and more appropriate for me to take her to Sir’s house rather than my little Skoda fabia.  It was quite a cold evening so I pretty much knew it would take a bit of time to warm the Car.  Once the car was warm I waited until nearly 6.30 and then pulled it from the side of the house and parked it at the front.  I got out and with the cold and the wind I could feel the chill on my legs, I went and waited by the door.

I could see Madam moving through the house, turning out the lights and then she appeared out of the front door, she had on her Trench/rain coat that came to mid thigh and as she moved I could see that she did’t have a skirt on underneath.

I opened the back door for her and as she was about to get in she handed me a small piece of folded material, 

“something to put in your mask Driver.”

It was her knickers from earlier that day that I had put in the Laundry basket, it appears that she had gone and retrieved them from the basket while I was out at the car.  As Madam slide into the rear seat her coat opened at the bottom and it confirmed that she was only wearing her underwear under the coat.  I closed the door and as I went to the drivers door I placed the folded knickers into my mask and then popped it on, each breath giving me a intimate smell of Madam.

The drive to Sir’s house was fairly straight forward, with Madam having small talk with me but always referring to me as “Driver”.  One of the important parts of the conversations was this:

“Driver, when you get back to the house, I’ve left some instructions on the dining table, make sure that you follow them.  You won’t be needed to drive for the rest of the evening so you can have some wine with your dinner, just make sure that you have your phone with you at all times.”

When we got to Sir’s house I pulled onto the Drive and got out to open the door for Madam, again as she stepped out of the back seat she made not attempt to hide her lack of a skirt under the coat.  As she got out I closed the car door and went to collect her bag from the boot of the car.  by this point Sir had opened the Front door of the house and greeted Madam, I hurried after her with the bag.

I was dismissed to take the bag up to the bedroom and to come straight back down. As I entered the living room Madam was being kissed by Sir and her coat was on the floor.  As assumed she was simply in her underwear that I had help dress her in earlier.

I was told to hang the coat up and to go back to the house, I gathered up the coat, Hung it in the hall and left Sir and Madam to their evening.

I got back home about 25 minutes later and let myself back in the back door. and went to the dining table to see what instructions I had been left.

There was a note on the table and the chair at the head of the table was pulled out and one of the large cushions from Madam’s bedroom was on the chair with her strap-on harness and a dildo strapped round the cushion.

The note told me that while Madam was away for the evening I was to entertain my guest sat on the dining chair (the strap on), I would be told by text  what the entertainment would be and I should also get my bluetooth headphones.

I should aim to have my dinner at 8.30 pm and sit down with my guest.  I was also to go and changed into something appropriate  for the evening with my guest, Madam suggested that I should select something as close as possible to what she was wearing with her host.

I went and got changed, into items from my own lingerie collection, with a open cup bra, waspie, crotchless knickers and black heels.  I even selected a metal plug similar to the one that Madam was currently wearing.  I went back to the kitchen, put some music on and started to prepare my evening meal.

We have done things like this before, where we remotely have the same evenings or where Madam and Sir update me/ tease me with what they are up to.  it’s almost like a remote voyeurism with out seeing whats going on.  It suggested that the evening would be quite interesting????

At 8.20pm the first text arrived from Madam, she asked if I had found my “guest” and if I was all dressed ready for the evening?  I responded that I was and that the guest was sat at the head of the dining table.

I poured myself a glass of wine and plated up my dinner of Pork chop, potatoes and veg. I sat down at the side of the table and started to eat.  nearly at 9pm the next message arrived and this was Sir, 

“your wife is onto her second meat course, you can join her with some oral service onto her false cock that she has left you.  I’ll let you know when she has finished.”

I went and got a cushion from the lounge and put it on the floor and knelt down (Madam likes to take her time when she gives Sir a BJ, so I thought that I could be on my knees for a while!) and I started to orally serve Madams Strap-on as it sat on the dining chair.  about 20 minutes later there was a text from Sir telling me that I could stop and go and watch some TV but to take my phone and my friend with me.

Madam gave me a quick call, Sir was just getting her desert, I was to have the strap on cushion next to me on the couch as I watched TV and I should make every effort to keep one hand on the dildo at all times. 

Its a rather odd sensation to be watching TV with a remote in one hand and a false cock in the other, you do at times find yourself stroking it, almost wanking at it.

The next message came about 10.10pm and it told me to put on my earphones and go to my corner in the lounge and I would be called shortly, I shouldn’t talk just face the wall and listen.  I went to my designated corner diagonally opposite the door into the lounge, placed my phone on the cabinet near by and waited. A few minutes later the phone rang and I almost answered it with “Hello Sir” but remembered just in time not to say anything.

for the next 30 odd minutes I faced the wall and listened to Sir and Madam having sex, to hear Sir calling Madam “his whore” and other such things and to have my ears filled with the their excitement as they fucked.  Yes my cage was straining and I was starting to leak.  it is humiliating listening but the turn on is incredible and that adds to guilt, which leads to humiliation…..you get the jist.

When they finished the phone call was ended and I remained in the corner, not sure if I could leave it – thats is the thing about conditioning I suppose.  The ping of a text told me that I could leave my corner and that my wife was now going to clean Sir’s cock and that I should do the same to my “guest”.

I went back to the couch and knelt in front of the cushion and again orally served my Madam’s false cock.

Just after 11pm, Madam sent a text – “I’m in the bedroom getting changed for bed, you can go to bed as well, take your guest, keep your phone to hand, Sweet Dreams!”

I collected the cushion and attachment and went to my room, I decided that I should keep with the theme that if Madam was changing for Bed, I should change as well, so I pulled out a Baby-doll nightie, suspender belt and another pair of stockings.  I had nearly finished when the next text arrived from Sir.  

“hope that you have gone to bed with your friend, I’m about to fuck Alice again, this time you can kneel on your bed and suck your friend while you listen on loud speaker.”  

I quickly finished getting ready and placed the cushion at the top of the bed and got on as the phone rang and I pressed answer.  sucked on the strap on as I listened to Sir and Madam fuck once again. You start trying to work out if this will be a slow and sensual love making of if it would be more vigorous.  well this was definately fucking, not lovemaking and Madam was quite vocal for Sir (or was that for me?).

when they finished, Madam’s voice came on the phone with “Goodnight billie, go to sleep” and then clicked off.  

If I wasn’t caged I would have been wanking vigorously through out all of that, as it was it was a very frustrated individual that now attempted to get some sleep.

Twice more during the night I was called, nothing was said but the sound of sex was very clear, each time I placed the phone on speaker and got into position so that I could suck on Madam’s strap on.  It’s one of the thrills that you get with this type of session, I try and work out what is going, what position is Madam in, what is the pace of things. is it gentle, is it vigorous. is she about to cum, is Sir about to cum?  it all works on the wider senses, your imagination becomes so much focused on what you hear.  When people ask what causes me to start to leak when in my chastity, well it’s this type of thing!

The final message came through after second sex session, probably once they had time to catch their breath and calm down at 3.24am, telling me that they wouldn’t call again and that I could have a lay in, they would be back for lunch time.  All rather tired I reset the alarm and caught some sleep.

I had planned to sleep until 9am but my body clock had me up and going by 7.40am, almost with a bit of panic, I usually get up at 5.45am each week day and at 6.15am on a weekend.  So I was very much up and going with chores done and completed by the time my alarm went off at 9.

Madam and Sir arrived back at lunch time and I welcomed them home.  Madam had come back in her trench coat and just her underwear on again and as she came through the front door she took it off and handed it to me.  Sir just smiled as he walked past and told me that he had fucked her twice this morning and she thought that she’d just put on what she had worn last night. This wasn’t so much the “walk of shame” after a night out, this was a very brazen strut!.

I provided a light lunch for both and when they had finished I cleared the plates away and Madam informed both of us that she was going to have a lay down  in her room for a “siesta”, Just as she was leaving the room she gave me a quick kiss and told me that “John needs a little bit of a tidy up, put some of that practice from last night into use, don’t rush take your time.”

By the time I had cleared the table of lunch, Sir was in the living room on the couch with the TV on, I entered the room, bobbed a curtsey.

“Sir, Madam informed me that you may need a bit of a tidy up after your activities this morning?”

and with that I spent the next hour or so kneeling (on a cushion, otherwise my knees would be in complete agony!) licking and sucking the taste of Madam from Sir’s cock. 

I’d say that for all three of us, Madam, her boyfriend and her cuckold, the whole afternoon and evening was done at a rather slow and relaxed pace, with nothing being rushed.  I think all of of the Friday night excitement had left everyone just a bit worn out.

Apologies to everyone for the slow posting of this but with the computer issues and the a few other things it has not been a straightforward could of weeks, but I’ve managed to finish it, mainly under threat of getting my bottom tawsed again on Thursday.