Author: Sissy billie

a 58 year old submissive husband in a loving marriage to his Mistress Wife. we live in a Female Led Relationship where my Mistress Wife is the Alpha and I am the submissive beta.

Websites and a different week for me

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 Morning everyone,

My plan had been to pull together a post about last weekend, which was Madam’s weekend away with Sir.  There was a lot going on last weekend and we will complete that post in the next few days, so please accept my apologies on the delay with this post.

I’ve had a bit of a mixed week, having had an interesting weekend I started the week with a bit of a buzz, to then start a working week with an unexpected success with picking up some work that will be different and interesting  for the near future.

The downside came of wednesday when I had a bit of a knock back with my health and that has been a discussion topic between  all of us this weekend. Its something that we are going to work through and not let it impact us too much.

However to get back onto better things I want just highlight a couple of blogs that I have been following and want to recommend to you.

The first one is Karrie’s Corner, for many of us we were shocked when Sara Girl’s old blog was deleted by blogger, we all lost a really good site with a lot of good memories.  however months later Karrie has come forward with a wonderful blog as she has an archive of Sara’s old blog site and she has started to publish that archive.

If you enjoyed Sara’s old site and want to get the opportunity relive the evolution of the relationship between Sara and her partner, Emily.  Its an absolute joy of a blog site and a wonderful memory jogger.  So if you want a great blog to follow please go and have a look at Karrie’s blog and give her a follow.  The link is below:  

 https://karriekorner.blogspot.com

The next is the blog of Marci Ann, she has been a long time supporter of our blog and does comment on many of our posts.  She has a little blog and occasionally post, can I ask that you go and give her a follow and help to encourage her with her efforts.  Also Marci Ann has been a big supporter of Sara and Karrie, so for her efforts on that that front she deserves all our support for her blog.

https://marciann106.blogspot.com

Lastly while this does not need to be said, if you haven’t already gone and followed Poppet Subslut’s blog then please you are missing a real treat.  Poppet is a friend and has been our biggest supporter of this blog.  So please go and and follow her blog.

https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com

these are 3 great blogs being produced by wonderful people, they deserve your support, so please go and give them a follow

Valentines Day at home together

Posted on by Sissy billie

This Valentines Day there has been some changes for me. The first of which is that Madam did honour her promise and let me out of my chastity cage on Valentines day.


We both decided that we would take a half day from our respective work and spend some time together, Madam has done a number of extra hours over the last 6 months and with the end of the financial and HR year coming at the end of March she needed to use her extra hours.  So with time in hand she booked an afternoon off to be with me for valentines day.

In the morning we exchanged cards and our usual small gifts, pair of stockings from each of us.  I had informed Madam that I had booked us in for an afternoon tea and that would be for 2pm and we need about 30 minutes to get there.

Madam was home just before 1pm and went and quickly changed ready for an afternoon out with me.  We had a really relaxed afternoon and the place we were at did a really lovely job of the afternoon tea.  The cakes were fantastic and as we found out all were home made by the owner.  I had a feeling that Madam enjoyed her afternoon out, as the journey back home in the car had Madam being a little bit “touchy feely” with me, rubbing my caged groin and playing with my suspender straps through my trousers. Thankfully I managed to get us home in one piece.


Once back home Madam told me to strip down to my underwear. She gave me the once over and told me to go and change and come back in one of my basques and wearing stockings, and to put my satin dressing gown on. As I went to change, Madam went upstairs.

I was back in the living room, Madam called down to open some wine and to pour two glasses, she would be down in a minute.

As I brought the glasses into the living room, Madam appeared in her silk dressing gown and it was clear that she was dressed similar to me with lingerie and stockings underneath. I was told to put the glasses down and to come over to her. She produced the key to my chastity and opened my dressing gown and pulled my panties down so that she could get to my cage.

“The rules are simple Dear, this is mine.” she held my cage, “once I take it off, no touching unless I tell you!”

“Yes Madam!” was all I could answer, well what would you say to this wonderful woman that was going to unlock you?

“once this is off then, you can relax, until I cage you again, it’s just your wife not your Mistress, Ok?”

“Yes Alice.”

she unlocked the cage and told me to take the back ring off. Both parts where set on the coffee table and then Alice came close to me and we hugged each other and started to kiss. The kisses were all very light but with passion and I must admit I let Alice take the lead and I followed very willingly as the kisses progressed to open mouthed and then to tongues.

I decided to match her lead and moved to the couch so that we could sit down and with that we started to make out. I love it when we do this, it is great, very intimate. No one is touching clits, pussy, arses or tits, but it has roaming hands, legs crossing and sliding against each other.

Now, here is the thing, after months in chastity, this is a trick that Alice has, if you touch the freed clit too soon it will go off too soon, probably even before it gets hard. however a long session of building up the turn on, becoming more erotic, it is a great way to get the life back into the freed part of me.

And it was working!

Alice would take a drink of wine and then kiss and we would swap it between us. I would kiss her neck, I’d whisper naughty things in her ear and then go back to kiss her neck a little more.

As things went on I had progressed to taking my kisses from her neck and down onto her chest, eventually I was kissing the tops of her breasts that sat nestled in the cups of her basque. Both our dressing gowns were open but our hands were still roaming over the Silks and satins, which was fantastic.

As the afternoon progressed we were both getting worked up. it was really lovely to simply be doing sensual worship of my wife, and to have similar responses back from her.

By the time we had the wine glasses both emptied, Alice told me to go and refill them and to come back and take her upstairs to her bedroom.

Once up in the bedroom, we resumed fooling around. By this point the dressing gowns were off and discarded on the floor, my knickers were down in the living room some where near the couch.

Alice told me to remove her panties, which at this stage I must say where rather damp. I gently eased them down her stocking clad legs making sure that I placed kisses every couple inches down each leg until her panties were clear of her feet. I slowly worked my way back up her by placing more kisses on her wonderful legs.

As I got back up level with her, she eased me on to my back and straddled me.  she adjusted position and eased me into her.  I was told to just lie still and let her “deal with things”.  I placed my hands on her hips and simply watched her make love to me.  
With the start of our FLR, Alice set the rules that I would not fuck her, it was my job to make love to her, in physical and emotional terms.  So this was not fast, it was slow and deliberate and while this was amazing for me, Alice was clearly enjoying herself, which made me incredibly pleased. As things started to build for both of us, I let her know that I was about to cum.  She didn’t stop, but continued with her current rhythm, she saw that I was about ready and she took me right through to my climax and beyond.
As I gathered my wits about me I reached up and pulled her down on top of me and kissed her, very deeply and with as much love as I could show her.
I rolled her over onto her back and without a word I eased myself down her body.
“you don’t have to” she told me.  but I did have to, she hadn’t orgasmed and that just wasn’t right so I set about my gentle task of making sure that my wife was fulfilled.  Using my tongue and lips I licked, kissed sucked and licked again to slowly build her climax.  Yes I was eating my cum but that wasn’t my concern, it was making sure that she was loved by me.  
She had placed her hands on my head and I can tell when she starts to get close by the pressure being applied onto me by her hands.  As she had done for me I continued with my work as she climaxed.   
  
As she released my head I took that as my queue to stop and I looked up at her and just little kiss around her her mound and tops of thighs.
As she got her breath back and started to calm I was told to come up the bed and we cuddled, with the occasional light set of kissed.  we stayed like that for quite a bit of time, just calming down.
we eventually decided to move and get up.  We went and had a shower together to tidy ourselves up.
when we got finished we realise it was a bit later than expected and I went to the kitchen to make something for us to eat.
we sat and ate.  The conversation was light and would have seemed just a normal conversation if it wasn’t for the fact we were both sat there at the dining table naked apart for open satin and silk dressing gowns.  (Well, our house and life is certainly not the normal that you would expect else where.)
As we were finishing Alice told me that she had another valentines present for me and that it would be best if I went and put some clothes on for it.  Alice suggested another one of my basques and the stockings that she got me for valentines.  So once the plates were cleared I went and dressed.
Returning to the living room Alice handed me a gift wrapped box and a small flat package.  She suggested that I open the flat package first.  Which turned out to be a pink elastic harness for my chastity.  this differs slightly in that it this is a 3 point harness with the third clip that goes at the bottom of base ring and has 2 straps that go behind the thighs to then clip onto the main strap.  These straps further help to reduce the bouncing of the caged clit when being used by Madam or Sir.  I thanked Alice and she told me to open the box.
as soon as I opened it I could see that it was another chastity cage, the rings matched the ones that I already had and as I pulled out the actual cage I could see that it was the cobra nub, the smallest of the cobra cages.
It would appear that I was being down sized.
While I looked at the cage and sorted out the base rings to find the right sized one, Alice went to get the KY gel.  When I put on my cage I take a small amount of KY and apply it all around the ring, this helps to get my balls and clit through the ring and to get it settled into position.  With another bit of KY I coat the inside of the cage and apply some to my clit, this all helps with sliding it into position.
Alice had retrieved the lock and key from my other cage.  She was going to use the old lock as my spare key was held by my other keyholder – Carol – this would mean that there would be no need to swap keys with her, the old lock would be just fine. 

The cage went on without too much fuss.  The biggest hassle was aligning the 2 support “lugs” each side of the lock block.  with more of my clit compressed, there was more skin to get in the way, so the main task was to make sure that there was no pinching.  Once located Alice slid the lock into place and removed the key.  I was now back to being fully secure.

I added the chastity strap and it did hold everything very snug to the the body.

I was told to go get the other cobra chastities so that she could take a photo to show how I had progressed over the last 18 months.

I was told to sit on the couch and spread my legs so that she could get a couple of photos.

I asked her that now with the chastity back in place was she back to being Madam?  She answered that “Madam” would be back in the morning, until then she was still Alice.
with everything back in it’s place and being all secured we cuddled for a while there on the couch until she told me it was bed time and she took my hand again and led me to her bed.

Alice smiled at me and said “Happy Valentines Mick”.

God, I love that woman!

Trying to understand billie’s Concerns

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 From Madam Alice.

My husband has had a busy few weeks due to his work, some of it has taken up weekends and late evenings.  While this wasn’t bad work, he looked like he was enjoying working with a good client and enjoying the challenges of the project work.  

But it was good to see that he announced that with the completion of the project that he would be taking 3 days off, Monday through to Wednesday of this past week.  He wanted to spend time at home, to catch up with some personal things and also to be back into a submissive mindset.  
I wanted to have a day with him so I put in for a work from home day.  I had several extra hours banked so I could actually have extra time during the day for a longer lunch with billie and an early finish to the day. So  I arranged that I would be working from home on Tuesday.
What I wanted was to be at home with billie a bit more of the day but also to sit down with him and have a deliberate chat about a couple of things that I needed to get his thoughts on, in particular our way forward with Ellie and David.
We had a lovely time with the couple when they visited at the New Year.  We kept it kind of “vanilla” when they were here, Hence Kerri went back to being Kevin and both him and Carol moved to the Guest bedroom.  The couple had lots of question and I did loan Carol and kevin my study so that they could have a private chat with both Ellie and David.  Carol used the time to explain about FLRs and the different types.  I think it went really well for the young couple, answering some of their questions and creating new questions.  One of the things that did come out of it was that Carol offered to invite them both down to her place for 2 weekends, the first would be to meet with another 2 couples that have FLRs that are very different from Carol’s and my FLRs.  
The reason for this is so that they get to see that FLRs are very wide and different in the way they operate and this is one of the things that billie has highlighted from the start.  Not all FLRs involve chastity, feminization and cuckolding, and we shouldn’t try and imprint our FLR as the standard for Ellie and David to adopt.  The second visit for them will be to actually see Carol and  Kerri as an FLR couple.
However the hope is that we, billie and I, will have broken the ice by making the couple aware of more of the details of our relationship.  And that was the need for our discussion!
I finished my work at 3pm and billie had already made some tea and was sat waiting at the dining table, it seems to be the place for us to have to have open discussions.  billie was dressed quite casual with one of his dark blue knee length skirts and a plain polo shirt and one of his wide belts covering the join, and of course stockings and heels.
We had proposed that Ellie come and visit us on her own in early March.  I had previously suggested that Alice and Mick would meet her and we would sit and have a chat with her about our Relationship and the way that we live.  At some point, where it would seem appropriate I would get Mick to go and get changed so that Ellie would finally get to meet billie.  The idea is that once billie comes back then I stop being Alice and become Madam.
We chatted through the proposed plan and we were both in agreement that this would work, unless there was a “red flag” that might appear during the initial chat with Ellie.
We also agreed that billie should appear in one of his maids uniforms.  Billie did point out that perhaps it would be a bit too much for him to appear in his very short maids outfit for this introduction and I think that he is probably right. While the sissy maids uniforms are both short, the slightly longer one would be best.

Mind you even with a small curtsey and his suspenders will be on display.
We also agreed that we would discuss and explain the chastity aspect.  I asked billie if he would be Ok with showing Ellie his chastity cage.  He admitted that he wasn’t going to be comfortable with it at all but if she asked to see it he would show her.

 I then asked him if he would be comfortable with me showing how I discipline him, he agreed that while this would be humiliating it is an important part of our FLR, he also suggested that as part of that I explain how we do the weekly review and our “review books”.

The next one which I wasn’t sure how this would go was about explaining billie’s sexuallity.  At this point billie pointed out that our young Ellie was probably about the most open minded of my side of the family.  billie’s view was that Ellie would be comfortable with the fact that both of us were bi-sexual.  I had to stop myself at that point, I had been so focused on how we would explain about billie’s sexuality that I missed the point that it also covered me with Carol, it was a good point well made!

Also billie is correct that Ellie is definitely the most open minded of my family. My Mother and sister would have an absolute fit if they knew about how we played with Carol and Kerri! Let alone about our FLR!
Billie went on to suggest that we don’t mention John and the cuckolding – yet.  I asked when he thought it would be a good time to mention it as I didn’t think we would be able to keep it hidden as we were exposing our life to our Niece?  
Billie explained that he wanted to “lay some foundations” prior to us telling her the full details or even meeting John.  billie wants to make sure that Ellie, and David, understand that the cuckolding is fully supported by us both and that billie has supported it from the very start.  He told me that he wanted to make sure that the 2 youngsters did not look at me in a bad way, like some sort of evil adulteress.  I was almost in tears with this, I asked him how he was going to do all this without appearing to be weak or humiliated?  His answer was that he didn’t care about the humiliation side and he knows that he isn’t weak, but he wanted to make sure that my relationship with Ellie and David was not damaged.
This is why I love and hate my husband!  At all time he puts me first, thinks about the bigger and wider picture and doesn’t care (or is prepared to live with the consequences of the action)!  It infuriates me at times as this is the type of thing that got him into trouble with his breakdown, but to him it is important (and I do honestly love him for this.)
we spent a lot of the rest of the time at the table discussing this and I told him that we would do this together, he wasn’t taking the blame/ heat/ fault for this part of our relationship (or any other part for that matter!).  we agreed that the cuckolding side of things would be discussed at a later date with Ellie and David, probably once they were comfortable with the main part of our FLR. 
At the end of the conversation, we were in agreement on pretty much most of the points, I now understood some of billie’s concerns and also his worries.  I think the biggest part in this is that we are about to expose the type of lifestyle that we have to the person that we help to raise, but the thing that we need to get over is that Ellie is not a young child, she is a very well developed young woman looking for advice and guidance to help with her own life and lifestyle.  As I put it to billie, we helped to look after her, and her sister, as children, it’s now time to help and look after her as an adult going forward towards a marriage.
I think we’ll be alright, and I think that Ellie will accept who and what we are.

Task update – Naming of Toys

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I have been getting hounded/ harassed by poppet subslut to give an update on the Christmas task of having my dildos/ toys named.  Also Marciann put a comment up on the original post asking for an update on the names as well as a suggestion for the cock gag.

Link to the original post

We have names for all but 2 of them, however one has a temporary name, which will need to be confirmed but I’ll explain about that shortly.  So of the ones that needed names we have the following:

The penis gag has been named after my very good friend and wicked tormentor – Poppet.  However the wicked sissy witch that she is (see the link for proof https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com/2023/10/home-alone-witchiness.html) has placed conditions and restrictions upon me.  I’m not allowed to suck or lick the gag when it is in my mouth on pain of punishment from Madam  and a punishment has happened already!

You can almost tell that Poppet just wants to use that flogger on me when I have the penis gag in place!!
(Poppet knows that I would let her do it to me anyway 😉💋)

The next on is the largest toy that I have.

For this one there was a suggestion from Knacker249 to name it after him due to the length and thickness being close to his appendage, Madam was quite taken with the fact that after a session with this toy I am quite “knackered”, so she approved that it would be know as ‘Knacker’ or ‘The Knackerer’ 
Currently the 5″ toy is still to be named.  kerri has put forward a suggestion but Madam isn’t quite convinced on it as yet, so we have a few more days before we have to name it. 

The 7″ toy is the one that has been given a temporary name, and it is one that Madam has said that I looked to get clarified.  Madam has informed me that I am to refer to this one as “David”.  Madam wants me to get clarification from our niece, who is becoming a very confident Dom in her own FLR, on the size of her submissive boyfriend.  I have a very distinct feeling her visit to us in March is going to be quite uncomfortable and humiliating for me in soooo many ways!! 

Hopefully that brings everyone upto date on the progress.  
Let us know in the comments if you have suggestions for the 5″ or just general observations, I’m sure wicked poppet will continue to torment me from the comments section!

A rather frustrating weekend

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Earlier this month the high winds that hit the UK created some damage  to a building belonging to one of my former clients.  This guy helped me start out on my own many years ago and over the years I’ve helped him with several projects as his business has expanded, so to get a call out of the blue asking for my help and assistance saw me heading to Yorkshire the following morning.

So over the last couple of weeks I’ve found myself travelling up and back to the building that was damaged and also to attend a day of meetings and discussions at his main office near York.  

In most cases for each of these trips North, either by car or train I’ve found myself with an associated task from Madam, such as having to purchase hosiery of some form near to each location.

You may say that this is not much of a challenge but for most of these work trips I’m on a fairly tight schedule and to go and buy something I need to use my lunch break or look for very short detours as I travel to and from the meetings.  When Madam thought up that task she knew it would put pressure on me.

so last weekend found me working, not at home but on site in Yorkshire, acting as the Project lead and coordination between the Contractor, sub contractors and the Client’s factory team.  The job has been a real fast ball of “get things fixed, to get production back!” and this weekend saw the really key elements being installed.  All good stuff! job done over the weekend to have minimum impact or disturbance on the building and workers and the factory maintenance team ready to deal with the internal works as soon as the contractor was done.

It all went brilliant apart from…….Madam’s plan for me.

Madam had been briefed that I would go upto the site on Friday and be back on Sunday.  My client was sorting out accommodation at a local hotel for the 2 nights, so Madam planned to take advantage of the opportunity of me being away from her.

I was given instructions on what underwear to wear for the trip up and back, what lingerie was to sleep in and also to make sure that I had my Bluetooth headphones so that Madam could allow her cuckold husband to listen into what was happening in her boudoir on Friday and Saturday evening. 

Sounds like a plan and my twisted desire for humiliation had me very excited to undertake this challenge.

So on Friday morning I put on the first outfit allocated by madam, the black satin sissy cami and open crotch bloomers  with crotchless tights were the items stated to travel up and back in.  The rest of the items required were in my bag, packed by Madam, and I did a quick check and put “Master” and “Mistress” into the bag, so that I could do some ‘personal training’ while listening to Sir and Madam during the evenings.

The car journey up to the site was OK, I was clearly ahead of the Friday traffic and I arrived at the site at lunch time. My plan was to head to the hotel, drop my bag, change into the next proscribed outfit which was a black bodysuit and tights, add my working clothes over the top, grab a sandwich and meet the contractor on site.

However I got a call telling me to come to the site straight away.  The result was that I arrived and couldn’t change so my jacket was kept on as the lacy straps of the cami are quite large and pronounced and would probably be spotted if I had taken my jacket off. I did manage to swap my shoes and get my site boots on without anyone noticing my nylon covered feet, thankfully!

The afternoon was busy but productive and actually coming directly to site was the right option, but by 6pm I was ready to go to the accommodation, get changed and get ready for whatever Madam had planned for me for the evening.

At that point the client dropped the bomb shell, I wasn’t in the nearby hotel, I was going to be staying with him and his wife in their guest bedroom!  Bugger!

Now, my client is a great bloke and his wife is really lovely, known them both for many years, but I’m not sure that they are going to be that open minded about everything that I’m wearing under my male clothes and also the fact that my bag is full of the delights that Madam packed for me!  My first thought was “Do I have a padlock in my car, so that I can secure my bag while I’m on site.  Unfortunately the answer was no! Bugger…again!

 The next dilemma was “I don’t have anything in the bag to wear other that what I drove up in, (Shirt, tie, tweed jacket, moleskin trousers) and my site work wear.”  

At that point I needed a plan, and thankfully Madam’s earlier task of having to buy stockings and tights offered me a solution.  I made an excuse to my client and told him that I needed to check in with home and let Alice know that I wasn’t going to be at a Hotel, knowing where my client lived I told him that I would follow on once I finished calling the wife.  I got the thumbs up and he left the site leaving me to call home.
I called Alice and gave her the heads up that things were not going to plan and that I was now staying at the clients house and being hosted by him and his wife, so it would be highly unlikely that I would be able to be in a position to be dressed and practising on “Master” or “Mistress” while listening to the bedroom activities  happening 180 miles to the south!

While Madam was quite disappointed, I assured her not quite as disappointed as I was!  We finished the call with “I love you” from each of us and I then put the next part of the  new plan into play.  The supermarket that I purchased the tights from previously wasn’t too far away and as they had a clothing section I made a quick dash to it and spent a very quick trip round the clothing section looking for a polo shirt or something similar to wear.  Having found one I purchased it, removed the tags and added it to the top of my bag.
I made the 20 minute journey to my client’s house and was warmly welcomed by his wife and shown to the guest room and also where the bathroom was.  Once I was sure that she had headed down stairs I quickly changed grabbed a quick shower and put my new polo shirt on.
I got down to the living room to be asked if I wanted a beer or wine as food would be ready shortly, I declined and asked if they had a soft drink as I’m currently not drinking.  As he went to get me a drink my phone rang and I looked at it and it was Sir calling me, I gave a quick look round and answered.
“Hi John, hows it going?” I was trying to sound neutral.
“Hello billie, thought I would let you know your wife is busy on her knees doing your job…”
My client returned and handed me my soft drink and gave me a look, I wondered how loud I had the volume?
“Thats great John, Thanks for letting me know…..hope it’s going ok.”  I said tentatively

“Oh its going great, you know how good she is at sucking me…”
“Eh, yeh, I’m pretty sure that should do the job for you.”  I was being very careful with my words as my client was sat with his beer watching me.
“Well billie, I’ll keep you posted on how things go this evening, keep your phone on, I’m sure that you’ll want to know what we are upto.”
“Yea Cheers John! That will be great thanks, keep me posted on things, I’ll keep my phone on me just in case…”
and with that the call ended.
My client asked if there were problems. I don’t know if my face was red but it certainly felt like it was.  I assured him that things were fine.  I told him that the call was from a Guy that deals with a few things for me and he was sorting out a couple of jobs for me in my absence, which in the strictest sense was all quite true.
We were called to the dining table and sat down to have a very nice meal,  as the meal progressed I could feel my phone vibrate (having turned the volume down).  I knew who was sending me Whatsapp messages
but thought that it would be rude to look at them during the meal.  The conversation was very nice with my hosts and it was good to relax a little even though I was very keen to see what was coming through on the messages.
Finally with everything done, we were going to get up from the table and head to the living room, my hosts with a glass of wine each and me with a coffee, I decided to take a quick look at the messages, they were from Sir and the first was a short clip of Madam showing herself off in her Basque and stockings.  It was a bloody good job I was caged otherwise I would have been sporting a noticeable lump in the front of my trousers.  As it was I was just very very uncomfortable in my cage! 

I scrolled down and there was a couple more photos of Madam in her lingerie, nothing too rude but very suggestive and very erotic for a submissive cuckold that loves to see his wife in her lingerie and stockings!

Sir had added a few comments between pictures with the last one being “Going to the bedroom now, keep your phone on!”
I put the phone away and sat down with my coffee.  My client asked if things were alright?  “Yes, it looks like things are going well” I said a little sheepishly, “I’ll probably get a few more messages keeping me updated on progress.”  I sort of explained that if I hadn’t come up to deal with his project I would have been on site with “John” keeping an eye on his “project”.
My client expressed his gratitude for me prioritising his project over the other one.  That comment made me think as that really wasn’t the case, my relationship with Alice is always the priority, so I simply added  “Its alright, John’s got a good handle on this, he just likes keeping me updated on how things are going.”
the rest of the evening was very good with my hosts, we chatted and caught on some work news and also on some personal news, it was a very pleasant evening.
I could feel my phone starting again with messages.  I left it where it was as I knew there would no doubt be some more pictures of Alice and I didn’t want the risk of my hosts becoming more curious.  I eventually decided to call it a night as we would be on site at 7am and I did need some sleep.
I got to the bedroom and looked at my messages.  There were a couple of messages from Madam and several photos of her draped quite seductively over her bed.  The following photos are not of Madam but they are very close to the type of poses that were sent.  All very lovely and it reminds me why I’m in love and lust with her!

There was several teasing statements in the messages, both from Madam and from Sir, all of which just added to my frustration!  The final message from Madam simply said “Goodnight billie, sleep well, chat tomorrow!”

It wasn’t the easiest night to drop off to sleep but when I did it was with thoughts of my wife in her stockings!
This set the pattern for the rest of the weekend, at various times during the day and the evening there would be bursts of whatsapp messages arrive, some simply stated what Sir and Madam were upto and others had photos of Madam in various stages of dress from fully dressed down to just stockings and heels.  They both kept me fully appraised of what was happening at home!

 By the time Sunday came round we were putting the last parts of the building back in place now that the damaged structural members had been replaced.  I had received my last set of photos, which were quite vanilla, they were of Madam out in a local pub that does a good sunday carvery, but when I looked a bit closer I could see Madam had raised her skirt a little to expose her stocking tops.

By 4pm, everything was wrapped up on the site, it had gone well and despite a few glitches between the sub contractors I was ready to head home.  My client was very happy, he could get work back to full production on Monday morning and the building was back to being safe for everyone in it.  Job done, time to get on the road and to take my very frustrated body back home to my Dominant Temptress.

So, the lesson is when things mess up the plan and it no longer works, change the plan!  I think Madam very much achieved her aim of having me very frustrated and horny, it just was by the means that was originally planned.

Valentine’s Day preparations & Christmas Task Envelopes – Last week and this week

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The past week has been a mixed bag of work, and tasks set by Madam. The tasks have been fairly straight forwards and not particularly taxing, they have been a lot less of an issue compared to the previous week’s tasks (Naming toys). However that has all changed with this week’s task.

The first thing on Monday (22nd) morning was when I had to open one of my Christmas task envelopes. This task is going to be somewhat embarrassing to me and I think in 2 cases rather humiliating for me. I have been told that once the task has been complete I am to produce a blog post to further add to my embarrassment and humiliation.  Please, dear reader, you will just have to wait a little while. The task has 4 parts to it and the deadline of the end of February but I have been directed to get it completed at the earliest opportunity.  This is not going to be an easy task for me, it is definitely going to push me into uncomfortable boundaries. 

Last week’s envelope (Monday 15th Jan) saw me me pick up a fairly minor task which was that each day that I was out with work I was to wear one of my bodysuits and tights under my Male clothes. I was also required to carry a spare pair of stockings or tights in my laptop bag, just in case I laddered the pair that I was wearing, if that occured I was to change/ replace them at the earliest opportunity. 

Madam had also included the condition that no matter where I was I was to make a point of going somewhere and purchasing a pair of stockings and tights, I was to show Madam the receipts on Thursday evening at my weekly review to prove that each pair had been bought close to where each of my site visits or meetings had been held. If Madam considered that they were too far from where I was working then I would be punished.

With 2 meetings in London on Monday and Thursday, that was quite easy as there was plenty of places to dash to, to get an appropriate item of hosiery. My visit to Yorkshire was a little bit more tricky, The first day was quite straight forward as the meeting was on the outskirts of York, but a quick detour into the shopping area of the town when I got off the train did the trick. The second day was not so easy as it was more of a rural location and I spent the day fully occupied doing a site inspection and didn’t get finished until nearly 6pm. Thankfully a visit to a supermarket with a clothes section on my route away from the site allowed me to quickly dash in to grab a Bottle of water and a pair of black opaque tights in my size, remembering to take my receipt and to be on the road back home.

While I fully accept that the supermarket was not quite what Madam had planned or hoped for when she set the tasks but it achieved the aim.  Added to which the tights where a godsend on Thursday to wear under my trousers as it was a really cold day.

Friday was a work from home day so no tasks required to be completed, however I did get a run in another pair of stockings over the weekend, the result was that one of the packets of new stockings was pressed into service straight away! The laddering of the stockings has been duly noted in my small note book and I will no doubt have my bum paddled for my lack of attention and carelessness with my hosiery.  For some reason I’ve had quite a few runs/ ladders in my stockings since Christmas, it is become quite a hazard to the welfare of my backside!

On sunday evening one of the things that was discussed between Madam and myself was the forthcoming Valentine’s day. This is normally a day where Sir will take Madam out for the evening, or away overnight (admittedly last year was an exception as well) valentines day at home – blog post 2023. Normally if it is a weekday evening then Sir would take Madam for a meal somewhere local or for an overnight stay to London for a show or for a “fancy night out.” In either case I am normally left at home, generally not even tasked with driving. It was one of Sir’s requirements/rules that Valentine’s day/night was one of his dates.

However I was told that as Valentines Day would fall on a Wednesday, Madam would spend the evening with me. Apparently it was a request from Madam to Sir, which he accepted. I asked if Madam would like me to book a dinner table somewhere but she informed me that she wanted to have an evening at home with me.

Sir did set a condition on allowing Madam to have Valentines day with me and that was that Madam should take Friday the 16th February off work as Sir planned to take her away for a 2 night trip. 

This morning Sir called me to informed me that I should not make plans for the night of Friday 16th Feb or the Saturday/ Sunday, I was to be fully on call from 2pm on that Friday.

It is quite clear that something is planned for all of us in some way for that weekend.  On previous years there has been phone calls and skype calls as Madam was in the taxi with Sir leaving the restaurant or show heading back to the hotel.  I get the impression that this may be something more. 

I’m just really pleased that this year, similar to last year I will get the opportunity to have valentine’s day with my Madam, and it is also not lost on me that Madam has promised to uncage me that day!


Christmas Gifts -The envelope challenge of 8 Jan 24 – Finding Names

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Evening everyone, at Christmas one of my “Gifts” was an envelope with smaller 5 dated envelopes in side.  I was informed that over the next 2 months I would be required to open each envelope on the date shown on the outside and to complete the task by the date indicated in the task, if the task has no date then it should carried out as quickly as possible.

The first of the envelopes was date for last Monday (8th January), Once Madam had gone to work I open the envelope and the task read:

You have a collection of Dildos which you use for oral and anal training, sometimes with your Dominantes and sometime on your own.  

Currently two of these toys have names, Master and Madam’s Strap on Dildo.

You have had several new additions added to your collection, you are to find names for all of them and to start to refer to them as such.  Ideally they should reflect or relate to some one that you or we know.  You should ask the individual for their permission before you name a toy or discuss it with me if it is not possible to ask them. 

Task must be completed by the 14th February 2024.

 Your Loving Wife xxx

It is correct that I now have quite a collection with the recent addition of some dildos that came with the christmas present of the strap on harness.

I gathered them all together to see what I could do quickly and to actually work out how many I would need to name and if any were clear candidates.

Master was straight forward as it was already named and was named as it is just slightly smaller than Sir in terms of both length and girth.

Madam’s strapon dildo is actually a 2 part toy.  It is a smooth toy which she has added a latex cock sheath with an extension which adds a cock texture to the dildo and adds 1.5 inches to the length.

The remainder were not named so it was a case of looking over them.  The first was straight forward  and it was one that was close to my uncaged length, perhaps it was a bit longer than me so it was named “Mick”.

I identified one that was near the size of kerri when she is uncaged, the reality is that she is slightly bigger and certainly thicker, so a email was quickly pinged to her, explaining what the issue was and what the task was and would she give permission.  I received a response back later that evening but the suggestion was that perhaps I should name it after her Male persona just as I had done for the one that I was close to, so we now had “Kevin”.

The next one that came to me was to contact one of Madam’s old male friends who we keep in contact with, he was the original man that she cuckolded me with.  we all split on good terms when he moved away due to work commitments (a move to the USA) but he would come and see Madam when he was back in the UK and it was during the period before Sir became a feature in our lives.  While he doesn’t see Madam any more he does keep in regular contact.  The bonus was that he also understood our type of relationship, not in the same way as Sir does, but once I explained things I was sure that he would be on side, even if it was just for my humiliation.  An email to the states actually resulted in a phone call from him and a good 20 minute catch up with him.  the end result was that I had his permission for “George”  

The next one was the shortest one, which is my penis gag, while not a dildo it is cock shaped and I thought I had best include it.  I could think of someone that this would match this and would probably agree.  I sent a grovelling email to her and requested her permission.  She consented but with specific conditions which had to be agreed to before I could allocate the name to the toy.  The conditions were very specific and I wasn’t sure that I could fully comply with them.  However I had been travelling with work and Madam had seen the email response before I did (I had cc her into each of my request emails) and she agreed on my behalf.

When I got home she explained that I would agree to the conditions, which was that I was not allowed to suck (suckle) on the dildo, I explained that that was quite difficult to do with it filling my mouth.  Madam made it clear that the named individual did not want me to suck her little clittie while it was in my mouth.  Madam made it clear that if she caught me not complying then I would be punished for my lack of self control, so my little penis gag received it’s name.

That now leaves 3 dildos that I need to name.  Madam has allowed me to ask post them here on the blog to offer them up for suggestions from the readers, any suggestions must have a reason behind it and and Madam will confirm if it will be allowed.  If I don’t have suitable and appropriate names for all of them by 1 February then Madam will make me contact an individual with the aim to name one of the toys.  the last 3 tous are below:

Unnamed 1

Unnamed 2

Unnamed 3 – The lumpy beast????

      So dear readers do any of you have any suggestions?

A christmas gift to make corner time “special”

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 From Madam Alice

There has been a christmas present unopened for 2 weeks now, I told billie that he couldn’t open it until I gave him permission.  I know that billie has been rather nervous of the contents of the present  and I’ve caught him looking at it occasionally as I had it placed on the dinning table in full view of billie, whether he was in the kitchen or the living room.

I granted permission to open the box on Thursday evening.  

We had completed the weekly review and billie had received a spanking with the paddle, mainly as he has laddered several stockings over the last 7 days.  His other infringements got him a 20 minute session of corner time. In addition to holding his skirt up while he faced the wall I also put his penis gag in and popped a blindfold over his eyes and then sat back to watch my submissive husband and admire my handy work on his bum.

I was also watching to see what he would be doing with the Gag, I wanted to see if he would be sucking on it while he was stood there.  I had warned him that there would be no sucking of the little cocklet in his mouth, if he did and I caught him there were would be consequences!  Thankfully for billie, he was a good boy and behaved himself.

On completion of his corner time and with the blindfold and the gag removed I sent him to collect the Box from the dining room. on his return he placed it on the chair and I had him open it.

The contained a number of items that I had ordered for one special purpose and that would become clear as all the items were laid out together. 

The first item is what triggered my idea, I had originally been looking for a pair of long leg girdle panties for billie to add to his shape wear, the problem is that ones with suspender clips are difficult to find and the one company that had them on their website didn’t have them in stock – apparently they are quite popular? well I never!

I continued my search and found a lovely item, not quite what I was looking for but having read the reviews it started to give me an idea, and so the the result of that idea were now infront of billie.

This first item is a long leg shapewear body, but with the added bonus of having an open gusset/ crotch, as stated on the product description “for easy of use at the toilet and for hygiene”, or if you are the same thinking as I am it’s useful for full access to a sissies clit and bum hole.  Also the top part of the front of the body goes under the breasts with the view that it lets you wear  your own/ normal bra. 

When it comes to sizing I do like reading the reviews just to check and one of the comments said that the body fitted well, both top and bottom parts but this particular lady had deliberately ordered one size down from her normal so that the body would give more shape to her but also the top would help push her breasts up and the lower part would help lift her bum a bit more.  The reviewer also pointed out that the bra and stockings should be worn under the body and panties or tights over the top. 

With this advice I ordered billie one, but a size down from his normal sizing, I wanted to see what this did to his sissy “tits” and to his bottom.

Next item from the box was a new TENs/ E-Stim unit.  we have one already which is ok but only has a 30 minute duration.  this one has 2 connection points for pads, 10 function channels and can be set to run for increments of 10 minutes to 1 hour.  That should cover any length of session that I had planned.

The next item that came out of the box was a set of noise cancelling headphones.  We both regularly use the train for work, particularly if the meetings or work is in London as neither of us enjoy driving in London on a good day, and the charges now for ULEZ and congestion just don’t make it viable.  One of the things that I’ve picked up from billie is to use the time on the train to listen to Podcasts and webinars.  he has been doing it for years on topics linked to his work.  However these blue tooth headphones have a completely different purpose when not on train journeys.

The last item in the box is a new bit of bondage wear for my husband.

I was originally looking for a stiffer posture collar and another item for him and came across this head harness and it looked like it would do the job that I had in mind perfectly.  The harness on the website was meant to come with additional rings on the side of the collar, but unfortunately this version didn’t but a pair of clips were added to do the job instead.  The head harness also came with a small penis gag that could be Simply popped into the wearer’s mouth and clipped in place – ideal.

With all the items laid out I explained to billie what they were and why they were in the box together.

I often use corner time as punishments or simply to dismiss billie when I don’t need/ want him but don’t want him to go too far away.  I have corner spots for him to stand in my study, the living room and in my bedroom.  Well I have added 3 more corner spots to the house, these extra locations would be indicated by by small mats.

  • In the utility room next to the storage cupboard. (billie had noticed that a mat had appeared there recently)
  • The downstairs toilet, it isn’t used often but once the door is closed and the light off it is very dark.
  • In billie’s maid room.  Normally we don’t do “play” in his room, other than taking the occasional photos, now there will be a dedicated spot where he can spend “focused contemplation time.” 

I explained that going forward there may be times when he will need to do corner time as a further punishment or when I want him to do some focused contemplation time.

The items of the box would be paired with some items that he already had to create a new punishment uniform.  The existing items would be 

  • His black hood with the padded eye coverings
  • The existing TENs unit and the different sized pads
  • wrist and ankle cuffs
  • Long gloves
  • Underwear of my choice
  • Anal hook with either the 30mm or 50mm ball fitted
I explained that we would try the whole ensemble on Sunday morning and that he could have his first focus session.
I had him dress in a waspie suspender belt, lace top stockings, and one of his lacy bras that he recently picked up from Marks and Spencers.  I also told him to put on his 5″ heels.
As i wanted to take some photos for the blog we realised that the black hood did not show the head harness well so this was replaced just for today with the light coloured on that he has.  I had him wear one of his plain collars and also his existing penis gag.
I would like you to pay particular notice that I have attached 2 small circular TENs pads under his cage and directly on his sissy clit.
I added TENs pads to each of his bum cheeks, 2 pads added to his abdomen and held in place under his waspie, and 2 pads on the skin between his sissy balls and his slut hole.
He was then dressed with everything from the “box” christmas present

With the shapewear being one size smaller than billie’s size it is quite enjoyable watching him get into it, but it has plenty of stretch and fits him lovely.  There are extra stitched bands at the bum that do indeed lift the bum cheeks.  also as you can see the crotch opening is certainly big enough and comes high enough to allow the sissy parts to be comfortably exposed and the bum hole to fully accessible.  I was very impressed.

I connected the pads on his abdomen and bum cheeks to our old TENs unit and the others to the new TENs unit which has 2 seperate control channels.  The old tens unit has a stronger set of pulses and are ideal for “buzzing” the larger muscles of his bum and stomach.  The new unit with it’s 2 separate channels and ten different setting mean that I can set them independently and to different levels.  The new unit has power settings from 1-10 while the old one is 1-25.
Wrists and ankles are cuffed and linked and to reduce movement further. I had him turn round and I inserted the the anal hook with the 50mm ball into his hole, this wasn’t too much of an issue as he had been used by the bigger dildo’s the previous night and at the moment he is more accepting of bigger toys in his holes, I’m sure Poppet Subslut would be very proud of my hubby, she has encouraged him to go bigger for quite some time!
To make sure he doesn’t move too much the hook has two cords with loops on the end that secure it in place by clipping them to the clips that I added to the collar of the head harness.  With the hook in place and secured to the collar billie really does have his movements limited as we found it and prevents bending. 
The headphones were placed on his head and adjusted to sit comfortably and fully over his ears. when this was done I switched them on and the noise deadening kicked in (after the session I checked with billie how effective they were, they still allow some outside noise but we put that down to the fact that they are not directly on the ears and have the hood and harness under them, but they did reduce the noise quite a bit.)
The final part of the outfit was to push the penis gag into his mouth and clip it in place.  A final set of photos were taken and and maneuvered him onto the corner mat in the utility room next to where we do the majority of the photos.
My plan was that my husband would spend the next 30 minutes doing some focused corner time with that I connected the headphones to my tablet and selected a sound track of some FEMDOM porn for him to focus on (I used the sound track from a couple of humiliation videos and a Small Penis Humiliation (SPH) MP3) and I then set the TENs units to their middle (ish) settings, which was level 15 on the old unit and level 5 on each of the channels on the new unit for about 10 minutes. 
I felt that 10 minutes would be a good duration for him to get used to the settings that would be pulsing through his muscles and also tormenting his clittie.
Something to note is that in the past when we have played with the TENs unit with pads on billie’s clittie and with a set of pads on his balls, it hasn’t been that effective, billie reported that the pulses all merging into one set of pulses over his genitals.  we’ve found it more effective to separate the pads to use on his clittie or balls and the other set to place on the skin behind his balls and hole and this has far more effect for him. That type of combination does get him leaking quite a bit!
After the 10 minutes I came back to him and then set both TENs units a little bit higher, the Abs and bum unit went to 3/4 max (level 20)  but I set the new unit to maximum on both channel for the remaining 20 minutes.  I stayed and watched billie just to make sure that he was OK and didn’t loose his balance.  
It was clear that the old unit was giving him a lot of work out as it was making his bum tense and he told me afterwards that his abs where in constant flux of tense and relax and tense.
As for the new unit it was pulsing a strong twitch and it was clear that either discomfort and/or pleasure was causing my billie to move slightly and it all clearly increased his breathing.
With the timer reaching 30 minutes I turned of the sound track and started to strip each item of bondage from billie.  I uncliped his ankles and wrists and supported him into his room and had him sit down.  
I had him strip down to his normal lingerie and got the shoes off and made him lie down.  I told him to stay on the bed and went to get him some water.
I wanted him to settle down after his session and just to calm.  I lay with him and let him cuddle into me and I told him that I loved him.  I felt is was important to have this cooling down period, just so I could check that he was ok and also to make sure that the session was not too hard on him. Carol taught me that aftercare of a submissive after a session is important and that is very much the case with billie and especially when trying something new or pushing boundaries.
once we had rested and I was sure that he was OK, I got him to give me some feed back on the session, what worked, what wasn’t he keen on and why.  Just because he isn’t keen on it is not an excuse not to use it again but it is important to know what the reason is behind it.  Bille said he was OK with the levels of the TENs unit but the high setting on the old unit on his bum and belly were quite hard for him to endure, so that was duly noted.  It appeared that overall the new punishment/ corner outfit has proved to be a success.
We will have to see what happens with his next session which will be with less light as it will have the black hood and perhaps he will be in the downstairs toilet with all of its lack of light.  Its something for him to look forward to – perhaps?

A Christmas present to keep me frustrated.

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 On Christmas morning when we all sat down to start opening presents  we would just pick one at random, if the person who had given the present didn’t want it opened at that point in time they would simply say “not that one! pick another”.

This was the case when I went to open the present in the plain wrapper (it’s the 8th of Jan and it still hasn’t been opened and taunts me from the dining table!!).  I was told to leave that parcel and picked up a smaller rectangular box.  Once the christmas paper was off, the box was plain white and I proceeded to open it up.

I lifted the contents out and looked at the black object and then looked at Madam with a quizzed look.

“What is it”

Is it a small accordian?

  “Take one of the end caps off”

With the end off it was now very clear that it was a fleshlight sex toy, with a vagina at one end.

I gave Madam another quizzical look, while I didn’t say the words “but I’m in chastity?” was as probably written all over my face as I looked at her.
“You already have a dildo that you refer to as ‘Master’, that you take with you when you go on work trips.  Well I thought it would be appropriate that you have a travel toy that you can call ‘Mistress’, you can use both toys to practice on while you are away.”
“Will you let me have my key for when I’m on the road then?”
“Oh no Dear! you misunderstand, I want you to use it to keep up to speed with your Oral skills, Just as you do with the Master Dildo.”  Madam further explained “Besides, even if you were unlocked you will barely manage to get into it!”
No entry for caged clitties.

I must have blushed with that statement as I certainly was embarrassed by it and it wasn’t helped with Sir having a chuckle to himself at Madam’s comments.
So there you have it my wife gave her husband a fleshlight sex toy so that he can keep up his oral tongue skills when away from her.  
A frustrating and humiliating but very thoughtful gift.  I love my Madam Wife.

Christmas Presents and Surprises.

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Happy New Year to everyone from a rather wet and soggy Buckinghamshire, we  have survived the festive period and this weekend is getting the house back in order after having had a steady stream of guests.

I do have to apologise as I had planned to get a blog post published before Christmas but both Madam and Sir succumbed to the flu/ colds that were going around so for almost 2 weeks I was busy being maid and nurse maid.  It was almost getting to the point where I would have to paint a big cross on the front door to indicate that we were a plague house! Just in case there was a plague doctor passing!

Thankfully everyone was back to full(ish) health by christmas eve.  

This christmas would see us being a bit more busy with friends coming to stay at various times.  Sir normally leaves us on Christmas eve so that he can spend christmas with his daughters, that wouldn’t be the case this year as they has other plans, one with his ex wife and his oldest girl would be with her Boyfriends parents.  So we would be hosting Sir though to the wednesday (27th).
Then on the evening of the 27th we then had Carol and Kerri arrive to stay with us until the 2nd of January. And our final guests were Ellie and David who arrived on the 1st and stay with us until Tuesday (2nd) evening.
It was really nice to have everyone stay with us and there have been some really interesting things occur and I’ll cover some of the main points and the hope is that I can then do some separate blog posts about some of the things/ activities that we got up to as probably deserve some more detail that this post would allow for.
With Sir staying longer than usual I had come to the conclusion that I would not be getting unlocked for christmas, not that I have a right to expect it, it is just that over previous years Madam has graciously allowed me to be uncaged for a period often being unlocked just prior to Sir leaving on Christmas eve.  I now had the hope that I may become unlocked on the 27th when Sir would be leaving us.
For all of the 23rd, Christmas Eve and the start of Christmas day Madam required me to be in Sissy Maid dress.  Christmas Eve was spent wrapping the last of the presents and also preparing as much as we could for Christmas day, so that we could work on minimal effort on the day and focus on enjoying the day, making merry and relaxing.
When Christmas morning Arrived it would appear that we had all been good Boys and Girls (and sissy cuckold) as Santa seemed to bring a whole mix of presents for us.  There was the usual mix of biscuits and chocolates, toiletries (perfume, bubble bath, shower cremes etc) and and a few other items.  There were a few items for each of us that were definitely related to our lifestyle.  Madam got some lingerie and hosiery from both Sir and myself which is not really a surprise I suppose!  
For me the main gifts were
  • A pair of black sheer trousers, while these were not the specific type that Madam had been looking for, but they are very nice and you can see what is being worn underneath.  (I’ll do a seperate post on them).

  • Madam gave me a strap on harness with dildos with the view to adapt it to meet a task that I had to complete. (a crafting project!)
  • A rather humiliating sex toy from both Madam and Sir for me to take with me whenever I’m away from home (This will get it’s own post).
  • Sir had in previous years given me a very sissy set of underwear to wear, this year he went further and gave me a “Cuckolded Husband” outfit that I would be required to wear on his direction and particularly when I would be required to be in the bedroom with him and Madam.  I had to go and change into this outfit once the presents were all opened and it was the outfit that I wore for the rest of Christmas day and boxing day.  (Madam wants this as a separate post, all I can say at the moment is “very pink!”)
  •  A box wrapped in plain red, non christmas, wrapping, this was from Madam and I was told that I was not allowed to open this until after all our guests have left and only once directed by Madam.  It currently sits unopened on the dining room table.  I’m not sure if I should be curious or worried about what is in/ lurcking in the red wrapping?  I have a real element of both emotions at the moment every time I look at the box.
  • What I thought was the last present was a big envelope, when I opened it, it contained 5 white envelopes.  Each envelope has a date on it and Madam explained that this was a gift of activities and tasks.  Each of the dates is a Monday over January and February and are not to be opened until the allotted time.  Each of the tasks will be outlined in the envelope, with instructions and conditions and where appropriate a completion date.  Judging from Sir’s reaction he either knows what the tasks are or had a hand in their creation.  The first task envelope gets opened on this coming Monday (8th January).
  • Madam left the room and came back with a small jewelry box with a pink ribbon on it and handed it to me.  I was told to open it as it had a surprise for me.  

I opened the box and inside was a key – a chastity key!  Mine?

I stared at it and then looked at Madam.  She smiled at me and simply said “Well?”
I blurted out “Thank you”, I really didn’t expect to be given my key.
“Do you want to try it?”
“Yes, please. Thank you Madam. Can I?” I got a nod and a big smile from Madam
I raised my skirt and petticoats and pushed down the front of my satin knickers and exposed my caged clittie and slid in the key.

The key would not turn, I took it out and tried again, but no change, it would not turn the lock.
Sir and Madam, burst out laughing and I was told to stop trying before I broke the key in the lock.
I must have looked frustrated and looked at Madam with a look of “I don’t understand?”
Madam smiled at me, “It isn’t your key, dear, It is the spare key for kerri’s chastity!  You will be her key holder for the duration of her time here, you can unlock her any time you want, but my guess is you’ll unlock her at the first opportunity you both get, you pair of tarts!  The only condition is that you must lock her back up before Ellie and David arrive.”
While I was disappointed with the key not being for my chastity, this really was my best present and Madam was correct I would be unlocking kerri at the earliest opportunity once she arrived!

“billie, you are going to stay caged for the next 7 weeks, I’m sure you’ll manage, I’m going to unlock you on Valentines day, I promise. It will give you something to look forward to.”

Wednesday 14th February is now marked on the kitchen calendar as “😊Unlocking day”. Yes something for me to look forward to, considering I’ve been caged since the summer (with supervised unlockings for shaving and hygiene). Don’t get me wrong I (perversely) enjoy being caged for my Madam, but I also look forward to being unlocked for her as well.

With all the presents opened (well those that were allowed to be opened), I was sent to get changed into my new outfit and we settled down to have a christmas day of eating, drinking and making merry in our very particular way.  In a follow on post I’ll explain about my new outfit and how it was used on Christmas Night and also on occasions going forward.
We all had an enjoyable Christmas Day and Boxing Day, while mine included a lot of humiliation and frustration, I wouldn’t change it for the world.  Added to which I had the key to my gurlfriend’s chastity cage and she would arrive very soon, that was something for me to look forward to!
More to follow!