My Madam's FLR

 From Madam Alice.

Evening everyone, I thought it was about time that produced a blog post again.  I have been occupied over the last few weeks making sure that billie has been OK after spending time having to deal with his family.

I’m happy to say that he seems to have done very well and seems to be back to his normal self.  after almost 3 weeks dealing with family matters he is has almost caught up with the items of his work that had to be put on hold.

However I thought that it was time to get him back into his usual routine.  

last weekend I set him a few tasks to complete to ease him back to the submissive mindset that I like him to be in.

The challenge was to spend a number of 30 minutes sessions where he has to use his 8″ dildo.  The aim was for him to stick it to a wall, chair, stool or small table and to fuck himself with the aim of achieving an anal orgasm.

The thing that I find interesting with this is that billie is far more anally focussed for his pleasure so this is a task that he enjoys.  It is rare that he achieves an anal orgasm in a single session, it happens as the time builds or in this case as he completes more sessions with his false cock.

With these 30 minute sessions I may tell him that he is only allowed to ride the dildo slowly or to I may set a condition that he does 5 minutes slow and then 1 minute as quickly as he can and then to repeat. I like to mix the conditions up so that as he approaches his next session on the dildo he doesn’t know what type of pace he might get.

If I think that he is building up to an orgasm too soon I will tell him that this session will be slow.

A particular favourite is to get him to spend 5 minutes warming up with a slow fuck, and then to spend 3 minutes sat  fully impaled on the dildo then 7 minutes at a slow pace, then 4 minutes sat impaled then 5 minutes at any paced that he wants  then stop for 5 minutes fully impaled and then he has 5 minutes to try and cum.

The thing with this is that last 5 minutes is rarely enough to make him cum but once he finishes  and gets off the dlido he will start to leak quite a lot.  I like this when it happens as it is almost that he has been edged to the brink of orgasm and just has to be content with a ruined orgasm.

My dear husband spent quite a bit of the weekend being a very drippy sissy.

Well   if you excuse me it is Thursday night and I need to get ready to carry out billie’s weekly review and I think some one may be getting a bit of a warm bottom this evening.

 A few weeks ago Poppet gave a really good update on her chastity that she has been wearing for a few months now and I thought that doing the same since I had changed over to the Cobra Chastity a few months before.  

Poppet’s micro chastity article

To that End I have shamelessly ripped off Poppet’s idea.  I don’t think she’ll mind (She’ll use it as an excuse to tell me off though!).

So having been progressively wearing chastity since 2005, starting with a CB2000 occasionally to spending the bulk of 2 years completely in chastity, I thought that I was fairly experienced with chastity cages.  Oh how wrong can I be!

wearing the Cobra Short.

My 2 years in full time chastity had been mainly using Franckencage and my smaller all metal cage.  Last year we discussed the plan of going down a cage size.  Madam wanted me to try a smaller Resin/ 3D printed cage, while Sir’s preference was to go for a smaller all metal cage.  My preference was more pragmatic – a 50mm back ring that was curved and an internal lock system – I didn’t want to go back to having a padlock clacking against the cage every time I moved.

Frankencage and an elastic band used to prevent the padlock from moving around.

The compromise was that we would get one of each and then see how we got on.  The metal cage arrived first and I spent a few days getting used to it and found that with it’s weight, it pulled away from my body.  particularly if I was being teased or used and I started to get hard.  My confined erection would swell in the cage but also push it forward.  Not ideal, so the view was that a chastity support trap would be needed to use these in the future and that the resin cage would probably be better for regular wear.

A Cobra chastity with a small cage was ordered, along with a support strap that arrived shortly after.

So the cage arrived and we found that the cage was only slightly smaller (by about 5mm) than Franken Cage in length.  it was definitely thinner which was fine to accommodate my reduced girth.  So we moved over to wearing this cage and I found that it was particularly comfortable to wear during the day.  There was some pinching of the ring during the day, but that was mainly due to sitting down for too long.  I would use that as my queue to get up and have a break from the computer screen

The cage was comfortable to wear, far more comfortable that my previous metal cage, the resin made it very light and as I often wear slightly larger trousers, there were times that I forgot that I was wearing it.  I occasionally had to check with a discrete pocket fumble would feel for the cage.  

However there are a couple of issues.  The size of this cage is too long, when I become completely flaccid my clit will retract back.  This creates a problem that when I go for a pee my end of my foreskin could be pointing anywhere so great care is needed to make sure that I don’t end up weeing on my self, my knickers, the floor, my trousers etc  I ended up carrying a small metal urethral tube to make sure that I could reach into the cage and manipulate my foreskin towards the bottom hole of the cage.  

There is also something that found tricky was that the plastic/ resin of the cage is wider compared to the thinner bars that make up the metal cages, this has the problem that it is slightly more difficult to clean when wearing.  with the metal cage I could normally get a way with a once a week deep clean and the rest of the time a good lathering of Shower gel and a “good blast” with the shower head.  This wasn’t quite the case so a small tooth brush (soft brisles) was added to my shower routine.  

I also found that I needed to remove the cage 2 -3 times a week to give it a good deep clean.

As a Christmas present I received a smaller sized Cobra chastity cage – The nub.  This one was significantly shorter than the Small and was definitely the right size.  Very secure and combined with the Chastity support strap very comfortable for long term wear.  

Comparing the nub and the Small sized cobra

Now while the cage was extremely comfortable I was now having more pinching of the skin at the back of my balls.  The ring was the biggest that I could get, it was shaped and in theory it should be just fine.  The addition of lotions, gels, Vaseline etc did not help either.  The pinching became really annoying as it became a regular feature that would wake me in the middle of the night – several times.

The other issue that started to bother me was I was having a bit of a problem when peeing.  

Let me explain.  I would go for a wee as normal, sit down have my wee and then just wait for a few more moments sand give things a good shake to release any further pee that may well be trapped in my clit and foreskin.  Give myself a good wipe and occasionally take a piece of toilet paper and fold it into a quarter and place in my knickers against the head of the cage to absorb any final droplets that my just follow on.  Job done!  Unfortunately not quite….. 

what would happen either as I started to move or even a few minutes later I would get a second release of wee.  Too much to be absorbed by my small pad of toilet paper and I would have to scuttle back to the toilet.  I started to call this my “retarded pee”, it was almost like my compressed clit and the compression back into my body was causing the “pipes” to be compressed or restricted and to hold back some of the wee.

In the early days of wearing this smaller cage there was a couple of accidents and a bit of a wet patch appeared on my trousers.  Luckily on the most public occasion I had a spare pair of trousers in my travel bag in the car and I was able to go grab them and get changed.

You would thing with all of these problems I would have stopped wearing the cage?  The cage was the most comfortable that I’d had for long term wear and the pinching issue I did some research and chatted with others such a Poppet and kerri about their view on the problem.  A visit to the chastity forums revealed that this was not an uncommon problem and everyone agreed that I should look to get a larger base ring.  At this point I found out that the Cobra Chastity actually has 8 different ring sizes.  It appeared that I needed to get hold of a 54mm base ring.

This wasn’t too easy.  I contacted the manufacturer in the US and they came back that yes they could sell me one and ship to the UK but they wanted to know where I had bought my cages and that they wanted photos of it as it was a copy as they and their one official seller had not sold it to me or Madam originally.  While the correspondence was friendly it was clear that they were not happy that my cage was a copy – both of my Cobra Chastity cages were from Amazon – I purchased the small via Amazon UK and Madam ordered the nub via Amazon Germany.  Also the cost of the base ring with international Shipping from the US was going to be significant.  I was going to place an order when I was contacted by a Chastity forum user from Europe that I regularly chat with who pointed out that there was a UK seller of chastity base rings that might be worth contacting.  So a quick look at the suggested seller’s site on Etsy and there was what I needed a 55mm curved back ring.  I’ve put the link to Mr Keyholders site on Etsy below and also to the base ring that I ordered:

Mr Keyholder’s Etsy Shop

Mr Keyholder’s 55mm-extra-large base ring

 Good Evening Everyone,

My apologies for my absence, Unfortunately I’ve had to leave my good home life and our world of a safe and structured FLR to spend time being Mick and deal with a very personal family matter with my family.

I have been estranged from family for all of my Adult life, there has been times when they have tried to drag me back into the toxic pit that I quietly left so many years ago.

The last 2 weeks has seen me forced back into that world, the difference is that the Mick that went back into that world was considerably different from the young Mick that left it 40 years ago.  I’m not proud to say that for the last 2 weeks I have been an Emotionally Hard Evil Twat and not the person that I want my wife to know.  

I made a point of not going home to Alice, and I didn’t want Alice to come to me.  I didn’t want some of my family to have contact with wife, why? because some people in this world are just simply toxic and they get a kick out of trying to manipulate others, unfortunately they would have taken the opportunity to attack the special person in my life just to watch me hurt.  

Well, I played their game but to my rules and on Tuesday this week I walked away from them again but this time I walked away tall and proud rather than slinking away secretly.  It has taken me a few days to clear the anger out of my system.

I have been home for a couple of days know and this weekend is going to see me return to being the husband that my wife wants and needs.

I want to state this, Alice and John have been brilliant in supporting me, and very understanding of the creature that I have by necessity had to be so that I could deal with the problems at hand.

Also thanks to Kerri, Poppet and SaraE, I’m very grateful to you for your support and tolerance of an emotionally confused and angry individual.

So I’m back home but more important I am back to becoming billie.  This couple of weeks have made it really clear that the FLR is so important to my well being.  And all you crazy cats, with your Kinks and different takes on life are just the greatest of people and friends and it is so good to be back into this life.

My chastity is back on, I’m back wearing appropriate underwear and it feels good to be calling the personal that I love and worship “Madam” and “Ma’am”.

I’m back were I want to be and all is good.

Thank you all

billie xxx

 From Madam Alice.

Dear All, 

At the moment Mick/billie is dealing with an very personal issue with his family.  

John and I are supporting him as it isn’t easy for him at the moment.

We will be back blogging once we get him through this week. 

I know that he has been in contact with some readers and blog friends and I would like to thank you for the support you have given him.

he’ll be back to the blog soon,

Alice

Apologies for the delayed posting of this but work commitments and family life have kept us all a bit busy over the last couple of weeks…… 

As mentioned in the last blog post, the weekend that we all had with Carol and Kerri was a real success for all of us.  I think that with all of the lock downs and then coming out of the pandemic a lot of us “forgot” about reforming our actual connections.

Yes having phone calls, zoom calls and facetime meetings are all very well and good…..but…..the actual going and meeting people face to face is the important thing.  Lets be honest we all have a social media persona which generally reflects the good or the better side of how your life is, so it is quite easy to hide when you are having a rough or a bad day.  I think this is what was happening with Carol and kerri.

Don’t get me wrong, I’d say that their marriage is very solid and good but they had just retreated into their own world and the lack of outside engagement – the lack of actual meeting up with friends in real terms had caused them to become inward looking and a little lost.

However….. We have seen a change over the last month to 6 weeks.  Carol has been going out to friends, friends have been visiting her. kerri has changed jobs and I have seen a difference in her as well.

So having this weekend with them, even though it was in separate locations was a really important thing for them and for us.

Ok enough of that, time to let you know what we actually go upto on the Saturday.

As you may remember most punishments and forfeits from the Thursday night had been allocated to be carried over into the weekend to be carried out by Mistress Kerri.  With here arrival on the Friday she didn’t waste anytime and set about with delivering the punishments, while not all in one go there was a steady set of punishments applied through the day.  Between spankings, corner times, the majority of punishment were done just prior to going out for some drinks in the Evening with my backside being caned.

Saturday had both of us with a late start to the day.  I was up and on the go by 8am and had breakfast prepared for Mistress at 9am.  Mistress Kerri took breakfast at the dining table while I had my first corner time session in the living room while she ate and kept an eye on me.  Ms Kerri had ordered me to remove my skirt and knickers for the corner time and I got the occasional comment about the few marks that were still on my bum from the previous evening.

Ms Kerri’s plan for the day was that we would go out after breakfast to go shopping.  she was aware that I had recently updated my knicker drawer with some added colour knickers and bras – Red and Pink, so her plan was that we would go shopping for suspender belts to complete the sets.

The other thing to bear in mind is that under normal circumstances kerri is similar in her marriage as I am in mine, we are both submissive in a FLR and normally we are both chastity caged.  The difference is that kerri is occasionally allowed to switch to be a Dom, so what we had for this weekend was a uncaged Dominant TV.

With my corner time finished I was was told to follow my Mistress to the bedroom.  Kerri went to her bag and selected some underwear, a creme blouse and a pencil skirt.  These were handed to me and I was told to go and give them a quick press and then to return and to help her get dressed.  In the mean time she would have a shower, the implication was that I should be back before she finished her “Ablutions”.  So off I scuttled.  Luckily I had the Ironing board already set up in the utility room so within a short time the blouse and skirt had been pressed and I quickly scuttled back as fast as I dare on my heels.

Back in good time I saw that she had laid out her underwear of a set of black bra, waspie suspender belt, stockings and a set of full knickers.  A set of court shoes with a 3″ heel were also set to one side.  The surprise was that her chastity cage was also set out next to the underwear.  

As she came out of the bathroom she finished drying herself and I was ordered to help dress her in her underwear.  The waspie was first, then the Bra with her C cup breast forms.  With underwear adjusted and sitting as she required I was told to kneel and to help put on her stockings.  The plain top stockings were rolled up her legs and as she stood to allow me to clip the suspender clips to the stocking tops  was faced with her hard cock clit.  I focused on my task of securing the stockings but kept having the occasional glance at her stiffness.  With stockings all secure and suspenders tensioned to how she wanted she sat down and I reached for her knickers.  I was told to stop, 

Mistress had a problem.  she planned to put herself in her cage so that she would be contained when she was shopping and to ensure that she had a low skirt profile and unfortunately she was not in a position to get the cage on due to a “slight problem.”  Since I was on my knees Mistress required that I take care of her “problem”.  Well it would be rude of a submissive not to assist his Mistress and not resolve her problem.  So for the next 20 minutes or so I provided oral service to Mistress’s strict requirements, finally resulting in a mouth full of my Mistress’s cum which I very gratefully showed her that I had swallowed.   

With my duty done Mistress dismissed me to go and get changed for going out.  I was directed to wear my red bra and knickers and a set of hold ups under my street clothes.  While I was away to get dressed Mistress finished her own dressing and did her make up.

Now the Red underwear is quite a bold red so I had to choose my outerwear carefully, tee shirt and a long sleeved Rugby shirt worked, a pair of moleskin jeans and brown suede boots gave a look of smart casual over my tarty underwear. Mistress looked very nice in her blouse and skirt combo with the 3″ heels.

We travelled a little bit further for our shopping trip that usual, heading to Watford as kerri wanted to do a visit to the Honour shop/ warehouse, she wanted to get a leather waist clincher that she had seen on their website.  So that was the first stop on our list of places.  

As usual the staff at Honour were fantastic (They have recently renamed as Skin Two) and Kerri tried on the first corset over her blouse and wasn’t to happy with it’s size so went a size down.  All through this process we were chatting with the Girl on duty on the counter and kerri made a point of telling the young lass that she was also looking for a red suspender belt for her submissive boyfriend, pointing at me.  To be honest the girl didn’t bat an eyelash and simply asked “what size are you slave?”  “Size 12, Madam.” ( I felt adding “Madam” was appropriate as I had been addressed as Slave.)  Unfortunately they only had Red Rubber suspender belts in that size so we made a pass on that.  With Kerri’s purchase complete  we thanked the girl and headed into the centre of Watford.

The corset that Kerri bought.

Note – If you are based in the UK and the opportunity arises go to either of the Honour shops, the staff are really helpful and they are a big selection of things for what ever your kink might be.

Our trip into shops at Watford was far more productive for me.  A red deep suspender belt was found in Ann Summers in the right size (The reason that I’m a Size 12 for suspenders as that size sits tight enough to my body that it will not be too slack and be pulled down by the stockings or slip down, I’m usually a Size 14/16 in knickers and size 16/18 for skirts and blouses – it helps to know your sizes as one size does not fit all parts!).  

Ann Summers Red Suspender belt

We grabbed some lunch and then Kerri spotted that there was a Lingerie shop and it had a sale on, so with food consumed we headed there.  Kerri immediately clocked that they had a pink suspender belt in the sale and it was handed to me.  She wandered around and picked out a couple of sale items  for herself and then spotted a red satin cami PJ set in the sale, probably leftover stock from Valentines, I was called over and asked what my opinion of the set was?  I told her it looked lovely, to which she announced very clearly so the 2 staff could hear “Good, they have it in your size.  you’ll look lovely in that tonight when I tie you to the bed!” and with that she took the Cami set and her purchases and turned to the counter with them.

Now, the 2 girls in there were not as prepared for that type of statement as the girl at Honour!

With the purchases complete I went to pay for the suspender belt.  The Girl behind the counter asked me if I had the right size, probably standard question for a male lingerie buyer.  I confirmed to her that Size 12 was the correct size.  As she bagged the purchase she popped the receipt in the bag. “If the suspender isn’t the right size or your wife doesn’t like it just bring it back with the receipt and we’ll change it.”  I gave the girl a bit of a smile a said “Oh it will be fine, the suspender belt is for me. By the way she wasn’t kidding she’ll make me wear the Cami set tonight…” and with that I gave the Girl a bit of a smile and headed join Kerri at the door.  I suspect that the two shop girls had something to talk about for the afternoon after that!

Boux Avenue Pink Suspender

With the shopping now complete it was time to head home.  It was was an interesting trip back chatting in the car, we discussed the different reaction between the girls in the shops.  While we both agreed the Girl at Honour probably was quite familiar with the kink and fetish scene so was very comfortable with us talking and being the way we were.  

That evening I had booked a table at a local Italian restaurant.  I would be “suited and booted” for the evening with a Bra, suspenders and stockings underneath.  While Kerri had a gypsy style top and an ankle length skirt, to which she had added the new leather corset over the top .  However the thing with the skirt was that there was a split in the side that would occasionally allow you to catch a glimpse of stocking tops and nylon covered leg.

 Dear All,

A very quick update, work has been slightly busy for both Madam and Myself, particularly my side and our relaxing weekend was put on hold with another unplanned trip to the family in Leicester.

However this was not a total loss.  Madam’s Mother asked that we come up and a lot of “peacemaking” has been going on with my Mother in Law and Ellie’s sister (our other niece) doing a lot of work to get Alice’s sister to see sense over the Engagement of Ellie and David.

So we went up and there was a lot of discussions, chats and things are now sorted out, so it looks like the family rift has been repaired.

We spent time with the young couple again and I also spent some time having a bit of a detailed chat with both Ellie and David on a one to one basis.  something that may well be worth putting in a post as both conversations raised lots of questions and interesting answers and discussions from both them and from me.  Bear with me I will get round to posting that.

However I will aim to get my “Saturday with Kerri” blog post completed and published ASAP! 

so please bear with me as I play catch up.  If you are waiting for emails or responses to comments They are the priority to get cleared first.

billie 💋💋💋

 Evening Everyone,

Apologies to all of the regular visitors to the blog, I was hoping to do a blog post about our weekend with Carol and Kerri, unfortunately for both myself and Alice last week was just too busy.  I’m afraid that our work just simply got in the way.

In Alice’s case as we had taken the Friday and the Monday off, Alice spend a good part of last week doing some extra time to catch up with her work load.

On my side of things, it involved me having several days on the road going into London for meetings.  All very dull and at times a bit stressful.

However we are all in a good place and doing OK.  I’ll just do a very quick summary and a little bit of a taster of what we are looking at doing.

We all have a great weekend with our friends.  Alice went to spend the weekend with Carol and you will be glad to know that Carol is very much improved and a lot more cheerful.  As Madam put it it was a very good weekend “where a pair of ladies of an age that should know better went and misbehaved!  Both in the bedroom and out on the town!”  I actually dread to think what they got upto!

From my point of view I had a really enjoyable but painful weekend with Mistress Kerri.  All of my punishments were delivered and my arse was red for a good part of the weekend.  I’m hoping to get back onto the blog tomorrow as I want to do a post about one of the evenings that we had – sorry I can cover the whole weekend in detail as there was a lot going on and the thought of typing it up would take almost a weekend in it’s own right.

However, as a summary, Mistress Kerri spent the weekend without her chastity cage on and I spend the whole of the weekend caged.  Not only was my bum punished with canes, paddles and the flogger, Mistress made full use of me orally and anally.  Things changed at lunch time on the Sunday after I received my last punishment from Mistress where she announced that as soon as we went out for lunch she would no longer be Mistress Kerri  and for the remaining part of the visit she would be back to being kerri the girlfriend which was also very enjoyable, even if I wasn’t released from my cage.

By the end of the long weekend everyone was all rather tired but in very good spirits.  it is just unfortunate that we then ended up with such a busy week.

I’ll finish here, but I will aim to complete a post tomorrow evening.

billie 💋💋💋   

 Next weekend is the very much looked forward to weekend where Madam will go and spend the weekend with Mistress Carol and I will host kerri here at our home.

Sir will be using this time to go and see his daughters.  

With all of this plans, Madam is referring to the weekend as the “Girls Weekend”.  which is not a bad way of describing it.  However the plan for my weekend is not for me to have some time with kerri as a girlfriend, actually Madam is handing her submissive husband over to Mistress Kerri.

Madam heading south next weekend.

Now just to be clear, kerri is a very special friend to me, and we would both say that she is my girlfriend but she has at several times in the past acted as a Dominant to me, so having Mistress Kerri come and visit will not be something unexpected.

The last of these forfeits and punishments will be delivered this coming weekend while I serve as a submissive to Mistress Kerri.  One of the forfeits that I know of is that I will not be allowed out of my chastity next weekend.  The rest?  Well that will be upto Mistress Kerri.

However, Saturday afternoon resulted in me being tasked with carrying out some training and preparations to get ready for next weekend.

In the morning as I was clearing up the kitchen Madam came in and told me that I was to come to the study at 2.30pm, in my french maid uniform and be prepared to undergo some tasks.  

At the allotted time I presented myself at the open door of Madam’s study and she was at her desk typing away at her laptop. She looked up and I bobbed a curtsey and she looked at me and simply said “Corner!” and went back to typing.  I quickly went to the corner of the room where I usually stand for corner punishments, faced the wall with my hands placed behind my back and waited until Madam had finished whatever she was working on (it was an email apparently).

I was called to be in front of her desk and given a quick inspection where it was noted that I didn’t have my leather collar on and Madam noticed a scuff mark on my shoes.  Both points were added to the weekly review book for next Thursday.

Madam explained what was going to happen for the afternoon.  Firstly I would return to the corner for 15 minutes and while there I was to mentally compose a letter to Mistress Kerri where I was to ask her to punish me.  I was to explain why I needed to be punished and why it must be done by her.  This 15 minutes thinking time would be important because as soon as I complete my corner time I would be released to the dining room to type up the letter.  I would have 30 minutes for this task.  I was not to send the letter but Madam would review it prior to being emailed to Mistress Kerri.  If it was not of an appropriate submissive standard then Madam would add a punishment to the review book.

While I worked at typing up my grovelling letter to Mistress Kerri, Madam was busy going around the house and setting small cards and items on the floor  in each room.

I finished the letter and Madam told me to save the letter and then email it to her.  I was told to go to the Study and I would find Madam’s strap-on fixed to chair that I usually bend over for punishments.  I was to kneel on the provided cushion and spend 15 minutes practising my oral skills.  I was to use the timer on my mobile in count down mode.

Once dismissed by Madam I went straight to the study and quickly set the time on my phone and then went onto my task.  Occasionally Madam would come in and make a comment for me to speed up, slow down  or to lick the length. 

With that task complete I was told that I was to go and get changed out of the French Maid uniform and to go and put on my short Cuckold Maid uniform complete with my wig and that I had 10 minutes.

So with a mad dash to my room to get out of one dress, and all of it’s accessories, and into the other uniform.  All the time trying to make sure that it was just right as I suspected that I would be inspected again.  This time I also made sure to add the collar.

Photo taken by Madam during the later tasks

I presented myself back in Madam’s study and again was inspected.  Madam picked up the following:

• I was 40 seconds late.
• Suspenders were not even.
• my skirt was not sitting even over my petticoat.
• There was a twist in the side straps of my apron

All of these points were now added to the review book.

With the inspection complete, I was now going to start the next task.  This would see me carry out a variety of tasks. I was to start by going to the kitchen where I would find a card with a task, I was to read the card and then carry out the task and then the card would state where I was to go for the next task.  Madam asked if I had any questions, which I didn’t, so I was dismissed to start my tasks:

• Kitchen sink Card – Go to Madam’s bedroom, face the wardrobe mirror and carry out 5 deep curtseys, return back to this card.  Once returned.  Go to next task in the living room.  this task was straight forward, I made the point of walking between tasks as I had no idea how long this was going to take but I had a feeling t was going to be a long afternoon.
• Living Room card – Go to the Greenhouse in the garden and read the temperature on the Thermometer and return and write it on this card.  Go to next task at the dining room table. Madam was sat in the living room reading a book I curtseyed as I came in the room and then read the task.  I curtseyed to Madam again and then left heading out the back and down the garden to get the temperature and then get back before it started to rain again.  Curtseying to Madam I went and wrote the temperature on the card and then headed to the next task – Madam pointed out that I had forgotten to Curtsey on leaving the room and she would add it to my review book.
  

• Dining Room, Card – Go to Madam and ask to kiss her shoes, return here. Go to next task at the Guest bedroom. I returned to the living room making sure that I curtseyed and then humbly asked if I could kiss Madam’s shoes.  Madam said that I could but she would tell me when I could move onto the next shoe.  For about 5 minutes I knelt and placed full kisses on the toes of Madam’s court shoes.  Once compete I stood, curseyed and headed back to the card.
• Guest Bedroom Card – Go to your phone and send the following text message to Mistress Kerri “Ms Kerri, I have been a bad sissy and I want you to punish me.”, leave phone in the study and return to card. Go to next task at utility room.  With my phone still in the study I went directly there and quickly sent the text.  We normally use WhatsApp for messaging between all of us but the card was quite specific that this should be a text message.  with the message sent I returned to the card before moving onto the next task.
• Utility Room Card – Set everything up for taking a photograph, Find Mistress and ask her to take a photo of you in an exposed position.  On completion of all tasks you are to send it Mistress Kerri. Go to next task  which is in the Post box at the Garden gate.  I quickly set up the area that we use for photos, making sure the back drop sheet was in place and then got the tripod with the small lighting ring was in place and switched on.  I then went and got the camera and the old phone that we normally use for taking photos, turning them on and checking for battery power.  I then went to ask Madam if she would assist me in taking the photo. (I ensured that I curtseyed, I was racking up quite a few punishments for my next review already.)  The task stated that I should be exposed, as I was wearing my open crotch knickers I decided that I would bend over and hold my ankles.  The photo was duly taken and Madam also made me pose for  a couple more photos while I was there as well.
  

• Post box Card – Face the road and do 10 slow curtseys, you must stay next to the post box throughout this task.Go to next task in the study.  I collected the key to the post box and left from the front door directly to the post box at our gate,  while we do have a screen of trees and a hedge  around the front of the house the gate way is quite wide and open.  I read the task and just knew that Madam would be watching me from the living room.  So in in my short maids uniform I stood by the post box facing the road and started my 10 curtseys.  The lane that we live on is generally quiet but you do get the odd car and delivery van or the occasional walkers heading to the wooded areas and their various paths.  I was at curtsey number 8 when a car went past, the worst part is you can hear it coming.  there is nothing that I could do but continued on and finished the task.  The car went flying past and I have no idea if they spotted a grey haired sissy in a short maids dress doing a curtsey towards them – if they did it would probably give them something to talk about!  With task complete it back to house and into the study.  
  

• Study Task card – Send Sir a WhatsApp message saying that you want to suck his cock, you will then kneel and practice oral skills on the strap on for 10 minutes. Go to the next task at the front door. I sent the message using the whatsapp group that includes Madam so that she could see that I had completed that task and then I set the count down timer and got into position and started my 10 minutes of oral training.  in the middle of my session there was a response to the message but I ignored it until the phone timer went off and I had completed the task.  The reply from Sir was 2 emojies –    👍😁.  so onto the next task.
• Front door Card – There are 10 envelopes on the window cill next to the back door.  You are to take each envelope to the post box one at a time and post them into the box, you are not to travel through the house. You must only walk.  Go to the next task on the dresser of Madam’s Bedroom. So at the back door was a small stack of sealed envelopes I picked up the first of them and then headed out, we now had some rain just to add to my woes.  So out of the back door, to the back garden gate, round the side of the house, to the front of the house and then across the drive to the post box, pop in the letter and then back the same way.  Madam was stood at the front window watching me totter back to the path.  the task was completed but by the end of it I was quite cold and damp from the rain.  I returned to the front door and then headed onto the next task location.
• Madam’s Bedroom Task – There are 3 envelopes, you are to pick one and then to go and find Madam and ask her to allow you to be put over her knee and to spank you.  The envelopes contain a number that will be the number of spanks that you will get.  Madam will give you your final task. I selected the middle envelop and headed back down to the living room, curtseyed and presented my self to Madam and asked her if it would be possible for her to give me an over the knee spanking.  while giggling to herself she said that she would but I was to go and get a towel to place over her lap as I was so damp.  She said that the spanking would warm me up.  I curtseyed and quickly went and got  the towel and came back.   Madam showed me the envelope that I had chosen and it showed the number 15 on a card inside.  So with a towel over her lap I placed myself over her knees and without removing my knickers (well they aren’t thick or much protection) she proceeded to warm my bottom with the 15 spankings to each of my bum cheeks.  when complete I got up and bobbed a curtsey and thanked Madam for my spanking.
  

• Madam’s final task – Take the key for the post box, go out the back door and go and open the box and select one of the ten envelopes and return with it to Madam. So once again I was headed out the back door into the rain, armed with the post box key.  My wig was rather soaked now and I could feel the water running off it onto my shoulders.  I quickly opened the post box and picked an envelop and headed back to Madam via the back door.  After a curtsey I handed the envelop to Madam who opened it and then handed it to me.  on the card inside was a list of punishments that I was to complete next weekend with Mistress Kerri.

     The punishments are:

• 2 x 20 minutes corner time each day, in a room specified by Ms Kerri
• 10 lashes with the Cane prior to going out each evening.
• 3 x 30 minute sessions with the TENs unit and with nipple clamps fitted at any point over the weekend.
• 2 x 30 minute sessions in restrictive bondage.
• All Review Night punishments will be deferred to be carried out by Ms Kerri at some point over her visit.

It had the look of being a rather sore and uncomfortable weekend with Mistress Kerri!

Madam told me go and get a hot shower and to come back dressed in skirt and blouse, there was no rush as Sir wouldn’t be back for a while .  I was very grateful to get the rather soggy wig off and to get out of the uniform.  My laundry basket was now full and I went and warmed back up in the shower.

When I came out of my room dressed Madam was in the kitchen and handed me a mug of coffee.  She gave me a very nice kiss and told me to come and join her on the sofa in the living room.  She told me that she would pass on all the details to kerri and that I shouldn’t worry about it.  well that was easy for her to say, it would be my backside that would be suffering the consequences.  For the next hour we had a bit of time together on the sofa and then when we heard John’s car pull in through the drive, I was told to go put the kettle on for all 3 of us and Alice went to meet him at the door.

When I came into the living room with the coffee’s I got a wink from John and he commented that he’ll have my offered Blow Job later when he and Alice got back from the evening out.  

So with the exception of the punishments for next weekend I completed the last of my afternoon’s tasks at about Midnight.

billie xxx 

 From Madam Alice:

In any relationship it is important to make sure that things don’t get stale, staid or boring.  I am always on the look out for ideas  for things to try and to do in our relationship.  Things that will be interesting and that fit with our FLR, things that work for billie and myself, John and me, and for all three of us.

We are also lucky in that John also gets this concept for the relationship and does contribute, and most importantly he understands that there are 3 of us in this relationship and that is probably why this relationship has worked so long.

One of the methods that I use is to set billie a task, we used to this everyday but it started to take too much time, now we use it generally twice a week.  The each task is based on one of the following questions:

• Find me 10 images that you think I would like and tell me why?
• Find me 10 images that you like and tell me why?
• I have provided 5 images, what do you like about them and what don’t you like about them? provide a sentence answer to each.
• Find 5 gifs or short clips that would be useful for the blog and tell me why?
• From your blog reading list find me a post that is different or thought provoking?
• From social media find me a post that you agree with and a post that you disagree with? (no politics!)
• Today post at least 2 comments to blogs that you follow and tell me why you posted those comments. (* when I use this task I make a point that he can’t use our blogs or those of Poppet or Sara Girl as he reply’s regularly on their sites.)
• Find 5 images that you think John would like and tell me why you think that is the case?
• Find 5 images that you think kerri would like and tell me why you think that is the case?
• Find me 5 interesting BDSM images but don’t tell me why you think they are interesting? 
• Find me 5 FemDom images or Memes that I would like?
• Find me 5 images or memes that would make me laugh?
• Find me 5 images or memes that make you smile, tell me why?

The list can go on and on, but these are the common ones.  I save each of the images and the responses into file area and it allows me to get an insight on what billie likes, doesn’t like or what interests him and also what he thinks other people may like or be interested in.

With this type of information I can look at developing ideas with billie on things to do, to ramp things up or to calm things down.  It helps to keep things fresh and fun for both of us in the relationship.

From Madam Alice:

Following on from my earlier post.

After the afternoon and evening of dealing with my Sister and her problem of her daughter, Ellie, becoming engaged to David,  Mick and myself had a few drinks to wind down to an element of calm.

We went back to the hotel room and I asked Mick to get changed into something more gurly and to come to bed and make love to me. We had a very lovely hour or so being very intimate with each other, lots of kissing and touching. while it was good to have Mick for the confrontation at my sister’s house, I needed billie now to take away my stress and tension, which he did wonderfully. We eventually fell asleep  wrapped together with me snuggled into his satin covered chest and with with my one of my legs laid over his stocking clad legs. (billie remained caged throughout all of this).

In the morning I was woken with billie being up and making a coffee for both of us. I’d had a good sleep and was relaxed and ready for the day.  I was expecting today to be a have less stress than the previous day.  We both just chatted as we had our coffee, with nothing particular in mind, I think billie was being careful not to mention the previous day’s discussions so it was a chat that covered the plans for the garden and the veg patch, potential ideas for a trip away and just simple chit chat that couples do.  With coffee finished I went for a shower, while billie shaved.  Unfortunately the shower wasn’t big enough for both of us to get in together.

I was part dressed when billie came out of the shower and was dried ready to get dressed.  I had rummaged in our travel bag and laid out what I wanted him to wear –  The cami top he had worn yesterday, hold up stockings and pair of nylon and satin high leg briefs.  He looked at it and voiced a bit of concern, he had worn the cami yesterday and he was going to forego the top as he knew what Ellie was like with her hugging and wandering hands.

I made it clear that I was aware of that but I liked him in his cami top and not to worry about it, he would be fine.  He was about to put on the Wool Jumper he had worn the previous day rather than the rugby shirt that he had originally laid out, I told him to stick with the rugby shirt and gave him a look that told him not to argue with me. I could tell that he wasn’t overly happy but I didn’t care, he was dressed in a way that I liked.

Once we were both dressed we went to have a very nice leisurely breakfast at the pub next to the hotel, which was very nice.  Having been fed we went back and pack our bag and checked out.  billie suggested that we were still a bit early to turn up at Ellie’s and David’s place and suggested that we go and bit of a walk for about an hour.  It would also allow us to walk off the breakfast and with it being dry it wasn’t a bad idea.  So a short drive to a wooded area that we knew of old and we killed an hour of time just being a couple walking holding hands along the paths and tracks – which was really very nice and I keep forgetting how much I enjoy doing this type of thing.

With the walk done it was back to the car and then a very short drive over to our Niece’s house.  As we got nearer billie asked if he could put his fleece bodywarmer on, I patted his leg and told him that the house will probably have the heating on so he wouldn’t need it.  I knew why he wanted to wear it.  He dropped the subject.  We arrived and parked at the house.  As we walked up to the door it was opened and Ellie ushered us in and the door was closed. Ellie gave me a very affectionate hug and told us how pleased they were to see us, I was directed to the living room where David was and I got an equally affectionate hug from him.

billie was in the hallway getting his hug from his niece, which I assumed would have been as affectionate and tight as mine.  When he appeared in the living room to meet David, he was some what red in the face and with a slight worried look on his face.  David stepped up to him and they greeted each other and shook hands.

we were offered seats and Ellie asked if we wanted tea or coffee and promptly disappeared to the kitchen to get our coffee’s, David sat down and started to chat with us. after a minute or so he said he would just go and help Ellie bring in the tea.  

As soon as he left the room, billie turned to me and with a whispering voice “She knows! What have you told her?” I simply answered him with a smile and “She already knew I just filled in some gaps and corrected some wrong ideas – don’t worry she doesn’t have all the details….yet.”  We halted the conversation there as we heard the couple coming back in with the mugs.

With everyone now armed with a mug of tea or coffee, a small plate of biscuits and all sat down in the living room we started to catch up on all of our news.  it was all very pleasant and enjoyable, We danced about with the conversation for about half an hour and then David politely asked how the family meeting went. I was expecting Ellie to be the one to have brought the topic up but I go the feeling that David knew the discussion would have been focused on him.

For the next hour we talked through what had happened and the fact that we had both stood the corner for both of them, I didn’t go into details about “Angry Mick’s Rant” but simply assured that Ellie’s Uncle had been quite clear and forceful in getting his points across. Ellie gave billie a particular look, which I noticed and I made a note to talk with her about the fact that there are distinct personas and differences with my husband, and that she shouldn’t just jump to the conclusion that a submissive is submissive to everyone and to everything all of the time.  My husband is my submissive and is submissive to me, that doesn’t stop him from taking a non submissive attitude and standpoint.

We asked how they were getting on with plans for the wedding.  No date was set as yet but they had plans to keep it small and low key.  They were very clear that they were not planning any fancy theme’s or gimmicks, but they did warn that they may step away from a traditional wedding –  I got the feeling that would mean that Ellie wasn’t planning on wearing white at the wedding!

The pair had been to see David’s parents and they were delighted from all accounts, which was really good to hear.

With the lunch still a hour and half away Ellie suggested that David could take Mick to the local pub and they could have a pint together.  It was very much an order dressed up as a suggestion.  So we managed to get rid of the boys out of the house so that I could have a good chat with Ellie.

My first question to her was “What did you do to my husband?” To which she gave a laugh and told me that she had felt for his straps at his shoulder and let him know that she knew about him being called “billie”.

It is probably important to give you background. Since her engagement we have been chatting quite regularly.  The phone calls were a mix of general chatting and eventually the truthful questions arrived and then these calls became more about asking for advice and opinions.

So……

Ellie knew that Uncle Mick had had a bit of a breakdown at some point after her and her sister went back to live with her mum.  She also knew that our relationship had changed after that point, her view was, as she got older that we’d had marriage problems like her Mum and Dad and this was our way of dealing with things.  Ellie also mentioned that as she got older and visited us she did notice that Mick tended to do most of the domestic house work (well he did tend to work from home) but she had noticed that the vast majority of the clothes washes were women’s clothes, underwear, lingerie and hosiery with only a few pairs of male underwear and socks.  

During one stay she made the observation that based on several washing line contents she had worked out that Mick was changing his underpants every 3 days and socks every 4 days, while I was wearing about 5 pairs of knickers every 2 days and changing stockings at least twice a day.

The pointed question she asked was “Is Uncle Mick a crossdresser or are you making him wear women’s lingerie?”  OK we were rumbled, I knew that Ellie was a smart girl.  I asked her if this was why she gave her uncle such affectionate hugs over the recent years?  To which she said yes, she had given him a normal type of hug quite a few years ago and felt something under his top but he broke off the hug before she could confirm it, since then she had been determined to do a better check.

I admitted that I made him wear women’s lingerie and stockings.  She wanted to know if it was done “as a punishment or is it something to do with your lifestyle?”  I told her that it wasn’t a punishment as such and I asked what did she mean about “our Lifestyle”?

“Do you have a Female Led Marriage?”

Well that was direct and there was only one way to answer that and that was to tell her that “Yes we do, but we tend to call it a FLR, what do you know about FLR/FLMs?”

So from that point on a lot of our conversations were about how we developed our FLR and the relationship between Mick and me and how we have billie.

I had asked her what her interest in all of this was, and she admitted that David was submissive to her, that once they started to be serious with each other as a couple they had had a honest conversation about what they wanted in life and from each other.  The term that she used was that David said he “wanted to be devoted to her.” From all accounts and from the examples it does look and sound that he is, physically and emotionally completely devoted to her.  She admitted that she had always been the more assertive in relationships and that probably scared off some of her previous boyfriends but apparently David fitted perfectly with that.

One of my questions early on to her was “did she actually love David or if it was just the fact that he allowed/ accepted this power exchange in the relationship”?.  From the way she answered that question I’m quite reassured that she loves him as much as it appears that he loves her.

She has lots of questions and I have spent lots of time chatting with her, and I’m sure there will be more.  I’m trying to pass on some of the knowledge that Carol passed onto me.  From what Ellie has said she and David are already in a FLR and want to develop it further as they progress to marriage.

During our conversations about how I influence control over billie I let Ellie knows that billie is in chastity, that revelation didn’t shock her too much, which surprised me.  she was aware about chastity cages and had seen them mentioned in some of the things she had read about with FLR and FLMs.  I have made it clear that it isn’t an essential element of FLR and it hasn’t been imposed because I don’t trust Mick/ billie.  She has said that it isn’t something she wants anyway as she wants to have kids at a point after the wedding.

There are parts of our FLR that I have not shared and won’t share until I think she and David are ready for it.  From all accounts she has shared everything that we have discussed with David and I’m sure at some point he will start asking advice from Mick.  I don’t know if they even discussed it while at the pub, I suspect not as I think it may take David a little bit of time get the courage to ask.

The boys appeared back close to lunch time.  Myself and Ellie had been dealing with the food and David and billie set about the task of setting the table.  

The Sunday lunch was lovely and the chat across the table was enjoyable and wasn’t too serious.  By the time we had finished everything  and were ready to leave we had reassured the young couple that their Aunt and Uncle were on their side and were prepared to support them both. 

As we said our farewells, we both got a very affectionate hug from Ellie and big thank you from her.

Our drive back south had a lot of questions from billie, to which I gave him some of the information about what Ellie knew about us and also about their relationship.    

I planned to give billie all of the details that Ellie and I have discussed on Thursday evening after his weekly review – why then? I want him fully in billie mode and also in an appropriate submissive mindset. (considering this is being finished and published on Saturday, billie is now fully upto speed with things and somewhat surprised that as he was having a drink with David in the pub “the Lad” knew he was wearing lingerie and a chastity!) 

We both agree that Ellie and David really do suit each other and the FLR style of relationship will allow them to be balanced with each other.  There are things that Ellie needs to learn and develop.  Both billie and I agree that we will be prepared to be honest and open with the two of them and be available to advise and guide them when they want us.

The Sunday spent with this young couple made up for all of the angst and annoyance of the Saturday.  I’d say it ended up being not a bad weekend overall.  I now just need to reschedule my original plans into the next few weekends!