From Madam Alice
There has been a christmas present unopened for 2 weeks now, I told billie that he couldn’t open it until I gave him permission. I know that billie has been rather nervous of the contents of the present and I’ve caught him looking at it occasionally as I had it placed on the dinning table in full view of billie, whether he was in the kitchen or the living room.
I granted permission to open the box on Thursday evening.
We had completed the weekly review and billie had received a spanking with the paddle, mainly as he has laddered several stockings over the last 7 days. His other infringements got him a 20 minute session of corner time. In addition to holding his skirt up while he faced the wall I also put his penis gag in and popped a blindfold over his eyes and then sat back to watch my submissive husband and admire my handy work on his bum.
I was also watching to see what he would be doing with the Gag, I wanted to see if he would be sucking on it while he was stood there. I had warned him that there would be no sucking of the little cocklet in his mouth, if he did and I caught him there were would be consequences! Thankfully for billie, he was a good boy and behaved himself.
On completion of his corner time and with the blindfold and the gag removed I sent him to collect the Box from the dining room. on his return he placed it on the chair and I had him open it.
The contained a number of items that I had ordered for one special purpose and that would become clear as all the items were laid out together.
The first item is what triggered my idea, I had originally been looking for a pair of long leg girdle panties for billie to add to his shape wear, the problem is that ones with suspender clips are difficult to find and the one company that had them on their website didn’t have them in stock – apparently they are quite popular? well I never!
I continued my search and found a lovely item, not quite what I was looking for but having read the reviews it started to give me an idea, and so the the result of that idea were now infront of billie.
This first item is a long leg shapewear body, but with the added bonus of having an open gusset/ crotch, as stated on the product description “for easy of use at the toilet and for hygiene”, or if you are the same thinking as I am it’s useful for full access to a sissies clit and bum hole. Also the top part of the front of the body goes under the breasts with the view that it lets you wear your own/ normal bra.
When it comes to sizing I do like reading the reviews just to check and one of the comments said that the body fitted well, both top and bottom parts but this particular lady had deliberately ordered one size down from her normal so that the body would give more shape to her but also the top would help push her breasts up and the lower part would help lift her bum a bit more. The reviewer also pointed out that the bra and stockings should be worn under the body and panties or tights over the top.
With this advice I ordered billie one, but a size down from his normal sizing, I wanted to see what this did to his sissy “tits” and to his bottom.
Next item from the box was a new TENs/ E-Stim unit. we have one already which is ok but only has a 30 minute duration. this one has 2 connection points for pads, 10 function channels and can be set to run for increments of 10 minutes to 1 hour. That should cover any length of session that I had planned.
The next item that came out of the box was a set of noise cancelling headphones. We both regularly use the train for work, particularly if the meetings or work is in London as neither of us enjoy driving in London on a good day, and the charges now for ULEZ and congestion just don’t make it viable. One of the things that I’ve picked up from billie is to use the time on the train to listen to Podcasts and webinars. he has been doing it for years on topics linked to his work. However these blue tooth headphones have a completely different purpose when not on train journeys.
The last item in the box is a new bit of bondage wear for my husband.
I was originally looking for a stiffer posture collar and another item for him and came across this head harness and it looked like it would do the job that I had in mind perfectly. The harness on the website was meant to come with additional rings on the side of the collar, but unfortunately this version didn’t but a pair of clips were added to do the job instead. The head harness also came with a small penis gag that could be Simply popped into the wearer’s mouth and clipped in place – ideal.
With all the items laid out I explained to billie what they were and why they were in the box together.
I often use corner time as punishments or simply to dismiss billie when I don’t need/ want him but don’t want him to go too far away. I have corner spots for him to stand in my study, the living room and in my bedroom. Well I have added 3 more corner spots to the house, these extra locations would be indicated by by small mats.
- In the utility room next to the storage cupboard. (billie had noticed that a mat had appeared there recently)
- The downstairs toilet, it isn’t used often but once the door is closed and the light off it is very dark.
- In billie’s maid room. Normally we don’t do “play” in his room, other than taking the occasional photos, now there will be a dedicated spot where he can spend “focused contemplation time.”
I explained that going forward there may be times when he will need to do corner time as a further punishment or when I want him to do some focused contemplation time.
The items of the box would be paired with some items that he already had to create a new punishment uniform. The existing items would be
- His black hood with the padded eye coverings
- The existing TENs unit and the different sized pads
- wrist and ankle cuffs
- Long gloves
- Underwear of my choice
- Anal hook with either the 30mm or 50mm ball fitted
I explained that we would try the whole ensemble on Sunday morning and that he could have his first focus session.
I had him dress in a waspie suspender belt, lace top stockings, and one of his lacy bras that he recently picked up from Marks and Spencers. I also told him to put on his 5″ heels.
As i wanted to take some photos for the blog we realised that the black hood did not show the head harness well so this was replaced just for today with the light coloured on that he has. I had him wear one of his plain collars and also his existing penis gag.
I would like you to pay particular notice that I have attached 2 small circular TENs pads under his cage and directly on his sissy clit.
I added TENs pads to each of his bum cheeks, 2 pads added to his abdomen and held in place under his waspie, and 2 pads on the skin between his sissy balls and his slut hole.
He was then dressed with everything from the “box” christmas present
With the shapewear being one size smaller than billie’s size it is quite enjoyable watching him get into it, but it has plenty of stretch and fits him lovely. There are extra stitched bands at the bum that do indeed lift the bum cheeks. also as you can see the crotch opening is certainly big enough and comes high enough to allow the sissy parts to be comfortably exposed and the bum hole to fully accessible. I was very impressed.
I connected the pads on his abdomen and bum cheeks to our old TENs unit and the others to the new TENs unit which has 2 seperate control channels. The old tens unit has a stronger set of pulses and are ideal for “buzzing” the larger muscles of his bum and stomach. The new unit with it’s 2 separate channels and ten different setting mean that I can set them independently and to different levels. The new unit has power settings from 1-10 while the old one is 1-25.
Wrists and ankles are cuffed and linked and to reduce movement further. I had him turn round and I inserted the the anal hook with the 50mm ball into his hole, this wasn’t too much of an issue as he had been used by the bigger dildo’s the previous night and at the moment he is more accepting of bigger toys in his holes, I’m sure Poppet Subslut would be very proud of my hubby, she has encouraged him to go bigger for quite some time!
To make sure he doesn’t move too much the hook has two cords with loops on the end that secure it in place by clipping them to the clips that I added to the collar of the head harness. With the hook in place and secured to the collar billie really does have his movements limited as we found it and prevents bending.
The headphones were placed on his head and adjusted to sit comfortably and fully over his ears. when this was done I switched them on and the noise deadening kicked in (after the session I checked with billie how effective they were, they still allow some outside noise but we put that down to the fact that they are not directly on the ears and have the hood and harness under them, but they did reduce the noise quite a bit.)
The final part of the outfit was to push the penis gag into his mouth and clip it in place. A final set of photos were taken and and maneuvered him onto the corner mat in the utility room next to where we do the majority of the photos.
My plan was that my husband would spend the next 30 minutes doing some focused corner time with that I connected the headphones to my tablet and selected a sound track of some FEMDOM porn for him to focus on (I used the sound track from a couple of humiliation videos and a Small Penis Humiliation (SPH) MP3) and I then set the TENs units to their middle (ish) settings, which was level 15 on the old unit and level 5 on each of the channels on the new unit for about 10 minutes.
I felt that 10 minutes would be a good duration for him to get used to the settings that would be pulsing through his muscles and also tormenting his clittie.
Something to note is that in the past when we have played with the TENs unit with pads on billie’s clittie and with a set of pads on his balls, it hasn’t been that effective, billie reported that the pulses all merging into one set of pulses over his genitals. we’ve found it more effective to separate the pads to use on his clittie or balls and the other set to place on the skin behind his balls and hole and this has far more effect for him. That type of combination does get him leaking quite a bit!
After the 10 minutes I came back to him and then set both TENs units a little bit higher, the Abs and bum unit went to 3/4 max (level 20) but I set the new unit to maximum on both channel for the remaining 20 minutes. I stayed and watched billie just to make sure that he was OK and didn’t loose his balance.
It was clear that the old unit was giving him a lot of work out as it was making his bum tense and he told me afterwards that his abs where in constant flux of tense and relax and tense.
As for the new unit it was pulsing a strong twitch and it was clear that either discomfort and/or pleasure was causing my billie to move slightly and it all clearly increased his breathing.
With the timer reaching 30 minutes I turned of the sound track and started to strip each item of bondage from billie. I uncliped his ankles and wrists and supported him into his room and had him sit down.
I had him strip down to his normal lingerie and got the shoes off and made him lie down. I told him to stay on the bed and went to get him some water.
I wanted him to settle down after his session and just to calm. I lay with him and let him cuddle into me and I told him that I loved him. I felt is was important to have this cooling down period, just so I could check that he was ok and also to make sure that the session was not too hard on him. Carol taught me that aftercare of a submissive after a session is important and that is very much the case with billie and especially when trying something new or pushing boundaries.
once we had rested and I was sure that he was OK, I got him to give me some feed back on the session, what worked, what wasn’t he keen on and why. Just because he isn’t keen on it is not an excuse not to use it again but it is important to know what the reason is behind it. Bille said he was OK with the levels of the TENs unit but the high setting on the old unit on his bum and belly were quite hard for him to endure, so that was duly noted. It appeared that overall the new punishment/ corner outfit has proved to be a success.
We will have to see what happens with his next session which will be with less light as it will have the black hood and perhaps he will be in the downstairs toilet with all of its lack of light. Its something for him to look forward to – perhaps?
Oh so delicious Miss. I do wish for such predicaments. Would you be so kind to share the links to the head harness and love!y shapewear?
Love love love this blog!
Bravo billie for having 'survived this ordeal by TENS and good to hear that billie is getting used to having bigger objects inside his slut hole, as they say (well i do) go big or go home 🙂 The shapewear looked like it was perfectly designed for access. Did it end up creating a noticeable cleavage?
i love the idea of locking billie in the downstairs toilet like this. He could become an electric sissy toilet roll holder. Every household should have one. Lol
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Dear Pisa,
Glad that you like the blog, most of the credit must go to my husband, billie, as he is the one that does most of the work on here (as he should.). Please continue to comment as we really do love the feedback and interaction.
You may want to check with billie what the "predicaments" are like as he is the one that I inflict them on.
As for the the items, I did a lot of searching and it was just by accident that I found the shape wear on Amazon Germany, for some reason the Germans seem to like this type of underwear.
https://www.amazon.de/-/en/KUMAYES-Shapewear-Colombianas-Shaping-Bodysuit/dp/B09KBG1227/ref=sr_1_60?crid=26OL1QRXQPTI0&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.Cf2z_VFFmgWSGo4Zcc-Wyn9Sjiu8mSS4PEdzwd3iVyux1CdRS8sROUx4aj8RiFeinVv0Aes-VTF1I4trEVg7T89xjzN24zDBMm-Z-MdD7PGyFE9OSsQg54je8Yx40rf4WN8iqFRYUnyzyVcLWrBzKF6vRlSExoMCPHlrnq-ZH2Tt6MnumIHszNQNVJYBdRs724wye8lKXDAM62um1uhA22a7CoJ8xnUa5158RdTPyXU.0dpQjGaaw6_5tBQrIvx1Btlg8a56dduwqVJbLpEaPDY&dib_tag=se&keywords=kumayes+shapewear+damen&qid=1705356522&sprefix=KUMAYES%2Caps%2C175&sr=8-60
The head harness was also from Amazon Germany, I was going to have to pay the postage for the Shapewear so I decided to make it worthwhile so added the harness and a couple of other things to justify it, so it worked out quite reasonable in the end.
https://www.amazon.de/-/en/Bondage-Removable-Headband-Silicone-Cosplay/dp/B08PYSPQFT/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1L1ME8AFBLBHC&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.2-V21XDKzJK-qIqwR-FJt20Xz4B10q6qxq3x_g2Ap8GR_sAOv0lMjgrv7fV9z00YXnqcn8Ep8CJmehRteLkEC6TSvgakLG5MQVuL4Lu5S3q0_p8h_BpT5hvP-YBDlxJX4TRNNfrdS2Yy5XrnAEOgScM12jAX1PQmQCHphAEf1vMbPMsIBf62CFevWsjIjsW2T_rocIuRKoQJxBJ4dQB5YvmdiWW6WOm1mR6vlK2CdOE.BOxPsIK8mdbysfZ6JPjEwq3BZ33EFU380WIxDOd864c&dib_tag=se&keywords=MFMYEE+bondage+mask+bdsm&qid=1705357488&sprefix=mfmyee+bondage+mask+bdsm%2Caps%2C189&sr=8-1
Hope that helps.
Madam Alice
Morning P,
I'm not sure that "survived" is the correct term! Endured is closer to the reality.
The new TENs unit seems to have a range of different settings and I suspect that Madam is going to take time to see which ones have the effect that she wants on me.
As for the shape wear it is snug, not uncomfortable and with that bra yes it does push my tits in together.
The new "corner" mats have been getting a bit of usage and even without a blindfold on the toilet location is quite dark. I think once I've got the headphones on it will be quite isolating, I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to that!
billie xxx
Madam Alice- how brilliant!!
My own clittie is starting to behave badly here, just reading this!!
So much to say, but I must keep focus, lol. I was intrigued by the headphones. And whether you would in fact use them for sissy and Femdom conditioning. You did! Not just sensory deprivation. 🙂
Thinking about you seeing dear billie standing in the corner, and admiring your handiwork, I started thinking: wouldn’t it be great if you sound a way for hime to be standing somewhere like that, but(t) also be able to see his own reddened bottom!?! It would take some work, and a silly girl like me thinks of mirrors, but maybe you would find this interesting.
Nice having new spots for that girl to stand and ponder her misdeeds. Another question: have you ever made her stand near a window where someone might have a decidedly low chance of seeing her there? Even standing in the dark. I think it would play havoc with me. 🙂 I suspect you may have more privacy there and no windows where it’s even remotely possible?
We may need to get our TENS unit out here again… it’s been a while!! 🙂 fun.. and gulp.
billie looks so cute standing there, we must admit. I’m still partial to her being in some girlier colors, but again that’s a sissy’s thought.
Wriggling into the girlie sounds amusing to watch!’
Thank you, Sara
Sara,
While the headphones are not the best they do give a good bit of noise cancelling and Madam is very inventive with what I get to listen to when they are in place.
when it comes to seeing myself during corner time, Madam has done this when I have done corner time in her bedroom. She has a set of full length mirrors on the wardrobes and a good size mirror on her dressing table, if she opens one of the wardrobe doors to an angle and places me in front of it I can normally see my red arse in the dresser mirror.
As for being exposed, I’m quite glad that we are set back from the road, which is a quiet road anyway. Poppet is always badgering me to be more exposed, you wouldn’t think that she was a friend the way she wants me out and about to be exposed! I think the nearest would be if we had a delivery arrived when I was in corner time in the study as I could probably be seen from the gate on the drive.
Sara, I really have a love hate relationship with the TENs units, I like what they do different parts of me except when attached to my clit and balls.
Thanks for the complement on being cute, As for more girlier colours, you might see some more pink being added very soon, watch this space.
Madam would have answered this email to you Sara, but she is away with Sir and I’m not expecting her home until this evening.
billie xxx