{"id":632,"date":"2023-05-05T18:24:00","date_gmt":"2023-05-05T18:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/madamssubhub.com\/index.php\/2023\/05\/05\/im-back-all-is-good-again\/"},"modified":"2023-12-03T11:34:12","modified_gmt":"2023-12-03T11:34:12","slug":"im-back-all-is-good-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/madamssubhub.com\/index.php\/2023\/05\/05\/im-back-all-is-good-again\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m Back!  All is good again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;Good Evening Everyone,<\/p>\n<p>My apologies for my absence, Unfortunately I&#8217;ve had to leave my good home life and our world of a safe and structured FLR to spend time being Mick and deal with a very personal family matter with my family.<\/p>\n<p>I have been estranged from family for all of my Adult life, there has been times when they have tried to drag me back into the toxic pit that I quietly left so many years ago.<\/p>\n<p>The last 2 weeks has seen me forced back into that world, the difference is that the Mick that went back into that world was considerably different from the young Mick that left it 40 years ago.&nbsp; I&#8217;m not proud to say that for the last 2 weeks I have been an Emotionally Hard Evil Twat and not the person that I want my wife to know.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/madamssubhub.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/cfb27c5a64b1f1fc4c05a13ed540ac42-1.jpg\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"565\" data-original-width=\"450\" height=\"320\" src=\"https:\/\/madamssubhub.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/cfb27c5a64b1f1fc4c05a13ed540ac42-1-239x300.jpg\" width=\"255\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p>I made a point of not going home to Alice, and I didn&#8217;t want Alice to come to me.&nbsp; I didn&#8217;t want some of my family to have contact with wife, why? because some people in this world are just simply toxic and they get a kick out of trying to manipulate others, unfortunately they would have taken the opportunity to attack the special person in my life just to watch me hurt.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Well, I played their game but to my rules and on Tuesday this week I walked away from them again but this time I walked away tall and proud rather than slinking away secretly.&nbsp; It has taken me a few days to clear the anger out of my system.<\/p>\n<p>I have been home for a couple of days know and this weekend is going to see me return to being the husband that my wife wants and needs.<\/p>\n<p>I want to state this, Alice and John have been brilliant in supporting me, and very understanding of the creature that I have by necessity had to be so that I could deal with the problems at hand.<\/p>\n<p>Also thanks to Kerri, Poppet and SaraE, I&#8217;m very grateful to you for your support and tolerance of an emotionally confused and angry individual.<\/p>\n<p>So I&#8217;m back home but more important I am back to becoming billie.&nbsp; This couple of weeks have made it really clear that the FLR is so important to my well being.&nbsp; And all you crazy cats, with your Kinks and different takes on life are just the greatest of people and friends and it is so good to be back into this life.<\/p>\n<p>My chastity is back on, I&#8217;m back wearing appropriate underwear and it feels good to be calling the personal that I love and worship &#8220;Madam&#8221; and &#8220;Ma&#8217;am&#8221;.<\/p>\n<div style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/madamssubhub.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/179320284906-1.jpg\" style=\"margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" data-original-height=\"402\" data-original-width=\"236\" height=\"320\" src=\"https:\/\/madamssubhub.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/179320284906-1-176x300.jpg\" width=\"188\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m back were I want to be and all is good.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you all<\/p>\n<p>billie xxx<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;Good Evening Everyone, My apologies for my absence, Unfortunately I&#8217;ve had to leave my good home life and our world of a safe and structured FLR to spend time being Mick and deal with a very personal family matter with my family. 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